Chapter 193: I Love You
Su Jiu'er pursed her lips slightly, raised her eyes to look at Mama Zhu, and asked with a smile, "Mama, why are you looking at me like this?" ”
Mama Zhu's frowning brows immediately stretched, and she said with a smile, "Madam, I'll just come to cook in the future, your hands are used for embroidery." ”
Hearing what Mama Zhu said, Su Jiu'er lowered her eyes and smiled lonely, lowered her head and drank the soup silently.
After drinking the soup, Su Jiu'er raised her eyes to look at Yang Yang in Mama Zhu's arms, "Mama, I'll feed the child." ”
Mama Zhu only drank a few mouthfuls of soup slowly, just to wait for Su Jiu'er to finish the soup and cook for the child again.
Now when he heard Su Jiu'er say that, he hurriedly smiled and shirked it, "Madam, the children are going to eat later, and I will take them for convenience later." ”
Su Jiu'er didn't know how Mama Zhu took care of the children on weekdays, but when she heard Mama Zhu say that, she nodded clearly and slowly stood up, "I know." ”
Mama Zhu watched Su Jiu'er leave in horror, and was relieved to see her enter the hall.
This soup is too salty, Mama Zhu pondered in her heart, it is estimated that Su Jiu'er may want to add sugar and give it to the child, but she added the wrong ingredient.
If Su Jiu'er was sad and sad, Mama Zhu didn't think there was anything, but Su Jiu'er looked like this, which made her worry uncontrollably.
Su Jiu'er sat at the table alone, looking ahead with empty eyes.
After a while, Xu is eyes were dry and uncomfortable, Su Jiu'er blinked and slowly lowered her head.
As if thinking of something, Su Jiu'er found a pen and paper like crazy, wrote out all An Zeqing's connections, and also wrote down the affairs between him and King Wei.
In the last life, in order to be promoted as soon as possible, An Zeqing burned Tamura, who was infected with the plague.
An Zeqing also cooperated with the second prince of Kitano, Nordics, and secretly killed the prime minister of this dynasty.
Su Jiu'er paused when she lifted the pen, if she hadn't gone to the study to bring tea to An Zeqing in her last life, she wouldn't have known that An Zeqing did such a thing.
The days in the cold courtyard of Anfu are really like years, Su Jiu'er vaguely feels that she has lived to be twenty years old, but she also feels that she seems to have lived to be twenty-three years old?
The four seasons in the capital have not changed much, and Su Jiu'er relies on embroidery to pass the time every day in the cold courtyard, and has long lost the concept of time.
No matter how long she lives, Su Jiu'er knows that in this life, she may not live long.
However, what Su Jiu'er couldn't understand was why An Zeqing would come to her every night, instead of being at another aunt's.
With a burst of pain in her head, Su Jiu'er raised her hand and pressed her temples, and the things in her previous life were both clear and vague.
As long as the prime minister of the capital dies at the end of this year, she can hand over all these things to Master Di at that time.
Collaborating with the enemy and treason and brutalizing Zhongliang, An Zeqing's crime is not trivial.
Su Jiu'er wrapped the things in oiled paper cloth, she originally wanted to wait for Zhao Xiu'er, who was married to An Zeqing, to come out of the wall and then tell An Zeqing, but now it seems that the time is too short.
Gu Feng.
As long as Su Jiu'er remembered these two words, her heart ached.
She believed that Gu Feng would not die, and he would definitely appear in front of her.
It wasn't until the leaves on the tree turned yellow and began to fall that Su Jiu'er realized that it was already September, and it had been three months since Gu Feng disappeared.
Gu Feng hasn't come back yet.
Su Jiu'er sat on the stone bench in disappointment, looking at the gate of the courtyard with blank eyes, looking forward to Gu Feng's return.
Mama Zhu took her two children to play on the side and teach them to read, although she didn't know if the two children could remember, she did it purely to pass the time.
Every morning, Su Jiu'er got up much earlier than her, opened the door together, sat on the stone bench, and looked at the gate with a sigh of relief.
As long as she heard the footsteps of passers-by, Su Jiu'er's eyes lit up, she stood up suddenly, and walked towards the courtyard gate quickly.
When Su Jiu'er walked to the door and saw that it was just a passing outsider outside, the look in her eyes gradually disappeared, and finally she walked back to the stone bench with gloomy eyes, and continued to sit on the stone bench and wait for Gu Feng to return.
During this time, General Wang also came twice, each time he comforted Su Jiu'er a few words, sent some things to Su Jiu'er, and then left melancholy.
Su Jiu'er also knew that she couldn't go on like this, she still had children to take care of, and she had to hurry up and do embroidery work to make money.
Even if she understood it in her heart, Su Jiu'er was not in the mood at all, even if Yang Yang was crying in front of her, she was not in the mood to pay attention to it.
Her whole heart has been occupied by Gu Feng, and she can't pretend to be someone else anymore.
In the past, Su Jiu'er thought that she would never fall in love with someone again, but she found that she no longer cared about Gu Feng and her benefactor.
The early autumn wind blows, bringing a burst of coolness.
Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps and horses' hooves outside.
Su Jiu'er stood up suddenly, and walked towards the courtyard gate quickly, her steps were a little flustered, and her walking posture was unspeakably awkward.
The man slowly walked towards the Gu family with the reins, and when he saw Su Jiu'er, he had a light smile on his face.
Su Jiu'er stood at the gate of the courtyard, her body trembling with excitement, panting heavily, and her mind was blank.
She didn't have the courage to walk over to confirm if it was Gu Feng, because she had already seen Gu Feng come back many times.
