Chapter 247: I'm Coming to Find My Mother
The word evil seed is like a thunderbolt from the sky, which directly stunned Xia Yu. Marshmallow -.79xs.-She sat at the railing in a daze, unable to recover for a while. This demented appearance really frightened Xunmei and A Miaoniang on the side, and the two of them were a little panicked.
"Ah Yu?" A Miao Niang stepped forward, "Your Mo Er is soft, this Xia Quede dog can't spit out ivory in his mouth, and what he said can't be taken seriously." β
Xun Mei nodded again and again, "That is, how can there be such an unbearable mother in this world, who dares to send it to the fire pit knowing that it is her own flesh and bones." So Shuying said this, in fact, he wanted to make the young master feel uncomfortable. I don't believe that there are such ruthless parents in the world. β
Xia Yu frowned slightly, took a deep breath and raised his head, "What does Shuying mean, my father is the regent, right?" β
This question directly made Xunmei's eyes widen.
The more you go in the East?
Suddenly, Xunmei understood why the Regent Mansion was now controlled by Dongfang Xu. It was rumored that Dongfang Yue was crazy, so he disappeared. So, if this is not Dongfang Yue's intention, it should be crazy.
Heart, slightly painful, Xia Yu smiled bitterly, "Then I understand." β
"Young master?" Xunmei didn't know what to say, the Hundred 'Flowers' Palace had fought with the Regent's Mansion for a lifetime, but she didn't expect it to be such a result in the end. If all this is true, then does the current Hundred 'Flowers' Palace belong to the rivers and lakes, or to the Regent's Palace?
Xunmei was at a loss, and she couldn't make up her mind for a while.
Far away, Anu just came back, but after hearing three or two sentences, he didn't dare to step forward. There are some things she shouldn't say and can't say, and some things she can only rot in her stomach.
Slowly getting up, Xia Yu didn't want to pursue it anymore, the more many things were investigated, the more it hurt. She even lost her life once, would she dare to lose it a second time? Touching her lower abdomen, here is the child of her and Zhao Shuo, which is her everything.
She couldn't imagine what kind of hard-hearted mother she must have to treat her own flesh and blood like this.
After thinking about it, Anu turned around and left.
Xia Yu glanced at Anu's back, and already understood it in his heart, his eyes were slightly red, and he didn't know whether he was angry or sad, and his heart was full of mixed tastes, sweet and sour, "Auntie, I feel so sad." I don't want to hear from anyone about this anymore. β
"Ah Yu, don't think nonsense, don't believe what you shouldn't believe." Ah Miaoniang didn't know what to say, "Let's raise you so big, can't we compare to your own mother who has never met?" β
"You've always been mothers." Xia Yu choked up, "But I want to hear her." Right and wrong, it is up to the parties to clearly understand! If there is some suffering, it should be made clear, even if you want to break it, you have to break it yourself. Although she gave birth to me, why should she rule my life and death now? β
The moment the sound fell, Xia Yu suddenly leaped forward, and jumped out of the Rui Wang's Mansion in a few places.
Xunmei was taken aback, "Young master? β
"Go and keep an eye on her, this girl's 'sex' is too stubborn, something will happen!" Ah Miao Niang was so anxious that she stomped her feet.
After that, Xunmei had already flown to chase after her.
A Miaoniang '' the broom behind the room, and smashed it on Xia De with her head and face, "It's all you, it's all you stinky man, if the old lady doesn't kill you this time, I'll have your surname!" I'll kill you slut, I'll kill you-"
The noise in the yard startled Xin Fu and hurriedly ran out, and hurriedly stopped A Miaoniang, "What's the matter?" β
Seeing this, Xia Delian ran away, his face mottled with blood.
"You kind of don't run! The old lady is going to kill you brute! Ah Miaoniang was holding a broom and wanted to chase it, but was stopped by Xin Fu.
"What's going on?" Xin Fu asked urgently.
"That beast chewed the root of his tongue 'messily', saying that Ah Yu was the 'daughter' of the Queen Mother and the Regent, wouldn't this be a disaster? Oh my mother, this dog mongrel, next time it falls into the hands of the old lady, I have to chop him up! Ah Miao Niang jumped to her feet in a hurry.
