417 Daddy really loves you
As soon as Gu Niannian spoke, the three adults were all stunned, but their expressions were different.
Du Xiaoxian didn't seem to react, a little ignorant and dazed.
Lu Dingshen was embarrassed and looked at Du Xiaoxian nervously.
Gu Shanshan blinked her eyes and asked Gu Niannian, "You little brat, what are you talking about?" ”
"I didn't talk nonsense," Gu Niannian said: "I heard my grandfather tell my grandmother with my own ears, and said that he was sorry for his mother and would compensate her more in the future." ”
Gu Shanshan looked at Lu Dingshen's unnatural appearance, and suddenly remembered Lu Haochen's words: fate is destined.
Her eyes widened in shock, oh my God! It turns out that Du Xiaoxian is Lu Dingshen's biological daughter! Oh my God, what did she miss again? It seems that her parents also know, only she and Gu Nianbin, Du Xiaoxian don't know. Gu Nianbin, that fool, has been pinching his future father-in-law to the death!
She laughed and haha: "Lu Shibo, you are really, this is a good thing, what are you doing without us?" ”
Du Xiaoxian's slow mind always turned a corner, it turned out that her biological father was Lu Dingshen!
No wonder he was so good to her, no wonder Gu Guangxian tried his best to match her to admit her relatives, no wonder Lu Haochen always liked to call her sister, it turned out that this was the answer! She turned out to be Lu Dingshen's daughter!
Putting the heavy bag of money on the sofa, Du Xiaoxian turned around and walked back.
"Xiaoxian," Lu Dingshen chased after him two steps, "You listen to Dad's explanation." ”
Gu Shanshan was stunned, daring to love Du Xiaoxian didn't want to recognize this father, no wonder Lu Shibo wanted to hide it. I didn't expect to be exposed by Gu Niannian, a little broken mouth.
Gu Nianbin was looking at the fireworks on the wall, ready to pick some for his wife and children to see. But seeing Du Xiaoxian hurriedly walking back, as if he was going to go back to his house through the corridor, he walked over quickly, hooked his arm, and hugged her in his arms: "Xian'er, what's wrong with you, why is your face so bad?" Uncomfortable? ”
As soon as he stopped someone, Lu Dingshen caught up: "Xiaoxian, Dad knows that I'm sorry for you, I made you suffer a lot, but you can't deny Dad!" ”
Gu Nianbin's eyes flashed, and he was not too surprised, he guessed a few points when he saw Lu Dingshen in tears that day, but Gu Guangxian categorically denied it, and he thought that he had guessed wrong.
Du Xiaoxian was silent, she had never hated anyone, and she didn't know what it was like to hate, but she couldn't show a smile to Lu Dingshen anymore, she didn't even want to see him again, no matter how good he was to her now, when she thought of her aunt lying on the bed sickly, she was sad, very, very sad, this sadness can't be described in words, the softest part of the body is like a big hole, it hurts very much!
Lu Dingshen looked at her eagerly: "Xiaoxian, dad is sorry, I'm really sorry, can you forgive Dad?" As long as you forgive Dad, I will do whatever you say, Dad has lost your Grandma, I can't lose you anymore, Xiaoxian, it's Dad's fault, Dad misunderstood your Grandma, but Dad really doesn't know that there is you, if you knew earlier, Dad wouldn't have left your mother and daughter, it's Dad who is wrong, not worthy of your forgiveness, but you can't ignore Dad, Xiaoxian ......"
Du Xiaoxian shed tears, and fell down in big drops, silently, which made Gu Nianbin feel a stab in the heart, hugged her tightly in his arms, and comforted her gently: "Okay, don't cry, I'm here, it's okay, be good, don't cry......"
This is the first time Lu Dingshen has seen his daughter crying, that kind of feeling is like being whipped hard, his heart is so distressed that he is twitching, and the bottom line is connected by blood, she is sad, and he is even more sad.
They didn't make much noise, and everyone else thought that Lu Dingshen and Gu Nianbin were pinching again, but when they heard Gu Shanshan say that Du Xiaoxian knew the truth, they were all startled, and hurriedly ran over to comfort Du Xiaoxian.
Xiao Meiyuan said: "Xiaoxian, your father really loves you, and he loves your aunt very much, he also only learned about your aunt's death not long ago, and he was hit hard, and because of this incident, he went to the hospital with a stroke, and he couldn't move in bed, but because he wanted to come to you quickly, he was very cooperative with the treatment, actively doing rehabilitation training, and came to you as soon as the body recovered, in fact, the doctor advised him not to go far away, let alone go to a cold place, worried that he couldn't stand it, but your father didn't listen, he said that the only purpose of rehabilitation is to come to you." Xiaoxian, your dad really loves you. ”
"Xiaoxian, I know you're very uncomfortable," Gu Guangxian said slowly: "Because you have always told me that you don't want to find your biological father, but child, no father in the world will give up his own children, and I am also a father, so I understand your father's feelings." Your father has never dared to tell you the truth, just afraid that you will not recognize him, afraid that you will ignore him, he said to me, Brother Guangxian, if one day Xiaoxian ignores me, I really don't know what the meaning of life is. Xiaoxian, please understand the heart of a father. ”
"Xiaoxian," this time it was Lu Haochen who spoke: "Dad really loves you, I said in my own heart, I am a little jealous, I have never seen him suffer from gains and losses like this, he is careful in what he does, for fear that you will be unhappy, as long as you like it, he loves Wu and Wu, Dad never watches TV, but every night he accompanies you to watch, what you watch, he watches, even if it is a cartoon, he also watches it with relish, and works hard to know every cartoon character, because he is afraid that if you ask him, he can't answer." It is as if he wants to make up for all the fatherly love that you lacked in childhood, and treats you like a child, afraid that you will be hungry, thirsty, cold, uncomfortable, unhappy, Xiaoxian, all his thoughts are on you. Daddy, he really, really loves you! ”
Du Xiaoxian felt that her head was about to explode, she couldn't bear it for a while, she only felt that her heart was in a mess, like a mess, she couldn't find a clue, and she didn't know what to do, she just clinged to Gu Nianbin tightly, and her thin body trembled slightly.
