Chapter 4 Sleepless Nights with Mixed Feelings

It was getting dark.

The hustle and bustle of the day is gone.

The fresh evening breeze brings the fragrance of wild mugwort grass and wildflowers, which is refreshing.

The whispering of the night worms came from the shadowy depths.

Ye Qian and I walked silently on the path where the grass was separated.

The moon is round and bright.

The moonlight poured down from the deep and silent night sky and sprinkled on the damp earth.

The distant mountains are hazy.

Ye Qian and I walked until late at night, and then reluctantly sent her back to the dormitory.

When we parted, I wanted to kiss her! After thinking about it, let's put a long line to catch a big fish!

When I got home, I opened the door and found Meng Jie looking at me with bright eyes.

"The rice is on the table, the soup is in the basin," Meng Jie smiled coquettishly, "I'm on the bed, of course!" ”

I glanced at the food on the table, and then at Mengjie, who was pressing her legs and muscles at the head of the bed and preparing to do a big job, and turned around and went to the study.

I didn't feel sleepy, took out a floppy disk, and opened Ye Qian's feature-length debut on the computer.

I began to read intently.

Ye Qian's novels, aside from the plot story, are eye-catching only in terms of novel form. This is a novel with very beautiful language, which adopts a unique form of prose culture and poetic language to describe the spiritual world of contemporary college students, and vividly expresses the contradiction between ideal and reality in beautiful language. From the perspective of language alone, her novel beautifully interprets the beauty of sound, form and meaning of the Chinese language.

At that moment, a hand, a soft hand, rested gently on my shoulder.

I held my breath.

"Is it a human or a ghost?" I asked, pretending.

"People," Mengjie's mournful voice came, "your woman! ”

"Next night when you walk with a little noise," I warned, "and don't suddenly appear behind people in a white nightdress with a white mask on!" ”

"I'm coming quietly," Meng Jie whispered, "just to see if you're on an unhealthy website?" ”

"You're here," I said with a smirk, "who's going to be on those messy websites?" ”

"Then you're not going to sleep?" Meng Jie asked solemnly.

"You sleep yours!" I didn't raise my head, still immersed in Ye Qian's novel.

Meng Jie stopped talking, her soft and warm body came up, and her hands were wrapped around like snakes......

Everything comes and goes in a hurry.

Even in such a hurry, I still need such intimate support, skin-to-skin blind date.

"I want to write a book!" I stroked Mengjie's smooth and delicate body in the darkness and whispered, "I want to be a writer!" ”

"You're whimsical again!" Meng Jie said squeamishly, "I think your dream should be to do your job first, and then work hard to climb up and strive to become the chairman of the trade union!" ”

"What I said is true!" I said to Mengjie in a firm tone.

"What I said is also true!" Mengjie said to me in a more determined tone, "Do you know Mozart? ”

"What do you want to tell me?" I laughed.

"I just want to reason with you," Meng Jie said seriously, "You always reason with me, and I will use your routine to reason with you today!" What kind of teenager is there? Symphony? Too young? ”

"Is that what you say," I said, smiling, "and a teenager asked Mozart how to write a symphony, and Mozart said, 'You are too young to write a symphony, why don't you start with a ballade?' The boy retorted: 'But you started writing symphonies when you were ten years old!' Mozart affirmed: 'Yes, but I didn't ask anyone how to write a symphony!' ’”

"Yes!" Meng Jie hurriedly said, "That's what I'm talking about!" ”

"You want to tell me, don't be too high!" I laughed, "Right! ”

"Yes," Meng Jie said softly as she stroked my body, "It's true to be ambitious, but ......"

"But you must combine your actual ability," I said first, "and don't be too ambitious." There are some people in life who try their best, but ultimately fail, because of the influence of stupidity and conceited nature, and choose goals beyond their ability. ”

"Shall I reason with you, or will you reason with me?" Ye Qianjiao said angrily.

"Do you think it's too lofty for me to write a book?" I asked seriously.