Suddenly, she frowned and looked at Xin Fu for a long time, "No, you're all out, why didn't Ali come out?" He chuckled in his heart, "Oh no, this crumb!" β
As soon as Ah Miaoniang's broom was thrown, she threw her 'legs' and ran to the room.
Xin Fu was also stunned, this is - something big is going to happen! The face turned white instantly, and she also ran with A Miaoniang, what is this called? Why are they all mixed together?
Before Xin Fu could enter the 'door', Ah Miaoniang's heart-rending voice shocked his heart and skipped a beat.
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It's not the first time that Xia Yu has been encountered, and she is familiar with going to the palace.
Anu was waiting not far from the palace gate, in order to prevent Xia Yu from entering the palace. But who is Xia Yu, Anu turned around and left, how could she not think of her intentions, so this time she didn't enter through the usual palace 'door' at all, but went directly over the wall.
Her martial arts have long been free from the difference between the 'door' and the wall.
So I'm sorry, Anu couldn't wait for the summer rain.
The dusk and sunset were originally a very beautiful scenery, but in front of the hurried summer rain, it became the blood of the end. (The moment when he stood at the 'gate' of Ci'an Palace, Xia Yu suddenly felt a little timid and didn't dare to step in.)
Not long ago, she wanted to kill the Queen Mother and Zhao Yan, but now, what kind of mind should she take to face the 'woman' inside?
What do you say when you get inside?
Ask, are you my mother?
Or, whether you are my mother or not, from now on, we don't owe each other?
People say that she is cowardly in her hometown, but what is she now? After knowing that it was too late, my relatives were in front of me, but I didn't want to recognize each other, I just wanted to kill each other? Empress Dowager Bo Yao would rather kill herself with her than recognize her? Is it a mother?
Is it her own mother?
"Who?" When she fell into the courtyard, all the 'attendants' in the Ci'an Palace surrounded her, and the sharp blades of the sword were pointed at her. Xia Yu smiled bitterly, these people were not her opponents at all, but she didn't want to kill people, "I want to see the Queen Mother." β
She didn't have a leather mask on her face, because she came from the Rui Wang's Mansion, so she was still recognized by many people at this moment. After all, she was in the palace at the beginning and "died" Huangquan.
Dressed in a 'female' outfit, he is no longer a heroic young man.
The eyebrows are delicate and picturesque, but the bright and bright smile of the day is no longer seen.
Some of the 'attendants' were timid, and they only thought it was dusk and sunset, and some of the unjust souls returned.
Wu En's heart trembled, and he hurriedly went to report to the Empress Dowager Bo Yao, and when he heard that Xia Yu had returned, the cup in the hand of the Empress Dowager Bo Yao suddenly fell to the ground and shattered.
"What do you say? Xia Yu is still alive? Fang Ying's eyes widened, "You're not mistaken, right?" β
"It's him, it's not him, now she is a 'woman' body, and she is no longer a 'servant' in King Rui's mansion." Wu Enxu was frightened, and he was a little incoherent.
Empress Dowager Bo Yao got up in a panic and strode towards the main courtyard. In the distance, she saw the shadow, slender as before, surrounded by groups. But on Xia Yu's face, she didn't find the slightest 'color' of fear, on the contrary, it was the unspeakable pain and struggle.
When he looked back at the Empress Dowager Bo Yao, Xia Yu's eyes were red, and his heart was mixed, and he couldn't tell whether he was angry or sad.
Xu is: Mourning is greater than dying!
"You're not dead?" Empress Dowager Bo Yao gasped, but she didn't dare to look directly into her eyes. I still remember that before the cold tombstone, Dongfang Yue cowered and curled up thinly, but now, Xia Yu appeared in front of him intact, and he also recovered his 'female' body.
This is almost impossible, in front of everyone that day, she is really angry, how can she come back from the dead?
"I'm not dead, is the Queen Mother disappointed?" Xia Yu sneered, his facial expression almost stiff, "Maybe in the heart of the Queen Mother, I am a damned person, the so-called evil seed, really damned." β
Empress Dowager Bo Yao's eyes widened in shock, "What nonsense are you talking about?" β
Xia Yu took a deep breath, "Nonsense? Then I'll talk to the Queen Mother, let's have a good conversation! The moment the sound fell, Xia Yu's eyes were steep, and his feet moved abruptly.
No one reacted, Xia Yu had already carried the Empress Dowager Bo Yao straight to the main hall.
