Chapter Fifty-Eight: This Hatred Lasts Forever

Luo Yan only felt that her mind was suddenly blank, and somehow, she broke open her arms and rushed to Xue Ming, seeing that the blood was gushing out of her abdomen, which had soaked her clothes, and wanted to help her stop the bleeding, but she didn't know how to start, so she couldn't help but turn around and cry: "Go and call someone!" Call the doctor! ”

Yutai Yangfei slowly squatted down and shook his head silently, Luo Yan's heart was cold, looking at Xue Ming's smiling face, she only felt guilty like a sharp knife piercing her heart - she knew that Xue Qing was high in kung fu and was carrying weapons, but Xue Ming was empty-handed, but she was too scared at that time, and she just wanted to give Xue Ming a hint, thinking that she might be able to catch Xue Qing off guard...... But obviously, Xue Ming chose the tragic way of dying together.

If, if you think more when Xue Qing comes to call you, instead of blindly following and running out; If he could have understood the warning that Meizi gave himself before he died, smelling the smell of Xueqing's body would be distracted; If he could be a little bolder, hold on a little longer, and take a few more steps back, maybe he would be able to meet him, his kung fu is so good, he will definitely not be injured like Xue Ming......

Xue Ming laughed in a low voice: "The princess is still so smart. Luo Yan only felt that her heart was like a knife, and she couldn't help but kneel in front of Xue Ming and cry: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xue Ming, you can't die!" You must not die! ”

Xue Ming smiled and coughed a few times, and sighed: "No, we all know that we have been on the battlefield and can't live if the liver is poked by the immortals, don't feel guilty, princess, I didn't make a move because of your words, but I felt that Xue Qing had already moved to kill, if the princess didn't warn me, she would kill me first and then kill you!" Maybe it will succeed. ”

Yutai said softly: "Xueming, do you have any other wishes?" ”

Xue Ming looked at Yutai Yangfei, his eyes flashed with a strange brilliance, and he smiled: "General, it was you who asked me to protect the princess, and it is my honor to die to complete the general's task." If so, could you please put the knife you used to save me into my coffin? Xue Ming died without regrets. ”

Luo Yan was slightly stunned, and then her heart was even more colic: Xue Ming turned out to be the same as herself! The difference is that she can still see this man, but Xue Ming can only sleep underground with his knife...... To save her! Just to save her!

Yutai said in a deep voice: "Xueming, you are the best subordinate I have ever met, saving you is the most correct thing I have done in my life." ”

A strange flush appeared on Xue Ming's face, and he silently looked at the platform Yangfei, and suddenly remembered something, his eyes turned to Luo Yan: "I actually just want to ask the princess, why can you take the initiative to marry that Dali man with others, but for the general, you will resent him because he married the side concubine?" I want to beg you, don't resent the general in the future, be kind to him, you don't know how bitter he is in his heart! ”

Luo Yan's eyes were blurred, and she nodded: "Xueming, I promise you, I won't resent him, in fact, I never resent him, I just don't know what to do, you believe me, I will be good to him, I promise you, I promise you, I promise you!" ”

At this moment, she only felt that the pain in her chest was unbearable, and she wanted to faint, but she was extremely awake, so she could only watch as Yang Fei gently held Xue Ming's outstretched hand, carefully held her in her arms, and watched Xue Ming begin to twitch, and then with a smile, he spit out his last breath in his arms.

There were several people around at some point, and it seemed that someone was talking to her, but she couldn't understand what they were saying, so she just watched Yutai slowly close Xue Ming's eyes, and then raised her head and looked deeply into her own eyes.

It was as if something in her chest was suddenly broken, Luo Yan only felt her throat tighten, and she spit out a mouthful of hot things, and then fell into darkness.

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Luo Yan dreamed that she was running, running between a dense office building, she had an important meeting to report, but she couldn't find the building where the meeting was held, time passed little by little, the time for the opening of the meeting was coming, she looked up in despair, but saw those buildings collapsing, countless debris pressed towards her......

Luo Yan exclaimed, sat up, and suddenly saw someone beside the bed also raised his head suddenly, it was him!

Luo Yan looked at him in a daze, thinking that she was still dreaming, but looking at his bloodshot eyes, what happened before came to mind little by little, and she could only say softly: "What about Xueming?" ”

Tang Tai Yang stared at her for a long time, Luo Yan only felt that the little luck shattered into powder, and sadness came from it, she pulled the quilt to cover her face, and her tears were wet in a moment.