"Yes," Meng Jie said softly, "buy enough shoes, eat enough food, and do everything according to your ability!" ”

"Do what you can?" I smiled, "It's because I did what I could that I decided to write a book!" ”

Mengjie was silent.

It didn't take long for her to fall asleep.

I, on the other hand, felt sleepy.

Friday is fast approaching.

After dinner, Ye Qian and I took a walk while climbing the nearby Fengdu Mountain.

Fengdu Mountain, also known as Uncle Mountain. It is located in the north of Qianwan, Yangxian County, Hanzhong City, Shaanxi Province, on the west side of the Yishui River, running east-west, facing each other from the Yishui River and the Silkworm Mountain in the east, and connecting Zifang Mountain in the west.

"Do you know Zhang Sanfeng?" I asked Ye Qian as I walked.

"I know," Ye Qian said softly in a low voice, "He is known as the sloppy Zhang Ye." ”

"It is said that he used to give lectures on this mountain," I smiled, "and there is also a Zhang Ye Cave on the northern slope of the mountain, but we all call it the Immortal Cave, and legend has it that it was Zhang Sanfeng's practice place." This cave leads to the overflowing spring temple, and stones are thrown from the entrance of the cave on the mountain, and the sound of 'clanging' is made and falls into the spring......"

"So," Ye Qian guessed, "this used to be a place for Taoist activities?" ”

"Yes," I said earnestly, "during the Song and Yuanfeng periods, there were forty-eight temples built on the top of this mountain, which were famous for Taoism. The green cypress on the mountain is towering to the sky, and the heavenly pond is reflected; The inner hall is lined up, and the pavilions are scattered; The glazed wall stands outside, surrounded by pine trees. The scenery of the viewing area is beautiful, and it is a tourist attraction for Taoists in Shannan. ”

"Zhang Sanfeng advocates 'self-seeking for happiness and self-creation of life'," Ye Qian smiled slightly, "Do you know what it means?" ”

"I know a little bit about it," I said pretendingly, "this is to tell the world that people can rely on cultivation to steal heavenly opportunities, prolong life, escape from life and death, seek happiness by themselves, and create their own lives." ”

Ye Qian smiled and began to tell the story of Zhang Sanfeng endlessly.

I listened with interest.

Soon, we climbed to the top of the mountain.

Looking down from the hill, the view is extremely open, and the villages and fields are dotted around.

"Before," I said seriously, "there was a cypress tree standing majestically next to the Zhang Ye Temple, and legend has it that it was planted by Zhang Sanfeng. The building outside the mountain gate is glazed on the wall, and the wall is inlaid with porcelain glazed figures, birds, beasts and flowers, which are lifelike. In spring and autumn every year, pilgrims and visitors are like locusts in the rice fields in July and August, and the black seedlings and black seedlings are endless, especially in the second and seventh months of the lunar calendar, when the temple fair is the most! ”

"Now there are only such ruins left," Ye Qian said regretfully, "even such a precious stone tablet is piled up everywhere!" ”

"Small places just don't know how to protect," I said with a smile, "Look at this heavenly pond in front of you, the water doesn't dry up all year round, we call it divine water!" ”

"How high the mountains are, how high the waters!" Ye Qian smiled.

We talked as we walked.

Following a winding path, we came to a hill.

"Down from this path," I said softly, "there is a fairy cave, which is the place where the sloppy Zhang Ye practiced, which is extremely hidden, and the road is also very steep!" ”

"Standing on the mountain, you can't see that hole!" Ye Qian said in wonder.

"Standing at the bottom of the mountain, you can't see that hole!" I say for sure.

"How do you go down?" Ye Qian asked embarrassedly, "I'm wearing high heels!" ”

"You're really," I said with a laugh, "how tired you are to wear high heels all the time!" ”

"Then I'll take off my shoes," Ye Qian thought and said, "Go barefoot!" ”

"That's all there is to it!" I laughed.

Ye Qian smiled.

She took off her high heels and held them in her hands.

I took Ye Qian's other hand and walked cautiously towards the Immortal Cave.

On a cliff, a cave suddenly appeared in front of us, and there was a large flat area in front of the cave.

