Chapter 084: Face

After Fujii said this, he slowly sat up straight, and looked down at Fan Yanqiao intently.

He knew that Fan Yanqiao had been taken care of by Kazama when he was in Japan, but this person was concerned about the overall situation, in this troubled world, he alone was almost more terrible than a well-equipped army, if he was still allowed to live in this world and continue his research, then I really don't know how many people will die because of him in this land of China.

He waited quietly for Fan Yanqiao, but when his eyes fell on her face, a trace of loneliness gradually appeared in his eyes.

The two of them hadn't seen each other for a few months, but when they met again, the original fresh and cold vitality in her whole body seemed to have been emptied, the expression on her face became even more indifferent, and her behavior became a little resolute, as if she had become desperate for life.

He never dreamed that she had just had a miscarriage not long ago, and when he thought of Xue Shao's careful care for her just now, Fujii instantly felt a trace of bitterness in his heart float up, and the whole person became a little weak.

He took a deep breath without a trace, and then heard Fan Yanqiao say softly: "I will cooperate with you......"

He raised his eyes, but saw Fan Yanqiao looking at his face, her eyes were slightly red, her voice trembled slightly, her hands were tightly clasped on her knees, and she said word by word: "Tell me how to do it, I'...... I will definitely cooperate with you, I know you are telling the truth, after he left, he was not heard from him for a long time, and I only said that he had changed his mind, but ...... I don't know he's doing this kind of work in secret......"

Her eyes were closed, and her lips trembled slightly: "If I kill him, I can stop that experiment and save the lives of tens of millions of people, what else can I refuse?" ”

She slowly opened her eyes and looked at him: "It's like...... Like my husband said, I have been training in Japan for five years, and I shouldn't be bound by this kind of emotion, so ...... For the sake of my country, I am willing to do it......"

Fujii stared at her eyes and was silent for a while, and Fang said softly: "Since you have agreed, and you know where he is, then I hope you can lure him out as soon as possible, preferably to a place with more people, so that it is convenient for Qin's people to attack......"

He paused at this point and continued: "You know him, although he has no professional training, but after all, he has been in school for a few years, so he is more alert than ordinary people......

Fan Yanqiao lowered his head and thought for a while: "Then I'll lead him to the movie theater, it's dark and there are a lot of people, as long as you see it accurately, it should be easier to start than other places......"

Fujii's brows furrowed slightly, he thought about it in his heart for a moment, then nodded lightly, and said softly: "That's okay, since the matter is settled like this, I think it's better to do it as soon as possible, the person sent by the Qin Overseer has been lurking in Mukden, if you can, I hope you can ask him out after three days, I will prepare in three days, I hope this time it will not be in vain......"

Fan Yanqiao nodded silently: "I know." ”

After the two of them discussed the matter, they agreed that there was nothing more to say, and they fell silent for a while.

As soon as Fan Yanqiao thought that the matter had been decided, it was like Toru Kazama had already been decided, and when she thought about the days that the two of them had spent in Yokohama, her heart suddenly became uncomfortable.

Fujii looked down at her, endured it, and asked softly, "He...... How does he treat you? ”

Fan Yanqiao slowly looked up at him, she knew that the "he" he said meant Xue Shao, so there was a mocking smile on the corner of her mouth: "You also saw it, it's like that, how can you say good or bad?" If I say that he treats me badly, you will think that I do not know the times, and if he treats me so carefully and gently, I will still not be satisfied, and if I say that he treats me well, do you not know that he killed my father and mother......"

Thinking of this, Fan Yanqiao's whole heart sank, she lowered her head and whispered: "I once promised Qin Overseer that I would try my best to promote the alliance between him and Xue Shao, but you have also seen how close Xue Shao is to Nakamura, I must think of a perfect way to facilitate this matter...... Xue Shao treats me like this, I don't have any bottom in my heart, I don't know if I'm important or not in his heart, so I still don't know how sure I am......"

Fujii said lightly: "Just now, judging from Xue Shao's attitude towards you, he should have eight or nine points of sincerity for you......"

"Eight or nine points?" Fan Yanqiao laughed all of a sudden, "You actually said that Xue Shao has eight or nine points of sincerity towards me, Dazuo, you really exalt me too much......"

She shook her head gently while laughing: "You are exalting me too much......"

"What's so elevating you?" Fan Yanqiao was laughing at his weight in Xue Shao's heart, but he listened to Michiko ask with a smile.

Fan Yanqiao turned her head to look over, but saw Michiko standing beside her and looking at her curiously.

She glanced at Fujii and saw that the expression on his face had not changed, knowing that he should have seen Michiko coming over a long time ago, so she looked at Michiko with a calm face and smiled: "Dazuo just made a joke with me, he said that Xue Shao seemed to treat me sincerely, and I laughed when I heard him say this......"

