Volume 2: Cinnabar on the Heart Chapter 145 Don't Go, Hold Me Diamonds Over 200 Plus More
Chongxi waited in the shadowless building, sitting in a wheelchair, looking at the roses blooming on the wall, his eyes were as warm as the sunshine. The cinnabar in the center of the eyebrows seems to shine more and more because of her arrival.
When Shangguan Jingyu got out of the car, he saw a man in a wheelchair waiting under the fence wall.
His black hair was like satin, gently blown by the breeze, and he looked back at her, just one glance at his light smile was enough to teach people like a spring breeze.
She walked slowly over to him, and finally stood in front of him.
He said lightly, "Here we are." ”
She nodded, "I'll repay your favor." ”
"Is it broken? Because you're going to marry the second prince? He said it softly, with a palpable wound under his eyes.
"Whether I marry the second prince or not, I will repay you for saving your life." She stepped forward to push the wheelchair.
Who knew that he suddenly shook his hand, "You don't want to see me again?" ”
She didn't speak, just withdrew her hand and pushed him towards the house.
Fleur and Su Yan stood far away, and no one dared to step forward.
"Actually, if the heavy son is not unfavorable, he is quite a match for the young lady." Fleur muttered to herself.
"They are talented and beautiful, and they should be together." Su Yan said, "It's a pity, fate makes people, who knows what will happen in the future?" It's not going to be a smooth road. ”
Furao looked at the plain face, "The second prince is about to come to the door, can the young lady still have a choice?" ”
"Things are man-made, and no one can say what is destined." It's like her rival, who said that she would meet in Shili Pavilion, but when she went back, he avoided it and didn't see her.
Ah Jing can still meet each other, but her enemies have always seen the beginning and the end.
The silver-masked man stood guard outside the door, not allowing anyone to approach easily.
The quiet and elegant bamboo cottage is just like the furnishings in the Peach Blossom Valley. It can be seen that he is indeed a caring person and an infatuated person.
He looked at her fixedly, and when he saw her leaning over and squatting in front of him, he smiled bitterly twice, "If I can't leave for the rest of my life, will you help me stay for the rest of my life?" ”
She frowned, "Think beautiful." Then he took a deep breath and looked up at him. Looking at each other, he couldn't see the complicated look in her eyes, what kind of emotions were underneath, only to see her raise her lips slightly, "You are going to marry after all." ”
"I don't want any women." He winced.
"What's good for me?" She asked, "Willful, rude, and from time to time she loses her temper." I'm also conceited, and sometimes I can be ruthless. You should understand that I was taught by my father when I was a child. I would rather bear the people of the world than let the people of the world bear me. If anyone sins against me, cut down the grass and root it. ”
He nodded, "I know." ”
"Since you know everything, you should also understand that it is impossible for us." It was the first time she had said so decisively.
"Because I'm not the son of an official eunuch? Because you are the concubine of the Prime Minister's Mansion, the future second imperial concubine? His lips twitched slightly.
Shangguan Jingyu shook his head, "Neither." ”
Joong-seok took a deep breath, "Then I understand." ”
There is a grave in the heart where the surviving are buried.
She gently pulled up his trousers, "What else do I need to do?" ”
"Lend your blood for a while." He stared at her face.
Shangguan Jingyu was stunned, "My blood? ”
"Drip the blood in the bowl, the silver needle is stained with blood, and then acupuncture for me." He said.
When the sound fell, Shangguan Jingyu stared at his palm in a little surprise, and was stunned to think of the peach blossoms blooming in his palm. Brilliant colors, lifelike peach blossoms, what does that mean?
Su Yan said that there is a special physique of a person.
So what's so special about her? Why didn't she know it herself? And her father, you know?
She suddenly remembered that her father had said that she was not allowed to drink. She remembered that since she drank wine, she could see the peach blossoms in her palms, so ...... Does Daddy know? Why is that? When my father entered the court as an official, he was not allowed to socialize, so he naturally had to drink.
This special physique, could it be that she inherited her mother?
Mother?
