669, unrequited love 209, New Year, everything is complete
The turmoil passed quickly.
The Spring Festival is coming so quietly.
As a result of this incident, the Jin Group may have suffered losses in assets, but the rapid recovery of the stock market has whitewashed all this.
In Xiao Jinghuan's view, the happiest thing is that her mother bought back all the shares bought by outsiders - for three consecutive days after this strong woman came out, Jin's daily limit in the stock market. The following week was a good rally.
This catastrophe has become a good thing from today's view.
If Seon loses his horse, he doesn't know if it's a blessing, and the things in the world are really unpredictable.
On the third day after my mother came out, there was a meeting at home:
Grandpa and mother re-divided the shares equally, and the family had several children, but they only enjoyed the right to dividends of the shares, and had no trading rights, so the arrangement was just to ensure that the company would not be torn apart for some reason one day in the future.
After the distribution, the mother still owns a certain amount of equity, and the remaining equity in her name will be transferred by her to the new head of the family in the future.
Next, the Jin family was managed by Jin Changning and Xiao Jinghuan. Jin Hengyuan has no opinion on this, because he will enter the Xiao family next year, officially join the work, and take on his own responsibilities.
The only small regret is that Zhongtian, who is studying abroad, called back and said that he didn't plan to come back for the New Year, he was very busy.
This made the mother a little sad.
Xiao Jinghuan knows that the younger brother is unwilling to come back to touch the sadness - since Uncle Yi Fan passed away, this family, for him, seems to have lost its meaning all of a sudden.
She saw her mother sighing in the dark.
Zhongtian is the youngest child of her mother, and she has spent the most and deepest effort on him. In the past, mother and son loved each other so much, but now, day after day of estrangement, she is inevitably sentimental.
In the middle of the night, she quietly made a transatlantic phone call to her brother, who had never liked her, behind her mother's back.
"Hey, who's that?"
The voice of Zhongtian is faint, losing the old sunshine. She sighed as she listened.
It's obviously a brother and sister, but the relationship is so unfamiliar that I don't even know the other party's phone number.
"It's me, Jinghuan."
The other party was silent for a moment.
She didn't want to be cold, so she immediately went on to express the intention of the call:
"Zhongtian, go home for the New Year! Everyone in the family misses you so much. ”
"No return."
He refused without even thinking about it, and his voice was indifferent.
"Why?"
"It's not the home I'm familiar with...... My presence or absence doesn't matter. Alright, I'm going to class, goodbye. ”
"Zhongtian ......"
She hurriedly stopped him:
"Are you hating me, or are you hating Mom?"
"There is no hatred and no love."
His answer was so vague.
"Zhongtian, don't be like this. You don't know how much your mom misses you. Brother, too, Changning and I miss you. Let's go home......"
She pleaded deeply.
But over there, he hung up without a sound, and the busy sound followed closely through the penetration.
Xiao Jinghuan's mood suddenly became very low, very low.
If you want to get closer to each other, sometimes, why is it so difficult?
Alas!
She couldn't help but sigh faintly.
"Why are you sighing?"
Jin Changning, who came out of the shower, heard it, walked over, saw her head drooping, and flicked her nose with a smile:
"What's going on?"
Xiao Jinghuan looked at him with blank eyes, stretched out his hand to hug him, and said what happened just now, the more he talked about it, the more uncomfortable he became:
"In the past, the child had shown me in every possible way, but I just turned a blind eye, and now I am so cold by him, thinking that I treated him so coldly at the beginning, I suddenly have a feeling of eighteen years of feng shui turns. Now, my heart knot is untied, but what about Zhongtian's heart knot? When will it be solved? ”
Jin Changjing listened quietly, thought about it, and began to enlighten her:
"Huanhuan, you have to understand one thing, people living in the world is a process of continuous growth. What you can't see through at this moment, after a few years, you will experience more things, have more ideas, and broaden your vision, and you will be able to see them all. The original knot was naturally untied. So, I think, in the matter of Zhongtian, you have to slow down. ”
How can Xiao Jinghuan not understand this truth.
"That's the reason.