"What do you see now?" I asked Ye Qian softly.

"Immortal Cave!" Ye Qian said happily.

"Then you go back to the cave and have a look!" I commanded.

Ye Qian walked to the cave with curiosity.

The cave was dark, unusually deep and dark.

I turned on the flashlight.

Inside the cave, there is a huge cave hidden.

Ye Qian and I excitedly entered the cave and found that the environment inside was very quiet and the landscape was also very wonderful.

"Have you been here before?" Ye Qian asked seriously.

"I've been," I said with a smile, "but I've never found this hole in it!" ”

"Then do you know why people don't find this hole easily?" Ye Qian asked with a smile.

"Because there's a stone in the way!" I say.

"Yes!" Ye Qian said in a firm tone, "This shows that hiding is a university question!" ”

"What is hidden?" I asked, puzzled.

"Because there are stones blocking it," Ye Qian said with a deep face, "there are very few people here; Because few people come, there is very little destruction here. It's the same with people, people who have an unobstructed view are the easiest to be calculated and used by others, so you must learn to hide yourself a lot of the time. ”

"How to hide?" I smiled.

"If you have wealth, you don't show off, if you have talent, you don't show off, you have to be wise and wise!" Ye Qian said with a serious face, "If you expose your money, it's easy to be stolen; If you show off your talents, you will definitely attract envy; If you see everything too clearly, you will definitely be hated! ”

I looked at the cave behind the stone, and then at Ye Qian in front of me, and I felt a kind of respect in my heart.

"Where there are mountains, there are caves," Ye Qian still said seriously, "Then where there are people, there will also be caves!" ”

"What hole?" I asked.

"The Black Hole of Human Nature!" Ye Qian said with a solemn face, "In the cave, there may be beautiful stalactites, but there may be terrible snakes and scorpions; In people's hearts, there may be beautiful truth, goodness and beauty, but there may be terrible falsehood, evil and ugliness! It is not wrong for a person to learn to hide himself, because survival is originally a matter full of risks and pitfalls, and if you are not careful, you will invite troubles when you are small, and you will be killed if you are large. Therefore, hiding oneself is a survival wisdom. ”

"Is it like if you don't show off your wealth?" I asked softly.

"Yes!" Ye Qian said affirmatively, "While we learn to hide ourselves, we must also respect what others hide and know how to fear others." ”

"What do you mean by that?" I asked seriously.

"Two aspects," Ye Qian smiled, "one is respect, and the other is fear." The black hole of human nature, don't touch it. ”

"So how can we not touch the 'black hole' of human nature?" I asked, thoughtfully.

"Just don't be curious about others," Ye Qian said with a deep face, "For places that may become 'nests of right and wrong', you must avoid getting involved as much as possible!" ”

"So what is a 'nest of right and wrong'?" I asked knowingly.

"Where others hide secrets," Ye Qian said seriously, "it's a 'nest of right and wrong'!" ”

I listened to Ye Qian's words and fell into deep contemplation.

Ye Qian's face was dark.

"Learn to hide yourself!" I muttered to myself.

"Learn to respect what others hide!" Ye Qian agreed.

"I have discovered," I said with emotion, "that you are not only beautiful, but also very wise." You are both a beauty and a philosopher. ”

"That's how they usually praise me!" Ye Qian smiled modestly.

We laughed and talked as we went down the mountain.

I reluctantly sent Ye Qian back to the dormitory.

"Let's go to Zhiguo Temple tomorrow!" I tentatively said, "This is the only royal castle-style temple in Shaanxi, and it was known as the 'famous temple in Han' in ancient times!" ”

"Far away?" Ye Qian asked curiously, "Are the tickets expensive?" ”

"It's not far," I said with a smile, "and it's a 10-minute bike ride away, no tickets." ”

"So close!" Ye Qianwan smiled, "Then let's go tomorrow afternoon, because I have to sleep lazily tomorrow morning!" ”

"Okay!" I said and waved my hand at Ye Qian.

Ye Qian smiled.

My heart was drunk again, and I was drunk.