"I have a question for you," Miao Han asked me pretendedly, "what do you often call 'tofu cubes'?" ”

"Tofu cubes," I laughed, "are tofu cut into pieces!" ”

"You're lying to me," Miao Han said solemnly, "to those who write, 'tofu block' is a short essay of a few hundred words or a thousand words!" ”

"I knew you were knowingly asking!" I laughed.

"There's another Valentine's Day story," said Miao Han earnestly, "this girl's name is Xiaoxiao, and when she's done, we'll go out to eat and hang out together, all right!" ”

"Okay!" I smiled and said, "Go get me a can of beer!" ”

"Are your eyes for breathing?" Miao Han Xing's eyes were slightly disgusted and said, "I knew you were coming, I had already bought it, right next to your computer, and beef jerky!" ”

"Really?" I looked down and smiled, "There really is!" ”

Miao Han smiled coquettishly.

I opened a can of beer and began to drink it comfortably.

Miao Han sat at the computer desk, looking at the computer screen seriously with her head down.

It didn't take long for the girl to go online.

"My name is Xiaoxiao," the girl shyly introduced herself as soon as she went online, "Xiaoxiao, I'm going to tell the story that happened on Valentine's Day last year!" ”

"You're so pretty," Miao Han said with a smile, "Let's start talking!" ”

"Last year's Valentine's Day," said Little Thought, "it was late at night when I came out of the Dee Bar. The streets were deserted and empty. There was a man standing right behind me, and he followed me all night. ”

"Is it a bad guy?" Miao Han asked thoughtfully.

"I didn't know that at the time," said Xiao Xiao seriously, "and the man said he wanted to treat me to supper, and he opened the door of a car parked on the side of the road. I didn't look at him, I'm not used to looking at a man's face. I stopped my eyes on the car, it was a black Mercedes, it was beautiful. I didn't even think about it, and I got into the car like a cat. ”

"You're so daring!" Miao Han said worriedly.

"Get used to it," said Xiao Xiao with a blank face, "to sit in a car driven by a stranger, to be taken to a strange place by a stranger, and to do something that I am already familiar with...... I'm used to that. Since I stepped out of the house a year ago, I don't know what it means to be afraid. ”

"Did you run away from home?" Miao Han asked tentatively.

"Yes," said the little one with a calm face, "when I got into the man's car, the man stopped talking, and he drove the car unhurriedly, so that I could see very clearly the night scene on both sides of the street: on the branches of the sycamores, the dead leaves were shivering; The street lamp, which is as weak as a firefly tail, emits a dim and dim light; The rows of buildings are lit up in brilliant neon colors...... Such a deserted night, such an empty street, such a gorgeous and blurred neon depth, how much youth and how many tears have flowed through me! It was also such a cold night that I ran away from home. ”

"Why?" Miao Han asked curiously.

"Because of a painter in the North Drift," Xiao Xiao said with a sad face, "at that time, my family's rented house had just moved into a North Drift painter. The painter was talented, but also poor. When the painter was fine, he asked me to model him, and I was very happy. After going back and forth, I realized that I actually fell in love with the painter. When my family found out, they angrily kicked the down-and-out painter out of the house! ”

"Just get rid of it!" Miao Han said seriously.

"The painter is gone," said the little whisper, "as if my heart had been taken away by him." Hiding from my family, I found the painter who had moved to another place and still secretly corresponded with him. One day, the painter pulled out a fashion magazine, pointed to a sexy photo of underwear and said to me that he wanted to paint a picture of me wearing that beautiful lace underwear. I was angry and ashamed, but I still couldn't resist the artist's persuasion, and finally after thinking about it again, I followed the painter to a lingerie store. ”

"This painter has ulterior motives!" Miao Han thought about it.

"Yes," said Xiao Xiao with a calm face, "that was the first time I wore that lace underwear that made me blush and my heart beat." Until then, I had always liked to wear tank top-style underwear that was soft and comfortable and fully wrapped around my chest. The underwear is made of pure cotton, pure as clear water, natural and close-fitting, and there is no feeling of tightness after wearing it. It didn't occur to me that day, when the painter had finished painting what he wanted, he would make further requests. I was ashamed and scared, but in the end I was succeeded by the painter. ”

Miao Han sighed lightly, and stopped talking.

Xiaoxiao also sighed softly.