Seeing that she didn't speak, Chongxi frowned slightly, "What's uncomfortable?" ”
Shangguan Jingyu was stunned and came back to his senses, "No." Is my blood really so important? ”
Realizing that what she said might not be able to be understood, Chongxi turned to say, "You may not understand what I mean, but in this world, there are indeed some things that cannot be explained in words. ”
"You ......"
Without waiting for her to figure out how to speak, Joong-seok continued, "I know that if I had spoken earlier, you would have thought that I would have treated you like this for your blood and for my legs. So ......"
She smiled a little coldly, "So you'd rather break these legs than speak." But you subtly taught me how to heal the legs of the three princes, and in fact prepared for yourself. ”
Chongxi didn't say anything, just looked at her fixedly, "Are you willing to ...... Forgive me? ”
When the voice fell, Shangguan Jingyu pursed his lips and was silent.
She got up slowly, her eyelashes drooping slightly, and stood in front of him, not speaking for a long time.
He took a deep breath, "I know, it's hard. ”
"I ...... I have always tried to believe in the people around me, but I was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the well rope. I've tried, but a lot of times, I can't help myself. I've also thought about it, a lot of things are two-sided, and one slap doesn't make a sound. However, I just can't get past that level in my heart. She removed the moonlight in her eyes, and her face was slightly cold.
"I'm in the Prime Minister's Mansion, I think I'm living a simple life, and my father protects me very well. But now, I realized that everything was fake. I've seen it before, it's all ......" she smiled bitterly, "I'll help you treat your leg first!" ”
He suddenly took her hand, "What should you do if you heal your leg?" ”
She was stunned, "I didn't think about it that much." ”
"Would you like to come with me?" He stared earnestly into her eyes.
"Can I go?" She asked, "The holy decree has been issued, and the second prince is about to come to the door, what do you want me to go with you?" If I go with you, I will be an enemy of the emperor, an enemy of the second prince's mansion, and an enemy of the prime minister's mansion. If you do not obey the will, you will be guilty of disobedience. The Shangguan family is full, and I can't afford to lose. ”
Chongxi nodded, "If I bear everything for you, will you still come with me?" ”
"Who the hell are you?" She took a breath and finally spoke.
He froze there, "Who do you think I am?" ”
She didn't speak, just slit her finger with a knife and dripped blood into the bowl. The blood, as bright red and bright as ordinary people, is nothing special.
"I'll help you get a needle!" She crouched down.
"You know ......"
"I don't know anything."
"Ah Jing!" He let out a low snort.
She raised her head coldly, panting slightly, "What do you want me to do?" What else can I do? ”
"I'm always with you." It took a long time for him to spit out a word.
"I really tried my best." She leaned over and dipped the bowl with a silver needle.
Chongxi looked at her distractedly, "If I die, will you still insist on it?" ”
The silver needle in her hand shook, and she almost pierced the wrong place, "What nonsense, it's better to die than to live." ”
"But life is better than death, how can you live?" He asked.
Cold sweat continued to ooze from her forehead, and Chongxi's face was pale and pale, but her eyes did not leave her for a moment. She was preoccupied, discarding all distractions and putting all her thoughts on his lap.
Not a single stitch falls, not a single stitch is not bad.
She really remembered them all.
Whether it is a good memory or a heart, it is unknown.
When all the gold and silver needles were in place, she breathed a sigh of relief and looked up, only to see Chongxi's hands clasping the armrests of the wheelchair, his whole face turned blue and white, and his body trembled for no reason.
"You...... Are you okay? Shangguan Jingyu was a little panicked.
Chongxi's body trembled more and more, which showed that this pain was very bearable.
His face turned pale and smiled slightly, "No, it's okay." ...... for a while It'll be fine in a while...... Is there alcohol? Help me get some wine......"
She suddenly understood what he said that day, he said: Wine can make people forget pain.
It turned out to be true.
"I ...... I'll get it for you! She turned and walked away.
The next moment, he hugged his waist from behind.
His body was so cold and shivering that his forehead was against her lower back, and the cold sweat soaked directly into her clothes, making her body stiffen instantly. He almost trembled, "Don't go...... Hold me! Just a while, a while. ”
Feather's eyelashes trembled slightly, Shangguan Jingyu took a deep breath, and finally broke his hand.
At that moment, the light in his eyes was completely dimmed.
