Chapter 383: I Want to Be Responsible for My Child
Ling Zi pulled Qin An'an to sit down on the sofa with one hand.
The good-looking peach blossom eyes were intertwined with worry and concern, and after a moment of silence, he looked at Qin An'an and said earnestly, "Xiao An, this kind of thing is really extraordinary...... Moreover, I think Ji Chenxi is obedient to you, if you really don't want to give birth to him, at least make it clear, don't use drugs to hurt your body. ”
"Ling Zi, it's not that I don't want to give him a child, I'm just ......"
Qin An'an's brows couldn't help frowning deeper when he heard this, the helplessness in that voice sounded very obvious, but seeing Ling Zi's sincere anxiety about her body, he hesitated for a moment, and finally said his thoughts truthfully-
"You know, my marriage with Ji Chenxi is blind marriage and blind marriage, each with its own purpose, we don't have the process of knowing and falling in love with ordinary couples, naturally, the relationship is different from that of ordinary couples...... Since I was released from prison and lived with Ji Chenxi, we have been close, he has never taken measures, and it can be heard from his words that he still has a sense of expectation for his children, and his age is almost old enough to be a father......
But I'm different, Ling Zi, the focus of my life has always been on finding the truth and developing Leying, so since I'm embarrassed to talk to Ji Chenxi, I'm afraid that I will meet his expectations of wanting to be a father, then I can only take birth control pills with my back to him, so I won't cause any trouble to each other, what's wrong with this? ”
The original decision to take medicine behind a man's back was also due to these factors.
At that time, she just wanted to find her innocence and protect the company left by her mother, and even she couldn't take care of herself, how could she take care of a child?
"Even though I said that, taking medicine is really hurtful...... And looking at Ji Chenxi like that, it should be negotiable, Xiao An, haven't you really thought about talking to him to make it clear? I think he is so kind to you, he should be able to understand your feelings. ”
I heard the meaning of Qin An'an's words.
Ling Zi pursed her red lips slightly, thought about it, and then said suggestively.
However, as soon as Ling Zi's words came out, Qin Anan just shook his head indifferently, and said in a cold voice, "Ji Chenxi's kindness to me is due to his sense of responsibility for marriage and his obligations as a husband to his wife...... But this does not mean that he truly loves me, and it does not mean that he will love the house and the children he conceived.
Moreover, since I went back to Macau with him, I know that in a family like the Ji family, the child will not be a simple existence, and he (she) will have to bear too much pressure from birth, so I hope that we, as parents, can give him enough love, and this premise is based on the fact that the relationship between me and Ji Chenxi is real.
The reason why I chose to take birth control pills was to be able to have this child after my relationship with Ji Chenxi was stable......
I don't want to experience the unexpected arrival of a child but can't stay, if you have, you have to be born, after all, it is a living life, not an item that I want to want, don't think about it and throw it away, and I have heard someone say that every child is God who came to this world by hand, and such a fresh life needs to be responsible and cared for......
Therefore, I just want to be fully prepared to accept the pregnancy, I want to give the child a warm and stable family, I want the child to see the harmony and love of the parents, not the constant quarrel...... Ling Zi, when I say this, you can understand me, right? ”
Solemnly and seriously threw down such words.
When the words were silenced, Qin Anan also raised his gaze and looked at Ling Zi sitting beside him for a moment.
However, at this moment, Ling Zi seemed to be suddenly awakened by Miss An'an's words-
Oh, yes......
There is nothing wrong with that.
Every child is God who comes to this world by the hand, whether they are formed at the moment or not, it is a living life, we have no right to end their life without permission, once we have, we should be responsible for him......
So, no matter if the child in her womb came unexpectedly because of the absurdity of that night, she should be responsible for this child and let this child enjoy the right to live in this world, right?
Instead of thinking about the question of whether to stay or not to keep in the first place, that would be too cruel for this child.
Actually, think about it.
The appearance of the man who spent the night with her that night also looked quite good, and the noble atmosphere of the man's gestures, thinking about it, should also be the young master of a pampered rich and noble family.
Such genes may be much better than many people.
And she is also ready for a lonely life, so what's wrong with having a child with her?
Listening and thinking, Ling Zi seemed to have figured it out at this moment.
She subconsciously reached out and stroked her lower abdomen, which was still flat, and her tense face seemed to be relieved.
