When she said this, the expression on her face was very gloomy, and her voice was as light as a gust of wind, falling on Pei Zhao's heart, but it was like a thousand poisoned daggers, slashing at the tip of her heart one by one, and the straight sect was in pain.

Pei Zhao was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke, and his voice trembled slightly: "You...... You just said......"

"I said, I fell in love with someone." As soon as these words came out, Su Ying's heart was much more relaxed, and when the night breeze blew, she retracted her hands into the big cloud, and her eyebrows were very melancholy: "Don't laugh at me, I know that this is very unacceptable." But this kind of thing ......," she smiled abruptly, "I only realized today that if I really like someone, this heart is no longer mine, and I want to take it back, but I can't find it...... Pei Zhao, I only told you about this matter, you ......"

In fact, she really wanted to say, please don't look down on me because of this liking, but this sentence hesitated in her heart for a long time, and she still couldn't say it after all.

Pei Zhao's heart was cold, as if it was difficult to even speak: "You should know that you are the queen mother of Da Cao." ”

"I know." Su Jin's voice was very soft: "I just don't want to hold it in my heart like this, and these words can only be said to you." Even if I did, I wouldn't do anything, and in this life, I wouldn't let him know how much I liked him. ”

Pei Zhao looked at his feet in a daze, a large continuous palace was hidden in the night like a sea, it really seemed like an endless abyss. Beyond the palace walls are the twelve streets and alleys and six city gates of Tianjing, which are majestic and prosperous. And this is just a small black dot on the map.

He is the king of Dacao, with a vast territory, worshiped by all the people, and all the barbarian small countries respect him. But standing in such a supreme place, he looked at the supreme prosperity in front of him, but he always felt that he had nothing.

He heard his own voice, with endless weariness: "You...... When did you fall in love with that guy? ”

Su Jin's voice seemed to be in a dream, flickering far and near: "Maybe it's recently, or maybe it's a long time ago, do you want to hear what kind of person he is?" ”

"That's enough."

Pei Zhao closed his eyes tiredly, but he knew very well in his heart that this was just a kind of self-deception, he didn't listen to that person's appearance, he didn't listen to Su Ming's liking, as if that person didn't exist from now on. This treacherous Daming Palace is actually very narrow, and it can only accommodate the two of them.

She likes people, and that's okay. Because they know very well to each other that this is the least possible thing under heaven. This is about the only gift God has ever given him, and in this life, they can only rely on each other to keep each other warm, and no one else will intervene.

The fireworks in the sky did not know when it gradually dimmed, and a majestic and loud bell sounded in the palace, three long and three short, which was the Chinese New Year's Eve bell. After the bell rings, it's time for the new year.

That's nice. A sour joy rose in Su Yu's heart, this night, even if she and Pei Zhao kept the year together, every Chinese New Year's Eve in the future will probably be spent like this. Maybe soon, there will be Pei Zhao's sweetheart, Pei Zhao's child will spend Chinese New Year's Eve with her, which is actually very good, as long as you can see Pei Zhao from time to time, it is already very good.

The surroundings gradually dimmed, and only the night pearl in the corner of the eaves was still shining. The night was already very deep, Pei Zhao silently hugged Su Ying from the top of the treasure and sent her all the way back to Changle Palace, along the way, he wanted to ask countless times, ask her if she knew her own thoughts, and ask her if the person who taught her sorrow was Ye Jingzhi, but seeing that he had arrived in front of the palace gate of Changle Palace, these words were never spoken, and there was no need to say them again.

When he was fourteen years old, he was ordered to go to quell the rebellion in Yunnan and Guizhou, and accidentally got lost in the rainforest, the forest was very poisonous, and the dampness and heat were very strong, but he had to wrap his whole body tightly when he walked inside, and if there was an inch of skin and flesh exposed, he would be bitten by poisonous insects, and he would lose his life in an instant.

At that time, he had been without food for three days, and he sat in the cave with the army exhausted, guarding a faint fire, and did not even dare to close his eyes. But even at that time, he had no fear.

It's just a death. There was even a faint hint of happiness in his heart, and if he died here like this, it might be a great relief.

But he didn't die, and even defeated Baiyue, even returned to the dynasty in triumph, and even met Su Jin.

Until this moment, Pei Zhao's heart finally swelled up with unprecedented despair, and the pain and unwillingness were intertwined into the sharpest arrow in the world, piercing straight into the internal organs. After a while, he finally whispered: "I will treat tonight's events as if I didn't hear them, you can go back." ”

Su Jin's eyes were hot, and she almost burst into tears, she turned her head slightly sideways and smiled reluctantly: "You go first." ”

In the past, she left without looking back, never thinking about what Pei Zhao looked like behind her, and this time, she wanted to take a look at Pei Zhao's back. The night is like ink. And his figure was gradually swallowed up by the night, and he did not look back, so he never knew that she was already in tears at this moment, and he never knew that there was such a person behind him watching him.

Pei Zhao will never know that the person he is talking about is actually him.