"But, alas, for the Chinese New Year, I am very much looking forward to him coming home, and I believe that my mother will be very happy.
"In the past few years, I have been too unfilial, I have been out for the New Year, and it is rare to come back a few times a year, but my mother will always find me to get together for a few days when she arrives in the UK.
"After experiencing such a great tribulation, I finally realized that those seemingly ordinary daily lives are actually a kind of precious happiness.
"Think about it, grandpa is so old, how many days can we walk together in the future...... Zhongtian refused to go home so willfully, and he will definitely regret it in the future.
"Okay, to put it bluntly, I just don't want to take those detours in the sky."
She said, gently stroking her belly, since having a child, her concept of home has become deeper and deeper than usual.
Jin Changning was also silent for a while, and after a while, he sighed:
"Sometimes, small detours are also a walk. It is only after practice that we will know which roads to take and which not to take. When a person really understands how to cherish blessings, then this person can be regarded as truly growing up. My Huanhuan has grown up. Believe it, it will grow up every day. It's just that there will be a process in this. Wait...... He'll wake up......"
He gently patted and stroked her back, but his mind flew away.
Xiao Jinghuan looked up and saw that he had a strange expression, and suddenly thought of one thing: the Yan family has all gone back to Taiwan, and this is a departure without saying goodbye. He had called, and the person who answered the phone was always Liluo, and his mother had been avoiding him.
It has been more than 20 years since the mother and son parted, and now, the new year is just around the corner, and he is afraid that he wants to celebrate the holiday with his mother.
"Changning, how did you celebrate the New Year at home when you were a child? Remember? ”
"I don't particularly remember."
He smiled and came back to his senses.
"Tell me about it......"
"For example, write Spring Festival couplets, paste spring characters, and make lanterns...... Actually, it's pretty much ......."
The husband and wife just hugged each other and stood in front of the window, saying those ordinary homely words in detail - life, it is already very homely, and they have enjoyed it.
Later, she asked, "Does your mother still not answer your call?" ”
He nodded.
She hugged him back, and after a long silence, she raised her head and kissed him, saying, "In the New Year, we went to Taiwan to meet her old man, what do you think?" ”
This suggestion surprised Jin Changning very much:
"You...... Would you like to? ”
"Why wouldn't I?"
She asked, raising an eyebrow.
"That day, my mother ...... you like that"
"The misunderstanding has not been resolved, and if you think about it from your perspective, I can still understand it. Therefore, I think that we will spend the Chinese New Year's Eve at home, and when it is the first day of the new year, we will pick a day to meet my mother together. Anyway, she is an elder, I will give her a step down, for you, I can lower myself. ”
Such a general understanding really surprised Jin Changning.
He thought that Huanhuan's feelings for his mother might take a while to dissipate......
"Huanhuan, thank you for thinking for me like this......"
This thank you is heartfelt.
In this world, there are only two flesh-and-blood relatives with him, and if you can't untie that knot, it will be an eternal regret with him.
"I have to apologize to you on behalf of my sister......"
"Appeal ......"
She pressed her fingers to his lips and winked at him with a smile:
"Stupid or not, what do you need to apologize to me?"
Jin Changning smiled slightly and hugged her deeply.
If you have a wife like this, this life is enough.
*
The Chinese New Year's Eve came in full swing in a heavy snowfall.
On this day, the four old people of Xiao Jin's two families got together, and the family sat around a table, and the reunion year was lively. The only regret is that Zhongtian really didn't come back.
In Xiao Jinghuan's impression, the day of family reunion seems to be a good memory that only existed 20 years ago.
At that time, Chinese New Year's Eve, everyone in the family would go back to the old house in Jiashi for the New Year, eat with grandparents, and live a nourishing life in a small city like Jiangnan.
On that day, my father and mother, the eldest brother, the second brother, Brother Changning, she, as well as the fourth uncle, the sixth uncle, the younger uncle, and the cousin of the fourth uncle's family, they could fill the grandfather's house to the brim: there were people upstairs, and people downstairs. Inside the house, the adults are talking and talking about their daily routines, and outside the house are children chasing and jumping...... There is laughter everywhere, and the smell of the year is everywhere.