She is just an ordinary person, how can she afford the sacrifice of a human life? Although Meizi also died because of her affairs, after all, it was indirect, and I heard that she had reason to shirk responsibility; But Xue Ming, in order to protect her, died in front of her like this for her words, and she drove Xue Ming away without hesitation before, every time she saw Xue Ming, she never gave her a good face, and thought that Xue Ming was an ungrateful person...... She once thought that the most painful thing in the world was that the person she loved didn't love her at all, and then she felt that the most painful thing should be that she was clearly in love, but she couldn't be together, who knew that there was still a mood that could be more painful than despair, that is, remorse, no reason to excuse, regret and hatred that there is no way to recover!

Suddenly, a cry sounded in Luo Yan's ears: "It's all my fault!" Princess, don't cry, scold me! His Royal Highness has said so many times that he wants me to follow you every step of the way, but I ran away with a guard without thinking about anything! If it weren't for the fact that I met General Tantai on the road, I wouldn't have thought that there was anything wrong with this! If I weren't so stupid, Sister Xueming would never die! The princess wouldn't be so sad! It's all my fault, I'm damned! I'm damned! ”

This sad cry made Luo Yan slowly stop crying, she pulled the quilt open, only to see Qingqing kneeling on the ground, her little face was already swollen from crying, and she kowtowed while talking, and saw that her forehead was bleeding...... Luo Yan screamed, jumped out of bed, pulled Qingqing up, and said urgently: "What are you doing?" How can I blame you for this! ”

Qingqing cried and hugged her: "I am the one responsible for protecting the safety of the princess, don't blame me for whom?" Luo Yan hugged Qingqing, and the two of them hugged their heads and cried. But this cry seemed to open a floodgate, and something flowed out with the tears, making people gradually feel that their chests were no longer so breathless.

"Okay, Qingqing, don't you help your princess back!" It was the second brother's voice, Luo Yan couldn't help but be startled, and quickly climbed into bed and got into the quilt. Only then did I see Murong Qian's angry, funny and somewhat sad face: "Luo Luo, do you want your second brother to die of guilt?" ”

Luo Yan couldn't help but look at him in confusion, and Murong Qian sighed: "You also know what your second brother does, but as a result, the two guards and the captain of the guards who have been with me for ten years are actually knives in someone else's hand!" I'm so incompetent! Xue Ming is dead, of course I am also very sad, but if something happens to you, don't say how I have the face to live, with my father's temper, I am afraid that your girl, these guards, will have to be buried! Now, Xue Ming has saved you, that is, he has saved me and everyone, but if you still can't think about it, then Xue Ming really died in vain! ”

As if a basin of cold water had been poured down, Luo Yan only felt that the pain gradually cooled down, turning into a knife lying across her heart, sharp and cold, reminding her that she had been thinking, "Why didn't I die?" "In fact, it's not just that I'm sorry for Xueming, but I can't bear the fact that another person, especially someone I hate, died to save myself; But I didn't think that if she really died, how many people would be destroyed!

Murong Qian saw that she had slowly calmed down, and then continued: "Xue Qing can't speak anymore, so I've always been very strange about one thing, according to Tianzhu, you have been out with Xue Qing for a long time, why did you meet Xue Ming in that place?" What happened to you when you went out? ”

Luo Yan settled down before starting with the sachet - Meizi knew how sensitive she was to the smell; kept saying that hint to Xue Ming - because Xue Ming would be strange, she obviously never let Xue Ming say this. Speaking of this, I couldn't help but feel sad again and shed tears.

Murong Qian and Tantai Yangfei glanced at each other, their eyes full of fear: Fortunately, Luo Yan is sensitive and quick, and fortunately, Xue Ming happened to pass by, otherwise...... If it wasn't Xue Ming who was found lying in a pool of blood but Luo Yan, these two men didn't dare to imagine how they would face this scene!

Meizi, I didn't expect Meizi to leave such a hint before she died, Murong Qian sighed: "I will bury Meizi and Xueming well, they have no family anymore, but the Duke of Dongyong County has promised me that he will help us worship them every year." Luo Yan, don't think about it too much, Qingyuan said that you have been depressed all the time, and you are too sad, so you will vomit blood, and if you don't take care of yourself, it will really hurt you to the root. You can't ...... Let the gang that killed Meizi and Xueming be satisfied! ”

Luo Yan was taken aback: The second brother is right, in the final analysis, she is responsible for the death of Xue Ming and Meizi, but the real culprits are still those people! Why are they doing this? She obviously didn't want to fight with anyone for anything, whether it was power or reputation, including the only man she could love, she never thought of fighting with others. She was so used to being an ostrich that she just wanted to live well. Even if she began to study those political laws and personnel frantically, all she thought about was to have the ability to protect the people around her. But why did they refuse to let her go, and wanted to put her to death again and again, so that she could bear such a heavy human life!

For the first time in her life, Luo Yan felt that something called hatred was slowly arching in her heart, and finally broke the ground!