The moment he entered the hall, the 'door' and window closed at the same time, and only Xia Yu's voice was heard cold, "Whoever dares to break in, I will kill the Queen Mother." β
For a while, no one dared to rush in, and if the Queen Mother made a mistake, no one could afford to be guilty.
"Go and invite the emperor, quick!" Fang Ying shouted towards Wu En.
Wu Ensa's 'legs' ran out of Ci'an Palace.
In the quiet main hall, Xia Yu sat quietly, and the Empress Dowager Bo Yao stood coldly, "Do you know who the mourning family is?" β
"I should ask the Queen Mother about this." Xia Yu lowered his eyebrows, calm and frightening, "Do you know who I am?" β
Empress Dowager Bo Yao was stunned, frowning and staring at her pale face.
"If something happens to the emperor and the princess, the queen mother will definitely be anxious and distressed, right?" Xia Yu smiled and smiled coldly, "Because it is my own blood and bones, as a mother, I will never forget my duty whenever and wherever I am." Queen Mother, do you say yes? β
Empress Dowager Bo Yao did not speak.
"Of course, I know that Xia Yu's status is lowly and should not be compared with the emperor and princess. I just can't figure it out, doesn't the Queen Mother believe in Buddhism? Shouldn't the Buddha lead people to goodness? Why can the Queen Mother be so cruel that she doesn't even want her own children? Xia Yu stared at Empress Dowager Bo Yao's face, trying to find a trace of guilt on her face.
But the truth is, she was disappointed.
In my life, I have gambled so many times, and I can't count them, but I have lost to the people around me.
A loved one, a close faith.
What a miserable loss!
"What the hell do you know?" Empress Dowager Bo Yao looked at her fixedly, her eyes were ruthless and warm.
Xia Yu sighed lightly, and when her eyes touched the anger in her eyes, her heart was cold, "I'd rather not have to know in this life." At least then, she still has a trace of thought in her heart.
Empress Dowager Bo Yao turned her back and didn't say anything again, in Xia Yu's eyes, it was equivalent to acquiescence.
"I want to ask the Queen Mother in person, do you know where my mother is? I'm here to find my mother. Her voice trembled, her eyes were red, and her eyes were misty, but she refused to fall.
Empress Dowager Bo Yao clenched her fists in her sleeves, and her body tensed.
"When I was scolded when I was a child, they always said that I was a motherless child, a wild seed that no one wanted. I also asked myself, what did I do wrong, why did my father and my mother not want me? Xia Yu held his breath, for fear that tears would fall, "Later, when I grew up, I told myself that they were forced to do so, and there must be hardships that they couldn't say." β
"It rarely snows in Daizhou, but that year it snowed, and some people said that when they stepped on the snow and went to the temple to pray for the Buddha, the Buddha would definitely be moved. I never believed in that, but that time I missed my father so much that I really went. When I came back, I was hungry and cold, and I almost froze to death on the side of the road. But the Buddha did not manifest, and I am still a child that no one wants. β
"Queen Mother, do you know what it's like to be an orphan? If it weren't for the fact that there were so many mothers who 'flowered' all over the building, they still had a trace of kindness in their hearts, do you know what I would be like now? became a prostitute 'girl' in the Qinglou, trampled on by others, and finally became old and lonely. β
Empress Dowager Bo Yao suddenly turned around and glared at her fiercely, "Enough, don't say it!" β
"Why, does the Queen Mother think I'm pitiful?" She smiled and asked, "No, I'm not pitiful at all, it's my mother who is pitiful." She had the courage to give birth to me, but she didn't have the courage to face me, which is pitiful, sad, and lamentable! β
Empress Dowager Bo Yao's body trembled sharply, and her hand was raised high, but she paused when she responded with her cold eyes.
Xia Yu looked at her with a smile, her raised hand stopped in mid-air, and she refused to fall. Finally, something hot flowed down the corners of my eyes, "I had humbly longed that my parents could beat me and scold me." But now I know that from the very beginning, I shouldn't have had extravagant expectations. And in the future, I will not have any more hope. β
"I want to ask the Queen Mother, although she is not raised, who is to blame? I would like to ask the Queen Mother again, since I have never been raised, and I have not had the grace of nurturing, why should I be deprived of my life and death? I owe no one, so why do I have to die? Are you happy when I die? What did I do wrong, and why did I have to kill me? β
"I just want to live, why do you want me to die? Just because you are the queen mother, just because Zhao Yan is a princess? Just because I'm a seed of sin? What do I owe you, that you are going to do this to me? β
She couldn't cry, and the Empress Dowager Bo Yao suddenly burst into tears.
