367 Pain and pleasure

After a few days, Fang Yaru used the excuse that the weather was cold, Gu Guangxian was not cold-tolerant, and wanted to go back to the ancestral house to live, of course Gu Nianbin would not say anything. It was only when he got home from work that he found out that Fang Yaru had taken all the servants away and left none behind. Gu Shanshan didn't come back, saying that she was too busy with work, and she lived in the dormitory during this time.

There were suddenly three people left in the originally lively family, Gu Nianbin naturally understood in his heart, and he didn't say anything, Xiao Bonian was there on his parents' side, and the family doctor also followed, so he didn't need to worry about anything, what he had to worry about was the big and the small who stayed at home.

Standing in front of the window, before he finished smoking a cigarette, Gu Niannian knocked on his door: "Dad, Mom called you to eat." ”

The little girl's crisp voice pierced the gray twilight outside the window, which made Gu Nianbin's heart move, he put the cigarette butt in the ashtray and walked over to open the door.

Gu Niannian looked at him with a smile: "Dad, it's time to eat." ”

"Hmm," he replied in a low voice, raising his hand and touching his daughter's head.

Gu Niannian cheered, ran downstairs quickly, and reported to Du Xiaoxian: "Mom, Dad is down." ”

Du Xiaoxian was putting vegetables on the table, and the apron of the little floral flower was put on her thin body, as if she was wearing a floral skirt. She raised her head and smiled at Gu Nianbin.

Gu Niannian climbed onto the chair and skillfully added rice to the bowl with a rice scoop.

There are three special lamps hanging above the restaurant, and orange lights leak from the hollow silver lamp tube, this picture is too warm and pleasant, so that Gu Nianbin pauses, he is a little confused, this scene seems to have seen it somewhere, but he can't remember it.

Gu Niannian turned his head and called him: "Dad, come here, I'll cook for you." ”

Gu Nianbin finally showed a smile, walked to the table and sat down, picked up the chopsticks and was about to try the taste of the food, but Gu Niannian slapped his hand, "Wash your hands before eating!" ”

Gu Nianbin smiled dumbly, put down his chopsticks, went to the kitchen to wash his hands, and as soon as he entered, he saw Du Xiaoxian holding a big bowl of soup and walking slowly towards the door, he quickly took it and complained: "It's so hot, can't you wear gloves?" ”

Du Xiaoxian was counted down by him, but now it is sweet. Sure enough, as soon as everyone left, Gu Nianbin's attitude towards her was better. Last night, Gu Shanshan told her the plan, and said in her heart: "Xiaoxian, we can really only help you get here, my brother is too heavy-minded, he can't get over the hurdle in his heart now, so he can only rely on yourself, you have to take the initiative, be bolder, don't be afraid of him, he won't do anything to you." ”

Du Xiaoxian also knew that he hadn't worked hard enough, so he nodded cautiously, "Shanshan, thank you, I will work hard." ”

A family of three gathered around the table to eat. Gu Niannian was taught by Gu Shanshan last night, so she was also very enthusiastic about Gu Nianbin, because her aunt said that if she was good to her father, her father would be good to her mother.

"Dad, you eat this," Gu Niannian obediently sandwiched a chopstick dish for Gu Nianbin: "This is scrambled eggs with tomatoes, my mother said that tomatoes have a lot of vitamin C, eggs are very nutritious, and eating them is good for the body." ”

"Dad knows," Gu Nianbin also gave his daughter a chopstick: "You eat more." ”

"I love to eat my mother's scrambled eggs with tomatoes," Gu Niannian continued, "but my mother said that there are people who make it better than her." She also learned from that person. Dad, do you know who that person is? ”

Of course, Gu Nianbin knew, but he deliberately asked, "Who is it?" ”

Gu Niannian pointed at him and giggled: "It's you, Dad!" ”

Gu Nianbin glanced at Du Xiaoxian lightly, "After studying for so long, you are still at this level, you are stupid enough." ”

"I'm not smart in the first place." Du Xiaoxian made a bowl of soup for her daughter, and put another bowl in front of Gu Nianbin. He said, "Teach me more in the future." ”

Gu Nianbin didn't answer, but said to Gu Niannian with a smile: "Dad will make you delicious tomorrow, okay?" ”

"Okay!" Gu Niannian shook her head happily: "Eat the dishes made by my father tomorrow!" I'm going to eat two bowls of rice! ”

Du Xiaoxian smiled and asked, "How many bowls do you want to eat of the dishes made by your mother?" ”

Gu Nianbin thought that Gu Niannian would say to eat one bowl, but he didn't expect the little girl to smile and raise three fingers: "I want to eat three bowls of the dishes made by my mother!" ”

Gu Nianbin was amused and laughed, but Du Xiaoxian said: "She teased you, it's good to be able to finish this bowl." ”

After Gu Nian thought of the Gu family, she was hurt like a baby by the second elder of the Gu family, and she always felt indebted to her, and snacks and fruits kept stuffing into her mouth, and as a result, the amount of food decreased. When I was in Yawan, I could still eat a full bowl, and now I can eat at most half a bowl. Du Xiaoxian was preparing to take advantage of the old man's absence during this time to correct the problems that Gu Niannian was used to.

After eating, Du Xiaoxian went to the kitchen to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, and Gu Nianbin accompanied his daughter to watch cartoons in the living room.

