After dinner, everyone sat in the courtyard and chatted, and no makeup was no exception. Habitually, the words without makeup are the most, and the words are endless.

Everyone was amused by her, except for Dugu, who was sitting far away in the corner, not crying or laughing, living like a living dead. He held the sword in his arms, his expression numb, as if there would never be the slightest emotional fluctuation on his face.

Every time Mama Liu sees the water in the plain cup drink out, she will always add it very carefully.

Su Yan smiled and said to Shangguan Jingyu, "The people under your hands are extremely careful, and I am also relieved." ”

Shangguan Jingyu Wan'er, "Drink your water!" A mouth to talk and drink, can you be busy? ”

"You have one top two, I say one word to others, and you have to say two words to others, so that it can be fair to you, right?" With this mouth without makeup, I'm afraid that no one can beat it.

Hearing this, Shangguan Jingyu was dumbfounded, and was speechless for a while.

Waiting for the night to be late and going back to the room to rest, I got up without makeup. When I returned to the house, the futon in the house had been laid, and Mother Liu came out of it.

"We—don't we know?" asked without makeup.

Liu's mother smiled, "I, a rural village woman, have I seen so many people." It's just that after following the master for a long time, I know that the master is thinking about you, and I am doing my best for the master. ”

With that, Liu's mother walked out of the door slowly.

There was a footbasin at the front of the bed, and he leaned over without makeup and probed it with his hand, and the water temperature was just right.

Jiao frowned slightly, it is rare to have such a careful village woman.

Shangguan Jingyu didn't go back to the room, but watched everyone go back to the room, and then got up and went to the room without makeup. After knocking on the door for a long time, he slowly opened the door without makeup.

"What's wrong? Haven't opened the door for so long? What happened? Shangguan Jingyu looked at his pale face and remembered what Xiao Dongli said during the day.

Su Yan made a white face, "It's nothing, I was just woken up by you as soon as I lay down." ”

Shangguan Jingyu walked in the door, "My face is not good." ”

"I was slapped in the face during the day, and it was no big deal." Close the door without makeup.

"I'll take your pulse." Shangguan Jingyu sat down.

After a pause, Su Yan smiled, "I said that it was just some internal injuries, and my own body knows it." What's more, I'm a disciple of the ghost doctor, how can I make it look like you're the same. The fur you learned from your senior brother is not enough for three tricks and two styles, how can you see. Don't be embarrassed in front of me, I'm fine. ”

Shangguan Jingyu raised his eyes to look at her, "Since it's an internal injury, why don't you take a look." Unless you have something else to do! ”

"How old are you?" Su Yan looked at Shangguan Jingyu's belly.

"More than six months." Shangguan Jingyu frowned slightly, "Are you poisoned?" ”

Su Yan subconsciously clenched his fists, "What nonsense, if I am poisoned, I can still stand in front of you in a good manner?" If it was poisoning, I would have gone to my senior brother early in the morning to detoxify. You still take care of yourself and your brother, he is delirious now, so you don't have to be distracted to take care of me. ”

"I have walked the rivers and lakes for so many years, and I have not experienced any ups and downs, and I have not suffered any hardships. Don't make a fuss, I'm really fine. ”

Shangguan Jingyu sighed lightly, "Are you really dying?" ”

Plain face lowered her eyelashes, "Who would not want to die?" Isn't it just for a breath and a life to live so hard? She held Shangguan Jingyu's hand, "Actually, I know, I can't hide it from you." But Ah Jing, I don't want everyone to worry about me. When I was a child, my father and queen mother were worried about me, and now—I just want everyone to be well. ”

When the sound fell, Shangguan Jingyu directly spread out her palm, the injury in her palm, and the black mist in her palm.

"What is this?" Shangguan Jingyu asked.

"It's a poisonous Yama." Su Yan smiled lightly, "If I had met you earlier, maybe I would have been saved." But now, it's too late. It is no longer as simple as poisoning into the lungs, poisoning into the bone marrow and connecting with the blood. There is no cure, and there is no cure. ”

Shangguan Jingyu froze there, his hand trembling slightly.

"But don't worry, it's okay for the time being. I used the method of fighting poison with poison to try my best to curb the poison. I've survived all these months. I don't know how long I'll be able to survive, but I'll be able to see you all safe and sound at the end, and I'll be dead. Su Yan smiled.

In the candlelight, his face was as white as paper, and the whole person looked as if he had taken away all his energy.

She sat in front of Shangguan Jingyu and smiled lightly, no longer as high-spirited as when she first saw her, not as willful and wanton as she was at the beginning. People are dying, and many things that were previously unseeable can now be seen.

What if you don't look away?

No matter how tightly you hold it, you have to loosen it.