The four eyes are facing each other, the teary eyes are 'confused', and the grievances and grievances are entangled, how can they be said clearly.
Empress Dowager Bo Yao never thought that Xia Yu was not dead, and now she can still find the 'door'. God knows that when I saw her, the 'waves' in her heart were surging, and it was so turbulent.
It turned out that what he did back then has now been retributed.
Facing Xia Yu, who came to the 'door', she couldn't put into words the emotions in her heart at the moment. Whether it is pain or anger, sadness or helplessness, only you know. The words Xia Yu said pierced her heart like an awl, making her so painful that she couldn't breathe.
Even if you hate Dongfang Yue, how can you have a fake pregnancy in October?
When she was born in Xia Yu, she almost collapsed, and when her 'sex' life was at stake, she vaguely said: Keep small!
But in the end, why did it become like this? Even a 'woman' forgot the most basic heart of protecting the calf, was 'blinded' by power, only thought about her love and hatred, only thought about making Dongfang Yue regret her life, and only thought about revenge on the man who caused the tragedy of her life, but she didn't know what she did, and it also created Xia Yu's more than ten years of displacement.
Xia Yu got up coldly, her face was sluggish, and her expression was stunned.
"Summer rain?" Empress Dowager Bo Yao shouted in a low voice, knelt down for Xia Yu with a plop, and held the corners of her clothes with trembling hands. How many words choked in my throat, but I didn't know where to start, only tears.
Xia Yu broke her hand, took a step back indifferently, and calmly looked at the painful face of the Empress Dowager Bo Yao. She knew that the Empress Dowager Bo Yao did not regret not being at the beginning, but she couldn't accept the inner secret that was confronted for a while. The panic and horror of being pulled out of the secret occupied all the reason of the Empress Dowager Bo Yao. When she comes to her senses, she is still the queen mother, in charge of the harem, and her mother is the world.
She has no regrets and will not regret it.
Because she is the queen mother, she will not understand the insignificant sadness of being a small ordinary person compared with the major events of her family and country.
"If I don't hate you, it's false." Xia Yu slowly walked towards the 'door', walking very slowly, his steps were heavy as if he had been filled with lead, "But you occupied my pain in the first half of my life, and I don't want to spend the second half of my life chasing hatred." Hate is too tired, the Queen Mother must also have a deep understanding, right? Hate the Regent, hate me, consume all your good and evil. β
She turned around and looked at the Empress Dowager Bo Yao who was kneeling on the ground and hiding her face and crying, the tears on her face had dried up, "I hope that one day when you think of me, there will be less hatred." I have no grievances with you. From now on, you are still the Queen Mother, and I--I will no longer have anything to do with you. I grew up eating goat's milk, my surname is Xia, Daizhou's family, and the slightly older ones in the 'flower' building are all my mother. I haveβmore than a hundred mothers! β
Lower your eyes, stretch out your hand, and open the 'door'.
"Third sister!" Zhao Lu stood outside and shouted.
Xia Yu's hand froze in midair.
Empress Dowager Bo Yao's eyes widened in astonishment, kidnapping the Empress Dowager is a serious crime, although the Empress Dowager is unharmed, but-
"This time, you can kill me openly." Xia Yu took a deep breath, so calm that even he felt incredible. Zhao Laojiu said, don't be impulsive, be calm. But there are some things that you can't calm down about. That is the hurdle in your heart, the dead knot of your life, every time you touch it, it is calm like water can stir up the wind and clouds, and the 'waves' are endless.
"Aren't you afraid of death?" Empress Dowager Bo Yao roared. The green tendons in his neck bulged up, and his body was as tight as iron, "Out of this 'door', you will-"
"This doesn't bother the Queen Mother." Xia Yu took a deep breath, "I still have people who should be seen, how can I die easily if I can't see them?" Now that I have completely broken off from the Queen Mother, my life and death have nothing to do with you. β
She opened the heavy big 'door' of the main hall, and when she came in, it was the blood-colored sun, and when she went out, it was the twilight 'color' and her eyes were full of 'servants' of the guards. Beneath the dark sky, only the cold light of the blade could be seen.
