Chapter 169: Cruel Rejection (4500 Words)

"Oh, I don't understand." Li Xiaomo also shook her head, "In other words, our work experience is very important, and the quality of the first hospital will greatly affect our future career development." ”

"Do you think that a big hospital wants someone with work experience in a big hospital, or does it want someone who came from a small local hospital?" Li Xiaomo said.

Dong Xiaowan lowered her head, "My parents are old, and I am the only one, and they don't want me to be too far away." ”

Everyone sighed, and after a long time, someone said, "Parents are here, not far away." Very good. ”

Song Shanmei stretched out her hand and patted Dong Xiaowan's shoulder, "Okay, Xiaowan, don't listen to them." Now that you've decided, it's good to do it. Rather be the head of the chicken than the queen of the cow. It's pretty good, too. ”

"Hmm." Dong Xiaowan regained her courage and nodded vigorously.

"Yang Zixuan and I are also admitted to the graduate school of our school. We've had feelings for this place for a long time, so we're not going anywhere. Li Xiaomo said, "After the summer vacation, we will come back again." By then, we'll be graduate students. Ha ha. ”

"In other words, we have to go to graduate school for three years. Hey, let's take it slowly. Li Xiaomo said.

"What are you afraid of, we have survived so many years, and we are still afraid of those three years?" Yang Zixuan was dismissive.

"Yang Zixuan, I see, you're still preparing for the exam, right? Bachelor's, master's and doctor's degrees are one-stop......" Li Xiaomo said, "I don't have as much energy as you, I just need to study to graduate school, so I can find a job......"

"Okay, then let's see who will get a doctorate in the future......" Yang Zixuan glanced at Li Xiaomo and said.

"Shanmei, what about you? How are you going to do that? Do you want to go to graduate school with us too? Li Xiaomo asked.

"Uh...... I don't know, I haven't thought about it yet......" Song Shanmei said.

"Haven't thought about it yet? Didn't you get in, why haven't you thought about it yet? Aren't you going to read it again? Li Xiaomo's eyes widened, "We have a scholarship, and we chose this school to take the postgraduate examination, and there is basically no cost......

"I know......" Song Shanmei said, sighing. She thought about it for a long time before she made up her mind to go to graduate school. Now, I have also been admitted.

However, she is now a little shaken.

First, the cost of studying and living for her younger sister Song Shuyan has increased, and second, she is a little relieved to go home and doesn't want to cause trouble to the family. The most important thing is that she wants to take advantage of this holiday to get a visa and go to the United States.

She wanted to find Pei Shengyang. Even if she couldn't find it, she wanted to give it a try. Just once.

She knew it would cost a lot of money, but she would find a way.

Perhaps, when she met Pei Shengyang, she could decide whether she wanted to stay and take care of him or go to graduate school.

When they were separated, they obviously said that they would not cry, but everyone couldn't help crying for a while, and then they were reluctant to separate.

Song Shanmei successively sent Guo Lili to her family's private car, then Li Xiaomo and Yang Zixuan, got into a taxi, and finally Dong Xiaowan. Dong Xiaowan was alone with her luggage, and with other classmates she didn't know, she shared a van and prepared to go to the train station.

After sending them away, Song Shanmei was the only one left on campus.

Her home is in the local area, not far away, and you can go back by bus.

She walked around the campus alone with her luggage.

It was at this time that she heard someone calling her from behind. She turned her head and happened to see Li Ke, who was panting and running towards her, shouting, "Senior Sister Song, wait for me!" ”

Song Shanmei's gaze fell on the face of the girl held by Li Ke.

That girl, who is about the same age as Li Ke, has a pair of big watery eyes, and her appearance is pure and cute.

At this moment, she was restrained by Li Ke and ran to this side, and when she arrived in front of Song Shanmei, she stopped, panting and glaring at Li Ke with some annoyance, and then looked at Song Shanmei with an inquiring gaze.

Seeing that the girl's face was red because she was running too quickly, so cute, Song Shanmei sneered and laughed, and asked Li Ke: "Is this your girlfriend?" It's so cute. ”

"Well, her name is Yingying," Li Kexiao's face was bright, and he held Yingying again, and said, "Yingying, this is what I told you, Senior Sister Song." ”

"Hello Senior Sister Song!" Yingying bowed.

