Chapter 192: Do You Have It?
Su Xuedai saw that the situation was wrong, and hurriedly stepped forward to pat Mrs. Su on the back, "Even if it's not in Dajing, it's possible that it's not in the Northern Desert, it may be in Daning, and even farther away in the remote southern Xinjiang..."
Old Madam Su suddenly looked back at Su Xuedai and asked, "So, you mean Xue'er is in Southern Xinjiang?" ”
"......" She was just an analogy, she wanted her grandmother not to think badly, but she never thought about it... Grandmother is still habitually preconceived about the worst.
Su Xuedai shook her head, "Xue Dai doesn't know, but Xue Dai has seen a painting on a person's folding fan, and the painting of a woman is somewhat similar to the portrait of my aunt." ”
"Who is that man! Where is the folding fan? Old Madam Su grabbed Su Xuedai's sign language and asked anxiously.
Su Xuedai stared at Mrs. Su's eager eyes, and suddenly she didn't dare to continue in her heart, if...
Mrs. Su looked at Su Xuedai's speechless eyes, and suddenly her breath withered, as if she knew the reason why Su Xuedai didn't speak again, she slowly let go of her hand, took the scroll from her hand, and looked at the person above, her eyes were sad.
"Grandmother..."Su Xuedai intuitively asked Mrs. Su to continue to be in this mood, which would only hurt her body more than she said, so she subconsciously opened her mouth to call Mrs. Su back to her senses.
And Mrs. Su didn't have as Su Xuedai thought, she had already deeply sunk her emotions in the picture scroll, and when she heard Su Xuedai's call at this time, she was able to retract a trace of sadness, and asked softly, "Xue'er... Is she gone? ”
Su Xuedai had a trace of self-reproach in her eyes, and nodded slowly. She shouldn't have come here today to insist on getting an answer, she shouldn't have come clearly, and she still wanted to fool the past in front of her grandmother, grandmother... Compared to her, how many winds and waves have she seen, will she still be fooled by her?
"Actually... I've been aware of that for a long time. Mrs. Su re-rolled up the portrait, then stood up, walked back to the dark grid with a slightly staggered figure, and put the scroll back again, "I have never said that mother and daughter are connected, how could I not be aware of it?" It's just that I haven't wanted to believe it, I've always put her in my heart, I can't bear it, I don't want to think about where my daughter is suffering, she is a piece of meat that fell from my body! ”
"Grandmother..."Su Xuedai didn't know what to say except for stepping forward to help Old Madam Su hide her trembling body.
"Daile, tell your grandmother honestly, do you know anything?" Old Madam Su suddenly looked into Su Xuedai's eyes seriously and persistently and asked, and added another sentence before Su Xuedai spoke, "Don't deceive your grandmother, although your grandmother is old, you are your grandmother's granddaughter after all, even if you haven't been with your grandmother for many years..."
Thinking of this, Mrs. Su's eyes were dark again, why did their daughter family in Su's house have such a bumpy fate? Her daughter has been suffering since she was a child, and her granddaughter has been in a coma in the mountains since she was a child...
Su Xuedai listened to Mrs. Su's words, her eyes flashed slightly, and she finally decided not to tell the truth, so...
"Auntie, she... It is true that he has been dead for many years, and the person on the folding fan did not specifically say how his aunt died. Su Xuedai lowered her eyes and said lightly.
Old Madam Su looked at Su Xuedai with a slight look in her eyes, "Xuedai, do you know that you haven't lied since you were a child, and once you lie, you like to lower your head and deliberately lower your tone?" ”
Su Xuedai's body was suddenly stunned when she heard this, and she raised her head to meet the all-knowing eyes of Old Madam Su, and her eyes were full of shame.
"Yes, Grandmother, Xue Dai did panic, but... That person really doesn't know how my aunt passed away, it's me..."Su Xuedai said this, subconsciously stopped, and looked at Mrs. Su with a slightly panicked look, but saw that she just looked at herself and waited for her to continue.
Su Xuedai pursed her lips and said, "What he knows is how the woman on the folding fan died, but the person on the folding fan will never be an aunt, because... He's only a few years older than Xue Dai now, and when he met the woman on the folding fan, she was a few years younger than her..."
"What?!" Old Madam Su no longer had the indifference on her face, and her voice was slightly raised to look at Su Xuedai and asked, "Then she, she... Who was she and how did she die? Didn't you say she's about the same age as you? "If what Xue Dai said is true, if the woman on the folding fan is similar to Xue'er, then she is likely to be Xue'er's daughter, her granddaughter!
