Downstairs, Nina didn't hail a taxi, so she strolled through the streets of late autumn. I can't remember when I started to like Shao Baiqing, his every word and deed, every move, was in her sight, and it slowly became a habit, and when I couldn't see him for a day, I felt uncomfortable, as if I was sick. At that time, Nina knew that she was doomed.

But you can't say it, you can't confess it. Zhou Ting told her that Gu Nianbin talked to her, and the first sentence was: Don't be interested in your boss. She just laughed when she heard it, but she didn't tell Zhou Ting, and Shao Baiqing also said the same thing to her.

When she first arrived, from the discussions of her colleagues, she slowly got to know her boss, a famous playboy in G City, whose longest relationship would not exceed three months, and a colleague jokingly advised her: "Nina, don't be fascinated by your boss!" ”

Her eyes widened, as if her colleague had insulted her, how could she be stupid enough to fall in love with a playboy, and then wait for him to get tired of kicking it away, wouldn't that be death? Unless she's crazy!

As a result, she was really crazy, knowing that she couldn't, she couldn't do it, or she sank little by little, she was obsessed with everything about Shao Baiqing, her charming smile, the act of smoking, the frown when she was contemplative, the laughter when she teased him, and the faint smell of tobacco on his body...... All of them, she is obsessed.

Although Shao Baiqing is attentive, he has never been a rabbit who does not eat the grass next to the nest and does not attack the female employees of the company. So from the beginning, he advised her.

She has also hesitated, lost, and suffered, watching him flirt with those women, watching the photos of him and his new love appear in the entertainment version, watching him make gentle phone calls, her heart is like being torn apart by someone, and then sprinkled with a handful of salt, and the pain is painful and painful, and it lasts forever. During that time, she was like living in hell, feeling that she couldn't survive anymore, always thinking, it would be better to die like this, as a punishment for her, it would be better to die like this. She really damned it, how could she fall in love with a playboy, knowing that it was poison, but she still swallowed it inadvertently.

During that time, maybe she revealed something, Shao Baiqing looked at her inquiringly and said, "Nina, what's wrong with you, this paragraph seems to be absent-minded?" ”

Obviously, he was as bitter as Huang Lian in his heart, but he had to answer him with a smile on his face: "Boss, I don't have much!" ”

Shao Baiqing said based on the experience of people who came over: "Did you break up with your boyfriend? ”

She hid a smile: "You also know this, the boss's eyes are so poisonous!" ”

Shao Baiqing was proud, and said with a smile: "How is it?" Do you want me to lend you a shoulder? He literally leaned over his shoulder.

He was so close to her, and the faint smell of tobacco lingered around her. She really wanted to lean on his shoulder, even for a second, but she couldn't, she just pretended to be angry and pushed him away, "Boss, you are so annoying!" ”

Later, she really had a boyfriend, one after another, as if she was watching the lights. She has been with them for a shorter period of time, and when she sees each other, she is together, and when she is annoyed, she separates. She has become very similar to Shao Baiqing, two people with the same smell can often be more intimate, so they are getting closer and closer to each other, and they are becoming more and more presumptuous, they will say some things that are not dizzy and ridicule each other, she will help him pinch his shoulder, Shao Baiqing dares to pat her ass. In the eyes of outsiders, the relationship between her, the female secretary of the vase, and the boss has long been ambiguous. Several times, she heard gossip female colleagues in the bathroom criticizing her, saying that she was a sleeping beauty, scantily dressed, charming, coquettish, and anything ugly, she heard it, but she handled it calmly, and it was useless for the whole world to misunderstand, and the man she liked still didn't know her heart.

Shao Baiqing is still very satisfied with her, because he has never been replaced, I heard that he used to be very picky, he always called her Nina Nina, and sometimes called her little baby, but her name, he had long forgotten, her name was Li Diandian. When she first came, her English name was Ellen, which Shao Baiqing later changed to Nina, he said that Nina was catchy to call, but Zhou Ting said that it was because the name was more compatible with Shao Baiqing's image, and a playboy secretary like him should be called Nina, Jina's.

She doesn't care, isn't her name just a symbol? Nina is Nina, and you will get used to listening to it, Shao Baiqing often sits in his room and calls her in a long voice: "Ni-Na!" The voice was low and pleasant, magnetic, and the more she listened to it, the more she thought it was a good name.

However, from now on, everything that was once will be drowned in the long river of memory. Nina didn't know how much she could remember as time went by, but in the end she was in love. She loved a man very hard and hard for five years.

Nina crossed her arms and looked up at the sky, today was a good day, even the stars seemed to be more than usual. In the high sky of late autumn, the stars are big and dense, and they hang brightly, so many and so many. But her eyes gradually blurred, and the tears were cold, running down her cheeks to her neck, and then to her heart. She thought she would not cry, for for for the first two years her tears had dried up, and in her hut she wept and wept so much for her own intransigence, and every time she gritted her teeth and swore that she would dig him out of her heart and leave him. The resignation letter on Shao Baiqing's desk today is not the first she has written. She has written countless letters, and every time she can't hold on and feels too uncomfortable, she writes, puts it in her bag after writing, and swears to her own curse that it must be placed on Shao Baiqing's table today. But when she arrived at the company and met him, she didn't have any ideas.

