Chapter 7 The Man Who Didn't Think of It
The night is even darker, it is precisely because of the darkness that it will seem more indifferent and lonely, Chen Bo looked at the sky in a daze, not knowing what to think again, just feeling cold, the kind of coldness that he felt from the depths of his heart.
"Eat some fruit, you didn't eat anything at night." Xiaowei sat next to him, silently peeling apples for Chen Bo.
"Xiaowei, do you know why I like you?" The sudden words made Xiaowei put down the knife of peeling fruit, the first time, it was really the first time, Chen Bo actually said that he liked it, he never said that he liked and loved, he always said that such words were too numb, it was better to prove it with actions than to say it. But today, Chen Bo said that he liked it.
"What's the matter, it's not like you at all to say such sensual words."
"yes, I don't know why I just want to say it, but I haven't told you a lot of things." Chen Bo looked at Xiaowei, gently held up her white face, the eyes with a pool of warm spring water looked straight into Xiaowei's psychology, and the soft words made the air ambiguous, Chen Bo pulled the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a smile that he thought was the most beautiful and said: "Xiaowei, thank you, thank you for everything you have done for me, I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
Xiao Wei looked at Chen Bo blankly, and suddenly turned her head to the side, leaving only her long hair to cover Xiao Wei's gradually moist eyes.
"Xiaowei, what's wrong with you, are you crying?" Chen Bo saw Xiaowei's shoulders trembling slightly, gently touched Xiaowei's hair, and slowly turned the somewhat stubborn face.
"Bastard, it's not all because of you, I cried because you said those things! I thought you wouldn't understand it at all, I thought you wouldn't care how much I did for you, I thought, I thought you had only one-eyed people in your heart! Xiaowei slapped Chen Bo's chest with her fist, Chen Bo just smiled dotingly, and his wayward little wife was messing around at will.
"It's me bastard, I'm a bastard to make you so sad, Xiaowei, it's me bastard, I'm a bad man, I can't even protect my own woman, Xiaowei, am I a bastard, you tell me if it's not!" Chen Bo's somewhat self-deprecating and playful tone gradually became stern, Chen Bo grabbed Xiao Wei's shoulders and almost roared angrily, when the dark eyes like a sleepy beast crashed into the glass-bright eyes, Chen Bo slowly lowered his hands, didn't dare to look at the worry and incomprehension in Xiao Wei's eyes anymore, and slowly stood up like a slow motion in a movie, putting on the cold mask.
"It's getting late, let's go to bed early." Exhaling softly, Chen Bo walked towards the bedroom.
"Chen Bo, what the hell happened, why are you doing this, can you tell me?" Xiaowei suddenly grabbed Chen Bo's hand and asked eagerly.
"Nothing."
"Chen Bo!"
"I said nothing, why are you forcing me to yell at you!" Chen Bo shook off Xiao Wei's hand, and when he saw Xiao Wei lowering her head and biting her lip pitifully, her heart softened suddenly, and she noticed that her temper was a little irritable, so he gently patted Xiao Wei's head as if comforted and said, "Be good, go to sleep." ”
People who didn't dream before had a dream that they had completely forgotten, and they didn't know if it was a dream or a memory. Chen Bo didn't know much about his father, he just knew that his father was very keen on one-eyed people, and he was very stupid at that time, just watching his father do those boring research.
The war is over, but the one-eyed research is not, and Dad says they will come back one day.
Chen Bo didn't know what was going on, he only knew that the noise at home was so loud, a few uncles in uniform came to the house inexplicably, the things on the table fell to the ground, and there was a big quarrel in the house, and finally everything was calm, Chen Bo saw several uncles holding his father's arm and dragging him outside, Dad's voice kept echoing in his ears, I was not wrong, they would come back.
I heard that Chen Bo's father was taken to a mental hospital, but his father didn't stay long, he committed suicide, he said that he had to tell everyone, tell everyone about the conspiracy of the one-eyed man, the media did not report much about his father, some people said that he was very pitiful, the war drove him crazy, some people said that he was a madman, there was a problem with his brain, some people said that Chen Bo's father wanted to spread rumors and make trouble, so as to become famous, in the end, it doesn't matter what the truth is, because the person is dead.
"Neurotic child!"
"His dad is a psychopath, and he said that the one-eyed man is not dead and will come back!"
When I was a child, I knew that I was not normal in the eyes of everyone, because I had such a strange father, and he actually said such ridiculous things, Chen Bo never paid attention to the children who laughed at him, and never complained about his father, he just hid in his own world.
"Maybe everyone is wrong, only your father is right, in fact, I have always thought so, the one-eyed man may not be dead." I don't know if it was that day, Chen Bo met that boy, he was Conway, I just thought it was amazing when I saw him at that time, what a cute boy, that little face as white as cream with a firm smile.
He was Chen Bo's first friend, and maybe he would be a permanent friend.
Chen Bo looked at the scenery outside the window, not the tall poplar trees when he was a child, tall and beautiful buildings, like a dream in a science fiction novel, this is not his past, it is reality, why, why did he dream like that, obviously he almost forgot what that person looked like.
smelled a very fragrant smell, like the smell of toast, Xiaowei was holding a fried golden poached egg, and when Chen Bo sat on a chair and picked up the bread to eat, Xiaowei hit it with chopsticks.
"How many times have I said that you have to sprinkle some sesame seeds before eating."
"Look at the one who eats bread and sprinkles sesame seeds." Chen Bo ignored Xiaowei's nagging and tore the bread into slices by himself, but Xiaowei still stubbornly snatched the slices of bread that Chen Bo ate and sprinkled the thick sesame seeds on it.
"Sesame seeds are good for your health, so it doesn't matter if you like it or hate it."
The warm picture that I have seen many times now makes Chen Bo feel that his nose is a little sour, seeing that Chen Bo was stunned, Xiaowei shook her hand in front of Chen Bo's eyes, tilted her head and asked, "What's the matter, my brain is short-circuited." ”
"It's nothing, I just feel happy."
Xiao Wei smiled a little inexplicably, picked up the phone and played, Xiao Wei has a habit of shaking the phone three times every time, Chen Bo didn't pay attention to it before, but when he saw it this time, he also felt a little strange.
"What are you doing?" Chen Bo snatched the phone.
"I'm making a wish, if my heart is sincere, the Buddha will sense my heart's desire."
"Superstition." Chen Bo knocked Xiaowei's head.
"It's not superstition, it's just a good wish, do you want to try it?"
Chen Bo looked at the screen of his mobile phone, there was a yellow statue of a god on it, and there were some offering tables, which looked quite like the matter, Chen Bo stared at the bow on it and thought a lot.
I don't know why, as if there is a force driving him, Chen Bo silently made that special wish in the depths of his heart, and shook his mobile phone, these three times are not ordinary three times, each time he is extremely serious, as if he is really facing a god.
"Husband, what wish did you make?"
"I won't tell you." Chen Bo pinched Xiaowei's nose and left.
Xiaowei, you will never know my wishes, I don't know if the gods can hear my voice, but I will never let you have anything, Buddha, I never believe in anything, but this time I am really afraid, if you can, I hope you can help me, help Xiaowei, she is still so young, she still has a lifetime to go with me, I really can't imagine what I will become without her.