Since the conversation with Old Man Yan that took a short time, for a long time, Yan Xuan's mood was in the midst of gains and losses.

She wasn't worried about her future, compared to her previous life, she felt that her life had been quite colorful. Even if her career as a designer stops, she doesn't feel like she has much to regret.

What worries him is that Old Man Yan is desperate to have such a conversation. Yan Juan felt that he would have more back-ups.

Every time she calls Yan Yixin, she only reports good news and not bad news. "All ten black diamonds have been booked, but the difficulty of the design has increased to a certain extent. Because they all have heads, they should be designed with their styles and preferences in mind. ”

"I'm sure you can do the best." Yan Yixin smiled and said, "It's only been a few days, and you have the same popularity as Liu Li." ”

Yan Wan smiled: "How is it possible, it's because Liu Li is only responsible for five of them, and the others can only retreat to find me!" ”

"Don't be presumptuous, Liu Li and you have their own strengths, your delicacy and his atmosphere are just right to meet the needs of the customer base."

"One day, I'll catch up with him." Yan Juan swore an oath, but a dark cloud floated in his heart, leaving a 'yin' shadow in the clear sky.

Although the love story is still the same old, they never get tired of it. It's as if every word has turned into a piece of honey.

The sky, which had been soaked in rain all afternoon, was unusually clear. The clouds on the horizon are so rich in 'color' that it looks like a paint dish has just been overturned. At the edge of the building, full clouds are revealed.

The 'spring' day is coming.

Lu Xiang still goes to Zhejiang every week, and Yan Juan rarely spends a weekend without Yan Yixin.

"Your Yan Yixin is not here anyway, come to Zhejiang with me."

Yan Wan asked in surprise, "Didn't Ziwei tell you?" They're coming over this week to grave my mother! ”

"I thought ......"

Yan Juan sighed: "When it was clear, I didn't be able to make the trip. Because of Shenzi's affairs, his traces were found in the mountains, so they all went to block people. ”

"That Shen Zichen is even more slippery than a fish!" Lu Xiang poured a belly of anger, "Ziwei said that a lot of people were arranged, but they were always one step late. ”

"He was very familiar with the mountains, and I heard that he had lived in them since he was a child. Ziwei has always had something going on there, and he can't evacuate all the people. Besides, even if he withdraws, he may not be able to catch him. The mountains there are endless, and finding a hidden place is enough for a bunch of people to climb for a day and a half. ”

"Yes, he jumps up and down alone, Ziwei still has a lot of things!" Lu Xiang couldn't help but defend Ling Ziwei.

"Ziwei came to City A, do you still want to go to Zhejiang?" Yan Juan asked with concern, "This time, you can let others have nothing, you can stay here." ”

"How's that going to work? I volunteered to grab the job, is it a double stack of burdens at this time? Lu Xiang complained without tears, and quickly became cheerful, "However, it doesn't matter, I'll go early on Saturday morning, and I can come back on the same day!" ”

It was said to be early in the morning, but in fact it was going to leave in the middle of the night.

As soon as Yan Juan put down the phone, the mobile phone rang again.

"Wanwan, why are you still in the company?" Ling Ziwei's voice rang out dissatisfiedly, "Come down, my car is parked at the 'door' of your company, and Dad is in a hurry to see Aunt Yun." ”

"Now?" Yan Wan was stunned.

"Yes, if I wasn't worried about that Shen Zichen, I should have come here last week." Ling Ziwei was annoyed, "If it weren't for this eventful autumn, I would have to turn that mountain upside down!" ”

Yan Juan smiled and comforted him: "The enemy is dark and I am clear, he has lived in the mountains since he was a child, and he can hide anywhere, even if it is a carpet search, there will be places missing!" Looking for a needle in a haystack, where is it so easy! ”

"yes, that's why my dad and I came up with this idea to lure the snake out of the hole." Ling Ziwei sighed, "If you don't talk about it, even if he becomes a wild man, he will hide very much." ”

Yan Wan was stunned: "Lead the snake out of the 'hole'?" ”

"Let's talk about it." Ling Ziwei was a little annoyed, "Why don't you see anyone yet!" ”

"I'm packing up the drawings, don't you know? The design drawing is the life of our designer. You say, "Can man be indifferent to life?" Yan Juan explained, "It's coming, two minutes." ”

Ling Ziwei's Humvee was parked on the side of the sidewalk.

