Chapter 161: Should Feelings Be Possessed?
The time for a change of clothes is not long, and after Gu Wangchen finished changing, he didn't see Meng Xiaopao speak, and he felt depressed in his heart and followed her silently.
After a short silence, the butler's voice came from outside:
"Lord Wang, the carriage for entering the palace has been prepared."
The deadlock was broken by the housekeeper, and Gu Wangchen looked at Meng Xiaopao before he spoke indifferently:
"Advanced Palace, there are some things that need to be listened to and talked about in the car."
After saying the words without warmth, he turned and walked out the door.
Meng Xiaopao got off the bed and looked at the back of the lonely dust walking away step by step.
Outside the house.
The person who drove the car was still Zhou Shu Zhouxu.
The carriage that entered the palace was still the one that I had sat in before, the car had not changed, the people had not changed, but the atmosphere in this car was different from the last time.
Harmony became formality.
Sit in a daze, waiting for Hou Gu to say what he wants to say.
Her daze looked a little silly at this point.
Gu Wangchen looked at her stupid and stunned appearance, and suddenly remembered the one she had just met.
When did they become intimate with each other, and when did they become so distant from each other.
She is right in front of her, but at this time she can't let herself see through it completely, the former completely transparent her has disappeared, she has grown, and the distance has also widened.
Although it is also stupid now, this stupidity is different from the previous stupidity.
The previous stupidity was a natural stupidity with a pure heart, and the stupidity at this time is a stupid stupidity that doesn't know where to speak.
The stupidity in the dry sitting is awkward and restrained.
It's useless to think too much, there are some things that you can't control.
This time I entered the palace to propose to her in public, how could the identity of the immortal envoy always be a concubine, and the people who knew that she was their concubine probably had already secretly figured it out.
The identity of a concubine is no longer suitable for her, and her dazzling will sooner or later make others tempted by her.
Whether the reason for the temptation is to make people or profits, these will not be allowed to happen.
Although there were some problems in the relationship, it did not prevent her from staying by her side.
As a precaution, she must be her own woman, a woman who is rightfully named.
The speed of the six horses is still obvious, and it is about to enter the palace, and it is time to say what is in mind:
"Xiao Splash, I am ready to announce our relationship in front of everyone, the name of the concubine was originally imposed on you by me, and this time I am ready to marry you as a concubine in front of all the leaders.
I know that you are a person with strong independent opinions, so I will say what I think in advance, and I hope you can give you an answer before meeting the emperor.
No matter what the result is, I will follow your wishes, last time I insisted on giving you the title of concubine, this time the choice is up to you.
As long as you say a word, the position of the concubine is yours. ”
Gu Wangchen's tone was mixed with a lot of emotions, and it was difficult to understand all of them for a while, so he put down the analysis for the time being, nodded and answered first:
"Okay, let me think about it."
After the mouth is restored, the brain begins to taste.
The most important emotion he confided in just now was to give it a go, followed by some small emotional combinations.
The first thing I experienced was relaxation, the ease with which he spoke his heart, and then there was a little bitterness, what is this bitterness intended to express?
There is a faint killing intent behind the bitterness, who does he want to kill? Kill yourself?
What vaguely appears in the killing machine is reluctance, and there is helplessness at the bottom, and helplessness turns into a decision at the end.
These many emotions are revealed in the sentence "The position of the concubine is you".
Did he express it deliberately or was it really uncontrollable and unintentionally revealed?
It's hard to guess, it's so bothersome.
The carriage entered the palace, and the distance that could be sat was not long, and if you want to say the answer, it must be to agree to marry him, and the thoughts of him in my heart are not to need this wife's position.
But at this moment, this answer somehow made me feel a little uneasy.
His emotions couldn't be fully understood, whether the position of this concubine was more emotional or more interested.
It seems that what I like about him is not only a position, but also more than the title of a wife, which is selfish possession, that is the only right to hold.
The heart is suddenly wrapped in selfish desires, which make all potential problems not a problem.
As long as you can be by his side, whether it is love or benefit, you are willing to accept it regardless of the consequences.
For the sake of possession, he can even abandon all the use he makes of himself.
Selfishness makes the heart cloudy.
There is an exchange of interests hidden under the concubine he gave, and desire makes him choose a name, and interests are also swallowed by desire.
Lust makes feelings no longer pure.
This kind of selfishness begins to make people a little annoying, shouldn't it be a great saint in the face of love? Shouldn't you pay silently at any cost of your feelings for the sake of your feelings?
But now I am all selfish desires, terrible selfish desires.
It's hard to choose whether to be great or selfish in the face of feelings.
There is no greatness in my heart to give at all costs, and since it has deteriorated, then choose a selfish exchange.
In order to fulfill the selfish desires in the heart, the silent payment ends here, and the friendship return is true.
His position as a concubine is not pure, as long as his possessiveness towards him is pure.
This can be regarded as an exchange of feelings and interests, whatever, as long as they can be together.
The carriage stopped, and the rest of the road had to go on its own.
It doesn't matter if he's for love or for profit, but he knows in his heart what it's for.
I am for love and profit, and more for the desire in my heart.
Let desire win the position he promised.
I like him in my heart, even if he is arrogant and domineering, but if you like it, you like it, and if you like it, you should selfishly take possession.
Although selfish desires can easily lead people astray, as long as you can be with him, everything is no longer important.
Be selfish when you should be selfish, and grab his forward body, and the answer is in passing:
"I have coveted the position of concubine for a long time, early marriage and early birth of a baby, the rest of your life will be explained to me, if you dare to regret it, I will open my eyes and make up for your little brother."
After speaking, his eyes looked up obsessively.
The first obsession was humble, and this time the obsession was domineering.
This obsessive look is the second time I've seen it, and the first time I saw it, I was so disgusted and this time I felt warm.
Her eyes were selfishly possessive, as if she were going to swallow herself alive.
I used to hate this kind of look, but now under this kind of look, I like it in my heart, and I like it pervertedly.
I feel like I might be sick, sick in my heart.
Suppressing the distorted feelings in her heart, avoiding her obsessive and hot eyes, another topic began to divert each other's thoughts:
"Jianghu has recently gone viral about the Demon Bone Cave slaughtering tens of thousands of Jianghu leaders and elites, what do you think about this?"
When the words fell, Meng Xiaopao turned his eyes and recalled the incident.
The purpose of this massacre in the Demon Bone Cave is really incomprehensible, and the possibilities that came to mind last time have been said:
"I don't have much analysis, the first is to prevent future troubles, and the method of cultivating immortals will not be spread, so that they can continue to grow bigger.
The second is to monopolize it, kill the people who know the secret, and then arrest me again, and then get the complete method of cultivating immortals from me, and finally make it big alone.
Third, they don't want the immortal law to be passed on to the world at all, so they need to kill everyone who knows the immortal law.
In the end, there is another possibility, that is, the Demon Venerable pumped his brain, so he made this kind of heart-wrenching massacre. ”
Meng Xiaopao's analysis of Gu Wangchen's heart twitched, especially the last one.
Because Meng Xiaopao didn't know his other identity, she said that the Demon Venerable was mad in front of the Demon Venerable himself.