Chapter 076: His Past

I want to leave you, forget you, give up on you, I can't do anything. This is love.

—Epigraph

This meal can be eaten with some sparkling literature and art. The dim light, the intoxicating wine, the heavy snow outside the window, two people who thought they would not meet so soon, faced with a table of delicious food. On the contrary, he was not excited, but ate more and more calmly.

In this dinner, the only wave is when the two of them hold a cup by the window, and when the snowflakes bloom in the dark night, Xu Er's sentence "There is nothing to be done". Yes, I want to leave him, get rid of him, forget him, give up on him, but I can't do anything. I can't help but yearn for him and feel sorry for him, this powerlessness is love.

He was telling her in a tortuous way that he loved her. He said it so naturally, just as this love is the sun, moon and stars, and it is a natural existence. Dong Xiaokui was not excited in her heart, but she never felt how honored she was to get his love, or used this love as a capital to show off. She loves him like a mountain breeze blowing through the moon, which is also very natural.

Therefore, she was also very natural, but after he said that, she lowered her eyes, and then leaned on him, looked at the falling snowflakes outside the window, and slowly drank the wine in her hand. He also gently hugged her, side by side at the window, and slowly drank the wine in his hand.

After that, the two looked at the empty glasses, smiled at each other, and then returned to their seats to continue their meal, still drinking slowly and savoring the food. Although the food at this hotel did not satisfy his appetite, he ate more than usual.

After dinner, the waiter takes away the food. Xu Er asked people to bring tea sets over, and sat on the sofa to read some promotional materials. Those materials were thrown to Dong Xiaokui by the organizing committee, which was basically not interesting, all of them were to introduce guests. In Dong Xiaokui's view, this so-called aviation conference is more like an advertising front station in China for these high-end product companies.

"That's not much to look at. Except for the general fame, nothing else is attractive. When I look at the list of reporters sent by other media, they are not celebrities, and they are probably just coping with things. Dong Xiaokui fiddled with the celadon tea set to make tea and chatted with Xu Er.

"Well, it's not substantial. If it weren't for GM, many media might think they didn't know. After all, GM has a big reputation. Xu Er closed the information, took the tea she brought over and took a sip.

"It's just for GM. However, it is really surprising that GM will send people to participate in such a meeting. I read the profile, and the few people who came over from the general are not low-status. Dong Xiaokui also took a sip by herself, the best black tea, warm and fragrant, is the most suitable for this snow dance weather.

"I actually thought of this. You haven't read books in vain in those years. Xu Er poured another cup for himself, took a sip, and praised this tea as really good.

Dong Xiaokui's face sank, and she said half-coquettishly: "Please." I might have a question tomorrow. You say, this conference is generally the highlight, isn't it all theirs now? ”

Xu Er smiled and said, "Gulfstream." The current ones, I think it's okay, although it's still a little short of my requirements. However, if the stone was to be given to me, I reluctantly accepted it. ”

The man came again, Dong Xiaokui pouted and didn't speak, continued to make tea, poured a small cup, drank it by himself, and then said: "Xu Ergongzi's Gulfstream, if you are so keen to let the woman send you, you find another master, I can't do anything." I think you Xu Ergongzi shines in all directions, and there must be a lot of admirers, as long as you let out the wind. You're about to have to build a large tarmac outside Ningyuan, and even the airport. Why don't I give you a hand? Let the wind go for you? ”

When Xu Er heard this, he glanced at her and said, "I'm a person who can accept gifts casually?" Stone, I look up to you and give you a chance. ”

"Come on, I'll take the initiative to let Xian. Let the sage come to solve the problems for Xu Ergongzi. Dong Xiaokui said, drinking the cup of tea in his hand. Picking up materials on the couch. Xu Er suddenly sat down and hugged her in his arms, and whispered, "Who do you want to give me to?" ”

Dong Xiaokui raised her head and squinted at him, frowned, and said, "It's not a matter of letting or not letting go." The main thing is that the Gulfstream plane is not something I can do. I'm very tailor-made and knowledgeable. So, you'll have to be smart. ”

This was originally a joke, but Xu Er's face sank suddenly, hugged Dong Xiaokui tightly, and said, "If you provoke me, you will be responsible." Therefore, you can't give up easily, even if it's something you can't do, you should work hard to do it. ”

Dong Xiaokui only felt that his tone of voice was very serious, so serious that she was a little out of breath. She couldn't help but smile and said, "If you want the moon in the sky, I have to build a super invincible ladder?" ”

"Hmm." Xu Er replied very solemnly.