"Did you get a ticket ***?" Yan Juan looked at Ling Ziwei with a smile and didn't know what to do with ******, and he seemed to be mad with anger. Seeing Ling Ziwei pointing at Yan Xuan, he left in a huff.

"I was going to post it, but seeing that I didn't abandon and fell under the pomegranate skirt of my 'girlfriend', I could only walk away with a look of hatred."

Ling Qing shook his head, obviously disapproving of his actions.

"It's late today, why don't you see your mother early tomorrow morning." Yan Juan suggested.

"I want to ...... Let's go see her now, okay? Ling Qing asked in a low voice, "Let's go and recognize the land first in a few days, okay?" ”

Yan Juan couldn't refuse such a request, so he could only nod silently.

Ling Ziwei drove the car at a high speed, as if he was racing against someone. The wind poured in through the car window, and it was still a little cool.

The afterglow of the setting sun seems to be filtered, and the yellow is full of blue and white 'color' tones.

Gradually, the road conditions improved a lot. The buildings gradually thinned, and the distant mountains and near-range numbers were shrouded in the pale blue twilight. The mood also became heavy because of this.

"By the way, Tyway asked me to give you the stone." Ling Ziwei suddenly remembered, and took out a brocade box from the storage box in the driver's seat.

"What stone ......" Yan Juan asked three words casually, and suddenly called out with a "ah", "Oh my God, it's an ammolite stone, although it is a little smaller, but the quality is really not nothing, it is even better than I expected!" Is this mined in our mines? ”

Ling Ziwei didn't reply: "How do I know this!" ”

"Aren't you also a shareholder? The three of you have a joint venture in that mine! Yan Wan glared.

"That's for you in the future, too." Ling Ziwei said casually, "The Zhang family and the Yan family each account for 35 percent, and our Ling family accounts for 30 percent, and we will give you a dowry in the future." ”

“…… What! Yan Juan was embarrassed, "I'...... I'm still in school, how can I ......?"

"You're almost at the end of your sophomore year, and you're graduating in two years. Don't you want to marry Yan Yixin? ”

"I ......" Yan Wan was dumbfounded, wanting to shake his head, feeling unwilling, wanting to nod, but embarrassed, and finally feeling a little stuffy, "The Yan family is not easy to marry, let's talk about it then!" ”

"What's so great about the Yan family? It's just a few more generations, and it's like it's dragging something! He doesn't look down on us, and our Ling family doesn't look down on them! Ling Ziwei snorted, "Anyway, you won't get married now, when the boat arrives at the bridge, it will be natural to go straight, don't dare to do this." ”

Yan Juan agreed, smiled bitterly and did not speak. He put her into the Ling family in such a big way that she couldn't even say anything to refute.

"Is Old Lady Yan embarrassed for you?" Ling Qing asked.

"No, Yixin has completed the indicators of the board of directors, so he won't embarrass me!" Yan Juan deliberately changed to a relaxed tone.

Ling Ziwei sneered: "That's because you and Yan Yixin are creating wealth for their Yan family, of course he won't embarrass you." If one day you really want a man to marry a woman, I'm afraid the obstacle will come. looks down on this kind of people who have turned from black to white, and thinks that they have been white for three or two generations, so they have drawn a clear line with the underworld, and they will never be touched again. I don't want to think about it, how they got started, how the Yan family developed! ”

Yan Juan saw that he was getting more and more popular, but he could only be silent and speechless if he could help or not.

"Turn right here." Before Yan Xuan's words fell, Ling Ziwei had already hit the steering wheel.

"I know, when you get to the mountain, you can show the way, I know it well!"

"Cooked?" Yan Juan felt even more strange, "This is City A, how can you be familiar with it?" ”

"Dad is coming, so naturally he has to step on it. Last time, Lu Xiang and I had already driven back and forth twice, and I was afraid that my father would not be able to resist arresting me for a while, so I came to see Aunt Guan. ”

"Then have you found my mother's *** grave?"

