For more than three months, I put down all the manuscripts at hand and accompanied Mengjie.

I'm getting zero progress on my codeword.

"What kind of leave are you taking?" I finally couldn't help but ask Mengjie.

"To tell you the truth," Meng Jie said seriously, "I have been suspended for a year without pay!" ”

"A year?" I exclaimed in surprise.

"Look at you," Meng Jie said with a disdainful expression, "I have long wanted to go back, and I won't trouble you again!" ”

"Let's find a good man to marry when I go back!" I forced a smile and said, "You can see my situation too, you really can't pin your hopes on me!" ”

"Don't worry," Meng Jie pursed her lips and said, "I'll find someone to marry!" ”

I silently helped Mengjie carry the suitcase.

We walked towards the metro station.

Silent all the way.

Many people say that the subway is the easiest place to fall in love.

I don't think so, I think the subway is the easiest place to end love.

"I want to go back to the city that doesn't have a subway," Mengjie said softly, "the city that belongs to me and can accept and tolerate me." ”

"It's just a small county, not a city," I reminded, "and Yangxian is still more than 60 kilometers away from Hanzhong!" ”

"I'll just think it's a small city!" Meng Jie said confidently.

"You should be!" I smiled reluctantly.

"It's definitely a dark city," Meng Jie kept babbling as she got on the subway, "and everyone is running here like crazy, wandering here like ghosts, and I don't know what they're looking for?" Meng Jie sighed, changed positions in the car, and then continued to chatter, "Look at it, even when I left here, I was still standing so tired, and I didn't even have a seat, I really hated this heartless and expressionless city!" ”

I didn't say a word.

I've said it countless times.

Out of the subway, I sent Mengjie to the train station in the cold wind.

Ye Qian also came, and I don't know how she knew that Mengjie was leaving.

People come and go on the platform.

Meng Jie stopped.

"You've changed a lot," Meng Jie said suddenly, her eyes still shining brightly, "You've really changed a lot!" ”

"Beijing is such a city that changes so fast!" I said with a serious face, but I didn't dare to look at Mengjie's eyes again, I was afraid that her red eyes would disorient me and change the decision that I had been steadfast in my heart.

"Give this to her!" Ye Qian said and handed me a bank card.

"Why is this card with you?" I looked at the card number in wonder, and then at Ye Qian's face, "What's the matter?" ”

"Later!" Ye Qian smiled slightly.

"You have this bank card," I said, handing it to Meng Jie, "It's all your savings!" ”

"I don't want to," Meng Jie said categorically, "I'm willing to gamble and lose!" ”

"What do you mean?" I wondered, "Bet on what?" Who to bet on? ”

"Anyway, I don't want it," Mengjie said extremely seriously, "I have a job, a house, and no shortage of money!" ”

"Take it!" I said as I shoved the bank card into Mengjie's hand.

"I won't ask for it," Meng Jie raised her voice and said, "I don't want the money we saved together to become my joint property after I marry someone else!" ”

"You're going to get married?" I wondered, "With whom?" ”

"Does it matter with whom?" Meng Jie said expressionlessly, "If you don't take this card, then I won't leave!" ”

"Then I'll take it," I smiled, "but I'm not going to spend a penny on it, it's always our money!" I stretched out my arm and said with a smile on my face, "Let's kiss goodbye!" ”

"Don't touch me," Meng Jie said half-truthfully, "don't think that I will only be submissive to men, I also know how to reject men, especially men with distorted psychology!" ”

"I'm mentally twisted?" I asked Mengjie with a wry smile, "Where is the twist?" ”

"You don't know it yourself," Meng Jie said expressionlessly, "You're not the same person you used to be!" I'm really disappointed in you now, you better stay in the urban village in Beijing as your spare tire! ”

"The spare tire is the spare tire," I said with a smile, "and the spare tire inside the spare tire, am I that good?" ”

"Don't call me again!" Meng Jie said and turned around and got on the train.

I put down my outstretched arm and smiled wryly.

The train is moving.

Meng Jie is gone.

I walked slowly towards the exit.

The cold wind hit me, and I felt a chill.

