When I got home, the copper and brocade sets had already been delivered. I carefully put the calligraphy and painting of King Qi into it, and then tied the seal of the brocade set.

Then, I sat on the floor with calligraphy and paintings, leaning on the desk in a daze.

Xiaocui made a cup of tea and came in, and when she saw me sitting on the ground again, she frowned and said, "Why are you sitting on the ground again?" Look at the way you look now, so thin as a ghost, there is no blood on your face at all. Now that the weather is getting colder, you are still sitting underground, and I don't want to live you? As he spoke, he put the tea on the desk next to him and stretched out his hand to pull me up.

I was at her mercy and sat on the bed in a daze. Seeing that I looked unrelenting, Xiao Cui sighed and said, "You haven't eaten since you got up in the morning, I'll go to the kitchen and ask them to get some for you." You're very weak now, so let's get some porridge and side dishes, okay? ”

I nodded mechanically, and Cui left.

I turned my head to look at the teacup on the desk, carefully placed the calligraphy and painting on the pillow, then picked up the tea, lifted the lid, and slowly poured the hot tea on my left hand.

I threw the empty teacup to the ground again, then picked up the largest piece and cut it at my wrist, blood gushing out. I calmly watched my blood run down the ground.

A scream sounded at the door: "Oh no, Miss committed suicide by cutting her wrists, come on, come on!" ”

Who committed suicide? Me? I didn't.

The sound of messy footsteps came from the hallway, and then my mother burst in like a gust of wind, and when she saw me, she cried: "My darling, why can't you think so much? If you have any three longs and two shorts, my mother won't be able to live. ”

At this time, my father also came back from the court, and when he saw this, he roared angrily and called for a doctor. This is the first time I've heard him roar in his own home.

At this time, the girls had already bandaged my wound, and the blood was not as fierce as before, so I smiled and said to my father: "Dad, quickly call that person back, if you hire a doctor, tomorrow all the people in Luoyang will know that your daughter committed suicide, and I don't want to be famous." Besides, I didn't commit suicide at all, I don't understand why you all say I committed suicide. ”

My mother was holding me, looking at my wrist with distressed eyes, and kept telling the girls to be careful and gentle. When he heard my words, he hurriedly said, "You haven't committed suicide yet, could it be that you accidentally cut such a long wound?" From today on, you used to sleep with your mother, and your father slept in the study. You will seal it up in this study, and there will be ......" Her eyes searched the room, and when she finally saw the calligraphy and painting on the pillow, she said hatefully: "Burn that harmful thing for me!" ”

I broke free of my mother's arms and threw myself over, but it was too late, and a girl had already taken it away. I took two steps to chase it back, but a wave of dizziness hit me, and I went black and fell down.

When I woke up, it was already the next morning, I opened my eyes and asked Xiao Cui, who was guarding the bed, "Where are my calligraphy and paintings?" ”

Xiao Cui handed over a tube with a brocade sleeve, I sat up, opened the seal, slowly poured out the scroll inside, carefully took it out and opened it and looked at it a little bit, the words of the dragon flying and the phoenix dancing were indeed his handwriting! I carefully put the calligraphy and painting in place, and then hugged it to my chest and shed tears of gratitude.

When my father and mother heard the news that I had woken up, they rushed over, and when they saw that they had suddenly aged ten years old, I was so ashamed that I knelt at the head of the bed and kowtowed: "My daughter is not filial, so my father and mother are worried, and my daughter will promise not to do this in the future." ”

The mother wiped her tears and said, "You have to count when you speak, and you said it well last time, but as a result, if you cut it so hard and deeply, you will have scars in the future." ”

I said, "I really didn't kill myself!" I swear I never even thought about killing myself. I just felt that my heart hurt so much that I wanted to find something to relieve it. ”