"Ling Zi? What are you thinking? ”
Qin An'an's gaze was fixed on Ling Zi's slightly changing expression, since he didn't see the small movements in her hand, and he didn't wait for a response after waiting for a while, he couldn't help but ask out loud.
"Nothing, nothing to think about......"
The tentative call pulled back Ling Ziwu's wandering thoughts, she came back to her senses, quickly put away the hand covering her lower abdomen, and said with a serious face, "Xiao An, I just didn't expect your thoughts to be so delicate and serious, what you said is right, a child is a life, not an object, once you have it, you should be responsible for them and give them a happy family......
However, in fact, from the perspective of a bystander, I think Ji Chenxi is serious about you, and everything he does seems to exceed the obligations of a husband...... I still think that maybe you can try to discuss this topic openly with him, and if you can agree, wouldn't that be the best ending? ”
"I know, don't worry, Ling Zi, I can handle these problems."
After confiding all the words in his heart to Ling Zi, Qin Anan only felt that his heart seemed to be slightly relaxed, and his light voice sounded a lot more relaxed, and after a pause, he continued to speak, "It's not too early, let's go, don't delay people to do the business later." ”
After speaking, the slender figure also stood up from the sofa.
Ling Zi bowed his head slightly, and then got up, "What's not to delay?" I made it clear that I would add money, so I didn't rush us, okay? ”
"No wonder...... I wonder why no one called me after sleeping for so long......"
Qin An'an responded lightly, and as he spoke, he took the lead and walked outside.
Ling Zi stepped up to follow, and the whole person looked a lot more relaxed and chuckled, "Otherwise? Xiao An, do you think the merchants are all open to the church? You are a businessman yourself, is it possible that you are willing to suffer? ”
"That's right...... But this SPA is really good, I'll rush a card in a while, and we'll come once a week in the future? ”
"It's a good decision, I'll make one too."
"No need, I'll just buy it, go back and find Mr. Ji for reimbursement, after all, I've taken care of it, and he will have a lot of face when he takes me out, right?"
"Yes, yes...... I found out that you and your husband have been messing around for a long time, and this mouth is getting more and more sharp......"
“……”
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Girlfriends, you and I will say one sentence.
Soon, I came to the front desk to check out.
Qin An'an saw that Ling Zi insisted on buying today's order and followed her, and after Ling Zi paid the money, she immediately rushed a VIP gold card of 30,000 yuan.
Seeing this big business.
The manager of the store was smiling.
Even when the two left, the manager personally sent them to the door, which is enough to show how realistic and powerful the current society is.
……
When walking out of the mall.
The sky outside was completely dark.
After seeing Ling Zi get into the taxi and leave, Qin Anan walked back to the mall to pick up the car, and when he arrived at the place agreed with the man, he was already about half an hour late.
Ji Chenxi was also happy to wait for her and didn't say anything, after ordering, the husband and wife chatted all over the world, the meal was relaxed and pleasant, and after the meal, they also went to the square around the private restaurant together, and when they returned to the villa, it was late at night, and they both fell asleep after a simple cleanup.
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In the next few days, Qin Anan was still resting at home.
Because of Ji Chenxi's shot, Leying's stock price has recovered a lot before the holiday, and no one on major platforms dares to use Mu Nuan's death to make a big deal about Leying Media and Qin Anan's articles, which can be regarded as a lot of stopping.
This year's Qingming Festival happens to be the middle day of the three-day holiday.
Lu Jun arranged the route and took off at the T2 terminal of Nancheng International Airport at half past six in the morning of the same day.
So the day before, the husband and wife went to Lu Qing's grave in plain clothes, and Qin An'an stayed for a long, long time, as if he was just talking about Lu Qing's tombstone, and he had endless words and endless thoughts.
It wasn't until the dense drizzle in the sky gradually turned into a vigorous heavy rain that Ji Chenxi took Qin An'an's hand and left, but before leaving, he turned his head and glanced meaningfully at the color photo on Lu Qing's tombstone......
That night, Ji Chenxi still worked late into the night.
Because she had to catch an early flight, Miss An An went to bed early, and even when Ji Chenxi got into the bed, she didn't know at all.
It's just that when she felt a piece collapse next to her, she subconsciously turned over and nestled into the man's spacious and warm embrace......