Chapter 105: Why don't you have books at home?
The taxi stopped.
Yang Yan smiled and took out a hundred-yuan bill and handed it to the driver.
"No need to look for it," Yang Yan smiled, "Thank you!" ”
The taxi drove away.
"We can't do this if we have money!" I smiled and said to Yang Yan, "Look, people didn't even say thank you!" ”
"I'm happy today," Yang Yan smiled coquettishly, "willing!" ”
I smiled.
I took Yang Yan to her home.
As soon as I entered the house, Yang Yan proudly took me to start visiting.
Yang Yan's home is well decorated, but I have a feeling of emptiness in my heart.
"Review!" Yang Yan said as she walked.
"It's luxurious," I said with a smile, "I just haven't seen a book!" ”
"What do you want books for?" Yang Yan said with a disdainful face, "There are a lot of books in your house, but it is a private house rented for 200 yuan a month; You have a lot of books in your head, but underneath it is a body that takes a bath once a week; You've even written a few books, but you've only made as much money as I make in a year......"
"You're wrong," I said solemnly, "first, my house is 150 yuan a month, and it also includes water, electricity, and sanitation expenses; Second, I normally take a shower once a week, but when I go to a publishing house, a cultural company, or a 'pick-up', I will take a shower two or three times a week; third, the money I make in the past few years is far less than what you can make in a year, because you bought a house by yourself in the first year of selling your house......"
"That's a lot of nonsense!" Yang Yanjiao said with a look of disgust.
"You're so beautiful!" I said and couldn't wait to hug Yang Yan tightly.
"You should at least brush your teeth and take a shower!" Yang Yan calmly said in my arms, "Brush your teeth first, then take a shower!" Toothpaste, toothbrushes, and cups are all new; Towels, soap, shower gel, all new. In short, everything you can use today, I've got it ready for you, it's all new! ”
"You premeditated?" I asked, thoughtfully.
"That's right!" Yang Yan said with autumn eyes in her eyes, "Do you think I made a temporary idea?" ”
After Yang Yan finished speaking, she twisted her waist and swung her hips and walked to the bathroom and began to transfer water.
I started undressing.
The water brush is rattling.
Just when I had just washed for a while, Yang Yan's laughter came from outside:
"Writers! Do you want to rub your back? ”
"Yes!" I smiled.
Before he could finish speaking, the bathroom door opened.
Yang Yan walked in naked.
My lower body reacted immediately, so I hugged Yang Yan tightly from behind and began to pant like a beast...... After the entanglement, I began to scrub Yang Yan's body.
"Didn't I look like a beast just now?" I asked Yang Yan softly.
"It seems to be quite similar," Yang Yan smiled coquettishly, "but you seem to have forgotten one thing!" ”
"It's not like," I said with a grin, "I forgot!" ”
"But it doesn't matter," Yang Yan smiled, "I'm going to get pregnant, I'll marry you!" ”
"Then I'll blow dry your hair when I go out!" I said as I picked up Yang Yan and walked towards the bedroom, "The bedroom is warmer, blow it there!" ”
Yang Yan smiled.
The night grew deeper.
Yang Yan and I didn't feel sleepy.
"I'm going to buy a car at the end of the year," Yang Yan said softly, "Your girlfriend's car is pretty good!" ”
"yes!" I smiled, "BMW MINI, bright pink, classic women's car!" ”
"You said you are all codewords," Yang Yan said thoughtfully, "people buy a house in Beijing in the first year of work, or in Xiba River; I bought a car in the second year, and it was still a BMW MINI. What have you coded in the past few years? ”
"You're mistaken," I explained, "that suite in Xibahe was rented by her!" ”
"Are you really stupid or are you pretending to be stupid?" Yang Yan asked with a smile.
"Sometimes it's stupid, sometimes it's stupid," I said solemnly, "but she really rented the house!" ”
"I've seen her real estate certificate," Yang Yan explained, "and it's her mother's name, but I'm sure she paid for it!" and her bank statement, I have read it all, more than 300,000 a year! ”
"Her books make a lot of money," I said with a smile, "and she published a novel before she came to Beijing, which caused a sensation in the literary world, and after she came to Beijing, she published two collections of essays, a collection of poetry, and a novel last year, all of which are pure literary books." She herself is very good at hype, often goes to colleges and universities to give speeches on life and dreams, and also talks about literature and art on TV......
"There must be a lot of people who praise her," Yang Yan smiled, "I'll talk about it casually, don't take it to heart!" ”
"I'm not going to take it to heart," I said earnestly, "because I'm not going to bother myself!" ”
Yang Yan smiled coquettishly.
I smiled slightly, and hugged Yang Yan tightly.
"Let's not talk about her," I whispered to Yang Yan, "Tell us about ourselves!" ”
"I want to open my own agency to sell people," Yang Yan said softly, "We all eat youth in this industry, and we have to prepare for disappointment when we are most proud!" ”
"So how can I help you?" I asked tentatively.
"I fund, you are responsible," Yang Yanling said sharply, "I have my own connections and funds!" ”
"yes!" I wondered, "Your connections are so good, why did you think of putting me in charge?" Besides, I'm a codeword, I know about words, but I don't know anything about houses! ”
"If you don't understand, you can learn!" Yang Yan said with a serious face, "The reason why I think of you is because of three points: first, we are very destined; Second, I don't hate you; Third, you are genuinely good to me......"