"A pair of underwear," Xiao Xiao continued to recount, "and this made me a little woman." A little woman who is only 17 years old. After that day, I learned that the painter bought me that day, and it turned out to be an extremely sexy erotic underwear; After that day, I inexplicably fell in love with the sexy lingerie with elaborate patterns, bold designs, tight and transparent, lace piping; After that day, I had a lot of sexy lingerie in a variety of styles, colorful and intricately made...... In this way, my love quietly opens up like underwear in the painter's 'taste'. ”

Miao Han opened her mouth and closed it softly.

She probably wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say.

"The down-and-out painter soon became famous," Xiao Xiao continued to recount, "and soon after he became famous, there was a beautiful young girl beside him; With a new love for the painter, he moved away from the place he had been renting and bought a spacious and comfortable house in Beijing. ”

"Such a man is unreliable," said Miao Han indignantly, "and you should leave him wisely!" ”

"Yes," said a little sadly, "I left him disappointed and began my own life of indulgence with no home to return and no school." After that day, I was not used to looking at men's faces; After that day, I lost count of how many men I had been through; After that day, I habitually wore those alluring and glamorous underwear; After that day, I no longer had the books and dolls in my bag, and they had been thrown in the trash...... Every time I think about it, my eyes become sour. I held back my tears, I didn't want any man in possession of me to see me crying......"

"And where did this man with a Mercedes take you?" Miao Han asked tentatively.

"I don't know," said Xiao Xiao seriously, "he was driving unhurriedly in the car." After passing through an intersection, the car suddenly stopped. The man opened the car door, said he was going to buy a pack of cigarettes, and he walked to a lighted store not far away. I wondered, how could he buy cigarettes in such a place? I guess maybe he's too addicted to smoking! I waited for a while, but I still didn't see the man come out. I got bored, so I opened the window and poked my head out to get some fresh air outside. When I poked my head out, my heart trembled suddenly......"

"What did you find?" Miao Han asked nervously.

"I found a familiar street," said Xiao Xiao, softly, "a familiar building on the side of the familiar street, a room with lights on on a familiar building that was already dark!" You know, that's my house, the same room I lived in before I ran away from home! ”

"How long have you been away from home?" Miao Han asked seriously.

"It's been more than a year!" "I haven't been here since I left home more than a year ago. Who's going to be in my house at such a late hour? It's been a year, and my house has been full of dust, right? And that pot of bamboo, those few small fish must have all died, right? And my puppy is stupid, I guess it was given away a long time ago, right? When I thought about it, my heart started to ache. ”

"Don't you want to go up and have a look?" Miao Han asked tentatively.

"Yes!" Xiao Xiao whispered, "I said to the man who walked to the car, saying that I want to go out for a while and come back in a while." The man silently opened the car door. I got out of the car and walked silently towards the entrance of the building. As I walked, I was surprised to see a familiar figure standing in the shadows in front of the building. ”

"Who?" Miao Han asked curiously.

"That's my mom!" "My mom told me that she could hear me knocking on the door every night, and when she opened it, there was nothing outside!" She said she wouldn't mishear me and came downstairs to wait for me, and she said I'd be back......"

The little eyelashes fluttered, and the eyes were shining.

Miaohan's eyes were filled with tears.

"That night," the little voice choked up, "I sadly followed my mother and walked slowly upstairs. As soon as I got home, I went straight to my room, and I was stunned: it was clean and not dusty as I had imagined; The verdant bamboo has grown a lot taller; In the fish tank next to Wenzhu, a few small fish are still swimming freely; Under the lamp on the table on the side of the fish tank, my freshman textbook was still open...... As soon as I sat down in my chair, a furry object suddenly came out from under the bed and crawled warmly onto the instep of my feet...... That's my puppy clumsy! I picked it up and felt like it was sinking a lot! ”

"Then don't go!" Miao Han said earnestly.

"No," said Xiao Xiao seriously, "I thought my world would have changed beyond recognition. Unexpectedly, it was much cleaner than I thought. My mom whispered behind me at this time, and she said that after I left, the lights of the house were on every night, and she thought that one day when I passed by here, I would see this room with the windows open and the lights on! She said she wanted me to know that no matter how long I was away from home, she would always wait for me to come back......"

Miao Han raised her hand and gently wiped the tears that had inadvertently slipped from the corners of her eyes.

Xiaoxiao had already burst into tears.

"Where's the man who drove the Mercedes?" Miao Han asked thoughtfully.

"Yes," said the little whisper, "and when I turned around, I was surprised to see the man standing at the door of my house. In his hand, he was holding the small bag I had just forgotten in the car. I opened my bag, and there was no more mess in it, just a very beautiful little rag doll and a few brand new high school textbooks lying quietly inside, as well as some of my favorite snacks before. ”

"I see!" Miao Han turned from worry to joy and sighed.

