45. Ideals and Loved Ones

"Sister Qin Feng, you have always been my role model, don't let me down!"

Chen Xi went down the mountain alone, letting the breeze blow on his face.

For Qin Feng, everything that should be said has been said, and there are some things that Qin Feng must come out of by himself.

Chen Xi believed that Qin Feng would figure it out.

Chen Xi always knew that Qin Feng was not a selfish and unrighteous person.

She just, for a moment, walked into a dead end.

But Qin Feng is versatile and intelligent, and he will always figure it out.

Chen Xi was young, so he shouldn't have said it, but Qin Feng was out of control and made a lot of noise, and even Zhao Gang beat her, so Chen Xi had to stand up.

At the scene, she was the only one who could communicate with Qin Feng.

At the scene, the parents are old, and there is a generation gap, a policeman like Zhao Gang is not familiar with Qin Feng, as for the neighbors, everyone regards Qin Feng as a madman.

Only Chen Xi stepped forward, which was the most suitable.

She was also helpless.

Sister Qin Zhen has just passed away, and her parents are grief-stricken, if this situation is messed around with by Qin Feng again, the consequences will be unimaginable.

As she said, uncles and aunts can't stand the toss.

They had been looking forward to Qin Feng's return, but they didn't expect it to be like this.

At this point, let her think about it, if she figures it out, she'll come back.

Chen Xi went home first.

As soon as I arrived downstairs, I met Zhao Gang and his party, and they were ready to go back to Chengdu.

"Director Zhao, Fang Cai, my sister is in a bad mood, I'll say I'm sorry for her!" Chen Xi stepped forward and said apologetically.

"She blames me, she deserves!" Zhao Gang smiled bitterly, "What is a slap, a man's husband, if you do something wrong, you have to admit it, Qin Zhen's death, I am responsible, what you said that day is right, criminals are rampant, it is me, the deputy director, who is incompetent, if I had sent the police quickly and provided timely support, I would not have sacrificed so many policemen!" ”

Chen Xi was silent.

"Let's go back first!" Zhao Gang continued, "Solving the case as soon as possible is the best explanation for the deceased, here, thank you for your hard work!" ”

"Goodbye, Director Zhao!" Chen Xi nodded.

She walked up the stairwell, and from time to time someone passed by her, all of them were old folks who had returned from the mountains.

They, too, are gone.

Pushing open the door, there were only two gray-haired old men left in the huge house, deserted.

On one wall, there is a photograph, and all around, there are white sails.

That's Sister Qin Zhen, she's gone, she's really gone.

With a sadness in his heart, Chen Xi held back his tears and came to the second elder.

"Uncle and aunt, I'm back!" Chen Xi said softly.

"What a good boy!"

Yang Zhiyun took Chen Xi's hand, "We are old, these days, you are arranging Zhen'er's funeral, thank you for your hard work!" ”

"As it should be!" Chen Xi said, "Didn't uncle and aunt say, we are a family, Xiaoxi is not filial, she has been busy with her homework, and she has not come to visit the second elder for three years!" ”

"Don't say that!" Qin Yong sighed, "Your family is not good, I heard that your aunt is also sick, but you have been here to help, you say this, we feel guilty!" ”

"I've already called home, my father, aunt and uncle, have returned to Daliangshan, with them, I can rest assured!" Chen Xi said, "Uncle and aunt, although Sister Qin Zhen is gone, there are still Sister Feng and Xiaoxi, in the future, you have to take care of your health!" ”

"Maple girl...... Ay! Qin Yong sighed, "We don't blame her anymore, it's all me, I'm too her, she wants to learn music, I think she has to show up, I don't like it very much, so I forced her to learn film, at least, I don't have to carry a guitar to wander around...... She applied for film school, but in my heart, I have not been steady...... Now, Zhen'er is gone, so she can do whatever she wants! I'm old, and I can't be so angry! ”

"Uncle, you misunderstood!" Chen Xi said.

"Oh?" Qin Yong was stunned.

"Music and movies are related and different, but the water is as deep as the water, and there is no such thing as showing up!" Chen Xi explained, "There are several professions in movies, actors, directors, producers, and editors, but the same, they also have to be displaced, have you ever heard of Hengdian? There are thousands of extras there, and it is difficult to get enough food and clothing, and there are some directors who have no one to ask for filming, so they can only wait......"

Chen Xi continued, "Uncle thinks that when Sister Qin Feng learns music, she will be like those wandering singers on TV, carrying a guitar on her back on the street and in the subway station, like asking for food, so my uncle is against it!" ”

"Isn't it?" Qin Yong said, "Is it possible, Feng girl will release records and hold concerts in the future?" Is she that material? ”

"Although Uncle often scolds Sister Feng, you have always been proud of her, haven't you?" Chen Xi asked rhetorically.

