Chapter 180: Evil Thoughts

"Really, really." Ran Fenqiang said that he felt dizzy, and he didn't know if it was love rushing into his mind or some other reason.

"Thank you, I'll treat you to dinner!" Xu Chuyue said, "What kind of food do you like to eat?" ”

"I cook and cook all my own food."

"You can also cook?"

"Hmm."

"Awesome, it's really a decathlon - I can only sing, lie down, and do nothing else." Xu Chuyue stared at him with enthusiastic eyes and said, "It seems that it is not enough to have a stone house at the foot of the mountain, but also to have someone as proficient as you." ”

Until now, Ran Fenqiang didn't figure out the reason, compared with Xu Chuyue, he felt that he was alive like a lump of cow dung - is God pitiful of himself? How could you let yourself know such an angelic girl?

So although the two have been dating for a while, Ran Fenqiang is still sneaky. He does have some inferiority, he feels that everything is like a dream, he is afraid that because he said the wrong thing and did one errand, he will burst this colorful bubble, and then all the good things will disappear with a bang.

Every time he gets along, he will remember every word and action of Xu Chuyue. He knew that Xu Chuyue was saving money, and she wanted to find a quiet place to live in the future, blowing the wind, basking in the sun, and writing songs.

"Lao Ran, when the time comes, you will be responsible for cleaning up the house, cooking, and washing clothes." She said as she lay on the bed and giggled.

"Okay." Ran Fenqiang was also lying on the bed, and the ceiling of the express hotel was pale, just like his empty life.

"What's wrong with you today? Mood so bad? Can't keep up with your physical strength? Xu Chuyue turned sideways and hugged his arm and said.

"Yesterday, I went to the hospital." Ran Fenqiang was silent for a while before muttering.

Recently, his dizziness has been getting worse and worse, and sometimes his vision is blurry. At first, he thought it was overwork, but after two days of rest, the situation did not improve, but became worse.

And I don't know how, my nose suddenly bleeds. He didn't dare to tell his parents about it, nor did he tell Xu Chuyue, but he secretly went to the city hospital by himself.

After listening to his account, the doctor frowned and said, "Let's just do an MRI." ”

The results of the examination came out a week later, Ran Fenqiang had a brain tumor, and the hospital asked him to do a full body examination, and it was found that there were also lesions in the lungs - the final diagnosis was malignant tumors, and the one in the skull was still metastasized to the lungs.

"Hurry up and make an appointment for surgery, there are beds available this week." The doctor said with concern.

"I'll talk to my family first." Ran Fenqiang pretended to be calm and said to the doctor.

It takes a lot of money to do the operation, and after the operation, I am actually useless, not only can I not take care of my family and lovers, but I will become a burden to them.

Ran Fenqiang silently left the outpatient department, walked out of the hospital gate, and walked to the road. He looked at the traffic and wanted to cry out loud.

Just then, the cell phone in his pocket rang.

"Da Ran, huh?"

"Ahh

"I'm your Uncle Heng, I'm free recently, I want to make a cabinet at home."

"Uncle Heng, I'm ......" Ran Fenqiang's mind was still blank, he hadn't thought about it yet, but Lu Xianheng had already hung up the phone.

The people in Yuntang Town are like this, anyway, Ran Fenqiang is always on call, just make a phone call to inform him, and there is no need to ask for his opinion at all.

In fact, everyone was like this in the past, but at that moment, somehow, a nameless fire burst out in Ran Fenqiang's heart, but Rao was like this, he still went to Lu Xianheng's house.

Although Lu Xianheng has allocated a new house in the community, he still prefers to live in another bungalow. Ran Fenqiang went to the door in a daze, Lu Xianheng didn't even pour him a glass of water, he just nagged to himself for a long time, it turned out that he wanted to make a secret cabinet on the wall.

Although Lu Xianheng didn't say what it was used for, Ran Fenqiang understood at a glance that this cabinet was used to put money - some old people were not at ease to keep money in the bank, especially gamblers like Lu Xianheng, who often used cash, and he was too lazy to run to the bank to withdraw money twice in three days.

Ran Fenqiang knew that Lu Xianheng and the others got a lot of money from the last demolition. At that time, he was also looking forward to demolition, but as soon as the plan came out, he found that he didn't have that life - Yuntang Town was half developed and half was retained, and his family's house was in the preserved half.

Lu Xianheng was still talking, and the cigarette he smoked was very choking, and Ran Fenqiang had a headache.

"Hey, Da Ran, are you listening?"

"Listen." Ran Fenqiang said. He watched Lu Xianheng make a gesture, and thoughts suddenly popped up in his heart.

- I worked hard to earn money to support my parents and parents, worked diligently, and never slacked off for a day, why did I have such a hard time? But why do you have so much wealth when you have no parents to serve, no support for your wife and children, and a gambler?

- I'm going to die anyway, and I have to leave something behind me before I die......

- I know a lot about who keeps their cash at home and where it is hidden!

- Some people don't care when they die, and everyone is happier when some people die.

The evil thoughts in his heart grew like weeds, and Ran Fenqiang felt more and more that he should do something, not only to leave a way out for his parents and girlfriend, but also to eliminate the "three evils" in the village. It's a good thing, and everyone will be grateful to him.

Gradually, as if he had hypnotized himself, not only was he not afraid, but he felt that he was doing what was right.

……

Ran Fenqiang told Xu Chuyue about his condition, and Xu Chuyue listened to it and lay there in a daze, unable to believe that this was the truth.

"You're kidding me, aren't you?" She questioned softly, as if she was afraid of poking something.

Ran Fenqiang was silent for a moment, wanting to speak more easily, but his voice was a little hoarse. He cleared his throat and said vigorously, "I wish I could joke too." ”

Xu Chuyue didn't speak for a long time, she suddenly turned her body sideways, leaving her smooth back to Ran Fenqiang.

But Ran Fenqiang felt even more uncomfortable, he had just seen a little hope in his life, he had a fairy-like girlfriend, maybe he would form a small home with him in the future, and there would be cute children, which was something he couldn't think of before! How he wants to live well!

Ran Fenqiang endured sadness. He looked at Xu Chuyue's thin figure, he leaned over and gently turned over her body, wanting to take a good look at her, but found that this strong and free girl was silently wiping her tears.

Ran Fenqiang felt a huge pain in his heart, as if a knife had been cut into his heart and twisted again. He was full of emotion, hugged Xu Chuyue in his arms, and kept saying: "Don't cry, don't cry!" ”