Don't mention the past again, life has been stormy, even if the memory can't be erased, love and hate are still in my heart

It's really going to break off the past, let it continue tomorrow, and you don't have to ask for my news anymore

Love is a problem, it's dizzying, forget the pain, maybe it's okay, forget you, but it's not easy

You've never really left, you've always been in my heart, I still have love for you, there's nothing I can do about myself

Because I still have dreams, I still put you in my heart, I am always easily moved by the past, and I always feel heartache for you

Don't be nostalgic for the years I have unintentional tenderness Don't ask me if I meet again Don't care if I'm insincere

Why don't you understand that as long as there is love, there is pain, and one day you will know that life is not different without me

Life is too rushed, I'm so scared, always with tears in my eyes, forget me, there is no pain, leave the past in the wind

The love in the mobile phone was played back and forth repeatedly, but the irritability in Duan Yiyang's chest did not decrease at all.

It's been three whole months, and he hasn't seen Lin Ran since he came back from the night on the sea on Qixi Festival.

At first he was surprised, angry, sad, hateful, and pretended to be indifferent, but as time went on, he began to go crazy and indulge himself, and he thought that as long as this way he could relieve this pain, but unfortunately he didn't.

The feelings in the world are often no love and no hate, and the conversion between love and hate is never just one step away.

When you come, I'll pick you up with an umbrella, rain or shine. When you're gone, I'll pretend to be indifferent.

The carriage was filled with smoke, and smoke rings came out of his mouth one by one, and then disappeared in a curling circle.

He had never smoked, but recently he fell in love with the feeling of smoking. What you smoke in is a cigarette, and what you spit out is loneliness.

When nicotine enters the mouth, passes through the nose, throat and other parts, and finally stimulates the cerebral cortex, the moment is pleasant.

The cigarette butts outside the car window had accumulated a lot, and Duan Yiyang had no intention of stopping.

He didn't know why he was driving alone in the middle of the night and parking downstairs in the neighborhood with her, he just wanted to do it.

Far away, she slept until the lights in the room went out, and Duan Yiyang's heart began to cold.

Is that really the only way to go? Is all the past a thing of the past?

A few tears slipped silently from the corners of his eyes, and he actually shed tears? This was something he never thought of.

You must know that in this relationship, he has always been the prince as the leader, and her star-chasing eyes follow him, like an infatuated maid who can't beat and scold or run.

He is her light, her wind, her waves, all her smiles, joys, sorrows, and sorrows, which were once given by him.

But some people don't understand, and these brave acts of chasing love without hesitation, moths to fire, are the premise that you cherish me.

If you turn a blind eye to me, if you give me endless pain, indifference, and storms, I swear I will really leave you.

After accumulating all the heartache and despair, he walked away without looking back.

Life will not be different without you, and one day even the beloved you will become a thing of the past.

You will become the scar in your heart that is not easy to see, and once you see it, it will bleed.

And I will cry silently when I think of you in the middle of the night, and I will suffer from an old heartbreak that cannot be healed.

Pei Xiuxiu, who had already slept, was suddenly wanted to eat Malatang because of the WeChat sent by her roommate Huang Doudou: ? About?

After reading this message, someone was moved, turned on the light again, got dressed, and called Doudou to go out hand in hand.

At the entrance of the community, Pei Xiuxiu and Huang Doudou walked over talking and laughing.

Seeing the familiar car, Pei Xiuxiu was stunned for a moment. How did he come? There was a big question mark in my head.

When the sluggish Duan Yiyang saw the figure in front of him clearly, his head immediately sobered up, and he got out of the car in a hurry and appeared in front of her: "Talk to me." ”

Huang Doudou said to Pei Xiuxiu: "You go, I'll buy it myself, can I help you buy what you usually eat and pack it back?" ”

"Hmm."

Pei Xiuxiu looked at Duan Yiyang, who was scruffy and asked, "What are you looking for me?" ”

Duan Yiyang stood there silently, there were so many things he wanted to ask that he didn't know where to start.

"If you don't have to ask, forget it, I'll go back."

Duan Yiyang stopped her: "Wait, did you end up with Ling Feng last time?" ”

"Hmm"

Duan Yiyang asked in a pained voice, "The person you love is Ling Feng, right?" So why come back to me? Just to get revenge on me?

Bae Xiuxiu did not answer.

Duan Yiyang sneered: "Your method of revenge is really special! In order to take revenge, have you been shameless and unscrupulous? Lin Ran, you have changed, you have become too much. ”

"Whatever you think, please don't look at me from your point of view, I'm afraid you won't understand."

