Pu Xiang misses his former self very much: he has the direction of struggle, the goal of catching up, the vigorous energy, the healthy mentality, the execution of what he wants to do, and the commendable decisiveness......

What about my current self: no direction, no energy, no mentality, no execution... Oppose...

She has one goal, that is, she wants to go back to that home to see, but she just lacks courage and decisiveness.

She didn't recognize herself now, so she could only hide herself under her hat and mask and peep at the world with a pair of cautious eyes. I isolated myself from the world and felt safe.

Yes, now she is afraid of being hurt, and she is also afraid of hurting the person she loves the most.

She didn't even dare to recall how she survived in bed in those two years.

At night, Pu Xiang, who was wearing a Mickey Mouse nightdress, sat on the carpet in front of the bed, and in front of him was full of flower petals.

Under the faint yellow light, she had destroyed several white peonies.

Regarding whether to teach Xiao Xiao to paint, she used flower petals to make a decision: "Go teach painting, don't teach painting; To teach drawing, not to teach painting......"

After chanting like this dozens of times, the peonies I just bought were all spread at my feet, but I still decided not to pay for them.

However, if she really misses this opportunity, in this life, she is afraid that she will not have a chance.

Because, she had a very ominous premonition: if she entered the operating room, maybe this life would pass like this......

Think about it, in the past two years, so many days and nights, what did she stay up for?

It's not that I want to see him again.

"But you have seen it, and you should be content.

"How can you think of planning for more?

"You still want to enter the house, are you stupid?

"You were stupid, but now you are even more stupid than before, think about it, if you enter his house and don't grasp that scale, once he becomes suspicious, what will be the result?"

A small voice in her heart said to her coldly:

"If you are not satisfied, you will bring him only pain......

"If you love him, you should make him forget about you.

"Instead of thinking about leaving traces of where you once came in his life......

"This truth, such a shallow wetness, don't you understand?"

The truth is sufficient.

She also understands it very well in her heart.

But she just wanted to get a little closer to him......

Isn't this idea very capricious?

Seems so!

Alas!

The next day, it rained.

The rain was so heavy that it became overcast and cold.

As soon as it's cold, she feels uncomfortable.

Snuggled up in a small lazy chair, staring at the computer in a daze.

She had put a lot of thought into the design and was going to use it for the competition, and with a week to go, she felt she needed to make further revisions to it. However, her mind is not on this now.

At the moment, she was thinking: what is he doing now?

On such a rainy day.

Oh, by the way, it's Monday, he's supposed to be busy at work, doing something meaningful.

It's like her, who has nothing to do all day long, just knows cranky thoughts, and then, her thoughts become crazy and she panics.

Yes, in the face of the continuous drizzle, she was inexplicably sad.

Suddenly, she wanted to go for a walk.

She doesn't like the rain, but when she sits like this, her heart is so disturbed that she can't calm down.

Let's go!

An umbrella, a bag, take her, out the door.

Sitting on the bus, looking at the prosperity outside the car, walking all the way, changing buses all the way, until standing in front of a café, she remembered some sweet old things in her mind, and she unconsciously touched her ring finger.

One day a long time ago, that warm masculine man proposed to her here playing a song "Is It Good to Be My Wife".

A beautiful ring on her ring finger.

It announces to everyone the fact that she is married.

On that day, she wept with joy.

It is really a happy thing to be proposed to by a man you love.

That scene is so beautiful.

It was so beautiful that she didn't dare to relive it.

Fear of tears.

Fear of heartbreak.

I'm afraid that it will be tasteless.

So, she didn't go in.

At least, today, she didn't have the courage to go in.

With a few sighs, I got back on the bus and walked aimlessly.

When she got off the bus again, she stood in a place that ordinary people couldn't afford: the Jin Mingyuan Hotel.

In the drizzle, it looks so tall.

It occupies a large area, it has a picturesque environment outside the hotel, it has first-class services in line with international standards, and it is a place where successful people love to stay......

She's been here too.

The restaurant here, the food is very good.

In particular, the soup tastes so good.

However, if you think about that price, and then think about your own shriveled purse, it is out of reach.

She walked up, but did not go in, and instead ran to a nearby gazebo to hide from the rain.

I still have the easel bag on my back.

Idle, she wanted to paint again.

Paint a picture of this gorgeous five-star hotel......

In the rain curtain, cars come and go.

The people who come here are rich or powerful.

Luxury cars, millions of them, are another world for ordinary people.

A world that she couldn't reach in this life.

When she is exhausted, she can only live like this, what else do you want to hope for?

*

Some socializing is something that can't be postponed.

For example, the dinner arranged by the mother.

My mother called me and said, "Eat with me." Come with Xiao Xiao. I haven't seen Xiao Xiao for a long time. ”

Well, others can be pushed, but Jin Hengyuan must give his mother's face.

Especially in the past two years, my mother has had a hard time.

Meals are arranged in their own hotel.

Soon, when the car arrived at the door of the hotel, he stopped the car and drove it by the parking attendant, who held an umbrella and took Xiao Xiao's hand to go up the steps together.

When she entered the door, Xiao Xiao suddenly broke free from her, ran to the floor-to-ceiling window, and looked out there.