Su Xuedai knew the wisdom of Mrs. Su, and knew that she must have guessed Liu Dai'er's identity from a few words from her own words, thinking that she had always wanted to fool the past, but it hurt her grandmother even more, and finally knew the truth, so she simply didn't think about it anymore.
"She was originally a personal maid beside a young lady of a family, and then she followed her young lady into the Daning Palace as a palace maid." Su Xuedai said in a calm tone as much as possible, she was afraid, she was afraid that she would think of herself in her previous life, and she was afraid that her tone would make her grandmother notice something.
However...
When Su Xuedai said Daning Palace, Old Madam Su couldn't listen to any voice.
Although she is a woman in the back house, she also knows some difficulties in the palace, not to mention Daning, even in the palace where they have a big view, there are also a lot of open and secret battles, and this is still the case when the emperor has a bowl of water.
So...
Her pampered daughter in the palm of her hand was exiled to Daning, became a slave in someone's house, and was promised to give birth to a daughter? Obviously, her daughter should be in Dajing, even if it is a prince and nobleman, she can choose at will according to her heart, and her granddaughter should also enjoy pampering and everything, why? Why!
Why did her daughter die early? It must have been because the betrothed person failed to treat her well!
The more she thought of this, Old Madam Su's heart ached like a strangulation, and her breathing began to be a little difficult.
"Grandmother!" Seeing this, Su Xuedai immediately stepped forward and forcibly helped Mrs. Su to lie on the bed, smoothing the depression in her chest from time to time.
After a long time, Old Madam Su's complexion gradually eased a little, and her hands were no longer tightly clutching her chest, but she closed her eyes tightly and refused to open them.
Seeing this, Su Xuedai pursed her lips again, and in the end she took off her grandmother's shoes and socks and covered her with a quilt.
After Su Xuedai finished everything, she looked deeply at Mrs. Su, who was lying on the bed and still closed her eyes, and then sighed invisibly and said, "Grandmother, you have a good rest, and Xuedai will retreat first." After speaking, Su Xuedai turned around and wanted to leave.
But I don't want to...
Su Xuedai turned around and saw Old Madam Su open her eyes and look at her, her hand tightly grasping the hand she wanted to withdraw, her eyes full of doubts, "Grandmother, do you still have words?" ”
Old Madam Su nodded.
Su Xuedai sat back on the edge of the bed.
Old Madam Su opened her mouth several times but still didn't make any sound, Su Xuedai was slightly shocked when she saw this, grandmother's situation, is it not because of great compassion...
Before Su Xuedai thought about it, she wanted to find Rue Xiang to diagnose Mrs. Su's pulse, but Mrs. Su finally made a sound.
"I'm going to take a look at the folding fan." Old Madam Su said in a hoarse voice.
……
When Su Xuedai returned to Xuedai Pavilion, she would be immersed in her own world, until Xiaoyin came to call her for dinner.
Then I thought of my grandmother's words and her vicissitudes of life, and called out to the south wind.
"You go to the Nanwang Mansion and bring a thousand faces over." Su Xuedai said to the south wind.
Nanfeng was stunned when she heard this, she originally thought that the princess was here to ask her about what she was going to do today, but she didn't want it to be...
"Yes, county lord." However, after a short period of stunnedness, she came back to her senses instantly, after all, the thoughts of the masters should not be guessed by her, she only needs to bring the words, and naturally another master will want to pay attention.
After the south wind answered, he flashed away in an instant.
Su Xuedai only remembered today's original plan after Nanfeng left, but Nanfeng had already left, and she must have gone to Nanwangfu, so she could only find another participant, Shi Xing.
Shi Xing seemed to have known that Su Xuedai would be called by someone to call him, and when Xiaoyin came to deliver the news, he was ready to follow her to the outer room of Su Xuedai's boudoir.
"My subordinates have seen Miss." Shi Xing bowed to Su Xuedai.
However, although it was Su Xuedai who asked Shi Xing to come over, her interest was never high, she really had Mrs. Su in her heart, and her enthusiasm for other things was much weaker.
Su Xuedai waved her hand at Shi Xing to signal that he didn't need to be polite, and then went straight to the point, "Let's talk about today's results." ”
Shi Xing arched his hand, and carefully explained the process of setting up the bureau with Nanfeng to getting things done.