After a pause, Chen Xi said, "Since my uncle is proud of her and has always believed in her, why doesn't he have confidence in her this time?" Do you have to be like other parents, when you arrive at college, you are afraid to make decisions for her, why can't your uncle and aunt let her choose for herself? Her own way, she walks by herself, at least she has no regrets! ”

Chen Xi said, turned his head, and looked at the photo of Qin Zhen on the wall.

"Sister Qin Zhen, isn't it the same? This is her choice, her life, although short, but her light illuminates others, Sister Qin Zhen is the pride of her uncle and aunt, I believe, Sister Qin Feng is too! ”

"She is the lady of the sky!" Chen Xi turned his head, looked at his uncle and aunt, and affirmed.

"Mom, Dad! I am back! ”

At this moment, a shadow, with braids and a guitar on her back, walked into the door.

Qin Feng, I'm back.

She was covered in mud and tears, and as soon as she walked in, she knelt down in front of Qin Yong and Yang Zhiyun.

"My daughter is not filial! Woooooo ”

Qin Feng lay on Yang Zhiyun's knee and cried loudly.

"It's good to go home, it's good to go home!" Yang Zhiyun kept saying.

This is her child, no matter how rebellious she is, it is her child.

The eldest daughter is gone, how can she bear to blame her again.

"Kid, get up!" Qin Yong helped Qin Feng get up and wiped away the tears from her cheeks, "We don't blame you, we don't blame you!" Look at you, you've been kneeling in front of your sister's grave for a long time, it's good to be able to go home! ”

"Hmm!" Qin Feng nodded, put down his guitar, and sat down between his parents.

"Sister, I'll cook the dishes, you guys sit!" Chen Xi finally had a smile on his face, and as soon as the words fell, he walked into the kitchen.

"Thanks to her!"

Yang Zhiyun said to Qin Feng, "In the past few days, we have been in turmoil, she has been handling your sister's affairs, busy before and after, she hasn't closed her eyes for a few days, we see it in our eyes, but she doesn't follow, she has been standing up, originally, your sister has gone up the mountain, we should invite everyone to eat the last meal, but these days, it has been this girl who is greeting everyone, guests, folks, she is greeting, big and small, she is also doing it, everyone can't bear it, this table of meals, it is free ......"

"Xiaoxi, I owe her!" Qin Feng muttered to himself, feeling guilty.

These things were originally her business, but Chen Xi did them.

"Don't say that!" Qin Yong said, "She and you two sisters, family and brotherhood, it's just that she is too young, we can't bear it, her mother is still sick, thanks to her, otherwise, we two elders don't know what to do!" ”

"On the mountain, Xiaoxi asked me, is it important to dream or relatives!"

Qin Feng looked at his parents and said, "Of course it's relatives, Abba, Grandma, this time, I won't leave, I will serve by the side of the second elder, and I won't leave!" ”

"What did you say, kid?" Qin Yong and his wife exclaimed in unison.

"I'm really not leaving!" Qin Feng said, "I can't leave you behind, my sister is gone, but you still have me, Xiaoxi is right, you are old, I am too selfish, I only think about myself, I ......"

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Qin Yong was furious, "Why are you a dead brain? Xiaoxi is persuading you to think about us, but not to persuade you to give up your dreams! ”

"Before, I took it for granted and always imposed my ideas on you, and we lacked communication to cause such a result!"

Qin Yong said, "Your mother and I are only in our fifties, do we need you to worry about it?" It's just that there are a lot of things to do during this time, and we are a little haggard, and after a while, it's fine, you stay by our side? Hmph, what is the future of nesting in this mountain? ”

"But ......"

"No, but!" Qin Yong interrupted Qin Feng's words.

"You remember, to live, to be full of reverence for life, not perfunctory for time, you can not be strong, but you can't have ideals, you can not succeed, but you can't give up your efforts!"

"Yes!" Yang Zhiyun took over, "Your current thoughts are equivalent to giving up on yourself, aren't your previous efforts in vain?" It's not for you to abandon us, when you're free, make a phone call, write a letter, we know you're good, and you're happy, besides, it's not that you don't want to go home to take care of us, and when you return, you can also go home if you want to create, we are Liangshan, beautiful mountains and waters, outstanding people, just the source of your creation, but first, you have to enrich yourself! ”

"You are a tendon, admit death!" Qin Feng shook his head, "I'm also at fault, but it's not for you to give up yourself and give up your pursuit, understand?" If you want to learn music, just go, before, I was narrow-minded, what do you want to do, as long as you think about it, you have a bottom in your heart, Abba, Abba, I will always support you! ”

"I see!" Qin Feng nodded heavily, and a bright brilliance flashed in his gray eyes.

"Uncle and aunt, it's time to eat!"

At this moment, in the kitchen, a crisp voice came.

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