At this point I looked at my father and said, "Dad, I can finally understand you now." I didn't understand why you like to be beaten and abused. I now finally understand that you're just taking too much and stressing too much. For the sake of this family, in order to keep the glory and wealth, in order to let the family live a good life, you are desperately trying to please your master, and you will do whatever hurts the heavens and the truth he asks you. You offended the world in order to please someone, and in exchange for countless infamy. And this family is full of women except you, you have no helper, so you have to bear everything by yourself, so you have to be beaten and abused to relieve the pressure. ”

The father burst into tears, he choked up and said, "Daughter, you have grown up." ”

I said, "Yes, I've grown up, and after last night, I'm no longer a little girl." I wasn't in a coma last night, I woke up a few times, I was thinking about a lot of things, thinking about it and falling asleep again. When I woke up in the morning, I realized that I had figured out a lot of things. ”

After a pause, I smiled and said to my father, "Dad, you don't have to be so tired in the future, and you don't have to bear so much pressure, because your daughter will help you." ”

Seeing my parents looking at me suspiciously, I said, "I want to marry the crown prince and become the crown princess." With me by my side, and his crown prince throne is solid, I will definitely become the queen and then rule the country. By that time, Dad, you'll not have to curry favor with anyone anymore. ”

The parents were shocked, and the mother cried again: "Daughter, are you confused? That's an idiot, what happiness can you have if you marry him. ”

I said, "I'm not happy anymore." I can't get nothing, I don't have happiness, I want to pour the wealth of the sky, the power of the sky, and the people of the world will prostrate themselves at my feet. I'm sure it must be another realm, another great satisfaction. ”

"And," I added with a smile, "I can still serve my parents and glorify the lintel, so why not?" ”

The father was silent for a while, and then he hesitated and said, "If you had thought like this a few months earlier, it would have been an easy thing, but now, the candidate for the crown princess has been found. ”

I was stunned, who? Why didn't you hear a little news?

The father explained, "It's Wei Qian's daughter." Wei Qian has been fighting with me openly and secretly all these years, but he has always fallen behind, maybe he was in a hurry, so he came up with this trick. During this time he has been recommending his daughter to the queen, and it is said that the queen has sent someone to see it, and everyone who has seen it says that it is very beautiful. Come to think of it, their Wei family was originally a nest of beauties. This beauty also has a younger brother named Wei Jue, who is less than ten years old, and I heard that the beauty is amazing, and every time he goes out, the audience is blocked, and now the family easily doesn't dare to let him go out. ”

At this time, my mother stared at me and asked, "Feng'er, do you really want to marry the crown prince?" ”

I nodded solemnly. The mother also nodded solemnly and said: "Okay, my father and mother will go to your activities, since my daughter wants to be the crown princess, then we will decide on this princess, no matter what the daughter of the Wei family and the daughter of the Wang family have to stand aside." ”

Seeing that his father was still hesitating, his mother interrupted and said, "What are you still doing here?" Hurry up and find a way to find a relationship. We can't force the King of Qi to marry her or not, because that is the matter for the King of Qi to decide on himself, and it is his private matter. But whether the prince marries him or not, he is not the prince who can be the master, this is a public affair and a state affair! Since it is a public and state affair, it can be planned and operated. Don't tell me you can't, where are your usual wrists? My daughter has retreated to the next best thing, and if you don't help her, you want to force her to death. ”

My father went out in a loud voice, and my mother hugged me and said, "Baby, don't worry, as long as my mother can do it, she will definitely help you achieve your wish." ”

I lay down tired and said to my mother, "Mother, you definitely didn't sleep well last night, my daughter is fine now, you can go back and make up for sleep." ”

My mother stood up and pulled the quilt for me, and smiled dotingly: "Then you have a good rest, and my mother will go to the kitchen to get you something delicious to eat." ”

When everyone in the room went out, I picked up his calligraphy and paintings, stroked them gently, and said, "Actually, I just want to be closer to you, I just want to have a chance to see you in the future." ”