Chapter 4: The Unbearable Past
"Su Dongpo, you know, right? Famous literary scholar of the Northern Song Dynasty ......"
"Well, you know, what's wrong?"
The others were confused, who is Su Dongpo? Which stinky and shameless man?
[Once he went to Jinshan Temple to find the Buddha Yin Zen Master to meditate and participate in Zen, and asked the Zen master: "Zen master! How do you see me sitting? ”
"It's so solemn, like a Buddha!" Buddha Yin Zen Master said. Su Dongpo was very happy to hear this.
Zen Master Foyin then asked Su Dongpo: "Bachelor! How do you see me sitting? ”
Su Dongpo wanted to mock the Zen master, so he replied: "It's like a piece of!" ”
Zen Master Foyin listened but was not angry, laughed and did not speak, Su Dongpo thought that he had won Zen Master Foyin, so he said to people: "I won today!" ”
The news reached the ears of his sister Su Xiaomei, and her sister asked him: "Brother! How exactly did you win over the Zen Master? Su Dongpo truthfully recounted the events of that day. Su Xiaomei heard this, but said with a straight face: "Brother! You've lost! The Zen master's heart is like a Buddha, so he sees you like a Buddha, and your heart is like, so you look at the Zen master like! ”】
"So, some people are dirty in their own hearts, and they look at others when they are dirty, but in fact, they ...... here" Jiang Nan pointed to his head, "It's all!" ”
Shen Yue laughed out loud, but she didn't expect Jiang Nan to be so damaged!
"What do you say? Who do you say is? Put your mouth clean for me......" Zhao Lijuan suddenly became annoyed and angry, what Su Dongpo and what Buddha Yin Master she didn't understand at all, she understood Jiang Nan said that her mind was full of.
"Hehe......" Jiang Nan sneered and looked at a few besieging people with disdain, "It's really right to say that you have in your heads, what I did just now I will understand as soon as I ask the head nurse, only a fool like you will believe her nonsense......"
"Who do you say is stupid?" The two people behind Zhao Lijuan were also annoyed.
"Don't listen to her nonsense, I don't know who she is? She didn't go to school at all, she still learned a few words from me, she was just talking nonsense, what stories would she tell? If it weren't for my family, she would have starved to death......"
"Huh? And what's going on? The people next to him became interested, and it was the first time they had heard of this insider.
"Is that fake?" Zhao Lijuan suddenly became proud, "She grew up in my family, ate my house and slept with my family, and she also fought against me, she was lazy since she was a child, and she knew how to seduce men, just like her dead mother......"
"You shut up for me......" Jiang Nan couldn't bear it anymore, raised his arm and slapped him.
There was a "snap", and everyone froze.
"Ah-" Zhao Lijuan screamed, "You dare to hit me?" You die! As he spoke, he rushed up and grabbed Jiang Nan's hair and kicked it at her, Jiang Nan did not show weakness, grabbed her hair with his backhand and pressed it hard, and threw a few slaps on her face.
The people next to him saw that Zhao Lijuan was at a loss and didn't do anything, so they rolled up their sleeves and went over to help, and everyone twisted into a ball.
Shen Yue was so anxious, she wouldn't fight, Jiang Nan couldn't be killed if she was a pair of three, no, she had to call the head nurse.
Before he could move his steps, Wang Liping walked over and shouted, "Stop it!" ”
Everyone stopped suddenly, and looked over there, Jiang Nan's hair was messy, there were several scratches on his face, and his body was full of footprints, Zhao Lijuan's face was red and swollen, and she was not lightly injured at first glance.
"What are you doing here? When is this place? Yes! This is a hospital, not a place for you to spill, look at how you look like a nurse? If you make trouble like this again, get out of here and go back to your country! Wang Liping was furious.
Everyone was silent, and finally came out to be a soldier, what a glorious thing it is in the township, if it is returned, how can it still hold up its head, and the faces of the parents are not bright, and no one wants to go back to the countryside to live that kind of hard life.
"But the head nurse, look at me......" Zhao Lijuan pointed to her red and swollen face, looking aggrieved, "It's all Jiang Nan's beating, you have to call the shots for me, she's a shrew, a broken shoe, you have to fire her!" Ask them, she hit me first! ”
"Shut up!" As soon as Wang Liping heard Zhao Lijuan's dirty words, she was so angry that her liver hurt.
"It's the one you scolded first!" Shen Yue stood up, "If you hadn't scolded so badly, how could Jiang Nan beat you for no reason?" You owe so much, you should be beaten! Shen Yue, who had always been gentle, couldn't help it.
"What's wrong with me? I'm telling the truth! Zhao Lijuan pretended to be pitiful with tears in her eyes, "Jiang Nan was raised by my family, she still treats me like this, she is a white-eyed wolf, I can't talk about her anymore?" Her mother gave birth to her with someone else's affair, and then she couldn't stand the rumors and jumped into the river, my mother saw that she was pitiful and took her in, and she was reluctant to beat or scold, I am not used to her, I want to educate her well for my mother......"
"Huh? She's a wild seed......"
"How did she get into the hospital from such a background?"
"I can't see it." The people around me were talking.