"I'll figure it out." Shangguan Jingyu clasped her wrist vein, and then quickly got up and left.

"Ah Jing." Su Yan shouted.

She paused at the door, "I don't know if I can save you, but I'll do my best." We are friends, and I don't want to lose you as a friend. ”

After speaking, Shangguan Jingyu walked out quickly.

She has never seen or heard of this kind of poison, and she doesn't know if Xiao Dongli has a way to detoxify. No matter what, you have to try your best, and you can't watch your hair go poisonous without makeup.

Su Yan smiled, thought about it, and knocked on Dugu's door.

In a dark room, there is no light.

The door was unlocked, and it seemed to be waiting for her.

He didn't light the lamp, but by the moonlight outside, he could see a figure sitting at the table without makeup. She thought for a moment, and then walked in.

The moment she closed the door, Su Yan felt that she was almost suffocating.

Taking a deep breath, she sat down across from him.

"Say whatever you want!" Dugu said, "I'll leave tomorrow." ”

"Can you not go?" She asked.

Dugu said, "Reason? ”

"I want you to stay and spend more time with me. I'm dying—maybe when you're gone, I'll be gone. "Su Yan said it very bluntly.

There was dead silence in the room, and she heard a small sound, a clacking of his fists.

"As you said, there is no antidote to the poison Yama." Su Yan took a deep breath, "If you leave, then in this life, you will never see me again." I know, you don't like me. I also know that you have a deep blood feud and are at odds with the royal family. The emperor destroyed your nine clans, he deserved to die, but what about me? I'm different from him. ”

"You've abandoned this world since I saved you. Anything you feel like, you're going to ruin it cleanly. If someone gets too close to you and treats you too well, you'll kill them too. ”

"You don't allow yourself to have the slightest emotion, lock yourself in your own world, bury your head in hard training, and hope that one day you can avenge the revenge of the nine clans."

"I have fulfilled you, even if I betrayed the master, turned my back on the master, and even almost died in your hands. But Dugu, who likes to be alone, really can't help it. ”

"If there was even the slightest solution, I would like to forget about you."

"But I- really tried my best."

"You have taken root in my heart, like a poisonous Yama, eroding the heart, and finally poisoning the bone marrow. Over the years, I have looked for you everywhere, come down from the ghost mountain, and walk through many places. Even, I went to Beizhao to look for you. ”

"I searched and searched, searched all the mountains and rivers of Dashuo, and finally found you in Dongdu."

"I know you annoy me, so I don't dare follow you. I know you feel guilty, but you never want to say more. I've been waiting, waiting for your words. ”

"Back then, when I said I love you, you were murderous. But you still relented, and your sword stabbed off. You have said that your sword will never be biased. ”

"Today, I still say the same thing, no matter what you think, I still love you. If you want to kill me again, I have no complaints, and I will die. ”

In the darkness, she heard the sound of the cold sword unsheathed slightly, and then returned to the sheath.

The next moment, Dugu got up and walked out.

When passing by, Su Yan choked up, "Do you still want to go?" ”

Dugu stood at the door, "How did you survive?" ”

"Fighting poison with poison can curb the poison in my body." Su Yan stood behind him, "Don't go." ”

"Hold on for another month, and in a month, I'll come back to you." Dugu opened the door and walked out.

"Don't go!" Su Yan rushed up and hugged his waist from behind, "I'm afraid of me, I won't survive for a month." ”

"Let it go." Dugu broke her hand.

Su Yan stopped in front, "If you want to go, then hug me, okay?" Just once. ”

His face was expressionless, and the dim yellow light under the eaves of the porch fell on his calm eyes, without the slightest ripple.

She saw him clench the sword in his hand and pass her.

Tears fell silently.

Behind him, Dugu stopped, "I don't trust anyone, except you." Xu is he really doesn't know how to express it, living alone, living alone, and dying alone. Silent, even forgetting how to say it, to express what you want to say.

He turned, staring at her trembling shoulders. The steps were very light, and then gently wrapped around her shoulders. It was this sudden hug that made the plain body tremble.

The people behind him also stiffened.

She heard the heartbeat in his chest, finally beating.

was overjoyed, but he had already let go and left without looking back.

"I'll wait for you to come back." Su Yan cried and shouted.

Dugu is gone.

Behind, Shangguan Jingyu stood silently, his eyes red. stepped forward slowly, patted Su Yan's shoulder, and at first glance saw Su Yan crying, Shangguan Jingyu almost couldn't hold back.

Su Yan gently hugged Shangguan Jingyu, "Help me." I'm going to have a month, help me! Otherwise, I'm afraid that I won't survive that day. ”

Shangguan Jingyu nodded, "No matter what, I will help you." But if there is a little hope, we must not give up. ”