When she opened her eyes again, Jiang Yao didn't know how long she had slept this night, if it weren't for that suicide note and his sacrifice, perhaps, she would never believe in her life that one day, she would faint in pain because of the loss of him.

She wanted to get up and pack up her things, quit her job, leave the mountainous area and return to her hometown Yutian Town, but when she lifted the thin red blanket covering her body, she found that at this moment, where was her dilapidated little dormitory in the mountainous area?

The bright room, with a layer of white tiles on the floor, and long silver-gray curtains hanging from the high wall to the solid carpet laid on the ground in front of the window, looking out of the window through the slightly open curtains, the rows of trees that have been cut down by the waist are so familiar.

This is the Lu family, this room is the wedding room between her and Lu Xingzhi, all the furnishings here are according to her preferences, even the trees outside the yard, because in her third year of high school, Lu's father accidentally knew that the tree on the tree was so noisy that she couldn't sleep, so he personally cut down the tree he planted himself.

And the time in the calendar book on the table also clearly told her one thing.

Today is a day in the summer vacation after she took the college entrance examination at the age of nineteen.

The facts told her that she was reborn back to the day she was nineteen years old, and returned to the starting point where she couldn't go far from her marriage to Lu Xingzhi.

The door of the room suddenly clicked softly, Jiang Yao looked towards the door when she heard the sound, and at a glance, she saw a green figure walking into her line of sight, the person who came in was wearing a military green army uniform, carrying a small cloth bag in his hand, after he came in, his eyes went straight to Jiang Yao who was standing by the window.

"Are you awake?" Lu Xingzhi put the small cloth bag in his hand on the chair in the corner, and strode towards Jiang Yao, he wrinkled his brows, and his voice was a little low, "Mom told me on the phone that you have a little cold these days, and when I got off the train in the morning and called Mom, Mom said that you had a fever before going to bed last night, are you okay?" Still uncomfortable? Have you gotten up to eat? Have you taken your medicine? ”

In his ears, it was his voice that was like a world away, with a deep concern that could not be concealed. How could she not know that he, who was dull, would have the time to say so many things at once?

And the reason, nothing more, is to care about her.

It's been too long, Jiang Yao really can't remember how long she hasn't seen Lu Xingzhi, how long has it been since she heard his voice so closely.

In order to escape his close pursuit, she volunteered to become a volunteer doctor and went to a poor area where there was no doctor in the whole township, and in the end, she stayed in a primary school and worked as a school doctor and a doctor in the township health center with Wen Xuehui.

went to a small health clinic in the mountains that was so backward that he couldn't even go to the letter, and for several years, the two did not meet again, nor did they talk to each other, until that rainy night.

Now, looking at the young Lu Xingzhi, standing in front of her alive, thinking about his suicide note, thinking about his love for himself between the lines, Jiang Yao's heart was indescribably sour.

"What's wrong? Something on my face? Lu Xingzhi was not surprised at all when he couldn't get Jiang Yao's answer, Jiang Yao and him had never talked much.

Just knowing that she was sick, Lu Xingzhi was anxious, so he was about to reach out and touch her forehead, but as soon as his hand was raised, he found that Jiang Yao had been staring at him, and thinking that she didn't like him touching her, he was a little worried that she would be angry.