"I see, Shanmei doesn't know what's going on......" Dong Xiaowan snorted and said.

"Phew, I see, it was deliberately scared of us, right?!" Li Xiaomo was angry and roared at Song Shanmei: "The surname is Song, tell me, did you deliberately fix us?!" ”

"Do you think that Wu Junbi's suicide and dropping out of school have an inseparable connection with us?!" Li Xiaomo's eyes were red and she yelled, "Do you think that if we spread the news about Wu Junbi's bullying, there will be so many rumors in the school?!" ”

"Do you think that we are cold-blooded, and when we were injured, not only did we not comfort her, but when she committed suicide, we went to report to the school, which is simply not a human thing?!"

"I'm telling you, it's me who reported to the leader, not only me, no one can stand it!"

"There is a man in the dormitory who cries every day, just like a dead person, every day! also commits suicide from time to time, which frightens people's hearts and nervous breakdowns! Can you stand it? I can't stand it! ”

"I know, I know she's pitiful, but it's not me who causes her pity! Why do we have to follow and suffer those consequences?! Li Xiaomo cried, "Do you know, our studies are heavy, we have to deal with all kinds of exams, I don't have time, to comfort her all day long, and I have to watch out for her suicide!" ”

"I don't want her to actually die in our dorm! I'm scared! Li Xiaomo cried as she spoke.

Guo Lili, Dong Xiaowan and others stepped forward to help her, hugged her, patted her back gently, and said, "It's okay, it's okay......"

However, while the girls comforted others, they also shed tears and couldn't help sobbing.

Song Shanmei was the only one sitting on the bed with red eyes.

Is there any room for her to distinguish this scene?

Yang Zixuan also followed, and said indignantly: "That's it, Song Shanmei, you do this, it really chills us!" ”

"I thought that you were wronged, and we were all worried about it, and we couldn't even do self-study, and everyone was worried about you, for fear that you wouldn't be able to think about it."

"We don't dare to show too much, for fear of arousing your disgust or arousing your sadness, so we can only sneak back quietly and take a look."

"I didn't expect you to act in such a play!"

"Watching us one by one for you, scared, shouting at you, calling you, going to call the emergency number, treating us like fools, playing around, don't you feel very comfortable?!"

"That's it," Guo Lili also frowned coldly, "Song Shanmei, I didn't expect you to be such a person!" Scheming, small belly chicken intestines! ”

"Do you think that Wu Junbi's matter deserves to be punished? We didn't do anything wrong! Guo Lili shouted, "You can't use ours to accompany the funeral just because her life is ruined!" ”

"She commits suicide in the dormitory every day, is there a little bit of public morality? Have you thought about it for us? Guo Lili shouted, wiping her tears, "If she really wants to commit suicide, why don't she go outside and go to a place where there is no one?" ”

As she was talking, Dong Xiaowan gently pulled her. Guo Lili changed her words, "Don't blame us for thinking so, did we hurt her, and how much help we gave her, everyone knows best!" ”

"But how much did she think about us?" Guo Lili said, "It's all a dormitory, isn't it?" It's all born to mom and dad, isn't it? Who's more expensive than whom......"

Song Shanmei did not speak. She didn't expect that Wu Junbi's matter would be like this in the eyes of her roommates. I didn't expect that Wu Junbi would have such a big impact on everyone.

At that time, she had the best relationship with Wu Junbi, and when Wu Junbi had an accident, she only thought about Wu Junbi's predicament, and wanted to help her.

Don't say who's right and who's wrong.

Don't comment on how selfish anyone is.

At that time, people are going to die, and they have fallen into that desperate mood; Besides, in the midst of everyone's pointing and ridiculing, in such a predicament, how high can you ask of a person who wants to die?

Ask her to die, and die a little farther away, so that no one else can see it?

Long after Wu Junbi left, Song Shanmei thought, perhaps, Wu Junbi was looking for death in the dormitory, and the original intention was to let people see it?

She didn't want to die like that, lonely and pitiful, full of grievances and unwillingness.

Maybe she used the act of suicide to ask everyone for help.

That's the distress signal she sent.

Look, I committed suicide, how painful I was. But I don't want to die in my heart, come and help me!

Perhaps, Wu Junbi thought so in her heart at that time. But she couldn't say it. She can't seek death while shouting for help.

That's why everyone misunderstood her and thought she hated her. If you die once, it can be said that you are frightened and shocked by your roommates, if you die twice, you will be sympathetic, and if you die three or four times, you will be bored and disgusted.

It's like Xianglin's sister-in-law, she married twice, the man died, and the child was taken away by the wolf, which was originally a miserable and sympathetic thing.

However, she told others twice, three times, tirelessly, again and again, and, finally, aroused the disgust of others, and, ridicule.

But did she want to do that?

No, she didn't want to, but she couldn't help it. That kind of sadness, if suppressed and not spoken, she will die.

In order to live, she had to say, she had to vent, she had to find someone to comfort; Even if, in the end, it was the flesh that healed her, which put her in a worse situation. But, she had to say too.

That's a conundrum. If you don't say you'll die, if you say it, you'll still die. It's just, sooner or later.

So, what happened to Wu Junbi now?

It's been three years, three years, and no news.

Song Shanmei often thinks that there is no news, perhaps, it is good news. It's better than bad news. If not, there will be none.

It's been three years, and since Wu Junbi left, no one in the dormitory has mentioned half a word about her.

Wu Junbi has become a taboo in this dormitory.

Maybe it's because of her, even with it, everyone doesn't like the newcomer Shen Junyao, because Shen Junyao's name also has the word "Jun".

After all, you obviously want to forget, but there is a person standing in front of you, who seems to remind you all the time of the painful past that should have been forgotten.

Therefore, they don't like Shen Junyao, and even don't want to call her name, there is a reason.