Chapter 220: It's me
Night.
The winter night in the famous city is still clear, and you can still see the stars in the night sky, but it is not as lively as in summer, but the brightest and most beautiful thing in the whole night sky is the bright moon, it is not as perfect as the full moon, nor is it as curved as the first quarter moon, it is only half, but this half is enough to light up the whole night sky, and it also makes the earth appear as bright as the day.
Gu Tingjun has been sitting on the edge of the bed and watching Fu Yao's sleeping face, she was asked to live in that big house before, but she will automatically come back here at night, and after that, Gu Tingjun is no longer reluctant, she can live wherever she wants, maybe she subconsciously regards this place as her safe haven.
Tonight, she didn't have nightmares, she slept very peacefully, and Gu Tingjun just watched her in the second half of the night.
Tomorrow is the engagement ceremony between him and Ye Xinran, but he has always been calm and used to it, but he is a little flustered at the moment, as if something will happen tomorrow.
But nothing but her can no longer stir up ripples in his heart, and she is the only one!
"I'm getting engaged tomorrow." Gu Tingjun said in a cold tone, although there was no expression on his face, his eyes were full of complicated emotions.
There were only two of them in the room, Fu Yao was asleep and would not respond to his words, and his words were not asking for anything, but as if he was narrating one thing.
In the end, Gu Tingjun still showed a helpless smile on his face, what did he want from her? She didn't know anything, but even if she did, what did he want to prove?
It's a little ironic, it's a little ridiculous.
What does he want to express in such a relationship between the two of them?
Looking at her in her sleep, Gu Tingjun suddenly felt a little envious, she got rid of everything, locked herself in her own world, no longer had to worry about anything, and didn't have to care about anything, she always thought she was stupid before, in fact, she was quite smart, thinking of this way.
"I'll wait until the day you wake up, and then let's just get entangled like this until we die." Gu Tingjun said slowly in a deep and resolute voice.
Then, he reached out and helped her pull the middle hair aside, pulled the quilt for her, and left the room.
After he left, Fu Yao's consciousness changed.
She still met your family of three, although their family looked a little hard, but they always had an enviable smile on their faces.
Envy? Why should she be envious?
By the way, there is no mirror here, Fu Yao has forgotten who she is, what her name is, what she looks like, where she came from, where she is going, she doesn't know anything, she just looks at the happy family of three on a green grass.
Today, the little girl was holding a rag doll in her arms, and she was having a lot of fun playing there, Fu Yao suddenly became interested, she stepped forward, paused and said, "Can I play with you?" ”
I saw the girl turn her head to look at her, with a bright smile, and said, "Okay, big sister, let's play together, right?" ”
Fu Yao nodded.
I don't know why, Fu Yao just felt that the girl in front of her was very familiar and kind, and she had a very warm feeling and was very comfortable to see her.
Time passed quickly, and the couple came over and called the little girl: "Yaoyao, go home." ”
The girl was a little reluctant, but she still stood up and said to Fu Yao: "Big sister, let's play tomorrow, I'm going home." ”
"Well, go ahead." Fu Yao smiled and rubbed the girl's hair.
After the family of three left, she was left alone in the meadow, with no one on all sides, and she didn't know where to go.
Suddenly, the scene changed again, and she was standing in front of a row of houses, next to the road. But the strange thing is that it is daytime, but there is no one on the road.
Then she saw the girl again, she didn't seem to be a little older than before, her height had increased, but her facial features hadn't changed anything.
"Big sister, that's my sister." The girl said, pointing to a house not far away.
"Let's go to my house and play." Fu Yao also reacted, and the girl took her hand and walked towards her home.
After entering her home, Fu Yao found that this home also gave her a very familiar and warm feeling, as if she had lived here before, but she didn't have any memory in her brain, which was very strange.
Then the girl shouted again, "Big sister has come to dinner." ”
Fu Yao looked over and saw that the three of them had already sat down around the dining table, all looking at her.
Fu Yao smiled embarrassedly, then went up and sat down.
She tasted the food on the table, and suddenly, a layer of fog appeared on her eyes, and then, like a dam bursting its embankment, she couldn't stop it, and one drop fell on the table, in the bowl, and in her heart.
She looked up at the family of three, the parents were adding vegetables to the child, the child was eating happily, it was very warm, no wonder she cried.
The picture turned again at this time, she came to a room, the house was not big, but it was very neat and warm, she saw the table and another mirror, she picked up the mirror and looked.
Then she was stunned, and when she entered the child's reflection, it was someone else and it was the face of the little girl, Fu Yao was surprised and touched her face, and found that the person in the mirror was also doing the same thing.
She stepped back in fright, and the mirror fell to the ground and shattered.
Soon, the picture looked distorted, Fu Yao seemed to be thrown into the distorted time and space, and many pictures appeared in front of her eyes, the little girl's father, mother, friends, classmates, and then the girl who grew up, and then ......
Fu Yao's ears kept talking.
"Yaoyao is so well-behaved, she will definitely be a beautiful girl when she grows up."
"Mom and Dad, I must let you live a good life when I grow up."
"Yaoyao, come quickly, it's almost class, I can't keep your position......"
"Hello, I'm Fu Yao."
"Yaoyao, you have to be confident, don't be so inferior."
"Siqi, I want to be a teacher."
"Yaoyao, you go to the Sawell physical store to try it, maybe doing sales can cure your lack of confidence."
"Mr. Gu, I will definitely do a good job, please believe me."
"Mr. Gu, I want to be with you forever!"
