Chapter 145: He said, I'm attracted to you

Gu Xi said, I have studied medicine all my life and have healed countless people, but there is only one disease that I can't cure, and that is love.

That's right, in my world, love is a disease, and you are a terminally ill patient in my eyes!

The reason why I don't heal you is because sometimes there is no love, fear of love, fear of love, it is also a disease, and it will be the same pain, but I always feel that it seems that it is easier to be happy in love!

So I watched you from the sidelines, watching you in love, joys and sorrows, and sorrows......

Lu Yinchu thanked these brothers for everything they gave him, and even more grateful to fate for giving him so much sincerity!

But in fact, is the support and help in this also a kind of helpless connivance in a certain sense?

Because no matter what choice they make, his choice will not change, he wants her, as long as she, in this life, he only cares about Nanxi, no!

Because of deep love, it will be stupid and stupid!

It's so out of control now, it's irrational!

……

On that day, he sent her back to the hospital, in order not to be discovered, he should have left immediately, but he was reluctant, worried, and afraid.

Since when did Lu Yinchu, who has always been confident, have such humble emotions?

He didn't know, but because the person he was facing was Nanxi, the girl he loved, he was willing, even if he was humble!

Regrets!

He didn't leave, in a nearby department store, he asked Mo Yan to buy a set of casual clothes, a cap, he disguised himself, just to be closer to her!

He walked on foot among the shadows and flowers of the hospital, his steps leisurely, but no one noticed the faint fluctuations in his heart!

Li Mufang came out with her, and the two of them had different faces, but he knew from Nanxi's small hands that were gently clenched into small fists on both sides of her legs that she was very nervous - this was her usual performance when she was nervous!

But he could also see that she was trying to restrain this nervousness - the two of them talked carefully, and occasionally their expressions changed slightly, which was not obvious, after all, they were both people who were very good at grasping emotions, especially Li Mufang!

This niece, who is three years younger than him, has a strong ability to work, has a calm and introverted temperament, and is also steady and resolute in doing things, although she entered the government building because of the help of the landing family, but in a few years, she has become a remarkable figure from an office assistant to now, which is due to her own ability and hard work!

Li Mufang, who has been wandering around government departments and greeting different people for several years, is really not difficult to control his emotions!

But Nanxi, such a simple and transparent girl, can actually handle her emotions so appropriately, which really surprised him!

No wonder even Li Mufang showed a little admiration for her!

Was it the experience that gave her the opportunity to grow? Or was fate forcing her to grow up prematurely? What really happened six years ago?

He wanted to know, but he couldn't find any!

At that moment, he was a little distressed about Nanxi!

……

The conversation between the two did not last long, and soon, Li Mufang left, and Nanxi stood there alone, waiting anxiously.

Her small figure was shrouded behind a bush, and it seemed that she was afraid that others would find him, and Lu Yinchu was not far behind her.

The thin lips moved, it turned out that I was looking at you, and you were looking at others, it was such a state of mind...... Some strange, some sad state of mind!

Li Mufang quickly came out and took Qi Qun away, he watched her watch Qi Qun and Li Mufang leave cautiously, and then ran to the inpatient building with his feet up.

This time, instead of following, he found a secluded place deep in the shadow of a tree, lit a cigarette and smoked it!

He glanced at the blue sky hollowed out by the shadows of the trees, and his irritability spread along with the summer heat, flowing freely!

The surrounding scenery obviously looks verdant, but because it is mixed with the complicated world, it cannot be liberated, and it can only sink deeper and deeper......

He suddenly thought of himself eight years ago!

It's just ridiculous that once upon a time, he regarded a person as a salvation, and he thought that one day he would become the other person's salvation, but later, that person regarded others as salvation, isn't it ironic?

When she smoked about three cigarettes, she came out, but not alone, with her, there was Li Weihuan!

Two people holding hands, one in front, one in the back, young and wanton men and women, excellent appearance, fresh temperament, even if they just walked there so plainly, they also attracted the attention of countless people around them!

The look in his eyes is jealousy, envy, amazement, or sigh......

And he was watching with everyone not far away, but the emotions in his eyes were different from everyone else......

He is grieving, disappointed, blaming himself, and even repenting deeply!

Then, he saw that the handsome big boy couldn't wait to kiss the girl, and he wrapped the girl into his arms and kissed her with all his might, for fear that as soon as he let go of the person in his arms, he would leave, and he would not be able to find it again!

At that moment, his expression was paralyzed, and a self-deprecating smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, it turned out that the legendary pain was so bad that he couldn't feel the pain, it was this feeling!

It's like a hand penetrating your own flesh and reaching into your heart, forcibly pulling something that should belong to you out of your body, and you can't do anything in the face of such plunder, you can only let it do whatever it wants......

He suddenly felt that Li Weihuan was indeed smarter than him, because when he lost someone in the vast sea of people, Li Weihuan found her!

And know how to hold her firmly and not let her disappear in her own world for no reason!

Their kiss was so long, long that the joy that stretched out reached his heart and turned into pain, and it lasted for a long, long time!

So much so that this kind of emotional out-of-control that he couldn't stop at this moment for a long time, kissed her when she was defenseless and even strongly resistant!

……

- Lu Yinchu, are you crazy?

- Lu Yinchu, that's the end of it!

The man listened to her finish word by word, and every word was like a knife stabbed into her heart.

It hurts, it hurts!

"Nanxi, what do you think I'm here to find you tonight?" He asked her, and his dark eyes looked at him with heavy eyes, bewitching and charming!

Nanxi was stunned, not knowing how to react at all, "Lu Yin ...... at the beginning"

"I'm here to see you!" He interrupted her, his voice low and helpless, and he said, "For no other reason, I just came to see you!" Just because ...... I want to see you! ”

Lu Yinchu ...... What do you mean? I don't understand! You...... What do you want to say? Nanxi's voice, obvious panic!

"You really don't understand?" Lu Yinchu looked at her, a trace of sadness obviously flashed in his eyes, and Nanxi was shocked when he saw it, "Lu Yinchu, you ......"

"I'm tempted by you!" He said.

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