Two hundred wanton
Sister, say goodbye to Xunyi. ”
When she finished reading the last word, the announcement of the little yellow door sounded outside, and before Yun Luo could react, Su Ying had already snatched the letter in her hand and stuffed it under the pillow, and it was at this time that Pei Zhao walked in quickly.
Yun Luo bowed and then retreated, he didn't take off his court clothes, so he walked to her and sat down, reached out and touched her face, and said with a smile: "I saw that you slept soundly when I got up in the morning, but now I look much better." ”
He had long been accustomed to her silence, and said to himself: "The pear blossoms are blooming very well outside, I picked a branch, do you think it looks good?" As he spoke, he sent a budding pear blossom to her, and the snow-white petals surrounded the tender yellow stamens, like sprinkling a few pieces of gold leaf on the snow, which was very pleasing to the eye. She looked at the pear blossom, and then looked at Pei Zhao steadily, she hadn't spoken for a long time, so her voice was a little hoarse and slight, but even so, she still opened her mouth with some difficulty:
"Pei Zhao."
"Click", the pear blossom slipped from his hand, Pei Zhao's eyes were only dazed and surprised at first, but soon they floated with overwhelming joy, Su Ying looked at his eyes, and said again: "It's very uncomfortable to live here, let's move back, okay?" ”
The next moment, she was hugged tightly in Pei Zhao's arms, he hugged her so tightly, as if as long as she let go of her hand a little, she would disappear, and after a while, he agreed in a low voice: "Okay." ”
Pei Zhao always seems to be like this, no matter what she says, he will say "good", for so long, he is like a big tree, firmly protecting himself under the dense canopy, not teaching himself to be hit by a little wind and rain, but Su Ying knows that even the tallest towering tree will actually be afraid of the blow of wind and rain.
When she was in a daze, she could still hear that Pei Zhao showed such a vulnerable appearance for the first time, and whispered in her ear almost pleadingly:
"Our child is gone, I beg you to cheer up, don't leave me, okay?"
"Ah Jin, when I didn't have you, I actually ...... Very scared. ”
She clearly knows that Pei Zhao's expectations and love for children will not be less than her; She clearly knew that Pei Zhao made concessions to the Su family everywhere for her sake; She clearly knew that Pei Zhao loved her like that...... She knew everything, but she still gave Pei Zhao a knife when she was in the most pain, during that time, how worried and sad Pei Zhao would be in the face of that walking corpse-like self? Her child was killed by her father's own hands, she was sad, wouldn't Pei Zhao be sad?
Su Ming's gaze stayed on Pei Zhao's sideburns for a moment, and there was a dense pain in his heart, his sideburns had a faint silver light, it was a hair that was already half a hundred, because the hair was too dark, this white hair was particularly conspicuous, and he already had white hair. He was only twenty-six years old, and he had already grown gray hair.
Her fingertips trembled and firmly brushed his sideburns, and whispered in his ear: "Pei Zhao, you have white hair." ”
He hugged her in ecstasy, not taking it into account in the slightest, he was so happy that even his voice changed a little: "It's okay...... As long as...... As long as you get better, as long as you don't feel like I'm old......"
Su Jin's eyes were sour, and she finally burst into tears, Pei Zhao slowly kissed away her tears, but he never coaxed her as before, telling her not to cry. It was the first time that he had so earnestly hoped that she would cry so well, that all the sorrows in his heart would be swept away, and that after he had wept, he would be able to continue to walk the road ahead with joy.
Even if it was only three years.
......
After that day, Su Ying finally got better, she put the child's fetal hair in her purse, and followed Pei Zhao to see the child's spiritual position. She and Pei Zhao's children, is the most noble princess of Yuanyang, with the words "Yuan" and "Yang" as the title, buried in the imperial mausoleum after the death of the emperor, the burial is countless gold, pearls and white jade, the day she was buried, the Xuanjia army and civil and military officials are lined up to send each other, with the imperial etiquette system. She has the most noble glory in the world, but so what? In the end, it's just a vain.
Pei Zhao sat with her in the spirit hall all night, she clutched the soft fetal hair, and finally cried bitterly.