"There should be a lot of excellent men around you, right?" I thought about it and said to Yang Yan.
"That's right!" Yang Yan said with certainty, "There are a lot of men I have met!" However, those who have a successful career and have a house and a car are basically family and mouthful, and I don't want to be a junior or a junior five; I don't have a home or a mouth, and I basically have nothing to do without a house or a car, and I don't want to be dragged back! ”
"Then you're not afraid that I'll hold you back?" I asked with a smile.
"Don't be afraid," Yang Yan said affectionately, "I want to live with you for a while, and if it is suitable, we will get married; If it's not suitable, we'll break up, okay? ”
"Not good," I smiled, "if you are unhappy one day, I will have to move out of here obediently, and then I will cry and rush to find my girlfriend, and I guess I will get another sentence to fuck off!" At that time, do you say that I will cry or laugh, die or live? ”
"Then I'll give you a reassuring pill," Yang Yan said seriously, "I will add your name to the house I bought later, now you should rest assured!" ”
"You weren't kidding?" I asked Yang Yan thoughtfully.
"I'm not kidding!" Yang Yan said with a serious face.
"Then I won't joke with you," I said to Yang Yan seriously, "I don't want to waste your feelings, I really can't promise you!" ”
"Why?" Yang Yan asked puzzled.
"Because you can't have both bear paws and fish!" I said with a laugh.
"What bear's paw?" Yang Yan asked curiously, "What fish?" ”
"Then I'll explain it to you," I thought about, "and codewords are like bear's paws to me; Making money is like a fish to me. If you can have both, that's all the best; If you can't have both the bear's paw and the fish, what should be obtained and what should be discarded, these are the most important concerns. It is pedantic or stupid to throw away what should have been obtained; To get what is not to be obtained is greed and ignorance. ”
"What are you trying to illustrate?" Yang Yan asked a little impatiently.
"What I want to say is," I said with a deep face, "that if you want to go your own way, you will inevitably face layers of resistance. Therefore, the courage to say 'no' has become a basic skill, which is reflected in all aspects, in the face of power, authority, conformity, relatives and friends, benefactors, etc., when you find that you are right and others are wrong, you will never compromise and give in. ”
"Compromise and submission have come out," Yang Yan said with a look of disdain, "as if I was forcing you with a knife and a gun!" Forget it, just when I just farted! ”
I smiled.
Yang Yan looked angry, turned around, turned her back to me, and said nothing.
For two days and two nights, I lived with Yang Yan.
On Friday morning, I felt a faint sense of unease.
"Let's go to the snow country tomorrow!" Yang Yan whispered to me.
"It's really not going to work," I said seriously, "it's Friday, my girlfriend will definitely ask me out after work, and I'm going to be with her on the weekend!" ”
"I just lifted my pants," Yang Yan said with a smile, "Go to her and take off your pants, aren't you afraid of waste pants?" ”
"I'm not afraid to spend my pants," I said with a playful laugh, "but I'm afraid to waste my feelings!" ”
Just then, my phone rang.
"Where are you?" Ye Qian asked.
"Take a walk on the northern suburbs of the farm!" I said with a smile.
"Then you can go to the new house now!" Ye Qian cleared her throat and said coquettishly, "My mother has been supervising there for a long time, she can take a rest if you go, and I will go to look for you after work!" ”
"Okay!" I said with a smile.
I put down my phone, turned around, and found Yang Yan looking at me expressionlessly.
"Girlfriend's phone!" I explained with a smile.
"You lied and came casually, and your face was not red," Yang Yan looked at me with a little disdain, "Is this the loyal love you keep talking about?" ”
"I'm leaving," I said, walked up to Yang Yan and hugged her gently, "Except for weekends, you can be on call at other times, and you can be a cow, a horse, and a nanny!" ”
Yang Yan didn't refuse my hug.
She looked at me with a smirk.
But I can obviously feel that Yang Yan's body, which was like water and tenderness just now, is now a little repulsed. I lowered my head and kissed Yang Yan's cheek gently, and she gently turned her face to the side and looked at the wall with wide eyes.
"We can't hang out together tomorrow!" I said as I walked to the door.
"Even if you want to go," Yang Yan said in a tough tone, "I've changed my mind now!" ”
"Goodbye!" I opened the door as I spoke, and left Yang Yan's house as if I were fleeing.
I walked into the elevator with mixed feelings.
In the elevator, the little girl who was in charge of pressing the floor button smiled at me, then lowered her head and continued to read the book in her hand.
"What's this job of yours called?" I asked curiously.
"Elevator driver," the little girl blurted out, "to get a certificate!" ”
"What book are you reading?" I asked again.
"There's a wishing tree by the lake," said the little girl, closing the book, "look how beautiful this cover is!" ”
"I'm going to say I wrote the second article here, do you believe it?" I asked the little girl with a smile.
"I don't know," the little girl shook her head, "I haven't seen a living writer!" ”
"I guess you haven't seen it yet!" I laughed and said, startling the little girl.
At this moment, the elevator door opened.
I stepped out of the elevator under the complicated gaze of the little girl.
When I walked to the door of the community, I involuntarily raised my head and looked at Yang Yan's window.
Her window was still tightly drawn.
In my heart, I vaguely felt that this might be my first and last visit to Yang Yan's residence.