"Reluctant to scold? Hehe! Jiang Nan seemed to have heard some of the funniest jokes in the world, and stared at Zhao Lijuan with cold eyes, "I didn't want to say it before, it was all my own private matter, I didn't expect you to reverse black and white ...... like this, I'll let you see it!" ”
Jiang Nan took off the nurse's uniform on her body fiercely, there were sleeveless undershirts inside, deep and shallow scars on her arms, faint traces of bruises, and some scald scars. She had been in the hospital for a few months, and it would have been miserable before.
"You all see that? This is not a new injury, I have recovered a lot in the past few months in the hospital, and there are more ...... on my body" Jiang Nan made a gesture to remove her undershirt, Wang Liping held her hand and shook her head at her.
The onlookers were wide-eyed, so many injuries, how hard should they be beaten? What kind of life did this girl live before?
Shen Yue looked at the scars on Jiang Nan's body and tears burst out of her eyes, she never knew that Jiang Nan had so many injuries on her body, she had always been happy in front of her, she had always thought that she was living a happy life. It turned out that it was all disguised, it turned out that she never wore short sleeves, and it turned out that she never bathed with others because of this. Others thought she was arrogant, but it turned out that it was because she didn't want to be seen.
Shen Yue's heart hurts so much, it hurts for Jiang Nan.
"Yes, your family raised me!" Jiang Nan's eyes were red, "But that's because my mother left a watch worth hundreds of yuan that your mother would accept me, otherwise I would have been thrown into the river and drowned." But did she treat me like a human being? Have you ever seen me as a human being? ”
"I've been doing housework since I was four years old, collecting cow dung, digging wild vegetables, lighting fires, and when I'm older, chopping wood, cooking, and working in the fields, without a day off. In this way, you give me worse food than pig food, and the clothes you wear from childhood to adulthood are all tattered, and you beat me at every turn, and take out your anger on me when you get angry outside. Just a few months ago......"
Jiang Nan looked at everyone with tears in his eyes, "They still want to sell me to the mountains to be a daughter-in-law to an old widower in his fifties, if it weren't for Aunt Qian going to see me, you might not be able to see me......"
Speaking of the past, Jiang Nan couldn't help but shed tears, for her own life experience, and for her dead mother, so she wanted to leave that place, wanted to get ahead, and wanted to marry someone from the city, she never wanted to go back, and she never wanted to go back to the place that made her nightmares.
"Jiang Nan......" Shen Yue didn't expect Jiang Nan's life experience to be so pitiful, she hugged Jiang Nan with tears in her arms, and patted her on the back, "It's going to be okay, everything will be fine......
Wang Liping's eyes were also wet, she didn't expect Jiang Nan to live such a life before, she grew up in the city since she was a child, although her family background is not particularly good, but her parents are teachers, and she has been pampered since she was a child, she can't imagine what kind of life Jiang Nan used to live.
She used to think that Jiang Nan was in love with vanity, but now that she thinks about it, she was forced by life. She wanted it so much, she was scared of the past days, and she never wanted to live like that again. Poor kid!
Wang Liping put on Jiang Nan's nurse uniform and patted her on the shoulder, not knowing what to say.
She ...... She is talking nonsense! Zhao Lijuan was dumbfounded, she didn't expect Jiang Nan to dare to expose such an unbearable side to show everyone, she knew that she wanted to save face, she never dared to mention the past, she even took a bath behind someone else's back, how dare she now?
"I didn't expect you to be so vicious, I couldn't imagine that your family was such a person......" Shen Yue snorted at Zhao Lijuan, she used to think that she was just spicy and had a poisonous mouth, but she didn't expect it to be such a wolf-hearted thing, and when she looked at her again, her eyes were full of disgust, and she felt dirty her eyes.
"No...... It's not like that, she's talking nonsense, don't believe her. My family didn't beat her, it was herself...... It's not like this...... "Zhao Lijuan is anxious, if everyone knows what she and her mother have done, who else dares to ask her?
"If that's not the case, could it be that she hit herself? There are some injuries that she can't hit at all! Wang Liping scolded angrily, looking at Zhao Lijuan's eyes were also full of disgust, she used to think that she was a scourge, but now she looks down on her even more.
"That's ...... That's because her hands and feet have not been clean since she was a child, she is a petty thief, she doesn't learn well, she was beaten when she stole things, yes, that's it......" Zhao Lijuan defended modestly, but her eyes didn't dare to look at others anymore.
But now that everyone doesn't believe her anymore, the facts are in front of them, and people prefer to believe what they see. Besides, how could Jiang Nan be such a beautiful little girl do such a thing?
Jiang Nan sighed in her heart, in fact, she didn't want to mention it, those past events are unbearable, she would rather not say it, thinking that she can forget, but when the scar is lifted again, she knows that it hurts so much.
"Okay, it's all gone, a few of you, fighting in the hospital, the plot is bad, each of you writes a five-thousand-word review and brings it to the office tomorrow!" Wang Liping glanced around, her eyes fixed on Jiang Nan's body, "You come and follow me to the office." ”
"Head Nurse!" Shen Yue is anxious, she won't give Jiang Nan any punishment, right?
"Yes!" Jiang Nan wiped away the tears on her face and gave Shen Yue a reassuring look, she believed that the head nurse would make a fair judgment.
She didn't know that at the other end of the corridor, a straight figure, when she heard Jiang Nan's life experience, her face was so heavy that she could drip water, the corners of her jaw bit out cold and hard lines, and her palms were clenched into fists, showing his uneven heart.