"I love Seattle and I have to go there one day."
"My dad didn't do that, Mr. Gu, it must have been a misunderstanding."
"You're too cheap, you can't find a way to get it here, you actually hook up with others, your father and daughter are really good all the way!"
"I really want to strangle you!"
"If you ask for someone, you have to look like you are asking for someone!"
"This is the end of our relationship!"
"You are Fu Zhengyang's family, your father committed suicide in prison in the early hours of this morning!"
"Yaoyao, Auntie is gone!!"
"Why should I save her!"
"Gu Tingjun, I hate you, I will never forgive you for the rest of my life!"
"Brother Gu, you're going to get engaged to me, Yaoyao, you will bless me!"
"I'm getting engaged!"
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Scenes played in Fu Yao's mind like a movie, and then, Fu Yao opened her eyes.
The eyes were no longer the same dull as before, but they had returned to their previous brightness, but now their sockets were all filled with tears, and she blinked, tears poured out of her eyes, and the pillow was soaked along her eyes.
Dad, Mom, I'm sorry, I almost forgot about you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!
She buried her head in the quilt and whimpered to vent the pain she had suppressed before!
After that, Fu Yao sat up, she stood up and walked to the bed, looked at the bright moon, and remembered that Gu Tingjun said before that sentence "I'm going to get engaged tomorrow" and "I'll wait until the day you wake up, let's just entangle to death."
Gu Tingjun, I don't owe you anything!
I don't owe you anything anymore!
The next day, Gu Tingjun got up early in the morning, he sat in the living room and read the newspaper for a while, and then waited for Zhao Yang to pick him up.
In order to calm the uneasiness in his heart, he said to Aunt Zhao: "Take care of her today." ”
"Yes, sir."
Then, Gu Tingjun left Mingyuan.
Although Fu Yao was already sober, she still pretended to be the same as before, still with such dull eyes, waiting for Aunt Zhao to speak.
After Aunt Zhao finished making breakfast, she settled Fu Yao and went out shopping.
At this time, Fu Yao turned on her long-lost mobile phone and found that it was out of power, so she took the charger and charged it, and the phone turned on after a while.
Luckily, there is still a phone bill.
She found a number in her phone book and dialed it.
The phone was quickly connected, and Fu Yao spoke first: "Ziji, it's me!" ”
Because she hadn't spoken for a long time, her voice was a little hoarse and a little labored, like a child who first began to speak.
The person on the other end of the phone listened, and didn't make a sound for a long time, Fu Yao was not in a hurry, and waited, and finally, He Ziqi said in a trembling and disbelieving tone: "Yaoyao, is it you?" ”
Fu Yao smiled and said, "It's me, it's me, it's me, I'm back!" ”
"It's you, it's really you, you're really awake, it's really you!" He Ziqi is a little incoherent.
"Well, it's me, do me a favor."
"Well, no matter what I'm busy, I'll be busy, you wait for me to find you right away!"
......The phone was hung up, and Fu Yao could imagine his expression and excitement when he knew she woke up.
He Ziqi was really excited at this time, he quickly put on his clothes, got in the car and ran to the famous city.
Thirty minutes later, He Ziqi came to the famous garden.
Fu Yao had already opened the door for him.
When He Ziqi saw the person in front of him who had really woken up, he couldn't control it anymore and stepped forward and hugged her tightly, Fu Yao frowned slightly, and hugged him back.
After that, the two sat on the sofa in the living room and started chatting.
"Aunt Zhao will be back in a while, and I can't let her know the truth that I have seen before." Fu Yao said.
He Ziqi knew what she was thinking about, so he also nodded and said, "I will definitely help you with what you want to do." ”
"Thank you, Ziqi, I just want to get out of here now, can you help me get out of the famous city?" Fu Yao pleaded.
"Well, I'll definitely help you, but where do you want to go?"
Where to go? Fu Yao thought for a while and said, "I want to go to Seattle." ”
"Okay, then you go pack your things, and I'll take you away right away." He Ziqi immediately stood up and said hurriedly.
"I want to go somewhere before I leave."
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The place where Fu Yao came was really a cemetery.
She held a bouquet of flowers in her hand, then knelt in front of her parents' tombstone and said: "Mom and Dad, I'm sorry, I haven't been here to you for a long time, I'm so unfilial, I've been running away from your death, escaping from reality, imprisoning myself in warm memories, I don't dare to accept that you are no longer by my side, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”
He Ziqi watched her muttering to herself, watching her confess, watching her tell her feelings, not only was he running away, but he was also, often immersed in the past time, deeply unable to extricate himself, if her parents knew about it, they would definitely not blame her, how could they be willing to do it?
Fu Yao continued: "Mom and Dad, I'm leaving here, I will go to a place called Seattle with my memories of you and the warmth of our family, where I will spend the rest of my life with my thoughts about you, I hope you will forgive me for not guarding that home." ”
After that, He Ziqi took Fu Yao back to his home, he didn't live for a long time, and a layer of dust fell everywhere in the room, Fu Yao looked at her home, and then went into the kitchen, He Ziqi didn't know when he was carrying a bag of vegetables in his hand.
"Maybe you need to!"
Fu Yao smiled slightly, took the dishes to the kitchen, and after a while, she made some dishes, she brought the dishes to the table, and then set out three pairs of dishes and chopsticks, and said, "Our family will always be together." ”
After locking the door, on the way, He Ziqi took out a letter and handed it to Fu Yao, saying, "This is left to you by your father, I have been waiting for you to wake up, and now I can finally give it to you!" ”