There was no light on the terrace, but through a thin layer of light from the room, the figure could be seen clearly, Gu Nianbin stood quietly, and the tall figure stood in front of the window, like a tall tree. He put one hand in his trouser pocket, and the other hand was smoking a cigarette, looking from where Du Xiaoxian was standing, he could only see a little sideways, his lips were tightly closed, and the curve of his chin was a little hard, as if he was angry and sad.

Du Xiaoxian's heart suddenly felt like a thorn, and she quietly retreated into the hall, but she was at a loss, not knowing what to do? She didn't even know what was wrong with her? Why go and eavesdrop on his phone calls.

When I came back from Splendid Department Store that day, in the office, Gu Nianbin had a frank conversation with her, hoping that she wouldn't mind Xia Xiaowan, let alone think about it, and said that Xia Xiaowan was actually very pitiful, and they should understand her. She listened silently and nodded silently, but the short messages on Xia Xiaowan's mobile phone flashed in her mind.

She is not a cranky person, and she doesn't even like too complicated emotions, and whenever there is a problem that she can't think of, she always chooses to give up. But this time she couldn't do it, Gu Nianbin told her not to think cranky, she didn't want to think cranky, but there was no way, she couldn't help it.

She became extremely sensitive, when the phone rang at the dining table, she sat on the sofa and watched TV, but her attention had already turned to the dining table, and she didn't plan to pick it up, because it was Gu Nianbin's mobile phone, and he was in the kitchen next to it.

Gu Nianbin heard the voice, came out and glanced at it, pressed it, and went into the kitchen again, he was giving her warm milk, because she was not in good spirits recently, Gu Nianbin thought that she should drink some milk to calm her nerves before going to bed. So warm a glass of bedtime milk every night.

Gu Nianbin came out of the kitchen with milk, and by the way inserted the mobile phone into his trouser pocket, as soon as the milk was delivered to her, the mobile phone rang again, and Gu Nianbin dropped a sentence: "Drink it while it's hot." He went to the terrace to listen to the phone.

Her first instinct was that the call was from Xia Xiaowan, Gu Nianbin didn't answer it in front of her, because she was afraid that she would hear it, but she was afraid that Xia Xiaowan would really have something to do, so he had to answer the second call.

She didn't drink milk, and quietly walked to the door, Gu Nianbin's voice was not loud, but she heard every word clearly.

He said, "Of course, it's the same as before, don't you believe me?" ”

Just such a sentence made her feel that something in her heart had collapsed, and it was still the same as before, and he said that it was still the same as before! But how can it be the same, with her, she is between them, how can she still be the same as before?

In the past, she just wanted to silently stay by Gu Nianbin's side and be a woman who couldn't see the light, but now, she didn't want to, because it was very painful, as long as she thought about sharing Gu Nianbin's love with another woman, she was so painful that she couldn't breathe.

Du Xiaoxian stood in the middle of the room and was stunned for a while, and then picked up the glass of milk, the milk was already cold, and it stuck her throat like a dumpling when she drank it, and she couldn't go up or down, and she was a little disgusting. But slowly, she endured the disgusting sensation and swallowed it all bite by bite.

Gu Nianbin was still on the terrace, presumably he was also in pain. Du Xiaoxian sighed, took the cup to the kitchen and washed it off, put it back on the cup holder, and silently walked to the room to sleep. As long as you get some sleep, you will wake up tomorrow morning and it will be another good day.

She lay on the bed and forced herself to sleep, but the more she did this, the more she couldn't sleep. She had no choice but to open her eyes and look at the ceiling, the night she read the text message, she thought that it would be better for her to quit and fulfill Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian, it is better for one person to suffer than for all three. She has always been a very willing person, but it is more difficult than she imagined to be willing to give up her feelings, as long as she thinks of leaving Gu Nianbin, her heart is like a knife, she has no love, she can't be reluctant, so she has to drag it down day by day.

But dragging is not a way, no matter how she messes around, finally it was that day, Gu Nianbin came back from outside, she stood in the entrance to take the slippers for him, but Gu Nianbin stood still, looking at her helplessly and pitifully: "Xiaoxian, I'm sorry, we can't be together." ”

Her mind went blank, and she looked at him blankly, as if Gu Nianbin was a stranger. He said that he would never part with her, never drive her away! But he didn't do it, maybe he really tried his best, otherwise he wouldn't be so tired, so haggard, so pathetic to look at her.

Her heart suddenly cracked like glass, all into pieces, she felt as if the whole person was about to break, falling off little by little in the wind, she was just wondering, the windows were closed, where did the wind come from?

He sighed softly, gave her a deep look, and then turned to leave.

And she collapsed to the ground, looking at the slowly closing door, and howled heartbreakingly......

"Xian'er, Xian'er, wake up," the vague voice gradually became clear, Du Xiaoxian opened her eyes, and in the dark, Gu Nianbin looked at her with anxious eyes, "What's wrong with you?" Are you having nightmares again? ”

She looked at him in a daze for a long time, and then sighed with palpitations, it turned out to be a dream, fortunately it was a dream!

Gu Nianbin wiped a handful on her forehead and said, "What did you dream about?" Sweating so much, I'm going to get a towel to wipe it off for you. ”

"Don't go," she threw herself into his arms, "don't leave me." ”

Gu Nianbin's heart palpitated, hugged her tightly, and said softly: "I'm not leaving, you tell me, what did you dream about?" ”

Du Xiaoxian didn't make a sound, just buried her head in his arms and listened to his heartbeat, whenever she was restless, only his heartbeat calmed her.

"Do you think of ...... again," Gu Nianbin asked tentatively.

