From the time the Queen Mother was seriously ill to her death, it was not a long time, and she never showed any particularly uncomfortable appearance.

The fourth master was very sad.

In the early years, when the fourth master was still Baylor, he went out of the palace to live after the wedding.

At that time, he was really a little estranged from Eniang.

It's not accurate to say that there is estrangement, to be precise, it's not that intimate.

They both know that they are biological, but maybe they don't have a place to accompany them when they are young, or it may be because the fourth master is a little resentful in his heart, and the queen mother is deeply guilty.

So they tried their best to make up for it, but they were afraid that if they didn't say it clearly, it would be called a misunderstanding.

One, and try to show closeness, but he doesn't know how deliberate he is.

The real elimination of estrangement began after the fourth master asked Yaliqi for a seal.

The fourth master thought that Eniang would definitely say a few words to him, or look at the Ussuri clan coldly.

The fourth master is ready to bear it, this is nothing.

But E-Niang didn't, she even understood very well.

It was also at that time that the fourth master began to reflect. It is basically an unwritten rule for the palace to raise children to high-ranking concubines.

At that time, even if Eniang became a nobleman and a concubine master, what would it do?

After all, she is just a person with a very low status in her maiden family and a palace maid.

After all, there is no confidence.

As a child, he always likes to be loved by his parents. The fourth master was no exception at that time.

After watching Eniang's good a few more times, even compared to the younger fourteenth brother, his original resentment that was not very deep was dispersed.

When the fourth master was a child, he was not bitter after all. After knowing that he was followed by his adoptive mother, he was shocked and sad.

But whether it is food and clothing or the time to see Huang Ama, there are a lot.

So, he has always had a good life as a child.

Even if you go to Brother's office, it's not bad to have them take care of you.

entered the palace again, from the prince to the emperor, and the fourth master didn't remember the grievances when he was a child.

The Queen Mother naturally became the Queen Mother and became noble.

The things that the fourth master gave her are the best, and the queen mother is really a person who understands.

She never takes the initiative to meddle in the affairs of the harem, nor does she care about the affairs of the court, and does not bring her family with her.

It's so golden, and I enjoyed it for ten years.

When the fourth master knelt in the mourning hall, he thought that the time he had accompanied Eniang was still too short.

It's just that Eniang will not embarrass him when he is dying, until this moment, he looked at the white in this room, and suddenly thought of a lot.

In this life, Eniang rarely makes any trouble for people.

When you are a concubine, you are the most worry-free concubine.

Even if she loses a few children in a row, she is quiet. Maybe Huang Ama values her quietness, so he is willing to give her an heir again and again.

When she was the queen mother, she was filial to the queen mother, and she didn't have any likes and dislikes for the concubines below.

Maybe there is, the fourth master just can't think of it.

But people who have never had requirements for others are inevitably harsh on themselves, and the Queen Mother has really not been uncomfortable all these years?

She didn't want to make trouble for the fourth master.

The fourth master knelt there silently, thinking a lot.

He thought that it was reasonable for the ancients to say that the son wanted to raise but not to be treated.

He still didn't understand a lot of things before, even though he already had children, but he still hadn't learned how to be a human child.

He is an emperor, high above, and must have neglected a lot.

The fourth master remembered that when he was a child, he went to the imperial garden with his grandmother. He was six or seven years old at the time, and he was still an ignorant child.

His grandmother played with him, and he remembered that it was early autumn and a little hot.

He was tired from running, and he was being wiped sweat by his grandmother.

Then a woman came with a girl, dressed in a jade flag outfit, and gilded jewelry, and a pair of jade bracelets on her wrists.

For the sixth or seven-year-old fourth master, he just watched this person come over.

But now that I think about it, E-Niang was full of joy at that time, but she was apprehensive.

He looked at the woman coming, saluted him first, and then asked cautiously, "Why is the fourth elder brother here alone?" ”

The little fourth master only felt inexplicable, and the nurse knew it, so he explained a few words.

Then he hurriedly took the fourth master and left.

The fourth master turned around and saw the man standing at the pavilion, just looking at him.

Seeing that he turned around, she smiled at him.

And the fourth master at that time didn't know that this was his biological mother.

When he returned to Chengqian Palace, the nurse quietly persuaded him not to mention today's events, it was not good.

At that time, the fourth master didn't understand why it was bad, but he didn't mention it obediently.

Now that he thinks about it, he understands that it is nothing more than because he is a child who was sent out, so that the lord of Chengqian Palace knows, it is good for him and not good for Eniang.

The fourth master knelt in Cining Palace and thought a lot.

And later, he understood that Concubine De was his biological mother, and secretly went to Yonghe Palace to take a look. Don't let your little eunuch make a sound.

He was angry, and he didn't understand why Concubine De wanted to send him to Chengqian Palace.

After he knew that he was not biological, he couldn't get close to his adoptive mother, and he couldn't get close to his biological mother......

It's been years.

That night, the fourth master dreamed of the queen mother.

The Queen Mother was still wearing a homely robe, and asked him with a smile: "The emperor came early today, it's cold outside, right?" ”

The fourth master wants to say that Eniang, come back, and your son will provide for you well.

But he didn't say a word.

The Queen Mother just smiled: "The mourning family will not lose in this life, don't be uncomfortable, Ming'er will send the mourning family out, you see, you are the emperor, and the mourning family can be buried with your emperor Ama over there, how good." ”

The fourth master woke up and only felt cold.

The queen mother's coffin came back from the palace, and the fourth master only had time to talk to the fourteenth master before he fell down.

The departed pass away forever, and the living cannot fall.

The fourth master looked at Xiao Gege who was taking care of him, and looked at the children who cared about him, and he thought that he was lucky.

is not like Huang Ama, in the end, he can't get his sincerity.

Later, the fourth master often dreamed of the queen mother, but the queen mother in the dream was always that indifferent and peaceful appearance.

Gradually, he will be able to let go.

After all, I have only heard that the dead child cannot be forgotten for the rest of his life, and people default that parents should take the first step after all.

The fourth master is getting better day by day, and Cining Palace has been vacant.

The fourth master doesn't plan to ask someone to live in it for the time being.

What followed was a lot of things in the court, the prince was still young, and the fourth master really couldn't lie down for a long time.

What's more, looking at Xiao Gege's tiredness, he couldn't bear it.

The fourth master thought, Xiao Gege has always refused to make trouble for others, so he still has to care about her more in the future.

In the future, if he goes first, he will also ask Qingque'er to be filial to his mother. Don't leave any regrets.