Chapter 253: Fan Jian

My name is Fan Jian, and I was born in a wealthy family in Zhongming Dingshi.

My father, Fan Dingtian, was the chief envoy of the Jinyi Guard, who was in power in the imperial court, and since I was a child, I have watched my father wear a flying fish suit and an embroidered spring knife at his waist.

Almost everyone I met was afraid of my father and treated him with respect.

In fact, I was also afraid of my father, who always looked cold and stern, and even spoke to me in a reprimanding tone.

My mother, Weng Shi, was born in a wealthy gentleman's family with a good family in Dongsang Village, with a gentle and virtuous personality and a well-read personality.

My mother is a concubine married by my father, and she has no status in the family, so as the second son of the Fan Mansion, my mother and I have always been bullied by the eldest lady and have been coldly looked down upon by the people.

The father's eldest lady is the daughter of a famous prime minister in the court, with a pungent personality, a narrow heart, and no sand in her eyes.

It is said that when my father led my mother into the door, the eldest lady cried for a long time, which made the whole Fanfu chicken and dog restless.

At that time, my father had no choice but to place my mother in other mansions, and it was not until my mother became pregnant and gave birth to me that my mother was finally allowed to enter the gate of the Fan family.

I've been living in Fan Mansion for as long as I can remember, and my life is lifeless, depressing, and boring.

The eldest lady always withheld the money in our room, and our life was not as rich and beautiful as described in the books of the big families.

My mother always did her own food and clothing for me, and served me with all her heart and soul.

In the yard where I live, my hard-working and capable mother planted all kinds of fruits, vegetables and vegetables for daily enjoyment.

The second lady of the dignified Fan Mansion, the daily food may not even be as good as the next person, which may be a joke. However, my mother always said that everything is prosperous for the guy, and the ugliness of the family should not be publicized, so we have always swallowed our anger and lived an ordinary life.

When I get home from studying, I always like to pick melons and fruits in the yard and catch small insects. Or busy taking advantage of the east wind to release paper kites, or sparse stars and light moon swing courtyard, in short, find some fun in the dull.

I have an older brother, he was born to Mrs. Chang, and he is also the eldest son of Fanfu.

My brother is a big fat man with a burly body and a tall horse. He always bullied me when he had nothing to do.

In school, he always snatched the articles I wrote and handed them to Mr. Teaching.

In front of my father, he always repeated the words that my husband rebuked him, and then added fuel and vinegar to my head.

At that time, I always bowed my head and let my father scold me, because I always remembered my mother's words, never disobey my father, talk back to my father, and never quarrel with my eldest brother.

My mother was afraid that the eldest lady would hold a grudge against me because of this.

When I was a child, my mother said to me the most: Don't eat what others give, especially in the eldest lady's room.

Although my mother had always been cautious, when I was four years old, I almost didn't survive because I was greedy and ate bad things.

Later, my mother cried and hugged me, knelt down in front of my father, and begged him to help find a doctor to save me

I was finally saved.

I escaped, but my mother became more cautious and suspicious because of the incident.

The turning point in my life was when I was 14 years old.

The mother was framed for conspiracy to poison the eldest son, so she was driven out of the Fan Mansion by the ruthless eldest lady.

My mother fled with me and returned to my mother's house in Dongsang Village.

Later, I learned that all this was actually a deliberate and well-planned escape plan by my mother, in order to escape from the dreary dye vat of Fanfu.

I think the shrewd father should have seen the clue a long time ago, but he didn't stop his mother, maybe he also had a little guilt in his heart.

As my mother's husband, my father, he did so little for us.

But neither my mother nor I blamed him, and my mother said it was fate.

My mother is a believer in Buddhism, and she can see karma, good and evil retribution, and so on very clearly.

In this life, in fact, all encounters are predestined.

Come and go, get together or leave, just follow the fate.

Dongsang Village is such a great place!

The mountains and rivers are beautiful, the folk customs are simple, and the room is IKEA.

When I first came to Dongsang Village, I fell in love with it.

I like the picture of a fairyland of smoke on the mountainside, I like the dense farmland and the gurgling of the stream by the ancient tower, I like the mountains with lush forests and flowers, and I like the spectacular scenery of the waterfall flowing down by the stone bridge.

All in all, I loved everything about it.

Of course, my favorite is the north side of Dongsang Village, an unknown Taoist temple with yellow walls and blue tiles.

The Taoist temple is built next to the cave, the ancient cypress is towering to the sky around, the flowers and trees are sparse, and it is imprinted between the pine and bamboo.

It was the fifth day I came back to Dongsang Village, and it was freezing and snowing heavily.

I couldn't bear to live up to the beautiful scenery after the snow, so I climbed the steps along the mountain path.

From afar, I saw an ancient plum tree blooming proudly in the heavy snow.

Her fragrance is so fragrant and charming, and it is refreshing.

She is proud, regardless of the cold, and blooms in the cold.