From time to time, there will be a hundred crackling sounds in the air, filled with the fried aroma of oily meat, and the cold north wind is full of warm reunion......
As the youngest child in the family, her favorite thing is to chase everyone's footsteps, falling, someone to help, she doesn't cry, laughing all day long......
Her grandparents said that she was an angel who did not understand the suffering of the world.
Yes, I was so happy at that time, I was pampered by everyone, and I smiled so harmlessly.
But I don't have much of this memory, my parents are divorced, and my mother loves her, but this love has not become a force to restrain her. After she decided to divorce, no one could hold her heart to leave.
Now, many years later, she finally understands that in the relationship of marriage, a woman can put very low for her man, it is because of love, once she doesn't want to love, she is desperate, and no one can save the fall of her marriage.
But I didn't understand it at that time.
She only knows that she doesn't like that kind of life, without her mother, the home loses the taste of home, the taste of the New Year is lost, and life loses its interest - every year for the New Year at home, on the other hand, her mother will go to the UK with her new family members to stay away from the impact of the New Year.
For so many years, the so-called New Year has become less and less every year, especially after losing Shao Feng, she hid in the UK and lost the urge to celebrate the New Year. The confusion just walked over.
And this year, the taste of the year, seems to be back.
This time, they spent the New Year in Shanghai, grandpa, grandpa, grandpa, grandma, dad and mother, brother and sister-in-law, plus a little niece Xiao Xiaoran, who has become more and more cute over the years, as well as Changning and her......
In the past, it was their group of children who had a lively New Year, where there were children, there would always be laughter, but now, they have all grown up, and the new generation has not kept up, but next year, there should be more children crying and laughing...... And then every year more than the year......
She likes the buzz.
It's the taste of home.
The dinner party was about to begin, and the snow seemed to be getting heavier and heavier.
The red lanterns in the garden, the red spring characters in the garden, and the joy of decorating the home.
Xiao Jinghuan was led into the seat by Jin Changning, everyone sat down, and her stomach rumbled in the face of the delicious food on the table.
But is the parents' position still vacant?
"What about people?"
Xiao Jinghuan asked Jin Changning.
"I know I know ......"
The little niece raised her hand and shouted, "Grandpa took grandma to enjoy the plum blossoms." ”
Yes, the two plum blossoms that have been planted in the garden for several years have finally bloomed, and they are beautiful in one big and one big flower.
"I'll check it out too."
The hour hand points to four o'clock in the afternoon.
Southerners' Chinese New Year's Eve food will be eaten very early every year, because, if you have accumulated for a year, you need to talk for a long, long time, because during the New Year, you should gather together and talk about it......
"I'll go with you. The ground is slippery, but don't slip. I'm relieved to keep an eye on you. ”
These days, Jin Changning has been guarding her, and the two of them have become more clingy than before.
*
Two winter plums are blooming proudly in the snow.
The plum is red and snow-white, and it is amazingly beautiful.
"It's been more than three years, almost four years, I thought I had gone to treasure this time, and bought two plum trees that would not bloom at a high price, but I didn't expect that this year, it gave me such a big surprise - this color, it's really beautiful!"
Jin Yuan looked very relieved, took two photos with her mobile phone, and sent them directly to the circle of friends, with a charming smile on her face, and she was about to compare the scenery here.
"You've barely walked the treasure. Ayuan, in my eyes, your excellence has always been unmatched. It's just that before, I didn't understand this. Now, as I get older, I see people more and more clearly. ”
Xiao Zhidong smiled, his eyes only lingered on the plum tree for a short while, and soon fell on her again.
Today, she is wearing a purple cheongsam, with long hair and a mink shawl, her figure is still so good, but there are fine lines on her face, after all, her age is there, but compared to his white hair, she really looks much younger.
"Are you complimenting me?"
Jin Yuan chuckled unconsciously, leaned in and smelled the fragrance of the flowers, it smelled very good.
"It's not a boast, you always have."
He said it very seriously, with a rare warm smile on his always rigorous face.
This kind of gentleness is what she is most eager to get when she is young, and now, she has reached this age, and she finally has it, and the taste is still excellent.