Michiko looked at Fan Yanqiao with a puzzled expression: "Why are you laughing?" Is it possible not to believe him? ”

Fan Yanqiao raised his eyebrows and looked at her, and said funny: "I naturally don't believe him, how can Da Shao have eight or nine points of sincerity towards me, although I have been with him for so many years, but I am clear about his personality, he has never regarded women as embellishments, and he will never put his sincerity on women, so he can't treat me with so much sincerity, if he can do that, is he still Xue Shao?" ”

She got up lightly as she spoke: "Don't talk about this, it's not a happy topic, Mrs. Nakamura, have you made a good choice?" ”

Michiko still wanted to continue the topic just now, but when she saw that Fan Yanqiao didn't want to talk about it anymore, she had to say: "The materials have been prepared first, and I will hurry up to make them in two or three days, I hope I can wear them until I ...... before I leave."

As soon as her words fell, the manager on the side hurriedly said: "Yes, yes, Miss Fan must also know the craftsmanship of our shop, and she will never disappoint the consul's wife, Mrs. rest assured, at most three days, I promise to send these clothes to the house......"

Fan Yanqiao laughed when he heard this: "You must do it well, maybe Mrs. Nakamura will be happy, with the help of Japan to promote you, I am afraid that your overseas orders will not be able to be busy at that time......"

The manager nodded hurriedly: "That's nature, that's natural......"

The group left the clothing company and went to several famous scenic spots in Fengtian, and strolled until the evening, when they returned with fun.

Along the way, Fan Yanqiao and Fujii didn't speak again, and occasionally said a sentence or two about the evaluation of the scenic spots.

When they returned to the Grand Marshal's Mansion, Nakamura and Xue Shao were sitting in the flower hall drinking tea.

Michiko said hello to Xue Shao and sat down next to Nakamura, Fan Yanqiao turned his head to look at Fujii, pointed to the sofa, and said lightly: "Sir, please sit down, I think I'm tired after walking all afternoon......"

Fujii nodded: "Okay." ”

Xue Shao has been following Fan Yanqiao as soon as he entered the door, he saw that her face was slightly flushed because of the activity, he reached out and patted the sofa next to him and whispered, "Yanqiao, you also come and sit ......"

Fan Yanqiao glanced at him, slowly walked to his side and sat down.

Xue Shao looked at her sideways, reached out to hold her hand in the palm of his hand, and whispered, "Why are your hands so cold?" ”

Fan Yanqiao lowered his eyes and said softly: "I didn't wear gloves just now, and I was blown by the wind......"

When Xue Shao heard this, he frowned, turned his head and said to Xiaohuan behind him: "Go make some ginger tea, she went out, don't catch a cold again......"

When Xiaohuan heard this, he hurriedly agreed and walked out.

Xue Shao held Fan Yanqiao's hand, looked down at her face, and then asked, "Are you tired?" Why don't you go upstairs and take a break? ”

Fan Yanqiao glanced at him, and just about to shake his head, he heard Nakamura say with a smile on the side: "Da Shao, otherwise, we won't bother tonight, there is a dinner party at the Japanese Chamber of Commerce tonight, let's say goodbye first, if Miss Fan is allowed to do so, Miss Fan is welcome to sit at the consulate......"

When Xue Shao heard this, he said lightly: "It's okay, since Mr. Nakamura said so, it is inconvenient for me to stay longer." ”

Nakamura hurriedly said: "You're welcome, you're welcome......"

He said as he got up and stood up.

Michiko looked at Fan Yanqiao with a smile and squeezed her eyes: "Miss Fan, you see that Da Shao cares about you so much, what you said in the afternoon was wrong, right?" ”

As soon as Xue Shao heard this, he looked down at Fan Yanqiao and raised his eyebrows and asked, "What did you say in the afternoon?" ”

Fan Yanqiao twisted his face to the side and said in a deep voice, "It's nothing." ”

Xue Shao saw that she didn't want to say anything, so he didn't force it, turned his head and said to Sun Liangping: "Go and send Mr. Nakamura ......"

Nakamura said to Fan Yanqiao with a smile: "Miss Fan, then see you next time, let's say goodbye first......"

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to Fujii and gestured, "Dazuo, let's go......"

Fujii greeted Xue Shao indifferently, and then walked out with his feet raised.

Nakamura then took Michiko and nodded goodbye to Xue Shao, turned around and walked out.

After the three of them left, the room was empty in an instant, the air seemed to freeze all of a sudden, and a trace of embarrassment slowly rose between Fan Yanqiao and Xue Shao.

One of Fan Yanqiao's hands was still tightly held in the palm of Xue Shao's hand, the temperature in the room was already extremely high, and his palm was warm, and after a while, Fan Yanqiao felt that there was fine sweat oozing out of his palm.