In the cold wind, I thought of the days and nights when I fell in love with Mengjie, the vows I made to Mengjie when I was young, the side of Mengjie's tearful face, and a lot of ...... A thousand tastes, all kinds of feelings, at this moment suddenly like a tide uncontrollably surged into my heart, I felt the dampness in my eyes and the soreness in my heart, and I felt the heaviness and weakness of my legs. I looked up, and in the blur of tears, I saw the brilliant light over the city.

"Where are you going?" Ye Qian's voice came softly.

"Where else can I go?" I smiled wryly and said, "Urban village, return to Longguan!" ”

"Go to me!" Ye Qian said and stretched out her warm hand and touched the tears that slipped through the corners of my eyes, "It's windy outside, let's go!" ”

"She said I was psychologically twisted?" I still said with a wry smile.

"That's right!" Ye Qian smiled, "The reviews are in place!" ”

"Is it twisted like a paper clip?" I asked, sneering.

"A paper clip inside a paper clip!" Ye Qian said with a smile.

"Your plan has succeeded," I said to Ye Qian with a smirk, "she is very disappointed in me!" ”

"It's not a ploy," Ye Qian said with a smile, "I just did a fun experiment, who knew you both took it seriously!" ”

"Is this the outcome you'd like to see best?" I asked Ye Qian.

"Of course," Ye Qian said with a smile, "This proves that my IQ is higher than that of both of you!" It's really a fight between people, and it's so much fun! ”

"Maybe!" I smiled wryly and asked in confusion, "By the way, how did that card end up in your hand?" ”

"Didn't she spend the night with me when she first came," Ye Qian explained, "that night, she told me a lot about the two of you, from the age of seventeen to the age of twenty-one, and even about the embarrassing ...... of the first time you two did that."

"I didn't have any experience at that time," I laughed, "I couldn't do it, I imitated it, and I didn't succeed for a week!" ”

"She later gave me this bank card," Ye Qian said softly, "She said that if I promise to leave you, the money will be all mine!" I thought about it and took this card! ”

"Why is she so stupid?" I can't believe it.

"She's so stupid," Ye Qian said with a deep face, "I took it, it's better than her being cheated out of this money by others!" At least I can keep it for her for the time being! So, I haven't been in contact with you since that day! By the way, why did she say you were psychologically twisted? ”

"It's all the code words that are to blame," I smiled, "I thought she would come and see in a few days and leave, but it turned out that she lived in a winter, and all she thought about all day long was how to please me, do you think my heart can be comfortable?" What's more, the manuscript has been standing still, do you think I can not panic? Later, I simply pretended to have a nervous problem, talking to myself or laughing while coding words, can she not say that I am psychologically twisted? ”

"You will indeed scare others away, drive away or run away in anger," Ye Qian said with a smile, "I believe in you!" In Beijing, as a freelance writer, I will indeed panic if I don't code a certain number of words according to the plan every day! Just like me, if I don't complete my work and writing plans every day, I can't sleep at night! ”

"I really feel a little sorry for her," I said earnestly, "but I really can't think of a better way to end this relationship!" ”

"I can see that," Ye Qian said with a smile, "Your sympathy for her is far greater than love, and this kind of love really shouldn't continue, otherwise it can only hurt each other more deeply!" ”

"Or do you know me," I chuckled, "by the way, how did you know she was leaving today?" ”

"She told me yesterday," Ye Qian explained, "she said she was leaving, let me treat you well, and she will get married when she goes back!" So, I came over today just to give that card back to her! ”

"She said she was going back to get married?" I asked, puzzled.

"That's what she said," Ye Qian smiled slightly, "Whether it's true or not, I don't know!" ”

"Maybe it's true," I thought to myself, "she hasn't let me touch her anymore!" ”

"Okay, let's not talk about this," Ye Qian said with a serious face, "She also gave me a notebook that day, which is dedicated to recording the income and expenditure details of that bank card, which contains the salary you gave her in the past three or four years, as well as a pen fee." There are detailed notes for every amount of money recorded in it, and some I don't understand, it's your shameless income, can you explain it to me? ”

"It's gray income!" I explained, "At that time, the unit drivers liked to falsely report all kinds of maintenance costs in the name of going out, and they could earn some money by going out for one more tire and refueling one less time, so every time I gave her this money, she said that I earned it by shamelessness!" ”

"Look at that record, you spent very little money in those years?" Ye Qian asked seriously.

