The blood on Changying's face was all gone.

has lived for two lifetimes, and since she left the capital, no one has pointed out her crimes so directly, although the facts are there, but saying it and not saying it are two different things.

Especially when this person is still Ling Yuan-

If she was still a little self-deceived before, she could think that she was a real white-eyed wolf, but now she is a little unbearable.

"I'm guilty." She admitted.

"Of course you're guilty!" Ling Yuan's eyes reddened, "If it weren't for you, how could I have become like this?" ”

Chang Ying was swept up by the surging guilt, and didn't care that he was talking about him and not the Ling family.

Anyway, it's all the same, if it weren't for her, he and the Ling family wouldn't have become so miserable, his aunt wouldn't have been widowed early, and the three brothers wouldn't have had to shoulder the heavy responsibility of the family with the pain of losing their father so early.

She bowed her head and said, "After a few years, I will go to my uncle's grave to apologize." But I beg Master Hou—"

"What other qualifications do you have to make a request to me?" Ling Yuan interrupted her and approached half a step, "My mother is your Shen Ying's own aunt, and now the Shen family in the inner house of the Jingshi Ling family, she and her husband spoiled you like a heart, and you changed from a lady to an old lady by you."

"And you keep saying 'Hou Ye', this is to remind you that you have long wanted to break away from our Ling family?!"

His arm was still in his hand, and he couldn't exert his strength, looking at the embroidered flowers on his waist, his eyes tingled.

There was a little blur in front of her, and she tugged at the corners of her mouth, still trying to hold on to herself.

But there was already pain in the place where she was held, so she couldn't help but take a slow breath and said, "Master Hou, please let go......"

Ling Yuan glared angrily, but his strength eased and he relaxed.

The tassel was a little dizzy.

This little problem always makes her look so hypocritical, a female general, she gets dizzy at every turn, who can she show if she is delicate?

She sniffed and adjusted her expression.

"Someone said you're dead." Ling Yuan's eyes were still red, "Why are you still alive?" ”

Changying didn't say a word.

While he may have been disappointed that she was still alive, hadn't she already died once? So the rumors are not bad.

Ling Yuan lowered his eyes at her, and his tone was still cold: "I can actually think of the Zirong family to find a way to get a pass out of the city, and it can be regarded as having the ability." ”

When Changying heard this, she couldn't help but be a little speechless.

He actually knew that it was the Rong family......

Rong Yin is the Xuanwei general of the imperial court, Ling Yan and him and Shaoqing's father Dongyang Bo are all young, and they can be regarded as brothers who worshipped the master.

Xiuxiu is actually not her maid, she is the daughter of Shen Huan's handful, the northwest is not as lively as the Central Plains, she has no playmates after she was born, it just so happened that Xiuxiu's parents also passed away, and she lived with her grandmother, so Shen Huan took them to the house and asked her to follow Changying.

Later, the old grandmother passed away, and Xiuxiu stayed in the Shen family, and then followed Changying to the Ling family.

Xiuxiu is not a maid, but she can do everything for Changying. In those years, I also learned to read and learn to read and write, and I acted clearly, and I had a good look, which was very attractive.

Rong Yin is the same generation as Ling Yan, even if he is the youngest of the three, his age is naturally not much younger, but he is quite good-looking and exquisite, so he is still personable in middle age.

It's a pity that his wife died early, and the eldest daughter of the family had a miasma with her stepfamily, so she often went in and out with Ling Yan and Dongyang Hou.

In Changying's eyes, Rong Yin is a very gentle and delicate "Second Uncle Rong", she never imagined that he would take a fancy to Xiuxiu, who is popular but not particularly eye-catching.

When she was leading them to the streets, he once came to her and offered to help her leave Jingshi, but on the condition that he would take Xiuxiu as a concubine.

Of course Changying refused, and once pointed at his nose and sneered at his old horseman, but she never expected that Xiuxiu would take advantage of her illness to find Rong Yin in private, and then stay in Rong's house.

Three days later, Rong Yin arranged for her and Wu's mother to go out of the city.

Since Xiuxiu was a great target, it was easy for Ling Yuan to detect the traces, so Rong Yin kept his promise to hide Xiuxiu and didn't take her back to the mansion until three months later.

But she believes that with Rongyin's ability, it is impossible to lead the troubles to herself in order to take a concubine.

Even if she left Jingshi, she guessed that he would definitely be able to leave himself clean and prevent Ling Yuan from finding her head.

That Ling Yuan's ......

Ling Yuan looked at her coldly, and said, "Do you think I don't know anything?" ”

Changying honestly didn't say anything more.

Ling Yuan's chest rose and fell slightly, and he looked at the peony in the garden, and he said, "Go back and pack up, and go back to Jingshi immediately!" ”

Changying was silent and said for a while: "Master Hou forgives me, I won't go back." ”

How could she go back? How can you have the face to face your aunt's sad face? Have the face to face Ling Song, who was mixed in one place every day in the past, and Ling Ling's gaze?

Even if she can afford this face, won't the foundation she has laid in the past few years be gone?

Did she go back and watch them come to an end? And then you will be helpless and die again?

"My goal is to make a difference, and I won't go anywhere until I'm promoted to become a truly powerful general."

"Then tell me why you did that back then!"

Ling Yuan's face turned cold, and the speed at which he spoke angrily made people believe that this had definitely been lingering in his heart for a long time.

Changying's head buzzed suddenly, avoiding his gaze.

"Lift your head up!" He was yelling.

Changying had to raise her head again, revealing her chaotic expression in front of him.

It's a terrible choice.

If Jingshi went back so easily, she wouldn't have to force herself to join the army.

If the truth had been so easy to tell, she wouldn't have watched her aunt leave disappointed, and watched herself sink into a situation where everyone shouted and beaten.

"Why did you do that? What is the rationale? ”

Ling Yuan's voice was slightly hoarse, and he was asking.

There was a drum-like sound in Changying's head, which became louder and more violent.

She felt a heavy giant tree, pounding at the embankment of her heart like it was pounding on the gates.

The long-tasseled eyes finally became wet. She inhaled and shook her head: "Please don't ask, even if I say it, you won't believe it." ”

She wasn't being taken advantage of, she knew it well.

She has lived for two lifetimes, what can be unclear, whether it is used, whether it is related to the marriage letter, she can have the brain to peel Cheng Xiao's skin, and naturally she has the brain to reflect and review the incident.

Unfortunately, neither.

When she rushed to look for Ling Yan, her mind was clear, why did she say those words, she was also sober.

Ling Yuan lowered his eyes indifferently and said, "You say, I believe it." ”

Changying was slightly stunned and looked up.