The little girl leaned limply against him, staring at the TV with big eyes without blinking. I'm afraid that he won't understand, and sometimes he will explain a few words to him, often before he finishes speaking, he is already happy, Gu Nianbin looked at her smiling appearance, and laughed along.

He remembered that a few years ago, he also accompanied his little girl to watch cartoons like this, at that time Du Xiaoxian was very fascinated by children's things, but he was not as talkative and laughing as Gu Niannian, whether he was watching TV or reading books, he was very quiet, snuggled in his arms, like a well-behaved kitten. He always wanted to kiss her lovingly.

A few years have passed, his little girl gave birth to a little girl, and she is already the mother of the child, but there is no change, in his eyes, she is still the simple and innocent little girl who has not been deeply involved in the world, and the tribulations of life have not left any traces on her face. As soon as they met, this fact hit him hard.

He was haggard and lonely, but she was content, so she couldn't forgive, how could she not forgive!

He swore to take revenge on her, to break her into pieces, file her bones and scatter ashes, and sprinkle them clean in the heavens and the earth as if she had never appeared, perhaps this would eliminate the hatred in his heart.

Love is so deep, deep into the bone marrow, soaked into the blood, hurting her is hurting himself, she cried, his heart was like a knife, but he would rather be like this, pain and happiness, than forgive her.

He didn't believe her anymore, this woman with a big mouth was no longer worthy of his trust. In fact, he was insecure about her, his clear eyes and timid expression were all illusions! I just want him to take off all his defenses, fall into such a beautiful dream again, and go crazy again. He wasn't fooled, and this time, he won't be fooled again!

Such a torturous day has passed, and even he admires himself, thinking that he really can't live without her, but after all, he still survived.

He sneered at her, hurt her with vicious words, flirted with other women in front of her, tortured her desperately, broke her heart, and was willing to hurt others, and he wanted to return ten times the pain she had inflicted on him!

Seeing her frightened and sad and crying as he wished, he had a dripping joy.

He thought he could torture her like this all along, in a high-minded manner, but he couldn't, he couldn't.

In Tianchen's dark corridor, the moment he pressed her against the wall, he was suddenly shocked, and he let go of his hand, he couldn't get so close to her, he couldn't touch her, he couldn't see her open innocent eyes like a deer, he let her escape, and let himself get out.

After so many years, he cast his deep hatred for her into a solid barrier, armed himself, and no longer showed his sincerity, but in front of her, he almost couldn't control it.

So he resolutely objected to her living at home, others thought he was hypocritical, but in fact he didn't, he really didn't want to, because he was afraid of being attracted to her again and falling into that unbearable situation again.

But no matter how much he turned a blind eye, she was there, blooming faintly, like a glimmer of light, always shining into his heart.

He can pretend that nothing is happening, but he can't control his own heart. At Gu Niannian's birthday ball, Du Xiaoxian thought he was acting, and Lu Haochen also thought he was acting, only he knew how precious that opportunity was!

He took her hand, put his arm around her waist, and even blatantly asked her to kiss him, wanting to get what he really wanted! He just wanted to hug her, kiss her, and want to skin her and swallow her into his stomach.

That night, he had been next to her, and when she fell asleep, he came over secretly, stood by the bed and looked at her, his eyes seemed to be glued to her face, and he couldn't take them off for a moment, just looked at her quietly and greedily.

She woke up suddenly in the middle of the night, he panicked and ran to the terrace, hiding on the beam between the two terraces, it was so dark, there was no safety measure, if he fell, the consequences would be unimaginable, but he didn't care about it, he just didn't want to be found by her. When he saw the thin figure of the woman appear on the terrace, his heart was pounding with nervousness, and the wind of the autumn night blew cold on his face, but a layer of sweat broke out on his back.

Back in the next room, he stood on the terrace all night to blow the wind, trying to let the night breeze cool his hot heart.

In the morning, he realized that he didn't want to let her go. So let Xiao Ding send her back to the villa. Of course, there is another important reason, that is, I don't want Lu Haochen to find her, and I don't want them to meet. He was madly jealous of the days they had been together, always tormenting himself, imagining the scene when they were together: What did they say? What was done? Have you ever held hands and hugged each other, have you ever kissed them? To what extent have they been? Those imaginary images tortured him so much that he couldn't sleep all night, his mood was good and bad, and he really became a moody person!

Being alone with Du Xiaoxian is a very dangerous thing for him, so he is always vigilant, and there has always been a tight string in his head, but he doesn't know when it will break.

Fortunately, he finally returned home, so many people were separated from them, he was safe, and finally changed back to his previous indifferent and alienated appearance.

Gu Niannian was smiling to herself, Du Xiaoxian came out of the kitchen, holding a plate of fruit in her hand, with a slight smile on her face: "Eat the fruit." ”

Gu Niannian cheered, but he forked a piece of mango and stuffed it in his mouth.

The little girl's hands were very fast, Gu Nianbin couldn't hide even if she wanted to, and she looked a little helpless: "Dad is afraid of acid." ”

Gu Niannian laughed: "It's not sour at all, it's sweet!" ”

Sure enough, it was sweet, and there was a faint fragrance, Gu Nianbin touched her daughter's head lovingly, and in the afterglow, the woman was also smiling.