"Nope." Ling Ziwei shook his head, "I didn't go up the mountain either, and Lu Xiang didn't have any relatives, so I only went down the mountain and turned around again." Anyway, it's better to get familiar with the road conditions. ”

No one goes to the cemetery either...... Yan Juan was speechless.

She always had a kind of reverence for this mountain in her heart, and she would not go down this path except to visit her mother regularly. Generally speaking, it can definitely be called sparsely populated. Except for the Qingming and July half times, the flow of people is like a 'tide', and it can usually be said that there are many birds at the 'door'.

The car is parked at the foot of the mountain, and although there is still a gravel road in front of it to drive, as a sign of respect for the deceased, it is generally preferred to walk up the mountain.

After walking for about a kilometer, there is a stone staircase. The blue 'colored' stone slabs paved the way up the mountain. The size of the tomb is not much different, whether it is good or evil in life, in the end it is just a handful of loess.

Yan Wan climbed the stairs: "Mom likes to see mountain views, so I bought a cemetery at the top for her." Fortunately, everyone is more practical, considering the convenience of worship, most of them are only halfway up the mountain, so there are still a lot of open spaces on the top of the mountain. ”

"Yes, Guanyin likes to climb high and look far away, although every time I climb to the top of the mountain, I am drenched in sweat, but I always say that I am happy." Ling Qing was also a little compassionate, those pasts, like black and white silent films, were replayed in his mind all the time.

Over and over again, he had to carve deeper traces on his heart before he could let him breathe.

The cross he carried, every night when he dreamed back, only reflected the pair of dark eyes. As if she was extremely disappointed, when she left, she didn't leave a word.

Maybe it's the shadowy tombstones around that prevent them from talking. After reaching the mountainside, the three of them climbed the mountain in silence.

The mountain was not very high, but by the time they reached the top, the sky had already darkened. In the eastern sky, there was a moon, bent like a sickle, hanging in the arm of a pine tree.

It is said that he is timid, and Ling Qing feels that his steps are becoming more and more hesitant. I knew that it was getting closer and closer, but in the last few steps, I couldn't take it anymore.

"Here we are." Yan Juan said softly, turned around, and saw Ling Qing's gaze, which went straight through her and fell onto the tombstone behind.

Sure enough, as Yan Juan said, most people choose the graves in the middle of the mountain, and there are only two cemeteries here.

"The Tomb of Jiaci Yan Guanyin" is engraved with several large characters, bright red and dazzling. Under the dark and uncertain sky, it still seems to be with a bloody mouth.

Ling Qing only felt a pain in his heart, how many years had passed, and he and her had been far away. He repeatedly delayed the trip to see her, not because he really couldn't get away, but because he felt that if he didn't see her tombstone for a day, he could pretend that she was still there for a day.

His eyes were a little straight, and the pain seemed to be rotting out a big 'hole' in his 'chest', and fresh blood was bubbling like a pour, and it was useless to stop.

"Mom. Ziwei and he have come to see you! Yan Juan squatted down lightly and gently brushed away the two grasses in front of the tombstone. In the white palm, there was still some soil brought out by the grass roots, and she was not in a hurry to pat it away.

Ling Qing's heels seemed to be glued, and he didn't take another step for a long time. It's just that from a distance of several meters, he looked at it in a daze, speechless.

Above the tombstone, there is a photo of Yan Guanyin wearing a shirt.

The white background 'color' is a little charming because of the small pink silk 'flower' on the neckline.

In the photo, she is smiling and smiling. But the heaviness in his eyes seemed to be unable to shake off anything, so that the 'hole' in his heart was pierced from the bottom.

Yan Juan didn't look back, just looked at her mother's smiling face in a daze, imagining the demeanor when she smiled and fell into the city. But now, Ling Qing's sideburns are slightly white, and the beauty has turned into a yellow crane immortal.

Back then, the desperate decision to fight for the sake of feelings only turned into a heart-wrenching song, but few people still remember it.

"Aunt Wan, Dad has come to see you. Over the years, it's not just you who have suffered, but also Dad! Ling Ziwei's voice came from behind him, and Yan Juan felt uncontrollable.

Although the sadness has precipitated and precipitated, every time I think about it, I still can't help but cry. That's a relative who is connected by flesh and blood, and depends on each other!