With a blocked throat and unable to make a sound, Su Jiu'er stood there quietly, looking at the man from afar.
Even if what she sees now is just an illusion, Su Jiu'er wants to take a few more looks.
"Wine!"
Gu Feng strode up to Su Jiu'er, looked at her stunned appearance, raised his hand and shook it in front of Su Jiu'er.
Su Jiu'er suddenly came back to her senses, blinked her eyes vigorously, and raised her hand to rub her eyes.
The arm was grabbed by the man, and Su Jiu'er reached out and grabbed Gu Feng's hand.
With a familiar feeling, Su Jiu'er's eyes gradually moistened, and she suddenly threw away Gu Feng's hand and threw herself into Gu Feng's arms without hesitation.
Snorting vigorously, smelling the familiar question, Su Jiu'er closed her eyes with relief, and tears slowly fell down the corners of her eyes.
She thought that she loved Gu Feng.
Gu Feng is her benefactor, but also her father-in-law, she respects him and loves him, but she didn't dare to admit that she loved Gu Feng before.
In the past, she felt that no matter what grievances she suffered, as long as Gu Feng was fine.
But now, she wanted to hold on to the man in front of her and keep him from leaving her.
She loved him, she had long been humbled to the dust, but she still couldn't help but love him.
She didn't care if Gu Feng loved her or not, as long as Gu Feng was willing to let her be by his side, then she would be very satisfied.
Gu Feng knew that Su Jiu'er had been frightened these days, so he carefully stroked Su Jiu'er's back and rested his chin on her head.
The smell of Su Jiu'er's hair came from the tip of his nose, Gu Feng closed his eyes with satisfaction and said softly, "I'm late to come back." ”
The big stone on the chest that Su Jiu'er had been carrying finally fell, came out of Gu Feng's arms, pinched the handkerchief and silently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and looked at Gu Feng with teary eyes.
He was thinner and darker than he had left.
Thank God he can come back.
"It's not too late." Su Jiu'er had a bright smile on her face, and her voice was a little hoarse, "It's good to come back." ”
As soon as Su Jiu'er's voice fell, she remembered, "You should be hungry at this time, Mama Zhu will cook at that time, and it's almost time to eat now." ”
Holding Gu Feng's arm, Su Jiu'er snuggled up to Gu Feng's side, but she didn't dare to ask about what happened to him.
After lunch, Su Jiu'er boiled water for Gu Feng, asked Gu Feng to wash up, change into clean clothes, and go to bed to rest.
The water boiled quickly, Gu Feng went to the bathroom first, Su Jiu'er ran to the house and began to find new clothes for Gu Feng, and walked briskly towards the bathroom.
The two of them were old husbands and wives, and Su Jiu'er pushed the door directly into the bathroom.
Putting the clothes in his hand on the bench on the side, Su Jiu'er rolled up her sleeves, raised her feet and walked towards Gu Feng, took the towel on the bath bucket, and helped Gu Feng take a bath.
Su Jiu'er's eyes secretly looked at the scar left by the arrow wound in front of Gu Feng's chest, and her brows couldn't help frowning.
She didn't know what Gu Feng was busy with outside, why he was so seriously injured this time.
The towel fell in front of Gu Feng's chest, Su Jiu'er's hand holding the towel trembled slightly, and his heart ached, how painful it would be if he was injured!
"Xianggong," Su Jiu'er gently stroked the scars on Gu Feng's body, and asked distressedly, "You didn't teach those people to practice arrows at all, did you?" ”
“......”
"Why do you want to do such a dangerous thing?" Su Jiu'er held back the tears in her eyes, and her voice choked.
She wanted to ask Gu Feng why he had to do such a dangerous thing, why couldn't he take care of the inn in the town, why couldn't he take care of the hundred acres of fertile land at home?
But she didn't dare to ask, for fear that Gu Feng would be angry.
It was as if there was a stone blocking his chest, and it was so uncomfortable that it became difficult to breathe, and Su Jiu'er silently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
"It doesn't hurt."
"How can it not hurt?" Su Jiu'er raised her head slightly, her tone was a little hurried, but she hung her head in annoyance, "It's been so long, and the wound is still ......"
Her voice was getting lower and lower, and she was extremely aggrieved, Su Jiu'er sniffed hard, she must have shed a lot of blood, Gu Feng had lost weight, and she was not as comfortable as before.
"It really doesn't hurt," Gu Feng stretched out his hand to hug Su Jiu'er and sighed, "It's me who is not good." ”
“......”
"I'll take you with me wherever I go in the future." Gu Feng stepped back slightly, leaned over to Su Jiu'er's forehead, and kissed him.
Su Jiu'er's eyes lit up, and they quickly dimmed, "However, I can't go to the barracks either." ”
"The princes of the Huns are dead." Gu Feng touched Su Jiu'er's soft and tender little face, and smiled with his eyebrows, "When I came back, I was about to pass by Senior Brother, Senior Brother said, the Huns are gone, let's defeat the Huns!" ”
Su Jiu'er tilted her head to look at Gu Feng, her eyes full of doubts.
In the last life, the Xiongnu were still there, why did this life change so much?
What Su Jiu'er didn't know was that Gu Feng was originally going to assassinate the eldest prince of the Huns, but he accidentally bumped into the second prince, and he tried his best to kill the second prince, fought a bloody way from the crowd, and finally escaped alive.
When he fled, as long as he thought that Su Jiu'er was still waiting for him at home, no matter how bitter and painful it was, he could endure it.
He wanted to tell her something himself.
"I love you."