"I like plum blossoms."
She said with a smile, in a very happy mood.
"I know. When you proposed to me, it was in the middle of the plum garden. ”
Back then, their marriage originated from her passionate pursuit, and even the marriage was proposed by her, and after weighing the stakes, he could only agree.
Back then, he was disheartened about marriage, and he was not moved by the pursuit of this beauty, and even their first married life was taken by her, and he was just cooperating to fulfill his obligations as a husband.
In those days when there was less gathering and more separation, their relationship gradually drifted apart because of his coldness.
It wasn't until he was completely lost that he suddenly realized how much he realized how much he was an afterthought.
"I thought you had forgotten about ......"
She laughed, she was so crazy at the beginning.
"I can't forget it."
He looked at the plum blossoms deeply, and a chuckle on his face:
"In those days, when a woman proposed to a man, there were very few, and your boldness was unprecedented."
"It's a pity that you're not interested in me. If you didn't want to keep your company, how could you agree to marry me? I, Jin Yuan, how many people were pursuing at that time, why did I fall in love with you, a man with a dead wife and a child......"
Thinking about it at the beginning, I was so emotional, and it was inevitable that there would be times when I felt wronged.
"Ayuan, it's me who doesn't know what to do, I failed you before, and I won't in the future."
His tone was apologetic, and as he spoke, he took out a red velvet box from his coat pocket, and when he opened it, it was a rustic ring.
"What do you mean?"
Jin Yuan glanced at it, and her heart skipped an inexplicable beat.
The gray-haired man slowly knelt down on one knee at her, his face full of tenderness that could kill people:
"There is no afterlife in life, and even if there is, it is not necessary to meet each other.
"The reality is: when you die, there is nothing, and I don't want to leave with unfinished regrets in the future.
"Ayuan, I know that I owe you too much in this life, and here, I ask for your forgiveness, and ask you: let me get what I want in the rest of my life in the future, I don't know how much time I have left, and be with you again.
"Ayuan, what should be given to you, I must give. Marriage proposal, I haven't done it, I'm so old, I can't play fancy, today, the plum blossoms are blooming, how did it start, how did it start now. Once you loved me and tolerated me, in the future, I will love you and tolerate you and accompany you......
"Ayuan, marry me......"
Jin Yuan looked at it and watched, and some smiles flew on his face because of these words.
When she was young, she used all her love and didn't get a response, and now that she is old, it is a little late to regain that lost love, but it is not too late, at least they have a future, no matter how far they can go. Walking with each other, it is no regret to be with each other for the rest of the year.
"Good. I promised, get up...... This old arm and legs, the ground is very cold, but don't freeze. ”
She went to help him.
He muttered, "I haven't put the ring on yet!" This proposal is not over yet. ”
She laughed so hard that tears came out of her eyes, and finally she had to stretch out her hand.
The man reverently put the ring on her finger, and then, with a childlike smile, she led her to her feet.
"Ayuan ......"
He sighed and hugged her softly.
In the past, he turned a blind eye, and then it was difficult to see it, but now, after so many years, he knows: happiness is sometimes so simple, lost and regained, only to know the precious, to understand the precious.
Jin Yuan smiled, leaned on, and enjoyed the tranquility of this moment.
After going around for so many years, after so many things have happened, she has returned to the original point, she and him, this relationship is really deep.
The snowflakes are drifting silently, and the warmth is silently transmitted.
Around the corner, someone saw this scene, was secretly laughing, and secretly took a picture of the scene just now.
It was Xiao Jinghuan, her eyes were shining, she hugged the people around her, and whispered softly:
"It's perfect. This year's year has been very successful. All unpleasant things are over, and after that, it is a new beginning. Mom and Dad are complete, my brother and sister-in-law are complete, and we are also complete...... This is good. ”
She sighed contentedly.
Jin Changning looked down, it was indeed very complete, the worst period had passed, but there was still a hidden worry, which has always existed.
What will happen to her if she breaks out, it's really, really hard to imagine.
Shao Feng, Shao Feng, that has always been the biggest pain in her heart and the deepest love.
--- digression--- first update.