Without waiting for him to finish speaking, Du Xiaoxian shook his head resolutely: "I dreamed that a bear chased me, and I fell down the cliff." "She lied, she lied in front of him, and she said it so smoothly.

Gu Nianbin didn't doubt it at all, and kissed her hair lovingly, "What's wrong with you lately?" Are you thinking about opening an art exhibition, and you feel pressured in your heart? ”

"Teacher He will be back tomorrow," Du Xiaoxian said, "but I haven't drawn a few yet, I don't know what to draw?" ”

"It doesn't matter, take your time, if you don't want to paint, just rest for two days," Gu Nianbin said: "Or, when Shao Baiqing comes back, let's go out and play for two days." ”

Du Xiaoxian shook his head: "It's such a cold day, I don't want to go out." ”

"Then go to a hot place," Gu Nianbin touched her head: "Is it okay to go to the beach?" ”

Ocean! Du Xiaoxian's eyes lit up, she had never been to the beach, but there was a vast sea, white sandy beaches, and the sea breeze in October, as well as seagulls gently skimming the sea......

"Isn't it cold at the beach?" She asked.

"Fool," Gu Nianbin chuckled, "At this time, of course, it's to go to the beach that is not cold." ”

Going out with him, just like they were in Tongshan, there was no Xia Xiaowan, no one I knew, just the two of them, Du Xiaoxian thought, if there was a trip like that before leaving, it must be very beautiful.

She said softly: "Okay, let's go to the beach, I can see the sea once in my life, I am very satisfied." ”

"How is it once?" Gu Nianbin said with a smile: "As long as you like it, you can go as many times as you want." ”

No, once is good, she silently said in her heart, as long as it is once.

With this agreement, she settled down, because there was finally a deadline, and she didn't have to think about when to leave. From now on, she should stop being sad and sad, every minute and second of staying by Gu Nianbin's side is extremely precious, and she wants to live every day happily.

Du Xiaoxian made up her mind not to dwell on this matter anymore. Unexpectedly, at noon the next day, Du Yuehua called her to ask her to eat, and Du Xiaoxian naturally went happily.

As a result, after arriving at the place, Du Yuehua's face was not good-looking. slapped a newspaper directly in front of her, "I said that you and Gu Nianbin are not suitable, you still don't believe it, read it yourself." ”

Du Xiaoxian picked up the newspaper inexplicably, it was the news of Shao Baiqing's marriage, she glanced at it cursoryly, and said, "Brother A-Yue, what's wrong?" ”

"Look here," Du Huayue pointed to a small section to show her, he was also bored on the night shift yesterday, and sat in the duty room to find some expired newspapers to read, and saw the news of Gu Nianbin and Xia Xiaowan: After waiting for many years, the infatuated prince finally became a beautiful couple with the beautiful princess and was happily together. Looking at the photo again, Xia Xiaowan held Gu Nianbin's arm, and the two looked at each other and smiled. I didn't even get enough sleep in the morning, so I found Du Xiaoxian and asked him clearly.

Du Xiaoxian watched that short passage for a long time, and finally understood why Cheng Mingchi called her that day? Ask her if she and Gu Nianbin are okay? It turned out that everyone knew about it for a long time, and only she was still in the dark.

In the middle of it, she said, "I know this." ”

Du Huayue was stunned, "You know? You know you're still ...... with him."

"Miss Xia was originally the person that the young master had been waiting for, but when she came back, the young master was already with me, so," Du Xiaoxian pursed his lips: "You can't blame the young master for this, he is afraid that I will be sad, and he has been hiding it from me, saying that he has made it clear to Miss Xia, in fact, I know that he is very painful in his heart." ”

"And what's wrong with you now?" Du Huayue looked at her with hatred: "You can't go on like this, right?" Are you going to wronged yourself and make Gu Nianbin small? ”

"No," Du Xiaoxian said, "I will leave, they were originally a couple, and it was I who inserted them and made them both miserable." ”

"What do you mean to plug in?" Du Huayue said angrily: "Obviously, Gu Nianbin provoked you." ”

Du Xiaoxian has a soft temperament and doesn't like to argue with others, so she just keeps her head down and doesn't speak.

Du Huayue said again: "When do you plan to leave him?" ”

"Again, in a little while," Du Xiaoxian said with difficulty.

"Don't wait a while, move out today, go to me," Speaking of which, Du Huayue stopped, he still lives in the company dormitory, where can he bring someone back to live, not to mention that he is still a girl.

"Then wait a few more days, wait for me to rent the house, and then you move out," Du Huayue said: "In the past few days, you have made it clear to him that we are poor and ambitious, and we were not born to be monkeys for rich people." Did you hear that? ”

"Brother A-Yue, you let me for a few more days," Du Xiaoxian begged him: "Mr. Shao hasn't returned from his honeymoon yet, and he has to do all the company's affairs alone, and when Mr. Shao comes back, I'll tell him, okay?" ”

Du Huayue glared at her: "This kind of thing has to be cut through the mess quickly, it won't be good for you to drag it down, Xiaoxian, our people in Daliangshan have a dry temperament, you can't lose the face of our Daliangshan people!" ”

As she was talking, Du Xiaoxian's mobile phone rang, she picked it up and saw that it was Gu Nianbin calling, so she made a silent gesture towards Du Huayue and answered the phone.

Du Huayue was angry, but he raised his voice and said, "What about me here?" Can't let people know? ”

Du Xiaoxian was so frightened that she hurriedly covered her mobile phone with her hand, but Gu Nianbin had already heard it and asked her who she was with, Du Xiaoxian squeaked for a moment, and then said that she was eating with Du Huayue.

Fortunately, Gu Nianbin didn't say anything, and hung up after telling her a few words.