On this day, the wind was dashing and the rain was shaking, Gu Nianbin and Du Xiaoxian stayed at home without stepping out of the door. Do nothing, hug each other for warmth.

They have been lonely for too long, just like people who have been walking at night all year round and suddenly encounter the light, the surprise and satisfaction cannot be described in words. It is like the moment when two meteors intersect, illuminating each other and bringing out the most brilliant light.

Thousands of red dust, the vast sea of people, but I found it, found the person who was destined to be found, and the happiness that slipped away from my fingers was regained, and I will never let go again.

The wind outside the window stopped, the rain was also light, the ground was full of messes, the fallen leaves were lying on the ground softly, like a small palm, only the osmanthus tree looked green like oil after being washed by the rain, and was full of energy.

"Is it cold?" Gu Nianbin asked.

"It's not cold," Du Xiaoxian's eyes were soft, "With you, I won't be cold." ”

It was rare for Du Xiaoxian to say such sensational words, and the man smiled, lowered his head and kissed her lightly. Unlike when the beast was in full swing, now he is very gentle, gentle and soft, lingering and compassionate, without a trace of affection and desire, just purely wanting to kiss, obviously close at hand, still thinking about her, wanting to hug her, kissing her, touching her, making sure that she is real, not his own hallucination.

I can't remember how many times he dreamed of such a picture, holding her, touching her, kissing her, it felt so real, but when he opened his eyes, his arms were empty, he was always a little confused, and it took a while to remember that she had left.

When I woke up, I couldn't sleep again, I sat on the bed and smoked until dawn, in the morning Xiao Bo came in to clean the room, the strong smell of tobacco had not dissipated, and then I looked at the cigarette butts in the ashtray, I knew that he had not slept at least half a night, and he had persuaded him a few times, but he didn't pay much attention to it, and then Xiao Bo had to tell his mother that his parents talked to him together, and he was affectionate and serious. He listened honestly, and knew in his heart that it would not work like this.

Later, even if he woke up, he didn't want to open his eyes, and deceived himself into holding the pillow in his arms, thinking of her as illusory! At least I won't wake up in the middle of the night and sit alone for half the night.

Now, she's in her arms, real. Her breath lingered all around, a smile spread across her lips, and her eyelashes were slender and slender, as clear as if they had been traced with a pen. Her hand...... Gu Nianbin spread out her palm and gently stroked the cocoon on her hand, feeling a little gloomy in her heart, her hands were rougher than before.

He asked her, "What else have you done besides selling fruit?" ”

Du Xiaoxian counted his fingers and told him: "I took some small handicrafts to do at home, plastic flowers, small hand decorations, did housekeeping, set up a stall to sell needles and threads, and then went to work in Tianchen." ”

Gu Nianbin sighed, held her hand and kissed her lightly on her lips: "You have suffered." ”

"I'm not bitter, really," Du Xiaoxian said with a smile: "Don't look at the calluses on my hands, in fact, I don't live a hard life at all, I feel very down-to-earth to earn money by my own labor." ”

Gu Nianbin asked again: "What are you doing in Tianchen?" ”

"I was a cleaner first, and then Mr. Lu felt that I was serious about my work and transferred me to the secretary's office as a clerk."

Gu Nianbin originally looked melancholy, but when he heard this, his face sank, and he snorted: "He is obviously a drunkard, and he doesn't mean to drink." You can't read all the words, what kind of clerk are you! ”

"Who said I couldn't read all the words, I also went to school! I'm doing a pretty good job as a clerk. Du Xiaoxian was not convinced, during the days when she was a clerk, she was very happy, she also learned a lot of things, she thought she was quite competent, Gu Nianbin couldn't ignore her efforts just because she didn't like Lu Haochen.

"You went to school, didn't you go to school?" Gu Nianbin said: "Otherwise, go back to study now, and I'll find you a school." ”

"No, I'm a mother of children, and when I go back to school, I'm going to make people laugh to death."

"And what do you want to do?" Gu Nianbin asked: "Watching the children at home?" ”

"I think it seems, your mother won't let me interfere," Speaking of this, Du Xiaoxian was a little aggrieved, her children should have been taken care of by her, but when she returned to the Gu family, she didn't have to worry about anything at all, from dressing to eating. Sometimes when she wanted to see the child, she could only stand outside Fang Yaru's door and listen to the sound.

"Mom is afraid of tired you, you have been in charge of the outside for a few years, and now that you are home, it is not good to make it easier for you?" Gu Nianbin pinched her little nose and said with a smile: "You, you just like to suffer by yourself." ”

"But I have to do something," Du Xiaoxian puffed out his cheeks and blinked his eyes: "Otherwise, I'll still be a servant!" ”

"Looking for a fight!" Gu Nianbin raised his slap, but it landed on her head gently, indiscriminately. rubbed it: "The dignified young grandmother of the Gu family is a servant, you are buriing me!" ”

Du Xiaoxian's heart jumped, two blushes flew on his face, and he looked a little embarrassed: "Are you proposing to me?" ”

"It should be you who proposed to me," Gu Nianbin said seriously: "I asked, and you agreed, but you ran away, so now it's your turn to propose." ”

Du Xiaoxian opened her mouth wide, "I propose?" I didn't have a ring ready. ”

"What's the hurry, it's not bad at this time and a half." Gu Nianbin said: "You prepare slowly, there is time." ”

Du Xiaoxian nodded, and began to think about the marriage proposal, she had to prepare the ring, and find a proper opportunity, the most important thing was to surprise the man, for a person like her who was not very open-minded, this matter was still a little difficult.

