Chapter 60: Fear in the Depths of Love

A low voice outside the door: "It's me." ”

Hearing the voice of the platform, Luo Yan couldn't help but be shocked: Why did he come here on this big night? Thinking of his inexplicable words that day, his heart was even more confused, and he hurriedly got dressed, stood by the door and asked, "What are you doing here?" ”

"You let Qingqing open the door, I only have one sentence to ask you."

Luo Yan took a step back blankly and looked at Qingqing, but Qingqing seemed to be mistaken, and opened the door, and the figure was already standing in the room in a flash, not even bringing in much cold wind.

Qingqing had already lit the candle, Luo Yan turned her head to look at the window and said, "What's the matter?" I vaguely guessed what he was going to ask in my heart, and I couldn't help but have a lot of flavors in my heart. Tantai looked at her and said softly: "When I came at night, I said that you had already fallen asleep, and there would be a lot of things tomorrow, but I was afraid that I would not have time, so I came to ask you...... What did you think about what I said that day? ”

Like a needle piercing the chaotic balloon in Luo Yan's chest, Luo Yan sighed: "I thought about it, I can't ......"

Tantai's hand trembled slightly, although he had been prepared in his heart, but when he heard her words, he still couldn't help the pain that spread from his heart to his whole body, and he could only speak for a long time: "Why?" ”

Luo Yan said slowly: "You know that I have been domineering since I was a child, and what I really like must not be touched by others." If I marry you, even if it is Yuwen Lanting, I will never tolerate her touching you. ”

Yutai lowered his head and said in a muffled voice: "Naturally, I won't touch it!" ”

Luo Yan smiled bitterly: "I know, so I can't agree, I can't ...... Robbed my friend's husband! ”

Zhan Tai raised his eyes to look at Luo Yan, his eyes dark. Luo Yan could only bow her head and say: "Even if I marry you, even if I can live happily, but this happiness is stolen from others, when I am with you, your former wife, my former friend, may be sad and crying!" I can't do anything like that. Don't you men also say, "Friend's wife, don't you play?" If I am the wife of your comrades, will you leave them and marry me? ”

Tantai nodded slowly, "I see." He stood for a moment, then turned and walked out. Luo Yan looked at his back in a daze, obviously he said what he should say, and he should feel relaxed, but there seemed to be an ice pick in his chest that was slowly piercing in, and the pain was so painful that people couldn't breathe, and he wanted to explain but couldn't speak, so he could only say softly: "I know you will understand that you must live well in the future." ”

Yutai turned his head violently, stared at her eyes, and said coldly: "You don't know anything!" I understand, I understand that after all, you still think of others as more important than me, not your bullshit metaphor! I'll tell you plainly now, as long as you are willing to marry me, don't say that you are the wife of my comrade, even if you are the wife of my own brother, I will snatch you without hesitation. Because in my heart, nothing is more important than making you happy! When you go back to the capital this time, you can naturally marry someone you really like, but don't say anything I hope I'll do well! ”

The door slammed shut. Luo Yan stared at the closed door, unable to tell whether she was shocked or dazed: he actually said that about me, and he actually stared at me with that cold and angry look...... Slowly sitting on the ground, she hugged her knees and couldn't hold back her tears: how could he say that she was going to marry someone else she really liked?

A pair of thin but powerful hands lifted her from the ground, and Luo Yan suddenly grabbed those hands hard, like a drowning person grasping a straw: "Qingqing, why did he say that about me, did I really do something wrong?" Qingqing nodded without hesitation: "I think you did something wrong, princess." ”

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In the morning, when Dzi Xiaomeng came to serve Luo Yan to wash, Luo Yan was still dazed, and felt that she was not wrong for a while, she had done what she didn't want, don't do it to others, of course, you shouldn't base your happiness on the pain of others; For a while, I felt that Shantai Yangfei's accusation was right, and the reason why she couldn't marry him was because she didn't have the courage and determination of him desperately. When I think about it, I have a splitting headache.

Tianzhu couldn't help but be startled when she saw her pale face, and immediately sent Xiaomeng to invite Wen Qingyuan, and after a while, Murong Qian and Wen Qingyuan arrived together, Wen Qingyuan checked Luo Yan's pulse and couldn't help frowning: "The princess should be recuperating, why are you overly worried, didn't you sleep last night?" ”

Luo Yan only felt that she had no face to see people - this body was really bad, so she quarreled and lost sleep to the point of seeing a doctor, and said with a smile: "It's just that I went to bed early, and I didn't sleep well when I woke up in the middle of the night, just wash my face." ”

Murong Qian said lightly: "Then what happened when I heard that door knock in the middle of the night?" Luo Yan lowered her head and said nothing, Qingqing was looked at by Murong Qian's cold gaze, and couldn't help but bow her head.