She pulled her hand out a little uncomfortably, but as soon as her fingers moved, Xue Shao's hand tightened, he looked down at her, slowly turned around to face her, put his other hand on her shoulder, and asked softly, "Are you tired?" ”

Fan Yanqiao's face sank, her shoulders moved, and her body unconsciously stepped back, throwing away the hand he was holding on her shoulder.

She lowered her head and took a deep breath, and whispered, "I'm a little tired, if Da Shao is okay, I want to go upstairs and rest." ”

Xue Shao's hand was thrown away by her at once, and his heart tingled slightly, but his face did not change at all.

He looked down at her and said softly, "It's okay, you go up and take a rest, dinner will start later, and I'll wait for you to get up and eat together." ”

Fan Yanqiao raised his eyes to look at him, and said lightly: "Da Shao, don't wait for me, I ate a little more at noon, and I don't want to eat any more at night, Da Shao, don't wait for me to be hungry......"

As she spoke, she broke free of Xue Shao's hand, took a step back and continued, "I'll go up, let's eat first......"

When Xue Shao heard her say this, he didn't force her anymore, but said lightly: "Okay, I'll ask someone to boil some ginseng porridge for you to heat up, and when you wake up, if you're hungry, eat a little first." ”

Fan Yanqiao didn't speak again, turned around and walked out of the flower hall and went upstairs.

Xue Shao stood in place, looked at her back, and sighed softly.

He didn't expect that when he came back today, he would be able to meet Fan Yanqiao downstairs, let alone that she would be willing to have lunch with them, when he saw her do this, although he was still a little cold to him, but his heart couldn't help but be slightly happy, after all, she was finally willing to face him, this was almost the first time in more than a month that they sat face to face.

His heart breathed a sigh of relief, and he couldn't help but soften when he spoke to her, Xue Shao had always regarded her as a woman he liked quite a lot, but since she had a miscarriage, Xue Shao suddenly found that she was so important in her heart, the moment she knew that she had a miscarriage, Xue Shao's heart couldn't help throbbing, and when she thought of the child she had lost after waking up, a huge fear suddenly flooded his heart, especially the child was lost because of him.

He knew that with her temper, he would probably never forgive him in his life, and in the past month, as soon as he was idle, his eyes instantly appeared in front of her in pain when she hit the handrail of the stairs that night, her face was pale in pain, and the beads of sweat on her forehead were like beans, but he squatted in front of her in cold blood and couldn't help her.

Thinking that the child was killed by his own hands, Xue Shao's heart suddenly became colic.

He took a deep breath, walked slowly to the window, reached out and pulled a cigarette from his trouser pocket, and struck a match with trembling hands.

Fan Yanqiao didn't come down at dinner, Xue Shao sat at the empty dining table and whispered to Baoyun: "Go and see what's going on, is it sleeping or what?" If she doesn't want to come down when she is awake, you can ask Sister-in-law Wu to heat the porridge and bring it to her......"

Bao Yun bowed his head and went upstairs.

Xue Shao sat at the table and waited quietly, and sure enough, after staying for a while, it was Baoyun who went downstairs alone, she walked in front of Xue Shao, lowered her head and said softly: "Xiaohuan said that Miss just drank ginger tea and fell asleep, I have already told Xiaohuan, there is hot porridge in the kitchen downstairs, and let her serve it when Miss wakes up." ”

Xue Shao didn't say anything, and stayed for a while before he heard him whisper: "Let's eat, I'm hungry." ”

Xue Shao went to the study to deal with official business after eating, and it was not until nearly twelve o'clock that he finished reviewing the documents on the table, he stood in front of the window and smoked a cigarette, turned around and slowly went upstairs.

Back in his bedroom, Qiqiao had already put the bath water, and when he saw Xue Shao coming up, he hurriedly asked, "Do you want to sleep?" ”

Xue Shao nodded and walked into the bathroom.

After taking a shower, Qiqiao had already made the bed, and he wiped his hair while taking a bottle of red wine from the wine rack.

Qiqiao saw that Xue Shao was going to drink, so he hurriedly took a wine glass from the cabinet and handed it over: "Da Shao......"

Xue Shao lowered his head and took it, slowly poured half a glass of wine, and said lightly: "Go down and rest......

As he spoke, he slowly sat down on the sofa in the living room and turned on the gramophone casually.

The familiar sound of music sounded all of a sudden, it was Fan Yanqiao's favorite song "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night", Xue Shao's heart trembled violently when he heard the prelude, and the hand holding the wine glass shook unconsciously.

His mind instantly remembered the night he and her in the presidential palace, and when she saw him talking and laughing with Liao Mengni, she said with pain in her eyes that she was crazy, and she would like him when she was crazy. The island is anti-co-ordinating.

Thinking of the tone of voice and the expression on her face when she said this at that time, Xue Shao's breathing became rapid.