"What's wrong, Xiao Xiao?"

Jin Hengyuan stepped forward and stroked the child's head.

Xiao Xiao pointed somewhere: "Dad, it's that weird aunt." She paints over there. ”

Following what her daughter pointed out, I really saw it: the strange girl was painting in a pavilion not far away, wearing a bright red hooded sweatshirt, jeans underneath, still wearing a mask on her face, and her expression was focused on the drawing board.

Met again?

This surprised him.

I don't know who said it: the sea of people is vast, and among billions of people, even if it is a mistake, it is a kind of fate.

I don't know which news I have seen such a data: the probability of meeting people is 0.00487, the probability of acquaintance is 0.0000005, and the probability of acquaintance is 0.000000003...... The probability of falling in love is the lowest......

In the past three days, he has met this girl one after another, isn't this fate?

"Dad, can I go and say hello?"

Since the Bangjia incident, Xiao Xiao has become dislike to communicate with people, and often sits there quietly drawing, and her eyes should be filled with too much heaviness that does not match her age.

Once, she woke up from a nightmare, hugged him and cried, saying, "Dad, Mom is gone because she wants to save me...... Daddy, I miss Mommy, I miss Mommy, I miss her back......"

Although it is not biological, that feeling has been integrated into the child's heart.

Since then, she has fallen more and more in love with painting.

He also invited several art teachers for this child, but Xiao Xiao always picked on them, and always felt that they were not as good as her mother.

But this time is different.

Yesterday, after she went to ask the strange girl to draw a sketch, she came back and praised it:

"That aunt is so beautiful......

He could see that Xiao Xiao had fallen in love with this sketch girl who had never even seen her face.

When he told the child last night that he wanted to hire the girl to be her teacher, the child was overjoyed and promised:

"Dad, I must study hard with my aunt. In the future, I want to be a better painter than my mother......"

Ambition is good.

……

"Go ahead!"

Jin Hengyuan smiled and let go.

Xiao Xiaoran ran over happily, and turned back after a while.

"What's wrong?"

Jin Hengyuan raised his eyebrows and smiled.

"Dad, can I invite her over for lunch?"

The child looked at it earnestly.

The wishes are wonderful.

However, Jin Hengyuan felt that the girl might not take off her mask in public.

But he didn't splash cold water on his daughter.

What should be cherished for children is encouragement, because children's potential is infinite......

"As long as you can move!"

"I'll be able to move!"

With a confident face, the child turned around like a light flower butterfly and flew out.

Jin Hengyuan motioned for the nanny next to him to follow.

*

Over there, Park Xiang also saw it.

A black Land Rover stopped at the door of the hotel, and the father and daughter of the Jin family got out of the car, holding hands, and walked towards the gate.

She smiled slightly, squinted her eyes, and saw that the heart that had not settled, because she saw them, she was quiet.

The choice that bothered her suddenly had a clear answer.

The heart must be certain, and there will be no distractions when you draw it.

"Hello Auntie."

A sweet crunch sounded.

Pu Xiang raised his head and was a little surprised to see that it was Xiao Xiaoran.

"Xiao Xiao?"

"That's right!"

Xiao Xiaoran smiled widely.

"What is Auntie drawing?"

She leaned over to look.

"Are you painting grandma's hotel?"

"That's your grandma's hotel?"

Park Xiang asked pretending to be surprised.

"That's right!"

"It looks like a high-end ......"

"It's very upscale. I'll come to dinner with my father, Auntie, you can come too...... Then, I'll show you around the hotel......"

Xiao Xiaoran was very enthusiastic and took her hand as soon as she could.

Park Xiang wanted to say no, but she really wanted to go in and walk around again...... Revisiting the old place is one of her wishes to come to Shanghai.

"Good!"

She doesn't have to call, she can just talk to him.

"Great, I knew I had to move Auntie. Auntie, I'll help you pack up your painting tools. Let's go over ......."

Xiao Xiaoran was happy.

*

Jin Hengyuan entered the Supreme Box, glanced at the situation in the room, and his eyebrows wrinkled unconsciously.

In the box, there was not only the mother, but also the second aunt Xiao Zhinan.

Next to the second aunt sat another noblewoman, with high black hair, looking very graceful and elegant.

Beside this lady sat a beautiful young girl, with long hair and a melon seed face, who was smiling like a flower and listening quietly with her head down.

I don't know what they said, but they laughed lightly together.

Jin Hengyuan casually glanced at the girl's face, as if he had been hooked, his eyes were entangled, and he couldn't take his eyes off it.

is very beautiful, her facial features are exquisite, and most importantly, she looks like Su Jin.

It's really too similar.

He squeezed the doorknob's hand and couldn't help but tighten.

Especially when you laugh, there is no nine-point likeness, at least seven-point.

Almost at the same time, he understood one thing, today's meal, which can be eaten casually, is clearly a blind date in disguise.

"Yo, Hengyuan is here...... Hengyuan, come in......"

The second aunt Zhinan shouted there and beckoned at him.

It also attracted the young girl to look at this place, and her dark eyes, full of curiosity, met his gaze deeply.

At that moment, he almost thought that Su Jin was back......

The dead heart jumped wildly.