Gu Nianbin looked at the woman tilting her head and racking her brains, and couldn't help but laugh, she was so simple, but she easily pulled his heartstrings, like a clear stream, there was no trace of turbidity, and he could see the bottom at a glance.

"Don't think about it," Gu Nianbin kissed her and asked, "What do you want to say when you eat?" ”

Du Xiaoxian smiled slightly, bit her lip, but she didn't say anything, and after a while, she leaned her head down and said, "Don't look at me." ”

"Okay, I don't look at you." Gu Nianbin said, really turning his gaze to the window. It was raining again, and the sky and the earth seemed to be hung with a gray curtain of water, and the sound gradually became noisy.

Du Xiaoxian slowly spoke in this noisy voice: "I know I'm wrong, I thought that sacrificing myself could make you happy, but now I know that I'm wrong, you're not happy, my departure doesn't make you stop loving me, I'm the same, even if I'm at the ends of the world, I haven't stopped loving you for a moment." Brother, I'm really sorry, I didn't expect you to be so uncomfortable after leaving, Shanshan told me, you were in a coma in the hospital for seven days and seven nights after alcohol poisoning, I really regret it, if I lose you, I can't live alone.

God is not kind to me, let us meet again, I don't want to and won't let you down again, no matter what happened, I think we can start again, I want to hold your hand all the time, I want to eat your food every day, I want to sleep in your arms every night, no matter what happens in the future, I also want to be selfish, stay by your side forever, be loved by you, then I will be very happy.

I also want to love you well, give you happiness, and never give up when encountering big storms, and be in the same boat through thick and thin. I'm stupid and can't do anything but do housework, but for your sake, I can learn. People may look down on me, they will look at my jokes, they will even belittle you because of me, I don't care about all of this, I only care about your feelings, in my heart, you will always come first......

We have wasted six years, but it doesn't matter, separation lets us know the importance of each other, in the days to come, we must love each other well, make up for what we have lost, I believe in you, please believe in me, believe in me one last time, unless death can separate us......"

Gu Nianbin was stunned, how did she say such a long paragraph?

She was simple and wooden, she should have thought about these words for a long time, right? Is it memorized? But he was so fluent that he didn't stumble at all.

He withdrew his gaze and landed on her face, she said that she was not allowed to look at her, but there was no way, after listening to so much, he couldn't take his eyes off again, in fact, he wanted to cry a little, Gu Nianbin's eyes were very red, sighed, and pressed her head in his arms.

"I know, I know your thoughts." He opened his mouth with difficulty, blinked his sore eyes, and two crystalline droplets of water fell on the woman's hair, quickly soaking down.

Gu Nianbin took a long time before he spoke: "I remember all the words you said today. I will believe you, and please believe me, over the years, I really hate you, hate your distrust, hate you for not believing that I can turn over, I don't have to rely on the Xia family to turn over. What I hate even more is that you have suffered so much because of your distrust! You're right, your sacrifice didn't bring me happiness, how could I be happy without you? But now that you have come back and brought back my happiness, I will love you more and cherish you more than ever. ”

He looked at her eagerly: "Let's warm each other and be happy together!" ”

Du Xiaoxian nodded heavily, pursed his lips and leaned up to kiss him, his voice was a little vague between his lips and teeth: "I'm qualified like this, right?" ”

"It's a little progress, it's not enough." The man carried her to the bedside. "I'll teach you something else."

Du Xiaoxian was so frightened that he begged for mercy: "Don't, I can't do it, I really can't do it......"

"Who told you to mess with me?" The man smiled evilly: "It's all your own doing." ”

Du Xiaoxian regretted that her intestines were blue, and she cried with a sad face: "It's all Shanshan's teaching, she said that as long as I do this, you will definitely forgive me, I actually, in fact, ......"

"Actually, what?" Gu Nianbin's face sank: "Actually, I don't want to, do you?" I'll just say why your brain is suddenly better, it turns out that there is a master behind your back. If you don't want to, forget it, I'll grab a handful of women outside, and I'm asking for you? ”

The man said that he would turn his face, and just now he had a tender and sweet face, and he swore that he was a different person, which made Du Xiaoxian panic and panic.

She really regretted it, she knew that men were so insatiable, she wouldn't listen to Gu Shanshan.

Seeing that the man threw her down and was leaving, Du Xiaoxian was anxious again, and jumped directly from behind to lie on his back, humming coquettishly: "Oh, I didn't say I didn't want to, I just think it's too frequent." You've got to give me a breather. ”

She actually doesn't know how to be coquettish, this is what Gu Shanshan taught, and even the tone and particle are the same. Gu Nianbin was amused and helpless, and hugged her reflexively, "Okay, let you go now, and settle accounts together at night!" ”