The heart is like a knife, and the pieces are late.
With a soft sigh, she suddenly stepped forward and hugged him.
Chongxi was unexpected, and was stunned at the moment. His lips couldn't stop trembling, and he hugged her waist hard, burying his head in her arms, so that she wouldn't see his embarrassment.
The strength of her waist tightened more and more, and she frowned subconsciously.
Just hugged it quietly, and no one spoke.
Each hurts and embraces extremely unreal expectations. There are some things that you don't say, but you can't say them. Some people don't love it, but they don't dare to love it. Some things are not not done, but they are powerless.
When the needle was removed, Chongxi's face was still as white as paper, and the whole person was as weak as a gust of wind that could blow it away. He watched her, gathering everything while the complexion behind him stood in front of him.
"How many times will it take to heal you?" She asked.
"If it works this time, do it again, and that's fine." He stared at her face.
She turned and walked away.
"Last time, you took the roses?" He asked.
Shangguan Jingyu paused and half-lowered his head, "Can you tell me, what have you done for me?" ”
Joong-seok was silent.
"The next time you come, tell all the stories you haven't told! I...... Wonder. She looked at him slightly, "I took the rose because I had waited for the man who planted it for me, but in the end, I didn't wait for him, but waited for the cold and merciless killing. ”
She hurried out the door.
He wanted to say, actually, you've waited.
He's always been there, it's just ...... If you have a hard mouth, how can you always do it?
When she walked to the yard, she looked up at the sky, no matter how the world changed, the white clouds and dogs, the blue sky was still the same.
"Ah Jing?" Su Yan hurriedly greeted him, "How?" ”
"Providence, I did my best." She took a deep breath, thought for a moment, and turned to look at the open door. The silver-faced man quickly entered the room and did not come out again.
Su Yan sighed lightly, "Sometimes, the will of heaven is like this, and fate is destined to be inseparable." ”
Shangguan Jingyu glanced at her, "Su Yan, have you ever tried to love someone hard, and then hate someone with gritted teeth." Between love and hate, hovering for a long time, so long that even I became difficult to choose and became numb. ”
"I loved, but I didn't hate. How beautiful the world is, why should we be bound by hatred. If I really want to hate, how can I survive all these years? I must have been tortured to death by myself a long time ago. Why should I punish myself for someone else's mistakes? I live a good life, worthy of those who once loved me. "Stretch without makeup.
Seeing that she was still hesitating, Su Yan dragged her out, "If you really can't do it, go to the National Temple to live for a few days, anyway, Master Yiyan also knows you, so it doesn't hurt to go a few more times." ”
"Are you telling me that when people are desperate, they should believe in gods and Buddhas?" She asked.
Su Yan pouted, "I want to tell you, don't look at yourself in the mirror, look at those little novices, it's hard to look at your shaved head." You don't want to be like that, do you? Don't blame me then, call you ugly! ”
Shangguan Jingyu sneered, "Talking nonsense, I'm not afraid of the Buddha's blame." ”
"The Buddha is in the heart, and if you believe it, you don't believe it. If you have a heart, where is not compassionate? He smiled without makeup.
Hearing this, Shangguan Jingyu was stunned, "You know a lot of Zen principles?" ”
"Because I don't have as many worries and worries as you. When the heart is empty, the heaven and the earth are wide. Su Yan patted Shangguan Jingyu on the shoulder, "Do you want to worship me as a teacher, I will guarantee you to blow the invincible mouth all over the world." ”
She frowned, "Buddhism emphasizes accumulating virtue and doing good, you should leave some virtue!" ”
After speaking, Shangguan Jingyu let out a long breath, and saw that the silver-faced man and Chongxi had never come out, so he slowly walked towards the carriage. As she passed under the fence, she stood under the roses and looked at them for a moment.
The flowers are undefeated, and they are so beautiful.
"Miss, go back!" Fleur Road.
Shangguan Jingyu bowed his head, the cold wind blew, and he coughed lightly a few times. He gathered his shirt and walked towards the carriage.
Su Yan turned back one step at a time, but he didn't see Chongxi come out, thinking to himself, I was afraid that it hurt badly.
*
When the silver-faced man entered, he saw that Chongxi's face was pale, and he looked extremely weak.