Murong Qian said, "Xiao Meng, go and invite General Lantai." Luo Yan didn't want to be busy and said, "Don't!" Murong Qian's eyes swept away, and the people in the room immediately walked away, and then said, "What's the matter?" ”

Luo Yan's eyes couldn't help but turn red, and she said half-loudly: "He said he wanted to marry me, but I didn't agree, so he got angry." The corners of Murong Qian's mouth couldn't help but lift - he would actually be angry with Luo Yan, it was too fresh! Busy and said with a straight face: "He is a reckless man, where is he worthy of you, he actually wants to marry you, hum!" If you agree, I won't agree! Let him put away that bit of wishful thinking. ”

Luo Yan couldn't help but hurriedly say: "It's not like this, I'm just, I don't want to snatch love from the sword, and I don't want to be sorry for Lanting." ”

Murong Qian let out a long breath, only to feel that this sister was getting more and more strange: if you dislike the messy wives and concubines and children of Shantai Yangfei, Yuwen Lanting is just a side concubine, is it possible that Shantai can't marry a concubine? What does this have to do with being worthy of being sorry? The most important thing is that Yuwen Lanting is still the concubine of the crown princess, and she is the chess piece of the prince to envelop the platform, how can Luo Yan still treat her as a friend! After thinking about it for a long time, I didn't know what to say, so I could only say: "If you don't marry, you won't marry, what are you doing when you're depressed?" ”

Luo Yan couldn't help but bury her head on the pillow and cry: "But I obviously never thought about finding someone else I really liked, how could he wronged me?" ”

Murong Qian only felt at a loss...... I didn't know what to do, but I felt a breeze behind him, and a pair of familiar hands were already on his wheelchair, and he pushed him out without saying a word. Murong Qian turned his head and glared at this guy fiercely, but he could only shake his wheelchair and leave.

Luo Yan was crying more and more sadly, and suddenly felt a big hand gently patting her back: "Luo Luo, don't cry, it's me who is wrong." ”

Luo Yan was taken aback, raised her head and pushed the hand away: "You go out!" Who let you in! ”

"If you push me again, I can only hold you."

Luo Yan couldn't help but be furious: "You bastard! You're bullying me! ”

Yutai Yangfei looked at her and said lightly: "I'm just bullying you, I will continue to bully you in the future, you'd better get used to my bullying." ”

Luo Yan's eyes widened, she couldn't believe that the words she heard came out of his mouth, but seeing that his expression was extremely serious, she couldn't help but be speechless for a while, and only woke up after half a ring, and said angrily: "Why are you here again?" Didn't I say ......"

Yutai interrupted: "What does it matter what you say, you are a little fool! ”

Luo Yan glared at him angrily: "You're the bastard!" ”

"yes, I'm a jerk. Yesterday I was outside listening to you crying, but I didn't dare to come in. These days, I've been staring at your window for an unknown number of nights I've been standing. It wasn't until this morning that I suddenly figured out one thing, you are sad, not because you hate me and hate me, but because you like me. ”

"Actually, I couldn't believe that you really liked me. It's been ten years, I've been waiting, waiting for you to grow up, waiting for you to like me, but I can't believe it anymore. When I got close to you, I felt like I was dreaming, and although I was sad that you ignored me, I also felt steady. Your illness and your crying didn't wake me up, so I was stupid enough for you to decide whether to marry me or not. Actually, this matter, I decided that it was enough! ”

Luo Yan couldn't help but be stunned: "What have you decided?" ”

"I decided to marry you. I have already told Ah Qian, and today, I will tell the emperor. You don't think about whether it's useful or useless, just remember one thing, I will never let you marry someone else in a daze. The tone of the platform Yangfei was extremely flat: "From now on, from this moment on, you are my wife and the only wife." ”

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It's another tangled chapter, sorry. The male protagonist is set from the introduction.,It won't change.。 The heroine's brain is still clear when she encounters other things, and it will be over as soon as she encounters her feelings, and it is also set from the introduction, and it will not be changed. She was an emotional idiot when she was a modern person, and she didn't have a cure for idiocy, hehe. Of course, there are reasons, and they have nothing to do with karma, and they will unfold slowly in the future.

I've seen comments saying that I don't believe that modernly educated women are so emotionally confused – I'm confused as to why I have more than one girlfriend. is older than the heroine, has a higher education level than the heroine, and has a more successful career than the heroine, but her feelings are more idiotic than her. Or to take a more well-known example, Zhang Ailing, when I watched "The Biography of Zhang Ailing", I thought she was quite sensible, but after reading "Little Reunion" written by herself, I realized that she had been loving Hu Lancheng all her life...... I can't even accept this!

If you like the heroine's coldness, rationality, and never dragging your feet in dealing with feelings, I'm sorry that the heroine of this article can't do it.

However, the heroine's emotional drama does come to an end in this chapter, because, when the Grand Canal is over, she will immediately devote herself to the intense and bloody court drama.

Less than 3,000 words, there will be a change in the evening.