On the day when they moved back to Chaoyang Palace, Duan Niang and Tong He commanded the palace people to go in and out, Pei Zhao was afraid that Su Ying would be tired, and was about to carry her back to the dormitory to rest, but she smiled and shook her head: "I have been lying down for so many days, and everyone is lazy, and I really want to go out for a walk." ”
Pei Zhao said, "Where do you want to go?" I'll go with you. ”
"I've already made an appointment with Yun Shan!" She looked at him with a smile, and when she saw that he still looked uneasy, she handed him a book with a little rabbit carved out of wood, and said, "I like this wood carving very much, will you?" ”
Pei Zhao took the book and looked at it carefully, nodded, and she happily tugged at his sleeve and said with a smile: "I'll go out with Yun Shan to relax, and you can help me carve a little rabbit here, okay?" ”
He glanced at her with a smile, and said softly helplessly, "Okay." ”
Su Ying lay on the bed for a long time, although her body was still weak at this time, she was in a much better mood when she saw the rich flowers in the imperial garden. Yun Shan was afraid that she would not be able to walk steadily, so she helped her on the side, and the two of them walked along the Taiye Pool, and then walked all the way to Jingchun Palace, when they were about to reach the palace gate, Yun Shan's footsteps were stagnant, and she grabbed her and said: "Ah Jin, I see that you look very good today, why don't I accompany you to Changyin Pavilion to listen to the music?" ”
Su Ying was silent for a long time and smiled at her: "The more you cover it up like this, the more suspicious I will be." ”
Seeing that her mind was seen through, Yun Shan had no choice but to accompany her into the main hall and sit down, Imperial Doctor He had already been ordered to wait inside, and when he saw them coming in, he hurriedly saluted, and then buried his head low, not daring to look at Su Ying at all.
The main hall was terrifyingly silent for a while, but Su Ying was the first to speak: "Imperial Doctor He, don't kneel, get up." Seeing that he hesitated, he said, "I have never liked people kneeling to talk to me, so get up." ”
Imperial Doctor He thanked him and stood up, but he still didn't dare to look at Su Ying's eyes: "What does the queen mother command?" ”
From the moment he walked into the Jingchun Palace, he felt a faint uneasiness in his heart, who didn't know that this queen mother was the top of His Majesty's heart, if she was in poor health, His Majesty would have already announced the entire Imperial Medical Department into the Chaoyang Palace, how could he see himself in a Zhaorong palace? In the past few days, he has been studying medical skills with Imperial Doctor Fang, and has tried all the prescriptions he can think of, but he still can't solve the poison in her body, for some reason, he vaguely feels that the queen summoned him today for this matter. Just when he was restless, Qingyue's beautiful voice sounded in his ears:
"Imperial Doctor He, what is the body of this palace, I hope you will tell me honestly."
Seeing that he raised his head suddenly, his face was shocked and panicked that he couldn't hide, Su Ying understood a little more in her heart, although the letter written to her by the third sister-in-law that day, although it was very vague, she also noticed some clues, plus the imperial doctor came to the pulse three times a day in the past few days, and boiled bowls and bowls of bitter medicine, which made her feel so strange: why do you still drink medicine when she is already well?
Every time she asked Pei Zhao, he quietly covered up the past, Duan Niang and Tong He were so shrewd, but she could still sense that something was wrong from their expressions, and Fang Cai Yunshan's intentional obstruction made her even more convinced of the guess in her heart.
Maybe her body is not good at all, or even ...... Something serious.
Imperial Doctor He unconsciously broke out in a cold sweat since Su Ying asked that sentence, he remembered Pei Zhao's instructions, and subconsciously wanted to cover up the past: "Niangniang's body is just a little weak, and the lower officials are ......."
"You don't have to lie to me." Su Ying looked at him steadily: "No matter what, you just have to say it, I will never tell Your Majesty, let alone cause you trouble, I just want to know, what is wrong with my body?" ”
She saw that Imperial Doctor He was still hesitant and didn't dare to speak, so she had to put on the majesty of the queen: "This palace asks you again, do you mean it or not?" ”
Sure enough, Imperial Doctor He trembled, raised his head as if he had made up his mind, gritted his teeth and said, "The queen is graceful." ”
Since the day Su Ying returned to the palace, he has received the position of the imperial doctor of the fetus, and he knows a little bit about the queen's temperament, in his heart, the queen is a very friendly person, perhaps because she is still young, and occasionally tells some slightly immature jokes. He had long known that His Majesty valued the Empress, and it was because he was very apprehensive at the beginning, and it was precisely because the Empress was very accommodating to him and Imperial Doctor Fang that most of his panic was gone.
And now, she sat upright, the first time to speak to him in such a stern tone, that look was a little similar to His Majesty, he was the first time to see such a queen, his heart was even more uneasy, he had no choice but to tell her the matter in detail, he said while raising his eyes to look at Su Jin's expression, ordinary people, if they know that they have been poisoned as bone marrow and die soon, which one is not crying and making trouble, let alone the queen with unlimited grace? But to his surprise, Su Ying couldn't even see a trace of sadness on his face, but asked him very calmly:
"How long will Hongu live?"
He couldn't bear it in his heart, but he could only say honestly: "Back to Niangniang, the lower official can only promise Niangniang that as long as you relax and take the medicinal soup on time every day, the lower official can ensure your health for three years." ”
Yun Shan's face changed greatly when she heard this, although she knew that Su Jin's body was not as good as it seemed, but she never expected that it would be so serious, and immediately said angrily: "You are talking nonsense! ”