With a calm face, he reached out and brought the glass to his lips, then tilted his head and drank all the wine from the glass.

It's been more than a month, her attitude towards him in the past month, as if he has been sent to hell, he can't sleep peacefully all night for her, even if he is asleep, he turns over and wakes himself up at the same time, his mind instantly remembers the appearance of her miscarriage that night, and when she thinks that she had a miscarriage because of him and lost their child, Xue Shao's heart instantly hurts and sleeps.

How many times he dreamed back at midnight, he hoped that everything that happened that night was just a dream, but the empty side around him clearly told him that everything was true, and that he had not only killed her parents with his own hands, but also their children with his own hands.

So every time he thought about it, he kept his eyes open until dawn almost every night, or wandered outside her bedroom until dawn.

But tonight he couldn't take it anymore, and her overtures to him in the afternoon rekindled a glimmer of hope in his heart, and he thought that maybe she would be able to forgive him one last time.

He put down his glass, lowered his head and tried to calm his heartbeat, then slowly stood up.

He gently pushed open the door outside the small living room, Xiaohuan was sitting on the sofa napping, as soon as he saw Xue Shao walk in, and was about to speak, he heard Xue Shao say softly: "Go down." ”

Xiaohuan hesitated on his face, and was about to speak, but after looking at Xue Shao's appearance, he still held back, turned around and walked out.

Xue Shao stood in front of Fan Yanqiao's bedroom door and took a deep breath, but his heart was so nervous that he was beating with nervousness.

He reached out and just touched the doorknob, but his fingers trembled slightly, he closed his eyes and gently opened the door to her bedroom.

As soon as the door opened, Xue Shao heard low sobs in the room.

He looked up, but saw a small table lamp turned on in the bedroom, and under the pale yellow light, Fan Yanqiao was sitting barefoot on the edge of the bed with his knees crossed, burying his head in his knees, his body trembling and crying softly.

She cried very suppressed, as if she was afraid that others would hear her, and her body kept shaking because she tried so hard to suppress her voice.

When Xue Shao stood at the door and saw such a scene, his heart hurt so much that he almost stopped suddenly.

He thought she was asleep, but who knew that she was secretly crying in the dead of night, he walked over slowly with a pale face, stood in front of the bed and looked down at her for a long time, and finally couldn't help but reach out and circle her into his arms.

Fan Yanqiao was held in his arms, and the familiar smell on his body instantly filled her nose, she knew that he was coming, her heart was sour, and she couldn't help crying.

Xue Shao closed his eyes and held her in his arms, stretched out his hand and gently patted her back, coaxing her with a trembling voice: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault...... Sorry ......"

He said sorry, but Fan Yanqiao cried even more sadly, her head was against his chest, tears were surging like a burst, she reached out and grabbed his pajamas, her body trembled uncontrollably.

Xue Shao's eyes also turned red all of a sudden, he looked down at her, his heart was almost broken by her crying, he kissed her forehead gently: "I'm sorry, Yan Qiao, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry, don't cry, your crying, my heart is also uncomfortable...... Yan Qiao, Yan Qiao, it's my fault, everything is my fault, it's all my fault......"

He has never felt guilty about anyone in his life, but for Fan Yanqiao, he feels guilty beyond measure, he killed her parents, and personally sent her to the hands of the enemy, not only that, but he also missed her and caused her to miscarry, lost him and her child, from the time she lived in the Marshal's Mansion, although he took good care of her, but in fact, he has always kept her as a chess piece in his heart, he just wanted to use her, from beginning to end, the purpose of his imprisonment was to use her.

But who knew that it was with such a purpose, but he and her got closer and closer, and the two of them, who were once as powerful as fire and water, were so unconsciously intimate to this extent.

When she cried, he finally felt sad, and when she was sad, he would also feel irritable, everything began to center on her, and his emotions became very easily controlled by her, and he was unwilling to admit this change in himself for a long time.

But it wasn't until this moment that he had to admit that he was really in love with her.

I don't know when, maybe the first time they met, she wore a dark green dress, and in the midsummer night breeze, she crossed her arms and told him that she was much younger than him; Perhaps it was the day after she arrived at the Grand Marshal's Mansion, and when she jumped from the high terrace with a determined face, she was crushed by him in the blooming peony bushes; It is even possible that he fell in love with her on a winter night when she wore a big red brocade jacket and bowed her head and gently embroidered a veil.

But he didn't want to admit it, he never wanted to admit it, because he hated himself the most because he had weaknesses, and it was because of this that he obviously liked the wolf dog very much, but he killed it with his own hands, just like Fan Yanqiao, obviously he loved her, but because he was afraid that he would have a weakness from now on, he was unwilling to admit it.

It was only on such a night, when he and she were both heartbroken for the same thing, that he was finally willing to face such a fact.