"Yes," I said, nodding, "I think giving her money makes me happier than spending it myself, so I never have much pocket money for myself!" ”

"Hey!" Ye Qian sighed, "If she had had a good chat with me in Hanzhong at that time, I would definitely not have had anything to do with you if I knew this!" ”

"She would never have thought that I would resign and come to Beijing!" I said with a smile.

"Yes!" Ye Qian said seriously, "There is no turning back for you now, otherwise I really don't want to deal with you!" ”

"Then you're leaving!" I said with a blank face, "No one forced you!" ”

"Then I'm leaving," Ye Qian said with a smile, "Take care!" ”

I opened my mouth to say a few words, but I found tears welling up in my eyes.

That night, I had a dream:

The snowflakes were blowing, and I walked on the mountain road leading to the peak of Xiangshan. It's still that familiar road, I walked alone, Ye Qian walked with me, and Mengjie also walked with him...... Under my feet, the snowflakes made a crisp "click" sound; My body is covered with white snowflakes; There was silence all around, and everything seemed to be constantly flowing and changing as I went...... A mountain mist suddenly swept in, covering the mountains and trees, and the surroundings were hazy, like a fairyland...... I stumbled and fell, unfathomable, and the world was spinning......

I woke up from my dream.

When I touched the cold tears in the corners of my eyes, I also touched Ye Qian's warm body, and I hugged her tightly. I don't know how far she can go with me, but I know that no matter how far we can go together, I will cherish every month, every moment, every minute and every second with her.

"You're not asleep?" I asked Ye Qian.

"You fell asleep on me," Ye Qian said angrily and shyly, "You said I didn't fall asleep?" ”

"You must have pushed me down just now," I thought to myself, "I thought I had stumbled off a cliff in my dream!" ”

"Did you drink too much, or did you not do it anymore?" Ye Qian asked seriously.

"I drank too much, and I can't do it anymore!" I smiled, "During this time, I'm almost finished tossing by her!" I didn't do anything serious, I stayed with her all day, slept together at night, and didn't let me touch her anymore......"

"Sleep together and don't let you move?" Ye Qian asked curiously, "What do you mean?" ”

"I don't understand," I thought to myself, "that she has become more and more infamous and distempered in the last days, and wants me to sleep with her, and won't let me touch her!" ”

"Then you don't know that the overlord is the bow?" Ye Qian asked angrily.

"No," I said earnestly, "I would never go against her will!" ”

"Then with me, you never let me go," Ye Qian said angrily, "Even the time I broke my foot, you didn't let it go!" ”

"Let's not talk about it, alright!" I smiled and said, "Your waistline has grown by at least two centimeters in the past three months......"

"You're so right," Ye Qian asked in confusion, "I didn't tell you, how do you know?" ”

"I just found out," I said solemnly, "I already have a record of the size of your whole body in my heart!" ”

"You can really do it," Ye Qian smiled, "If you don't code words in the future, it's not bad to be a tailor, I guess you don't even need a ruler!" ”

"It doesn't matter if you don't use a ruler," I said in a weird way, "but I know that if I measure other women like this, I guess I might be killed!" ”

Ye Qian smiled like a silver bell.

I laughed and hugged Ye Qian tightly.

"It's really time to be more active in the future," I said to Ye Qian seriously, "If you continue like this, your body will be out of shape!" ”

"That's it," Ye Qian said coquettishly, "There are few activities this winter, so it's all meaty!" ”

"At least seven pounds, right!" I asked Ye Qian.

"Yes," Ye Qian said affirmatively, "Seven catties is a little more, you are right, you don't need to use a scale to sell meat in the future!" ”

"I don't know if you need a scale," I said with a playful laugh, "I don't sell your pile of meat, keep it for myself!" ”

"Then we'll go buy sportswear when we wake up today," Ye Qian said seriously, "I think about it, we will walk outdoors more on weekends in the future, and it's best to go hiking!" When we wake up today, we go to the National Museum and then buy outdoor sportswear when we come back, okay! ”

"Okay!" I laughed and said, "Let's both stop talking nonsense, it's almost dawn, let's get on!" ”

"No," Ye Qian said softly, "I only let you sleep with me, and don't let you touch me!" ”

"Then the overlord has to bow hard!" I said and hugged Ye Qian tightly.

Ye Qian smiled coquettishly.