Jiangnan has nothing, talk about giving a spring.

I got carried away and came to Gumei, wanting to pick a branch and stick it at the head of the bed.

"Who are you?" A crisp and pleasant female voice sounded.

Lost in thought, I suddenly turned around and saw the girl who was very bright.

He is around ten years old, with crooked eyebrows and eyes, and is kind and lovely.

My heart shook violently, and my heart beat faster in an instant.

I don't know why I'm like this, and that day I blushed for the first time for no reason.

Her name is Pei Xiuxiu, and she lives in a Taoist temple halfway up the mountain, and she lives with her Taoist grandfather.

I've never seen a girl as cute and touching as her.

When she spoke, her voice was sweet and beautiful, like the sound of heaven.

When she laughs, her eyes will narrow into a charming shape like a crescent moon, and her slender eyelashes will flutter, which makes people can't help but be attracted to her.

When she is naughty and cute, she will stick out her tongue to make fun of people, and when she is sad, she will shed tears and pretend to be pitiful.

In short, she is a funny and lovely girl.

I am four years older than her, and she always calls me Brother Fan Jian sweetly.

I was so glad to know her, I rarely laughed before I met her, I was like a dull and boring fake old man, living a stagnant pool without any waves.

Plum appreciation, flower picking, medicine picking, insect catching......

I will always remember the scene when I caught fireflies with her under the starry sky, and I can't forget the way she didn't hesitate to bury her head in taking drugs for me after I was bitten by a poisonous snake...... Can't forget...... Too much to forget!

Sometimes I wonder when I fell in love with her.

Later, I finally came to the conclusion that when she was ten years old, I was secretly attracted to Gumei, and the first time I saw her was the moment I fell in love with her.

At a glance, she is my ten thousand years.

But what about then? What happened next?

Later she became someone else's wife and married a man who was more suitable for her than I was.

And she has become the biggest regret of my life.

That's the story, she may be the only heroine in my story, but I'm not necessarily the first male protagonist in her story.

At first I was surprised, sad, and resentful, and I sadly asked her why people's minds can change their minds overnight. I angrily returned all the sachets she had embroidered with her own hands over the years.

She calmly said sorry to me and finally left.

The man who snatched her was called Zeng Qingfeng, and he was her childhood sweetheart who grew up together.

I consider myself arrogant and different.

I am a jade tree, gentle and elegant, erudite and talented, and extraordinary.

But for some reason, the first time I saw Zeng Qingfeng, I actually had a feeling of inferiority, which I have never felt since I was born.

He was coarse and linen, and he was so different from the crowd.

His eyes are very sharp, his mind is very wise, and he has a sense of self-confidence that he has grown up and down.

I always secretly compete with him in private, and I try to be angry, but for some reason I am always inferior to him.

He was the top performer in the scientific expedition, and I was just the leader.

In the court, he was deeply respected by the emperor, and he showed his skills to help the emperor get rid of traitorous ministers, suppress the dynasty, and do a lot.

And because of my father's relationship, I have not been reused by the emperor and have done nothing.

In terms of martial arts, I have only had one formal fight with him, and the final result of the battle is that his martial arts are above mine, and I am not his opponent at all.

Sometimes I get jealous and wonder why it's so easy for him to do anything? Why can he easily get the Xiuxiu I can't forget? I can't.

Later, I got the answer from Xiuxiu, everything was fate.

Xiuxiu explained a lot of nonsense, about the reincarnation of cause and effect in the past and future lives, although I didn't understand it very well, but I accepted the result calmly.

Perhaps she is right: there must be a chance to hit, and there is no time to force it.

From the moment I learned of my father's accident, I knew what kind of ending I should go to.

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I am very happy that at the last moment I protected one of the women I wanted to protect the most in this life, and she was the only one besides my mother.

I watched her cry for me, and I lay quietly in her arms, reminiscing about the past when we first met, and I was really satisfied.

"Girl, you must be happy!" This was my only wish on my deathbed.

Wherever you go, I will sincerely pray for you to be healthy, happy, and live a long life.

As always, your smile is my most satisfying comfort, and your happiness is my greatest happiness.

If there is still time, I will say one more word to you: it is good to know you, and I hope we will meet again in the next life!

But it was too late, and in the end I didn't have time to say this and left.

At the moment of the out-of-body experience, I stood aside and quietly watched you hold my corpse and weep bitterly.

I gently stepped forward and hugged you, then kissed you affectionately on the forehead.

It's the one thing I've ever wanted to do in my life but couldn't do it, and I'm glad I ended up doing it that way.

You never knew that there was someone in this world who loved you more than he loved his own life.

I hope that in the next life we will live up to each other.

The reincarnation of plants and trees, blooming like nameless flowers, I want to fall in love with spring, the earth, rivers, mountains and rivers again, fall in love with this ordinary and trivial world, and fall in love with the afterlife and you.

(End of chapter)