Gu Shanshan also began to speak: "Xiaoxian, I can also see that Lu Shibo ......"
Gu Nianbin raised his hand and interrupted her: "Don't say it, let Xiaoxian be quiet, this matter is too sudden for her, you say so much, she didn't listen to it at all, I'll take her back to the room to rest first." ”
Fang Yaru said: "Nian Bin is right, let Xiaoxian calm down." ”
Gu Nianbin lifted his feet to leave, then turned back to Lu Dingshen and said, "Uncle, you should also calm down, don't think too much, Xiaoxian will figure it out." ”
Lu Dingshen was stunned, as if he didn't hear what he said, and when he saw him taking Du Xiaoxian away, he suddenly slapped himself in the face and shouted, "Good daughter." ”
This move startled everyone, and seeing him raise his hand again, Lu Haochen quickly grabbed him, "Dad, what are you doing?" Aren't you pushing Xiaoxian! ”
Gu Guangxian also advised: "Dingshen, don't get excited, give the child a little time!" ”
"Yes, Dingshen, you must not be excited," Xiao Meiyuan got anxious, and patted his hand lightly on his back: "Xiaoxian will figure it out, don't worry!" ”
Gu Nianbin stopped there and glanced back, Lu Haochen waved at him vigorously, motioning for him to take Xiaoxian away. Du Xiaoxian has a tendon, and now he can't persuade him at all, and his father is an impatient person, so he can't wait for Du Xiaoxian to express his position soon. It's useless to drag it down, it's better to separate first, and they persuade each other at both ends.
Gu Nianbin took Du Xiaoxian back to the room, let her lie on the bed to rest, folded the quilt and was just about to leave, but the corner of her clothes was pulled by the woman, Du Xiaoxian looked at her helplessly, the water flashed in her clear eyes, as if it would flow out if she moved slightly, she frowned slightly, sad and sad, her face was pale, as weak as the silk grass on the side of the road, when the wind blew, she would fall to the ground.
Gu Nianbin's heart suddenly felt like a thorn, so he had to take off his shoes and lean on the head of the bed, and gently held her in his arms, "Good, close your eyes, sleep for a while and you'll be fine." ”
Du Xiaoxian blinked her eyes, tears slipped down, Gu Nianbin gently wiped it for her, his hands were warm and dry, making her feel at ease. Fortunately, he is by his side, and when he encounters a big event, he is by his side. No matter how uneasy, how sad, how frightened she was, this man always brought her back to her strange calm.
Du Xiaoxian calmed down a little, she rubbed in the man's arms, found the most comfortable position, and then closed her eyes.
The man patted her gently, and actually hummed a song, Du Xiaoxian suddenly opened her eyes and seemed to smile: "You actually remember." ”
"Of course I do," the man whispered, "I remember everything about you." ”
Du Xiaoxian's heart warmed, and she felt that the uncomfortable energy had really passed, she closed her eyes again, and heard Gu Nianbin singing in a low voice: "It's dark, the bird is back, the insects, you call softly, the doll is going to sleep." Yue'er goes, the stars blink, the wind sings softly, the doll is going to sleep......"
This lullaby was originally meant to be sung in Daliangshan dialect, but Gu Nianbin translated it into Mandarin, and with his deep voice, it sounded like a different taste.
If Grandma's lullaby is the nostalgia in Du Xiaoxian's memory and the warmth of her childhood, then what Gu Nianbin sings is her future reliance and her haven.
This low and soft tune made Du Xiaoxian slowly empty his brain, thinking about nothing, and fell asleep unconsciously.
Gu Nianbin looked down at her, poor child, probably hated someone for the first time! He could almost tell that she was fighting fiercely in her heart, struggling, grievances, complaints, sighs, and perhaps joy that she hadn't even noticed.
Lu Dingshen gave her life, and at the same time brought her and her grandmother deep suffering.
The shadow of her childhood has always remained in the depths of her memory, and it is easy not to turn it out, it is Lu Dingshen's appearance that allows her to uncover her scars and once again look back on those gray childhood memories and bleak life.
No matter how hard it is, she gritted her teeth and survived, no matter how much she was bullied, she never really hated anyone! Only this one, maybe she can't talk about hate, because she doesn't know how to hate at all, she just feels sorry for her grandma and feels sorry for her grandma.
I don't know how long it took, Du Xiaoxian faintly heard a sound, but it was not real, as if it was a light thunder rolling across the sky. Then there was a loud thunderclap, which seemed to ring in her ears, and the noise was like a thunderbolt, and she was stunned for a moment before realizing that it was firecrackers outside.