"The young lady wants to let the man die, but the subordinates feel that the most painful thing for a man is not death, but life is worse than death... Therefore, the subordinates dared not get rid of the man directly. At the end, Shi Xing bent down to Su Xuedai and pleaded guilty.
Su Xuedai raised her eyes and looked at Shi Xing, a hint of a ridiculous smile flashed in her eyes, she didn't see it, just went out with Nanfeng, and then she knew that she was protecting the other party?
Although she was just guessing, she felt that the truth was absolutely inseparable, and it must be Nanfeng who thought Li Yong was a person from Daning, and if he died, he would definitely let Dajing give an explanation, even if it was a perfect way to die.
But it was different if he hurt him, so that he had no way to do evil, at least they set up a game, which was originally in Changle Fang under Ning Qing's name, and there was the temptation and stimulation of jealousy and some drugs, so...
As long as people are not dead, then the responsibility is not on them, but if people die, the nature is different.
It seems that although Nanfeng is completely assigned to her, her heart is still in the big picture...
Thinking of this, Su Xuedai's brows gradually loosened again, and the left and right were just people who had only returned to her for a few days, and in the end they were still from Nanwangfu, and such a punishment was not too bad, but I was afraid that I would have to cut the grass and not eradicate the roots...
The reason why she wanted Li Yong's life before was just to protect the safety of the green kite, but now...
Listening to Shi Xing's description and thinking of Li Yong's original nature, it can't be regarded as a bad thing.
"Have you cleaned your hands and feet?" Su Xuedai lowered her eyes and looked at the desktop, and asked with a tap of her fingers.
Shi Xing saw that Su Xuedai's tone did not seem like he was going to punish him, so he breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and immediately responded, "Miss, please rest assured, except for trying to 'bring out' that person, his subordinates have not come forward again." And even if he was brought out, it was with the south wind, and there were no flaws in the rigorous planning, and the natural traces were cleaned up. Therefore, the reason why that person will end up like this is completely his own imagination. ”
Su Xuedai raised her eyebrows, thought of the key point in a moment, nodded at Shi Xing, and waved her hand to let him go down. She didn't expect that Ruxiang, who had always been insensitive to this kind of bad thing, would take the initiative this time, it seems... The relationship between the two of them is not bad...
Su Xuedai thought about it, and suddenly noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere in the room, and when she looked up, she saw a person who was supposed to have a cynical smile on her at all times, and was facing her with a cold face at this time.
"...... "She obviously asked Nanfeng to bring a thousand faces over, how... Moreover, wasn't his displeasure because she had just met Shi Xing? Can... Didn't she deliberately stay out on the outside?
Su Xuedai's willow eyebrows frowned slightly, and she didn't understand why Xiao Jin was displeased.
And Xiao Jin was really angry in his heart, he deliberately gave her a moment of solitude with the thousand-faced person, in order to worry that they would meet in private, but he didn't expect her to be good, so it didn't take long to separate, right? I ordered Nanfeng to bring someone over, and I haven't seen her think about him!
Narrator: She always comes to your door to find you, so she is reluctant to let you run around... Hehe.
However, when he saw her and saw the guard guarding beside her, he actually listened to his words and only saw him outside, which made the anger in his heart dissipate a lot.
Xiao Jin looked at Su Xuedai's clear eyes, and felt helpless in his heart, did he really come because he was angry?
Naturally not, he was just looking for an excuse for himself to visit the boudoir at night.
Therefore, in her heart, it seems that she is getting more and more different.
"Nan..." Su Xuedai saw that Xiao Jin didn't speak for a long time, so she took the initiative to ask, but when she met Xiao Jin's fleeting dissatisfied eyes, she subconsciously changed her tone and asked, "Zichen, why did you come here at this time?" "Didn't you say that you should go back and rest?
Xiao Jin's heart was depressed when he heard this, although he was looking forward to hearing her call Zichen, but...
"If this king doesn't come, is it possible that he will wait for you to settle accounts with you after a private meeting with someone?" Xiao Jin's tone was still a little unhappy, although the anger in his heart had faded a little, "What are you looking for that thousand-faced man to do?" Don't you know how to find the king? What is there that this king will not? What can he do, but this king can't? ”
"......" Listening to Xiao Jin's proud tone, Su Xuedai really didn't know whether to hit him or not, but looking at his posture of asking the guilt, the already depressed mood in her heart immediately burst out, "I want him to fold the fan in his hand, do you have it?" One touch the same! ”