"I just reacted," said the little tearful, "and at that moment, my tears flowed out in an instant. I heard the man say to my mom that he said that Xiaoxiao had gone home and that he should go too! I couldn't stop crying anymore. I didn't endure it, I wanted to let all the tears that had accumulated in my heart flow out of the past year, in that night, by my mother's side, in my own room with the lights on. ”

"In this world," Miao Han said with emotion, "in the emotional journey we have to go through, it is inevitable that there will be fog, which will make us lose our direction for a while and cannot see the road under our feet." Therefore, we must respect family affection and move forward under the guidance of family affection. Because, in this world, only family affection is eternal, no matter where you are, whether you have achievements or not, whether you are proud or failed, whether you are sublimated or degenerate, the love of relatives will never be abandoned! ”

"That night," continued the little whisper, "I cried as I thought, and I don't know how long I cried. By the time I wiped away my tears, I noticed that the sky outside the window had turned white. I told my mom that it was dawn, and my mom didn't say anything. I looked back and saw that she was already asleep on the couch. There was a smile of satisfaction and kindness on her pale and haggard face, the smile of my mother that I wanted to dream of every night! ”

"How old were you that year?" Miao Han asked tentatively.

"That year," said Little Whisper, "I was 17 years old!" ”

Miao Han's crystal clear tears slipped down her cheeks silently.

Xiao Xiao was still in tears.

After a while.

Miao Han gently wiped the tears from her face and looked at me with an aggrieved expression.

"Laugh," I said to Myahan with a smile, "I'll tell you a joke I used to publish in Happy Forest magazine, and it's called 'Who Moved My Nipples'!" ”

"No nonsense!" Miao Han said to me angrily and shyly.

"It's not a joke," I laughed, "and there was an old lady named Qian, and one day at noon, she stood at the door of her house, jumping and scolding: 'Which shameless one moved my nipples while I was sleeping?' Rogue! Bummer! A thousand cuts! Soon a crowd of people gathered around, and people looked at Mrs. Qian's gray hair, and at her tightly buttoned clothes, and they were all puzzled. Seeing that there were more and more onlookers, Mrs. Qian scolded even more. She jumped to her feet and scolded: 'It's really shameless, even a lonely old woman like me is bullying!' Bummer! Shameless! At this time, several elderly women went over to persuade the old lady: "Don't scold, there are so many people, you are so old, how embarrassed!" ''They are all so shameless, what else am I embarrassed about, what a lack of morality!'' As she spoke, Mrs. Qian pushed aside the crowd, walked a few steps to the big goat tied under the big poplar tree outside the door, pointed to the sheep's shriveled breasts, and said angrily, "You see, when I fed it in the morning, it was still full and swollen, and when I went back to sleep for a while, I was ready to squeeze it again after eating, who knows which shameless one was squeezed out, and you said I should scold it?" ’”

Miao Han laughed, leaning back and forth.

I smiled.

"Let's go downstairs and eat!" Miao Han wiped away her tears and said to me.

"Let's go!" I smiled and said, "I especially like to go out with you because I feel like I'm in touch with you!" ”

"Then you broke up with your girlfriend!" Miao Han said as she walked, "After we break up, we can live together in a bright and bright way!" ”

"We won't mention her," I laughed, "I'll tell you a joke!" ”

"I'm going to listen to what you write yourself!" Miao Han said with a smile.

"I wrote it myself," I said, smiling, "and the title is 'It's all about looking good on face,' and it's also published in Happy Forest magazine!" A said, 'Why do you say my girlfriend likes to take a dog to the street, but she doesn't like to take me by the hand?' ’

B said, 'It's very simple, it's like you like to take your girlfriend out on the street and don't like to take a dog on the street, it's all about looking good.' ’”

"It's not funny," Miao Han said with a look of resentment, "since you don't want to break up with your girlfriend, why do you keep looking for me?" Do you wish you could have a girlfriend and a lover at the same time? ”

"Tell me the truth," I smiled, "yes!" I wish I could have a girlfriend and a lover at the same time! ”

"Then I'll tell you the truth," Miao Han said half-disgusted, half-happy, "If I find the right boyfriend, then you can't interfere!" ”

"It's natural," I said seriously, "I hope you can find a suitable boyfriend for you soon, so that I can rest assured!" Otherwise, you will be alone all day long, and you will be psychologically insecure! ”

Miao Han sighed lightly and stopped talking.

I wanted to say more.