"Wanwan, let's go over there and have a look......" Ling Ziwei stood up and reached out to hold Yan Wan's hand.

Yan Juan turned his head blankly, and saw that Ling Qing maintained the posture just now, as if he had turned into a stone statue in the moonlight, and he didn't move an inch. His eyes were straight, and he was heavy through the fog, and he didn't know whether it was sad or sad.

She knew what Ling Ziwei meant, whether it was repentance or asking for forgiveness, it was just a matter for Ling Qing and Yan Guanyin.

"Hmm." She nodded slightly, not daring to say more. His throat was tight, and he couldn't even pronounce an extra syllable.

When a tear dripped from the corner of his eye, Yan Juan just tilted his head slightly, and caught it with his sleeve by moving the movement.

"Can't you forgive Daddy?" Ling Ziwei walked a hundred steps away from her before he stopped under a tall cypress tree.

This tree, which has been around for some years, has a trunk that is too thick to fit in. Around the cemetery, there have always been many pines and cypresses. But this tree seems to have existed since ancient times, and it stands here silently watching the changes of human affairs.

"I don't know, in fact, it's not my business to forgive or not to forgive, it should be my mother who has the right to decide. It's just that she can no longer tell me if she will forgive my father in this life. ”

"Aunt Wan is so kind, she won't fail to forgive Dad." Ling Ziwei's voice was low, looking up at the crescent moon, his voice was faint.

"Huh?" Yan Juan didn't know where his affirmation came from.

"If Aunt Wan refuses to forgive her father, there is a chance to take revenge. But she didn't, and chose to escape herself, because no matter what her father did, she couldn't hate him. ”

Yan Juan blinked: "Is that so?" ”

"I think so." Ling Ziwei sighed softly, "I think your mother will definitely feel comforted when she sees your father." ”

"Maybe it's the old hatred and the new hatred, maybe it's hooked up again. fled back then, I think it was because she knew she should hate but couldn't hate, and she knew she should love but couldn't love anymore. ”

"You're too stubborn, I can't talk about you." Ling Ziwei smiled bitterly, "Anyway, what does it matter if you recognize it or not?" What you shed is the blood of the Ling family. ”

Yan Juan smiled bitterly: "Yes...... In fact, I saw him...... I don't blame him for that. ”

"Really?" Ling Ziwei was pleasantly surprised.

"When you are in the depths of love, you will be too harsh on your lover!" Yan Juan sighed, "Therefore, my mother's eternal resentment towards my father is also because she has too deep a relationship with him." ”

"Wanwan, since you understand, let's recognize Dad, you don't know how much he wants to hear you scream."

"I ...... Can't call it out. Yan Juan smiled bitterly, "Actually, just now in front of my mother's grave, I wanted to scream." However, I have not been called this name for as long as I can remember, how can you call me by it? ”

Although Ling Ziwei was slightly disappointed, he was already very satisfied with this result: "It's okay, it's just a title, you just need to recognize your father in your heart." ”

Yan Juan leaned his back against the branch of the cypress tree, and under the 'color' of the night, he only vaguely saw Ling Qing's half-squatting shadow. For a while, I was a little confused, as if such a posture had existed since Pangu opened the world.

"Dad has always lived in guilt." Ling Ziwei whispered.

"Hmm." Yan Juan shook her head, she couldn't say whether she should or shouldn't, she shook her head, she looked away, "Did Taiwei say anything when he gave you the ammolite stone?" When did he come back from Mexico? ”

"I just arrived today, and I knew we were coming, so I hurriedly delivered the box as soon as I got off the plane."

"Oh, that's not from your mines." Yan Juan was a little disappointed, "If your mine can have such quality......"

"The matter of the mine is presided over by Zhang Taicheng. Zhang Taiwei is busy running around, how can he have time to stay in Zhejiang. He said that Yan Yixin also asked to purchase ammolite in Brazil, but unfortunately it is not a high-quality source, and there seems to be no surprising harvest. ”

"It's okay, these two pieces can be compromised." Yan Juan frowned slightly, "I'll design one first, you can inlay these two pieces at the same time, the 'color' system is the same, but the difference in the shade of the 'color', or it will also have an amazing 'glamorous' effect!" ”