He is her calamity, her demon, and the shackles she thought she would never be able to break free from for the rest of her life. Fortunately, she said to herself, it's okay, it's only five years. It's just a waste of five years, in such a purgatory, she has already practiced all kinds of poisons, so there will be no second five years, never again.

The wind dried the tears, and my face was dry and painful. Nina stood on the side of the road and looked at it, only to realize that she had unknowingly reached the door. It was a twenty-minute ride by car, and she walked back on her feet. It seemed that she deliberately wanted to turn over the memories, throw them all on the road little by little, sprinkle them in the wind, and then, she walked into the house innocently and cleanly. From then on, never again, never again......

Zhou Wan sent Du Xiaoxian to her home, talked with her, and asked her if she was afraid of staying alone, Du Xiaoxian said that she was not afraid, she had always grown up alone. Zhou Ting heard her talk about her childhood, her eyes were wet several times, she never knew that Du Xiaoxian's life experience turned out to be like this. suffered inhuman hardships at a young age, but she eventually grew up, very timid but also tenacious.

Since I was a child, I was bullied and didn't dare to leave the house for half a step, and my only entertainment was to squat in the yard and draw on the mud with branches. When I was lonely, I could only sneak to the mountains at night and talk to my grandmother's grave. Zhou Ting couldn't imagine that kind of picture, she was not an emotional person, but she couldn't help hugging Du Xiaoxian and sighed: "It's really pitiful." ”

"Sister Zhou, why do you say that?" Du Xiaoxian talked about the past, but he was not sad at all, "I am not hungry or cold, and I am not pitiful at all." Now that you're all so kind to me, I feel very happy. ”

It's happiness now, but what about later? Zhou Ting didn't dare to think about it, Du Xiaoxian could survive the hardships in life, but what about the mental damage? Can she be so optimistic?

"Xiaoxian," Zhou Ting pondered and said, "You, do you plan to do this for the rest of your life?" ”

"Which one?" Du Xiaoxian didn't understand.

"Follow Mr. Gu."

Du Xiaoxian said, "If I can, of course I'm willing, but I know it's impossible, the young master will get married in the future, have children, and have his own home, I can't follow him like this all the time." ”

It turned out that she also knew, Zhou Ting sighed in her heart, "Then what will you do then?" ”

"I can leave," Du Xiaoxian said very calmly: "The young master has the life of a young master, and I can also go and live my own life." ”

"Aren't you sad to leave him?"

"Sad," Du Xiaoxian said sadly, "I will definitely die of sadness." ”

Zhou Ting was startled, hurriedly held her hand, and said, "Even if it comes to that time, you must not think about it, you are still so young, and good days are ahead." ”

"Sister Zhou, don't worry, I won't be unable to think about it," Du Xiaoxian is a very simple person, whatever she thinks in her heart, she says it in her mouth, she just wants to express the degree of her sadness, not really can't think about it. Before she died, Grandma told me a thousand times: no matter how difficult life is, no matter how lonely she is, she must live. As long as you have something to eat, you must live. She will watch her from heaven and protect her.

Grandma swears that if she can't do it, Grandma will fall from heaven to hell. She made such a poisonous oath, in this life and this life, no matter how hard and tired she is, she will not seek death.

"Sister Zhou," Du Xiaoxian said again, "The young master will also find a wife like Miss Fang in the future, right?" ”

Zhou Ting said: "Miss Fang is like this, it is estimated that it is not enough, and her family background is too ordinary." The wife of the president of the Gu family must be the daughter of a famous family. ”

Du Xiaoxian bit her lip and whispered, "Like Miss Xia." ”

Zhou Ting is not very clear about the relationship between Xia Xiaowan and Gu Nianbin, saying that they are separated, Xia Xiaowan came a few days earlier, let's say no, Gu Nianbin is with Du Xiaoxian every day, Xia Xiaowan can stand it?

Zhou Ting couldn't answer, so she had to squeak twice.

Du Xiaoxian trusted Zhou Ting very much, and when she saw that she said yes, she no longer doubted it, she had already been mentally prepared, but she was confirmed from Zhou Ting's mouth, and she was still strange in her heart.

Zhou Ting accompanied her and talked for a while, until the clock on the wall pointed to twelve o'clock.

As soon as she arrived downstairs, she saw Gu Nianbin coming out of the car. Gu Nianbin saw that she had accompanied Du Xiaoxian so late, and said thank you to her very seriously.

Zhou Ting was frightened, over the years, whether it was public or private, it seemed to be her job, Gu Nianbin only nodded at most, saying that she had done a good job. It was rare to express her gratitude to her so formally, she knew that it was for Du Xiaoxian. He likes her so much, has he ever considered arranging for her for the rest of her life? Zhou Ting wanted to ask him this question at the moment. But she didn't ask anything, just smiled and waved her hand, and turned away.