How so? Because I want to live, even if I live so humblely. As a dignified prince, you naturally don't realize the sadness of relying on other people's charity if you want to live. You haven't experienced that torture again and again, you haven't been alone in a dark corner, your life is so bright, how can you understand the life of a small person?

"You and I have lived together for so long, and we have experienced life and death, why do you still distrust me so much? What do you think I'll do if you tell me the truth? You and I are husband and wife, and we don't even have the most basic trust. How can we get through this long time together? Liang Shaoyang was angry at Ye Jia's attitude.

"Explain? How do you let me explain? Say I'm not your dream lover who thinks about it day and night? Or am I just a subordinate who married in place of the eldest lady of the palace, or am I longing for that warmth, begging for your charity and mercy? Ye Jia's godless eyes looked at Liang Shaoyang, who was almost collapsed.

"Yes, you're not her." Liang Shaoyang shook his head and walked away.

But why should you be her? Before I met you, I was thinking about the love of my dreams when I was a child. But I haven't seen you for the past few days, and my heart is empty, as if someone else has poached a piece of it.

Liang Shaoyang didn't tell Ye Jia what he really thought in his heart, he felt that the two of them were already heart-to-heart, why did they have to say some things?

Isn't there a saying that says? Those who understand me don't have to explain, and those who don't understand me should explain. At this point, the two people thought surprisingly in agreement.

Ye Jia feels that no matter who I am by your side, the person I love is always you, and the person who loves you is always me, not my name. The name is just a code name.

Liang Shaoyang feels that two people who love each other must be honest with each other when they are together, if they don't even have a little trust, then how do I know which of your words is true and which is false? Now that you lie to me about your name and your identity is someone else's, what else can I trust you?

Two people with their own thoughts can only go in opposite directions and get farther and farther away. Although they missed each other, no one wanted to bow their noble heads first.

Liang Shaoyang borrows wine all day to drown his sorrows. When he is drunk, he can always see Ye Jia by his side, still so gentle, still so smiling like a flower. He could still take her into his arms and carry her to sleep.

Ye Jia tossed and turned all night. Ye Zhiqiu found that he had developed a habit, a terrible habit.

She was accustomed to him stretching out his arms at night, and she got into his arms, and was hugged by him to sleep, accustomed to his gentle whispering in her ear, accustomed to his secret kiss and denial after being discovered by herself, accustomed to his violent entry, domineering possession, accustomed to waking up in his arms, accustomed to his company.

And the habit is the most domineering, once formed, the future is endless. She doesn't know how long it will take to quit these habits? Three years, five years, ten years, a lifetime? It will probably take a lifetime! Because these habits are damn good.

It's okay, it's just a matter of reverting to the original state, I have nothing left in the first place. Ye Jia comforted himself, but these comforts were a drop in the bucket and were useless.

The most painful thing in this world is not to have nothing, but to have oneself.

The pace of winter has slowly gone away, and spring is quietly coming, and it is warm and cold at first. The sun hanging high in the sky did not shine a trace of warmth, like the light of a candle in the ice cellar.

For some people, time always feels too short and too short; For some, it's like years.

Liang Shaoyang finally found a way to relieve his sorrows. He busily shuttles between the court and the rivers and lakes every day, punishing traitors and villains in the court, and killing bullies and thieves in the rivers and lakes. Every day is also busy, tired and sleepy all night. With his busy life, he didn't have the leisure time to think about that woman.

Ye Jia didn't know how to ease the relationship between the two, she hadn't learned these things since she was a child, she just blindly stubborn and stubborn to survive. Although Liang Shaoyang did not ask her for warmth, he had everything in life.

Ye Jia also lived his life to the fullest, sometimes reading books, sometimes planting flowers, sometimes embroidering, sometimes cooking tea。。。。。。 It's just that sometimes I still miss him.

Ye Jia often thinks about what he thinks, the two of them, are they going their separate ways like this in this life? Are they all right? Will they no longer intervene in each other's lives? When she first thought about it, she couldn't breathe all day, and her dry eyes were bloodshot. Later, I got used to the pain.

Time passes day by day, and the Spring Festival is coming soon. This is the first Spring Festival for Ye Jia to marry into the palace, and Liang Shaoyang thought that the little woman would bow her head first no matter what.

Seeing that he was going to take his wife and children to the palace to participate in the royal brother's annual reunion banquet during the Spring Festival, his princess is now guilty of bullying the king, and she is still having trouble with herself. Liang Shaoyang was very worried.