Chapter 190: I Won't Let Myself Have That Day
However, what Su Fu didn't expect was that Gu Jinglan, who had always been gentle as jade and personable, would actually say these words to Zhao Qiuxu.
And Zhao Qiuxu seems to have no self-esteem.
She chased after her all the way and came to Gu Jinglan's side, in order to humble herself and lower herself to the dust.
Su Fu couldn't understand how much she liked Gu Jinglan so that he could spoil her again and again.
Trampled her self-esteem on the soles of her feet and crushed her hard.
Zhao Qiuxu looked at the bonfire that was gradually dimming in the distance, "Would you like to go over and sit with me for a while?" ”
Su Fu didn't speak, but silently followed behind Zhao Qiuxu.
All that remained of the bonfire was a pile of charcoals, which was still burning.
The fire was red, but it was gradually turning to ashes.
Zhao Qiuxu pulled out two small horses, handed one to Su Fu, and sat down by himself.
Su Fu was woken up, and she couldn't sleep anyway, so it was better to accompany her kindly.
Zhao Qiuxu looked at the fiery red charcoal, "Little madman, do you have someone you like?" ”
Like someone?
Unbeknownst to Sove, her mind was empty, and she had no memories of her past.
Whether there is anyone she likes, she doesn't know.
At least for now, she doesn't have anyone she likes.
"Nope."
Zhao Qiuxu's expected answer, she smiled bitterly, "When you have someone you like in the future, you will understand why I am willing to compromise." ”
"Even if he tramples your self-esteem under his feet, will he not hesitate to do it?"
What is this view of love?
Su Fu really doesn't understand at all, is her love just wronged and begged?
So what's the point of such love?
It's better not to!
"Gu Jinglan, I have loved him for eight years...... For the past eight years, every day and night, I have been looking forward to becoming his bride. We are the right family, and our two families are world friends...... But in his eyes, none of this meant anything. ”
Maybe it was because the night was so beautiful tonight, or maybe it was because she was so depressed and sad that she told the little madman what she had never said to anyone.
Su Fu looked a little stunned, what is the concept of eight years?
How many days and nights?
I can't imagine how Zhao Qiuxu persevered, liking a person for eight years, how much perseverance is needed, and a heart that is injured and scarred, and still refuses to give up.
"In time, Gu Jinglan is always short of women around him?"
Zhao Qiuxu smiled bitterly, his eyes were full of water, "Yes, even if there is never a shortage of women around him, even if he fools around with different women." I just like him, and I know that I am very despised like this, but I can't ......help it."
Zhao Qiuxu turned his head, with tearful eyes, under the starry sky, as if with a magic power, "Little madman, do you believe it, when you really fall in love with someone, you will be willing to unconditionally lower the bottom line for him." and even break through their own bottom line and principles again and again......"
Su Fu chuckled, and let people trample her dignity on the soles of her feet and crush it fiercely?
She couldn't.
It is not allowed.
If one day, her love is conditional on making her lose her dignity, then she would rather not.
"No, I'll never have that day."
"Why?"
Sov stood up and looked up at the stars in the sky: "I won't let myself have that day, if the person I love doesn't love me, I'd rather not love." ”