Lin Ying also stared at Shen Yu in confusion, and asked with concern, "Teacher Shen, are you a little tired?" ”

"Tired? You're trying to say that my words are illogical, right? Shen Yu unceremoniously unceremoniously uncovered our worries for us.

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Two trees were planted in the yard of Lu Aiqiang's house, one was a jujube tree and the other was a sour jujube tree.

The two trees are said to have been planted by Lu Aiqiang's grandfather, and they are about sixty or seventy years old.

May is the best time for the jujube tree, the new branches are drawn, the new leaves are luxuriant, and there is always a round shade under the tree.

In the afternoon, I moved a chair and sat under the shade, and the air heated by the sun filtered through the shade of the trees will also turn into a clear wind.

Li Yaru was sitting on the jujube tree at this time, looking up at the goose-yellow flowers among the jujube leaves.

Now the season is the best, if it is postponed for another half a month, a caterpillar called "Jingtiao Tiger" will grow on the tree, this kind of insect is full of poisonous stingers, as long as you accidentally touch it, the skin will be red and swollen, stinging, it will take seven or eight days to recover.

And her current mood is as painful as being stung by a thorn tiger.

She couldn't help but think of a lot of things from the past.

Li Yaru has been well-behaved since she was a child, and loves to dance and sing, and she is often selected to "report performances" in primary and secondary schools. But her greatest talent is playing the piano.

When she was in elementary school, Li Yaru liked to take music lessons the most. The music teacher is in his forties, tall and thin, and has a very temperamental demeanor. Before each music lesson, she called a few students to the office to move the organ.

The organ is a pedal organ with two pedals, and it looks like a piano, it is very large and heavy, so it is usually a boy who carries the piano.

But Li Yaru followed every time, she couldn't move the organ, so she held it with her hands, and the lacquered surface of the organ was very delicate, and it felt like silk.

There is no middle school in Yuntang Town, so the Education Bureau arranged for the nearest urban school. After entering junior high school, Li Yaru began a life of running at both ends, but it was her happiest time.

The music teacher at the school was a young and handsome man. His fingers were slender and white, and because he had just graduated from the normal school and was still relatively open-minded, he took the students to the school's instrument room to play the piano and read the stave.

Li Yaru listened carefully to the teacher's music and fingering, and she felt familiar when she touched the keys for the first time, and the piano lying there seemed to be her long-lost friend. She looked at the score, and quickly and completely played the short piece that the teacher had just taught.

The music teacher looked at her in surprise and said, "Li Yaru, your sense of music is so good, your fingers are long and flexible, let the family enroll you in an art class!" ”

Li Yaru's academic performance is average, and attending an "art class" is indeed a way out. But the Li family is not well-off, and the cost of attending art classes is too great, so her mother told her, we don't have the money to go to art classes, and you can't learn anything if you study like this, so when you graduate from junior high school, you can go to Shenzhen with your mother to work.

In this way, Li Yaru went to the south with her parents at the age of sixteen, entered the factory, and worked as a quality inspector on the assembly line.

What she does every day is to "drop the phone" and "structure test", she watched the dry and cold manipulator grab the phone one by one, and then lift it to a set height, so that the phone can fall into the marble in free fall.

Smack-

The phone fell from a place high one person, and the screen shattered, the case was dented, and even the body burst and parts flew out on the hard stone slab.

Until now, when Li Yaru was holding the mobile phone, she suddenly had the idea of throwing it high and throwing it down.

Li Yaru has been working in a factory in the south for several years, which is far away from the city, surrounded by villages, and the environment is not much stronger than that of Yuntang Town.

In the factory dormitory, she also met several sisters, and when she was off work, the sisters would also ask her to eat hot pot, drink beer, go to KTV and Internet cafes. But Li Yaru found that she originally had a good voice, but she couldn't sing a word in KTV.

It's not that she can't sing, but she doesn't want to sing, and she doesn't know why.

When she was twenty years old, Li Yaru came back from the south because she was going on a blind date. The matchmaker introduced her to a person from the Lu family in Yuntang Town, named Lu Aiqiang, who worked for a construction company in Weiyang.

Lu Aiqiang is a stuffy gourd, he is the "squad leader" on the construction site, that is, the "foreman" of migrant workers, and he also works on the construction site. His palms were thick, his fingers were short and thick, and his voice was heavy and hoarse, as if something had been plugged in his throat.

"Aiqiang is a good person, able to work, willing to endure hardships, kind-hearted, or a regular worker in a state-owned enterprise, and eats official food." The matchmaker's mouth is naturally full of compliments.

"I'll see it." Li Yaru's parents nodded one after another.

Li Yaru married Lu Aiqiang in such a daze. On the wedding night, Lu Aiqiang, who was drunk by relatives and friends, climbed into bed, pulled Li Yaru over, and stroked her with his rough and clumsy big hands.

"Don't worry, I will be good to you for the rest of my life."

Li Yaru had a layer of goosebumps all over her body, and she raised her slender hand to push Lu Aiqiang away, but the man's arm was thick and powerful, and he held her tightly around his chest, making her almost breathless.

The days after marriage were dull and dull. At first, Lu Aiqiang asked someone to find Li Yaru a job as a cashier in a supermarket near the construction company, and both of them worked in Weiyang.

Later, Li Yaru's father fell ill, and she could only go back to Yuntang Town to take care of her. Soon after his father died, his mother also fell ill, and Li Yaru could only stay by his side, and he couldn't even leave Yuntang Town.

Lu Aiqiang treats her well, and generally depends on her. Li Yaru doesn't have the slightest bad feeling for her husband, and of course, she doesn't have a good impression of her.

The most frustrating thing for the young couple is that the two have not had children since they got married. Lu Aiqiang took his wife to the hospital for a check-up, but found out that it was his own problem, and he was very disappointed. But Li Yaru comforted him and said, it doesn't matter, we can live without children.

Lu Aiqiang vaguely felt that he owed Li Yaru a little bit, but what he didn't know was that Li Yaru was relieved in his heart - she didn't want children, especially Lu Aiqiang's children.

Every time Lu Aiqiang hugged her with those stubby and heavy palms, she felt uncomfortable, and she just wanted to escape from the restraints of those hands.

After sending her mother away, Li Yaru did not go back to work and stayed in Yuntang Town to take care of housework. Lu Aiqiang felt that there was nothing to run without children anyway, and he went to work alone to earn money, which was enough to support two people.

Li Yaru became a "left-behind housewife", she often lived alone at home, and was soon targeted by the pervert Luo Laosong in the town. She knew Luo Laosong's reputation and had been avoiding it at first, but when she saw Luo Laosong with a pair of white and delicate hands like a woman, she softened her heart for some reason.