The long eyelashes were half drooping, Xia Yu smiled bitterly, and looked up at Zhao Lu who was so anxious, "The emperor's eldest brother is also here?" β
Zhao Lu sighed lightly and looked at the Empress Dowager Bo Yao, who was struggling to get up from the ground and stumbling towards the apse. She didn't even want to explain a word for Xia Yu, even if she didn't want to argue.
knew that kidnapping the Queen Mother was a serious crime, but the Queen Mother Bo Yao still chose to be indifferent.
Xia Yu looked at the back of the Empress Dowager Bo Yao leaving, as if in an instant, she had aged a lot. But the heart did not change. What if you cry? A lot of things can't be changed.
Guo Sheng stepped forward, "Your Majesty, Xia Yu kidnapped the Queen Mother, and she should be imprisoned in the prison according to the law, and after the inspection, she will be convicted." β
Zhao Lu stared at Xia Yu's pale face, "Third sister, you shouldn't come." β
"It's me who came too late." Xia Yu looked at him and smiled poignantly, "I'm too late." β
Flick your sleeves and turn around, step on the night 'color', and go to the prison.
Along the way, the 'squire' guards followed.
She didn't look back, because she knew that the Empress Dowager Bo Yao would not be behind her. Her mother will not escort her like she did with Zhao Yan.
Her own mother, in fact, was already dead the moment she left her sixteen years ago.
Zhao Lu personally sent Xia Yu to the prison, his eyes were slightly sick, and he always stopped talking.
"Presumably the emperor's eldest brother should also know what I came here for." Xia Yu is not a fool, the words Zhao Shuo said are now lingering in her mind. She also understood what Zhao Shuo was lying to her. This thing, reallyβit's better to know than not to know. At least it won't hurt so heartbreaking, and it hurts so badly.
Didn't you say yes? I want to cheat for a lifetime, but why do they refuse to let go when I give you a chance?
Zhao Lushen 'groaned' for a long time before he reached out and patted her shoulder, smiling slightly, "It turns out that many times, fate is destined. At the beginning, I insisted on pulling you to worship Jinlan, but now I understand that there is really a blood relationship. After all, I really have to call you sister. No matter whose 'girl' you are, we are all in the same spirit. They don't want you anymore, you still have my big brother. β
Xia Yu's expression was gloomy, and he sat there without saying a word, as if he had lost half his life without three souls and seven spirits.
Sighing lightly, Zhao Lu withdrew from the cell, and instead told Guo Sheng with a cold face, "I have 'handed over' someone to you, the heavens and the earth are heavy, if she has a mistake, come and see her." β
Guo Sheng saluted, "Humble duty understands!" β
"Also, no ill-treating, no interrogation, no visitation. All diets must be carefully checked. "Zhao Lu walked out slowly. In the gloomy prison, the candlelight flickered, and it was so dim that people's hearts were depressed, "I want her, foolproof, understand?" β
"Yes!" Guo Sheng was categorical, "It's just that the emperor-"
Zhao Lu paused, and when he turned around, he knew what Guo Sheng was going to say, his eyes darkened slightly, "I know what you mean, if he comes, you are not opponents." But it doesn't matter, the person in the world who dares to touch her the most and is most afraid of her death is him. β
"Then the lowly positionβlet it go?" Guo Sheng asked.
Zhao Lu let out a long breath and looked back at the dark road when he came, "She can come in willingly, doesn't she just want to lure him out?" Since it is what she wants, how can I not 'become' the beauty of a human being? I'm only afraid that she won't be able to withstand these blows one after another. β
"It looks like it's fine." Guo Sheng frowned.
"She's used to laughing, and people who like to laugh are actually more likely to get hurt." Zhao Lu sighed and turned to leave, "This girl is good at everything, but she is too heavy and her feelings are not good." If you take others too seriously, you will be light, and once you are injured, the pain will be a hundred times worse than that of ordinary people. When I went to the other side and announced, I said that I was okay for the time being, so I didn't have to worry. β
"Yes!" Guo Sheng nodded and followed behind Zhao Lu.
The dead silence of the prison, the dim light, Xia Yu sat on the wooden 'bed', quietly leaning against the cold stone wall, and his heart was also cold. She's waiting, waiting for someone, waiting for a 'hand':
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