"Phew. Force somebody's hand. Dong Xiaokui pushed him and wanted to sit away from him. But he didn't let her escape, and grabbed her at once, saying, "A little bit of blockage, and you're going to give up on me?" ”

Probably because of the fact that he had drunk a little wine, he didn't seem to be him anymore. Such a childish persistence.

Dong Xiaokui was tightly hugged by him, and couldn't help but reach out and hug him, saying, "Okay." We've gone through the spring, we've gone through the summer, we've gone through the fall, it's the middle of winter, and the next year is coming. That's almost a year, enough time to let you know what kind of person I am. Isn't it? ”

He didn't answer, just said, "Sometimes, I can't understand you." Sometimes, I'm worried about you. But there are some things that I must not interfere with. ”

Dong Xiaokui lowered her eyes, laughed silently, laughed and shed tears, and whispered: "Zhonglin, I know, don't worry too much." ”

"Stones." Xu Er called her, her tone was soft and soft, diffusing in the air around her, and it became an ambiguous atmosphere.

"Hmm." She replied.

Xu Er picked her up and walked into the bedroom. Her heart was finally completely messed up. For dinner today, she had been quiet, just because she had been thinking about what would happen after that.

This reunion seemed to be different from the previous ones. It seems that the two of them can understand what the other is thinking and what the other is doing without saying much.

She struggled instinctively, and he hugged him tighter. She continued to struggle, and he hugged him tighter. Panicked, she shouted: "Zhong Lin, don't do this." ”

Before she could say this, she was scared herself, why was her voice hoarse and low, it didn't look like herself.

"Don't do that?" He wasn't joking, his voice was very low, like a breeze blowing through the field and blowing into her ears, tickling Su Su's numbness. Instinctively, she shrank and didn't speak.

"Stones." Xu Er continued to shout softly.

"Hmm." She replied in a low voice.

"I miss you so much." He said. Said so frankly and bluntly, these words pierced straight into her heart, causing spasmodic tremors. She only felt that the four fields were all loud, and the whole person didn't know what to do, so she just stayed in his arms, so flustered that she only looked at the lights on the wall, yellow, and couldn't see clearly.

Xu Er carried her into the bedroom and put her on the soft big bed. She couldn't help but close her eyes, as if waiting for an irreversible fate. Unable to resist, unable to do anything. All the ancestral training and cultivation of the Dong family are like light smoke drifting away, and they do not exist at all. Once, her insistence turned out to be crumbling in front of him.

She never knew that he would be so powerful, so powerful that she was powerless to resist and willing to be a moth to fight the fire.

Quietly waiting for fate to come, but all he waited for was his gentle kiss, as soft and silent as the end of the autumn bird feather swept across her lips and forehead.

Dong Xiaokui only felt that all around him was his fragrant fragrance, the smell of plants, and the silk threads in the clear sky. He leaned over and kissed her cheek softly, whispering in her ear, "Stone." ”

"Hmm." She replied, opened her eyes slightly, and saw him at hand, a face full of pity, and those eyes were very bright.

"I have something to say to you." He said, looking a little uncomfortable.

Dong Xiaokui held her breath, not daring to breathe too hard, for fear that one would accidentally break the balance, and then it would be an unbearable storm.

She waited for Xu Er to speak, but he never said anything, just looked at her, as if he was thinking deeply.

"What's wrong?" She whispered, finding herself in the small space formed by his body and the bed.

He then moved his gaze to her, slowly straightened up, sat down on the bed, let her pill on his lap, and gently rubbed her face. She loved the tingling sensation of the calloon in his palm gently brushing against her skin. She couldn't help but lean sideways, pillowed on his lap, and grabbed his hand. At this time, she finally came to her senses, and she couldn't help but be moved in her heart, this man has cherished her like this from the beginning to the present. Naturally, she doesn't believe in those nonsense that shouldn't be, saying that men don't want you because they don't feel for you or something.