Duan Yiyang sneered: "I don't understand you, you are entangled back and forth between several men, and you can even do such a disgusting thing as filming?" Still pretending to be innocent in front of me, are you disgusting? ”

Pei Xiuxiu angrily reasoned loudly: "I don't care if I'm disgusting or not, why don't you say that you and Lu Xueqi are even more disgusting." First of all, let's talk about you, three years ago, you began to step on two boats, play with feelings and applause, and three years later, because of various disobedience or private reasons such as attacking competitors Ling Feng, you re-pursued me and posed as an infatuated man, think I don't know? Let's talk about your fiancée, Lu Xueqi, who was almost infamous for being sexually assaulted by security guards when I was working at a hotel. When she first came to the company, she deliberately spread rumors and caused me to be ridiculed in front of my colleagues, and I put up with them. I couldn't bear that incident, she found someone to kidnap me and force me to make a film, and I almost ......"

Speaking of this, Pei Xiuxiu burst into tears and choked up and said, "If it weren't for Ling Feng's brother Ling Yuntian who happened to appear in time, her conspiracy would have succeeded a long time ago." Why can you treat me so cruelly and I can't fight back? ”

Duan Yiyang listened to her explanation in surprise, a trace of doubt flashed in his eyes, yes the last time Lu Xueqi showed him the video, because he was angry that he only read the previous paragraph and dropped his phone angrily, it seems that Lu Xueqi took advantage of his impulsiveness out of context.

Duan Yiyang asked in a jealous tone, "Then what's the matter with you and Ling Feng?" You've been living together for a long time, right? ”

"You don't have to worry about this, I lived in his house for a short time because of the treatment of depression, but the two of us are innocent and courteous, is there a problem?" Pei Xiuxiu asked rhetorically.

Seeing that he was still pondering, Pei Xiuxiu smiled bitterly: "Do you know who got my depression?" ”

A trace of guilt flashed in Duan Yiyang's deep eyes and asked, "Is it because of me?" ”

Pei Xiuxiu replied loudly: "Yes! It's because of you. I used to love you very much, but you left me nothing but pain, you are my first love, my dream. So many days and nights, the emotions we have accumulated, you say they are scattered, completely disregarding my life and death, do you know how painful I am? For a long time I couldn't get out, I was crazy about remembering you crazy, and finally I was poorly sick. Good love can make people see the whole world, but because of you and me, I almost gave up the whole world. I used to feed a lot of dogs with my kindness, but never again. When I am soft-hearted, anything can be forgiven. When the heart is hard, I'm sorry, Lao Tzu is the whole world. ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Tears kept flowing, and Duan Yiyang kept saying this with red eyes.

We used to laugh and cry together, but at that time, even if we cried, it was sweet, because our hearts were very close.

Now we weep together in the middle of the night, but our hearts are separated by the Pacific Ocean.

It's over, it's all over......

Pei Xiuxiu turned her head and stopped looking at him, just said goodbye softly: "Goodbye, I won't see you for the rest of my life, when we meet again, I hope we are just ordinary passers-by." ”

Duan Yiyang said with tears in his eyes: "Lin Ran, I'm sorry, I missed you, you are still the girl I love, whether you believe it or not, I am sincere to you, whether it was in the past or now." ”

Pei Xiuxiu turned her back to him and said no more, and finally left without looking back.

Something that's missed is a lifetime.

When you leave in silence, what you have said and what you have not said have been forgotten.

I sandwiched my cries into the pages of the book, like those jasmine flowers when we were young.

Maybe it will fall from the occasional title page in the evening many years later.

Without fragrance, there is no life.

Outside the window, it may have been raining in a light, light manner. Zen - Xi Murong

Looking at her distant back, Duan Yiyang's heart was like a knife.

Was he who hurt her, was he who gave up on her? Why should the ears that do not argue listen to the rumors of others?

Just like three years ago, when he was vacillating between Lin Ran and Lu Xueqi, Lu Xueqi persuaded him with a test sheet.

He also made what he thought was the right choice, but after Lin Ran left, he knew he was wrong.

It turned out that the result of doing this kind of multiple-choice question was either right or wrong, and he happened to be wrong.

Three years later, the past repeated itself, the night of Qixi Festival was supposed to be the sweet first night between him and Lin Ran, but because of Lu Xueqi, he made the wrong choice.

He believed her provocation, easily believed the so-called evidence, and finally outrageously lingered with Lu Xueqi for a night.

In the end, he missed her.

He regretted that he didn't watch the whole video that night, regretted not going around to find Lin Ran, regretted not trusting Lin Ran in his heart, regretted that he lost his mind as soon as he heard the word Ling Feng, regretted ...... Regret......

Duan Yiyang leaned his head on the driver's seat, and his heart was congested at the thought of the upcoming wedding with Lu Xueqi in a week.

I'm sorry, I can't give you what you want, and you can't give you what I want.

In his mind, his future plans came to mind, and the only way to leave was to leave.

Sometimes escape is the only option, whether you want it or not, the only option left.