"Childe?" Stunned, he hurriedly went to fetch the wine on the ground.
Chongxi poured a few sips of wine, and because he drank too quickly, he coughed instantly, until his face was flushed with a strange flush, and he refused to give up until his eyes were moist.
The silver-faced man sighed lightly, "Son, drink slowly, don't be in a hurry." ”
"I got rid of all my habits, all my appearance, even the breath on my body. Guess how she still recognizes? If she recognized it, why did she still deceive herself to this day? He drank all the wine in the jug in one gulp.
"Childe mean? Already recognized? The silver-faced man couldn't believe it.
Chongxi smiled bitterly, "It's right to think about it this way, she is used to being smart, if she hadn't believed the wrong person, how could she have fallen to the point where she is today." If she can't even recognize me, then won't all the past feelings be in vain? ”
After sharing the same bed for so many years, if you can't even recognize the person who is engraved in your bones, is it still love?
But her hatred is so strong, so tangled.
Hate to the point that I'd rather meet than know each other, hate to hate to rather know each other than recognize each other.
From the bottom of my heart, I don't intend to admit the existence of this person.
This is the highest state of hate!
"Childe?" The silver-faced man's voice was deep, "You've done enough. ”
"You know, when she says she's trying to trust people again, it hurts in my heart. Ling Chi is average, and the pain is to the bone. He was a little intoxicated, but it seemed that the pain was really less, "Okay, let's not talk about it." No matter what she does, I will be with her. Even if it is death, I am willing to do it for her, as long as she is willing to give me a chance. I just want it, one chance, one chance. ”
"Childe, you're drunk." The silver-faced man said.
Chongxi closed his eyes slightly. Leaning on the wheelchair and not moving, it was really drunk.
In her mouth, she muttered her name.
Never die, never die.
With a light sigh, the silver-faced man pushed Chongxi towards the soft couch.
The deadline is approaching, what should I do?
As soon as the silver-faced man put Chongxi on the soft couch to rest, a spy landed outside the window.
"What?" He cautiously walked out the door.
"There seems to be something wrong with the Fu family, and they are looking for this in the eastern capital." The spy handed over a painting, a sachet-like thing.
The silver-faced man was puzzled, "What is this?" ”
"It's like a purse, but it looks exquisite." The spy said, "It is said that it is the old man's thing, and he is looking for the owner of the purse." ”
"Have you found out whose purse it is?" The silver-faced man put away the painting.
The spy lowered his voice, "It's the maid of the prime minister's daughter, owned by a woman named Furui." ”
"Fleur?" The silver-faced man's voice fluctuated a little, "Could it be that the Fu family is looking for ...... Clean up all the traces, keep an eye on the Fu family, and don't let the Fu family find the Prime Minister's Mansion. Do you understand? ”
"Yes!" The spy leaped lightly and disappeared without a trace.
"Fu family, don't give up yet!" The silver-faced man was cold, and then let out a long sigh.
There is no movement over there in Wenxin'an, and another Fu family has come out to stir up the situation, which is really ...... The silver-faced man holds the sword in his arms, or wait for the son to wake up before making a decision!
*
In the warm pavilion of the second king's mansion, there is a low sound of delicate children.
Under Chensu Chenghuan Xiao Dongming's body, his crimson cheeks and frost-dyed maple leaves made his eyes more and more blurred.
"Second master......" he called in a low voice, with a bit of irrepressible desire in his voice, "my leg hurts." ”
Xiao Dongming smiled and kissed his snow-white neck, "I'll light." ”
Hearing this, Chen Su responded softly, and unconsciously climbed on Xiao Dongming's back with both hands, "Second master, don't leave me, I want to be with you forever." ”
"How can you say stupid things?" The smile on Xiao Dongming's lips became a little stronger, "It's really a vinegar jar." ”
"Chensu, I just can't see the second master and other women......" He choked up, looking so delicate with pear blossoms and rain.
Seeing this, Xiao Dongming kissed his eyes, "Fool, you are my favorite, no one can replace you." ”
After speaking, he suddenly stood up, and he heard Chensu's irrepressible sigh, and instantly clasped Xiao Dongming's waist.