Chapter 346: You can't live if you do your own evil
Su Jin looked at it, and couldn't help but smile, and stretched out his hand and couldn't help but caress Xiao Hengyuan's beautiful face:
When he was a child, he was so cute!
Oh, I don't know who that little girl is, she will be kissed by his wolf... Oppose...
She looked at it carefully, and felt that the girl was really delicate, after so many years, she must have already been like a flower... Repay...
I was a little curious, how could Jin Hengyuan have no follow-up development with others?
can be photographed this kind of photo, I think it should be a relationship with Jin Xiao and the two families.
This kind of relationship can easily become an in-law relationship, but as a result, it cheapens her......
Of course, this thought only flashed in a flash, and then she flipped through another one, and the word "eight years old" was written next to the photo.
In this photo, he is wearing a red scarf and saluting the national flag, and his childish face gradually becomes cold.
Then there is a photo at the age of twelve......
Su Jin stared at the twelve-year-old Jin Hengyuan, looked at it again and again, and the sense of familiarity became strong - Erjin brother, isn't this a smaller version of her Erjin brother?
Cool, not smiling, his face is still showing a little impatience, a little untamed, a little arrogant, there are several pictures on the whole side, all of him at this age.
One of them, the best laugh, he hugged Jing Huan, Jing Huan peed on him, his face was sad, and the urine was dripping down.
Ha, that's so interesting.
Fourteen years old, the small appearance of the two-catty brother is completely consistent with the shadow in his memory.
The only difference is that he doesn't smile in many pictures, and only when he is with his mother is his smile bright.
At the age of sixteen, the traces of two catties gradually disappeared, without him, his hairstyle changed, his figure became taller, and his eyebrows became sharper.
There are a few of them, as if they were playing basketball on the school's basketball court, and he was pouring blue and showing his domineering posture......
A burst of shots that accurately filmed his shooting process......
It is very imposing, and people can't help but imagine the thunderous picture of the whole audience at that time.
Alas, it's a shame that I didn't get to see it with my own eyes......
Eighteen years old, he is getting rid of his childishness, in front of a flower tree, he put one hand in his pocket, looked down, a small tail is hugging his thighs, short hair, very fluffy, looking up, isn't it Jing Huan in the middle of him, and he is thinking about it, and one hand is still pinching Jing Huan's little face.
Twenty years old, dressed in camouflage, he posed with the most handsome pose, his eyes squinted, the sense of danger was compelling, and the cold color was quietly formed.
At the same time, the man's wild handsomeness is invisibly revealed.
At the age of twenty-two, at the masquerade, Zorro was dancing with her.
That night, she had a big smile and the corners of his lips curled......
That picture, I don't know who captured it, is so perfect that people are in a daze.
Twenty-four years old, dressed as an elite person, he celebrated his birthday in front of his family, a family photo, everyone smiled happily, he looked light, and he didn't know what he was thinking, his eyes drifted a little far.
At the age of twenty-six, he was lying on a soft couch, closing his eyes to recuperate, and Xiao Jinghuan, who had a strong girlish atmosphere, came over and blindfolded him.
The intimacy between the two brothers and sisters is so obvious that people look at it and envy it.
In another photo, Jin Hengyuan and Xiao Zhidong are playing chess, Xiao Jinghuan is pouring water on the side, and the family of three looks very harmonious.
But after looking at it, somehow, she always felt like something was missing.
At the end, Su Jin flipped through it again, and finally knew what was missing?
One less hostess: an important component that completes the picture.
Yes, in the whole album, there are single photos of Jin Hengyuan, double photos of brothers and sisters, parent-child photos of mother and son, and life photos of father and son, but there is no reunion photo of a family reunion.
And then, nothing......
There were still several pages of the album left, blank.
Inexplicably, she sighed softly:
Jin Hengyuan has lived for 32 years, although he was born in a wealthy family, except for before he was eight years old, the mood he showed in the photos was not happy. After the age of twenty-six, the joy of family was completely lost.
It's kind of sad.
"See what?"
Jin Hengyuan took his clothes back, rested them on the sofa, and bullied them.
"Albums."
Su Jin raised the object in his hand, and then, turning to the first page, said:
"You were so cute when you were a kid, but the older you get, the less you can smile. I've been pretending to be cool since I was eight years old......"
"Really? I'm not smiling very well! β
After Jin Heng glanced at it from afar, he deliberately gave an exaggerated smile. Good fake.
Su Jin immediately smiled crookedly, pointed at his smile and said:
"You're in two states."
Jin Hengyuan hugged the person into his arms and kissed him: "How boring is it to live so tired in front of you?" β
Also.
This sentence is really superior.
She couldn't help but smile.
"How's it going, after seeing so much, which one do you like the most?"
He took the album in his hand and hadn't flipped through it for a long time.
Actually, he doesn't like to look at this album very much, but because this is his mother's preference, so after his parents divorced, if he took any commemorative photos, he would still make two copies, one of which would continue to be inserted here, and the other would be given to his mother.
It's just that every time he turns it, his heart will be inexplicably uncomfortable, so he rarely appreciates the past ***.
"This ......"
She rolled her eyes at the one she had been six and a half years old on:
"Who is this little hairy man? Why are you smiling at her like that? Actually kissed her secretly? β
Jin Hengyuan took a closer look and looked at her speechlessly: "......"
I was amazed.