Early the next morning, Su Ying saw the Turkic princess, she took off her Hu dress and changed into a lake blue palace dress, the red gold phoenix hairpin swayed in her hair, lined with boundless bright colors, very moving.

To teach Su Jin, what surprised her was that this new Rong Mei spoke the Central Plains dialect very fluently, and even had a Central Plains name, called Yunshan. She saluted Su Ying in an orderly manner, and then sat down quietly in her seat, silent.

Su Ying was a little distressed, how could this beauty have the same temperament as Wu Yuehua? They don't like to talk, and even Sun Miaoyi is silent a lot, this scene is really a little embarrassing.

In her experience, the best way to do it when you have nothing to say is to eat, as long as your mouth is not idle. The palace ladies quickly set up all kinds of snacks, she picked a piece of dragon whisker candy, and began to look for words all over the sky to say: "Today's weather is ......" looked at the burning earth dragon in the hall, and laughed dryly: "It's a little cold, is it the first time for Rong Meiren to come to Tianjing, are you still used to living?" ”

Rong Meiren hurriedly got up and said respectfully: "Back to the Queen Mother, the concubine was born in the Turks, which is an extremely cold place, not as prosperous as Tianjing, and the concubine lives well here." ”

Hmm, now I don't have to worry about having nothing to say, Su Ying smiled and groaned: "What is the Turk like?" You say to me...... Tell the mourners about it. ”

After opening the chatterbox, Su Ying realized that Rong Meiren was actually a very good girl, she talked about a lot of Turkic scenery, endless grasslands and those mysterious legends, which sounded really interesting. On the night in Kunlun Garden, Pei Zhao also told her a lot of stories, but after all, it was not as good as Rong Meiren who grew up there, so she was naturally a little less interesting.

Thinking of Pei Zhao, her heart darkened again.

It was at this time that the palace people outside came in to report, saying that it was Princess Shouyang's great-grandson who was asking to see her outside, and before Su Ying could speak, a round little body ran in with a "kick", and a pair of fat little hands grabbed the palace silk on Su Yuan's waist: "Queen Mother, accompany Aman to kick the shuttlecock!" ”

During this time, she had become very familiar with Aman, both of whom were eccentric and playful people, and although she was ten years older than Aman, she was very close to each other.

Aman's hand was very warm, and he pulled Su Ying out of Changle Palace all the way. At this time, there is a cold and snowy ground outside, a thin layer of ice is formed on the eaves, the pavilions and pavilions are as crystal carved as if they are crystal clear, Aman holds a shuttlecock made of peacock feathers in his hand, and quickly stretches his feet to pick it up after throwing it gently, and has a lot of fun.

Look, even without Pei Zhao, isn't she doing well? The scenery is still so good, the story is still so good, and she still has a lot of fun things to do.

Su Ying looked at Aman, who was having fun in front of her, and suddenly felt a little relieved in her heart.

There is a word in the book called "love but can't", which is about her current situation. In fact, what can you do if you can't get it? She likes Pei Zhao so much, Pei Zhao smiled, she was happy, Pei Zhao was unhappy, she was listless, in this case, she just watched Pei Zhao go smoothly and spend his life peacefully and happily, isn't it also good?

The sorrow that had been felt for so long was finally dissipated, Su Ying smiled and raised the corner of her skirt slightly, stretched out her foot to catch the shuttlecock, you might as well make it stronger, the shuttlecock drew a beautiful arc in mid-air, flew straight out, and fell into Pei Zhao's hands.

Seeing Pei Zhao, everyone knelt down in fear, Su Ying took the shuttlecock from his hand, and said with a smile: "You are a person, why are you standing there quietly." When did you come over? ”

Pei Zhao was silent, and finally showed her familiar smile: "I just came over and heard that you were going to kick the shuttlecock, I wanted to see how the kick was, but I didn't want to ......."

A narrow smile appeared on his face, Su Ying coughed lightly, a little embarrassed: "Fang is careless, my shuttlecock kicks well, I don't believe you ask Aman!" ”

Aman on the side hurriedly nodded: "The Queen Mother's appearance of kicking the shuttlecock is like our Xiliang's little pony, but she is flexible!" ”

This analogy is realistic...... Interesting, as the so-called "hearing is better than seeing", she threw the shuttlecock high, with a light hook on her toes, and walked through the fourteen kicking methods such as dragging, jumping, lifting, and ringing, and kicked out the Buddha's top beads, winding flower threads and other patterns, and her skills were extremely flexible, like a fluttering butterfly.

Although it was a cold winter, she kicked the shuttlecock, her cheeks were flushed, and she was very delicate and touching with a slightly childish smile on her face. Her figure flickered flickering farther away, and he kept looking at her.

When she tossed and turned last night, Pei Zhao didn't think that since she already had a sweetheart, she would be far away from her. It's like when you were very young, you knew that Your Majesty and the mother didn't like you, and if they didn't say anything, you would stay away. He was a man of great pride, and it was better for him to leave early than for others to abandon him.

But that person was Su Jin, so he couldn't do it.