"Say whatever you want. Look at the way you look left and right. It's really not Xu Ergongzi's style. Dong Xiaokui laughed, playing with his hands, his fingers interlocked, who knew that there was no way to take it away. He clung to it.

"Let go." She shouted. Xu Er naturally didn't let go, but instead wrapped her hand in the palm of her hand and said, "Stone, everyone has a past." I hadn't thought about the future before, so the past years were a bit ridiculous. I've been wondering: will you mind. ”

Dong Xiaokui couldn't help but look at him, with a very serious expression, and said, "How ridiculous? ”

"Hmm....,That's the one who used to change girlfriends often, and I was young at that time—" Xu Er finally said hesitantly.

It's a lie to say don't mind. She minded in her heart, secretly thinking that if she hadn't met him that year, then he wouldn't have so many warblers and Yanyan. However, she thought about it again: when he was still young, he hadn't encountered so many winds and rains, and he hadn't seen so many landscapes, so he was arrogant and didn't know how to cherish it. Even if they met, it was the wrong time and the wrong place, and she was at most one of his many girlfriends, a symbol.

Well, actually, the time to meet him was just right, not sooner or later. All the things in the past, how could she care, those are the years that have passed, with youth and frivolity, and various circumstances to make it so. What matters is the years after we meet each other.

Dong Xiaokui thought like this, and the little mind in her heart came to naught. turned to feel that Xu Er's somewhat nervous look and tone were very cute, and he couldn't help but want to tease him. So, when she heard him say that, she pretended to be calm and lost, and the person was still on his lap, but she seemed to be thinking deeply about whether this man should want it or not.

"That environment that ——, me, you know, I'm also young, always-" Xu Er was really a little panicked.

This man also had such lovely moments. He really cherished her, that's why he told her, right? Dong Xiaokui's heart is soft and distressed, this proud man will also have such a cramped and uneasy moment.

"Well, your environment, I understand. You're a man, the medical physiology, and I know that. Dong Xiaokui said very calmly. Keep teasing him.

Sure enough, Xu Er frowned, in the end, he was in a hurry, and said, "Then what do you want?" That was when I was younger, and we all had female companions, so I ——, to say that I didn't meet you at that time. Speaking of which, it's your fault. ”

This guy is really cute, Dong Xiaokui smiled secretly, but his face was furrowed, and he said, "Yo, you are beating a rake." Blame me? What is wrong with me. ”

"You're late. Don't blame who you blame. Xu Er said.

This guy really got mixed up. Dong Xiaokui pursed her lips and said, "Then since I didn't show up, what are you telling me to do?" Isn't that a blockage for me? ”

She wanted to know why he said that, and Pinsuri asked, this guy would not say it.

Xu Er was stunned, hugged her, combed her short hair, sighed, and said, "You guy likes to think too much." He also loves to make his own decisions. The good and the bad, the absurd and the sad of my past, must be told to you by myself. I'm afraid I didn't tell you, if one day I tell you more. You're not going to be calm again. ”

"I won't." Dong Xiaokui immediately retorted, slapped his hand away with his hand, and immediately turned his face to the side. As soon as one side of her face passed, tears flowed out, and she reached out to wipe her tears by trying to break free, but her nose was still sore. She has always been confident that her love is worthy of anyone, but at this moment, she can't help but sigh secretly: Dong Xiaokui, how can you be treated like this by such a man.

"You think I don't know about you. Very smart, but some things can't figure it out. He said, rubbing her hair vigorously.

"Say that people think about themselves." Dong Xiaokui muttered.

But he said: "Everyone will be obsessed with the authorities. I'm not a god, and I'm not perfect. I also make mistakes and make stupidities. Stone, you have to be when I am an ordinary person. ”

He said all these things for the sake of their better lives in the future. This man is always so thoughtful about things.

"Don't worry, I don't think you're so brilliant." Dong Xiaokui said.

He went back again and said very solemnly: "Dong Xiaokui, those absurdities were all things I did when I was young. The years that followed never passed. After I met you, I didn't bring a female companion to some occasions. ”

"Oh, you don't have to bring a female companion, right?" Dong Xiaokui immediately said. Still teasing him.