With so many photos, this one will be the one she likes at first sight.
"It's actually a small color blank?"
Su Jinyu teased in a low voice over there.
"What nonsense? At that time, how could you know how to be colorless......"
Jin Hengyuan knocked her on the forehead.
Of course, children have no gender, and they like it with kisses, which is the product of parental education since childhood.
"Anyway, I can see that you like her a lot...... Hengyuan, what's her name? β
She asked again curiously.
"Little Crescent."
He replied, staring at her for a few moments, then taking a deep look at the little doll in the photo.
"Little Crescent?"
She repeated, feeling familiar, thinking about it, and her eyes widened suddenly:
"She is Ming Ruoxi's sister who died young?"
"Hmm!"
Jin Hengyuan nodded and recalled:
"It was her 100-day feast that day.
"My mom and I were guests.
"I was young at the time, I don't remember the specific situation, I only know this little doll, crying all the time, I used to tease, she laughed.
"Mom thinks I'm quite close to her, so I have to take a few photos with her as a souvenir......
"My mother is very good at coaxing people, and I was coaxed by her so much that I could only cooperate and take two photos.
"Little Crescent Moon fell asleep, very well-behaved, after the banquet, I went to see her, and saw that she was sleeping soundly, I couldn't help but kiss her, but I was caught by my unscrupulous mother......"
His tone was a little emotional:
"When we were very young, sometimes, we were simply toys in the hands of our parents. I'm no exception.
"My mom likes to capture my image and take a picture of it as a souvenir. There are a lot fewer troubles in this album here, and there is a special troublesome book, which is on my mother's side. β
These words are really desirable!
Su Jin inexplicably looked forward to it:
"I'll borrow it from my mother in the future...... Hey, weird funny...... In the future, I want to give birth to a baby, and I have to record all his growth process......"
Look, when I re-read it more than 20 years later, it has a sense of picture......
Jin Hengyuan smiled unconsciously:
"Go back to Beijing, I'll show you ......"
In the past, he felt that those photos were simply a kind of humiliation in his life, but now, after he has fully matured, he suddenly finds that it is such a happy thing to share the bits and pieces of the past with his loved ones.
And just like that, a photo album, they studied it for a while.
Later, Jin Hengyuan's phone rang, and he went to the study because of business to disturb him.
Su Jin went downstairs and wanted to find water to drink, but saw that the door of the main house of the villa was open, so he walked out.
It was cold outside, and there was no wind, but the cold was heavy, and the street lamps all over the garden were lit up, and they were connected with the stars in the skyβit was beautiful to watch.
She touched her shoulders, wearing only a sweater, the cold air penetrated her organs, and she thought to herself: Maybe someone forgot to close it.
She was going to turn back and remind Hengyuan to make a phone call and turn off the lights, it was too much of a waste of resources-
Just then, a low voice came from around the corner, grabbing her steps and drawing her to the other side.
On an exquisite swing, Xiao Zhidong and Jin Yuan, who was drunk and unconscious, sat together. Two men were draped in a thin blanket.
"I've never seen the stars with you, I'm sorry, I'm always busy before, I always want to use my busyness to relieve the emptiness of my heart, but I don't want to leave you out in the cold...... It shouldn't be......
"I've never accompanied you to skiing in the snow, I'm sorry, what I promised, I always put it off again and again, and finally dragged you impatiently, and your heart was cold, only to know how stupid you are...... Couldn't be more wrong...... In the end, the repentance is great......
"I have never accompanied you to travel with Jing Heng and Jing Huan, and I said that as soon as I have time, I will go on my second honeymoon, take the children, and take a lot of photos together, so that the life of our family of four is a little more meaningful, because I am busy...... You're busy, I'm busy......
"On my birthday last year, Huanhuan blamed me: No matter how much money you make, what's the use of you? You can't get what you want. If you don't have a home, and you don't even have a person around you to talk to warm the bed, is this what you want?
Huanhuan questioned me: Dad, ask yourself, are you happy?
"Heh, how can you be happy?
"Now that I think about it, I can only be happy when I'm with you, when I'm with you.
"It's just that the happiness was so short-lived.
"Who's to blame?
"The sins of heaven are forgivable, but they are not allowed to live......
"But I didn't tell Huanhuan about it. I don't want her to be uncomfortable with me.
"I just want to say to you.
"That's right, Ayuan, I've been holding these words in my heart for too long, too long, and I've always wanted to talk to you, but I haven't had a chance.
"I don't dare to tell you.
"Now you are someone else's wife, and I am just your ex-husband.
"It's not appropriate to say it anymore.
"I can't say it.
"It's a good thing you're so drunk, otherwise, I would have been hiding forever......
"Now I have nothing to ask for, I just hope you have a good life. I just hope that Jing Heng and Jing Huan are happy. I just hope that there really is a so-called afterlife in this world.
"If only life could be done all over again. Next time, I'll pursue you. Never let yourself be wronged again. I promise. β
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It is said that love knows no age.
That is true.
The younger generation, by virtue of their youth, will be crazy about love; As for the older generation, they were also young, and they also have a fiery heart.
Compared with their generation, the love of their parents' generation may be more restrained because of the age.
Or because they are too introverted and lack communication, they miss out.
Su Jin stood there, listened quietly, and suddenly had a new understanding of this man who had made her particularly hateful, and began to sympathize with him.
--- digression--- first update.