Xu Er frowned, hugged her in his arms, pinched her face, and said a little angrily: "Dong Xiaokui, what are you thinking?" ”

She shrugged her shoulders and said lazily, "I didn't think about anything. I'm just thinking about what I'm saying in medicine, and then I'm thinking about the credibility of what you're saying. ”

As soon as he finished saying this, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed her, biting her lip somewhat punitively, biting her painfully. He let go and said, "Dead woman." I've been busy all these years, and when I can breathe a sigh of relief, I'm so tired that I just want to sleep. But I couldn't sleep well. What else do I have in mind? ”

Dong Xiaokui let out an "oh" and muttered in a low voice: "Didn't I just say I wanted to think about it just now." Contradictory. ”

"What do you say?" Xu Er probably heard it and immediately asked.

"I didn't say anything. You've probably not rested for a long time and you're tired. Dong Xiaokui looked innocent.

He rolled over and pressed her, leaned on top of her, and whispered, "You think I didn't hear?" Stone, don't worry, although I'm busy, it's enough to spare some time to clean you up. ”

He bit the word "tidy" very hard. Dong Xiaokui didn't dare to speak loudly, just laughed dryly twice, and said, "Of course you have time, someone who can even play with a handkerchief." ”

This "throwing handkerchief" was what she heard Ouyang and them say during that sea fishing. Naturally, it was impossible for her to ask Li Guoning, Ye San, or Dai Yuanqing, and she didn't have the right opportunity to ask him. In fact, she has always been curious about this matter.

Xu Er frowned and said, "You guy has an impure stomach, that thing, it's very pure, hum." ”

"Then you tell me about it, and I'll evaluate the degree of purity." Dong Xiaokui said, taking advantage of the situation to push him aside. Xu Er was lying on the bed, but she looked at him with her chin propped up, like a little girl who wanted to listen to her parents' stories.

"Okay. save you from being impure. Xu Er said.

Dong Xiaokui breathed a sigh of relief and finally succeeded in changing the topic. Xu Er talked about that incident, and it was really a "handkerchief". She threw herself on the bed laughing. It turned out that someone begged him to do something, and he chartered a few little girls in the famous high-end entertainment venue "Wealthy". Xu Er didn't like this, so he said that a few were not enough, and he had to ask for twenty.

The other party's face was green, but he still reluctantly smiled, and let him choose twenty. When people came, he didn't look at it, but only asked those women who would sing "Lost Handkerchief". Twenty women looked at each other, and one of them raised her hand to say yes.

Xu Er said "um" and said, "Then you can organize it, and everyone will play with the handkerchief." ”

The entertainer and the women thought it was a new way to play. Who knew that later, it would really be the kindergarten's "Lost Handkerchief". This incident happened to be known to Ouyang, and then it was widely circulated and a good story for a while.

Dong Xiaokui laughed and beat the bed board and said, "Second son Xu, you are too neat." In a place like a 'wealthy family', consumption is definitely not cheap, right? Girls are more expensive, right? Haha, twenty, throw handkerchiefs. ”

"Is it possible that you still expect me to play 'Eagle Catches Chicken'?" Xu Er squinted at her and said lazily.

"What is 'Eagle Catches Chick'?" Dong Xiaokui asked. In fact, she had heard Li Yongfeng say that Ouyang was drunk and took a group of girls to play a game of eagle and chicken in the bar. As for the later part of the game, Dong Xiaokui didn't ask, and Li Yongfeng didn't talk about it. But judging from Li Yongfeng's abrupt stop, and immediately brought the topic to Dong Xiaohuai's personality, it is self-evident what the final situation of the game is. Later, playing cards in Chen Shao's villa, those women also talked about eagles catching chickens at the card table.

"Come on, you know, I know." Xu Er pinched her nose.

"I don't know." Dong Xiaokui replied.

Xu Er stood up, pulled her to her feet, held her shoulders, and said, "Okay, stone, don't dwell on these meaningless things. I just hope that in the future, you will listen to me and not anyone else. Because I want you to be a part of not only my destiny, but also a part of my life. ”......

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