"Hello!" Song Shanmei smiled and teased, and said, "Li Ke, didn't you say before that you want me to introduce my sister to you?" So soon, I changed my mind and found it myself? ”

Li Ke was a little cramped, glanced at the girl, and said, "Senior Sister Song, don't make fun of me!" Yingying will be jealous! ”

"Where did I ask you to introduce my sister to me, that's not what my uncle said!" Li Kedao.

"Okay, okay, I'm not going to make fun of you." Song Shanmei smiled, "What, you're leaving today?" ”

"Well, everything is almost packed, and I'm going to go to the commissary to buy some water and snacks and eat them on the way." Li Kedao.

"Hey, isn't your house here, and you still need to buy snacks?" Song Shanmei said.

"I bought it for Yingying." Li Ke said, "She went home today, and I will send her." ”

"Okay, don't talk about it anymore, you're busy with yours." Song Shanmei said.

"Senior Sister Song, you want to go back today, right? Why don't we drop you off at the station first? Li Ke asked, and wanted to come over and reach out to carry his luggage.

"No, no, no." Song Shanmei smiled, "It's better to accompany your girlfriend more, my sister has a lot of strength, and besides, the school gate is the bus stop, this little thing can't bother me." ”

Li Ke hesitated a little and said, "Senior Sister Song, you want to leave, and you didn't call my uncle?" ”

"To Mr. Wei? Why should I call him? Song Shanmei asked.

Li Ke was a little distressed, "Sister, you can't be like this!" ”

"My uncle still misses you, why don't you recognize people in a blink of an eye? And, if you want to leave, don't say a word to him! Maybe he's still waiting for you in the teacher's dormitory, just waiting to help you move your things. Li Kedao.

"Wherever he helps me move things, usually, I'm helping him move things!" Song Shanmei remembered the past and pouted, "I'm all volunteering, and I haven't asked him for wages yet!" ”

"Who did you say you didn't get paid?" In Song Shanmei's ears, a familiar voice suddenly came.

"Uncle!" Li Ke shouted.

Song Shanmei raised her head and saw Teacher Wei.

As usual, he was dressed in a black and gray suit, his hair was beautifully groomed, and he wore a pair of glasses. With a book in his arm, he was walking this way.

In the sun, in the shade of the trees, he smiled slightly, and looked so charming.

Song Shanmei was stunned, she didn't expect to meet Teacher Wei, and shouted: "Teacher Wei! ”

Teacher Wei walked in front of her, took out the book in the crook of his arm, and handed it to Song Shanmei: "Take it, it's for you." ”

Song Shanmei looked down and saw that the cover of the book said "The Way of Life".

Song Shanmei knew about this book, and she had read it in the library before, but she hadn't had time to finish it yet. It is a collection of speeches by William Osler, the father of modern clinical medicine, and the author brings his profound classical humanistic connotation to the field of medicine, covering medical ethics, medical and humane care, and the relationship between doctors and patients, and his wise life and medical philosophy are filled between the lines.

"How do you know I'm reading this book?" Song Shanmei asked. The implication is obvious, you actually follow me?

"yes, that's a coincidence." Teacher Wei smiled brightly, "When I went to the bookstore to buy books, I saw this book and thought it was very good, so I bought two copies." I kept a copy for myself and gave you one. ”

"It's just a book, you're welcome, keep it." Seeing that Song Shanmei didn't stretch out her hand, Teacher Wei said, "Just think it's the reward for your hard work for me before." ”

"Oh, that's not much." Song Shanmei took it happily and stuffed it into her schoolbag.

"I'll help you carry it." Teacher Wei said, and couldn't help but say, from Song Shanmei's hand, he took the big bag over, and said, "Which car?" ”

"210." Song Shanmei said.

"Oh." Teacher Wei waved at Li Ke and them, "Li Ke, I'll send Shanmei." You go back early, your mother is still waiting for you at home, and she has prepared your favorite food early. ”

"Okay." Li Ke laughed a little weak-hearted, "Uncle, didn't you tell my mother about my friends?" ”

"Nonsense, of course." Teacher Wei glanced at Li Ke and said, "Your mother said that you should take your girlfriend home another day." ”

Li Ke was stunned, looked at his girlfriend, laughed, he reached out and pulled his girlfriend's hand tighter.

Song Shanmei didn't know why, but suddenly felt a little envious.

Song Shanmei also said goodbye to Li Ke, and then followed Teacher Wei and walked outside the campus.

Teacher Wei asked as he walked, "Song Shanmei, you don't plan to contact me in the future?" ”

"Huh?" Song Shanmei was stunned.

"I left without even saying hello, and I didn't even leave a phone number, where can I find you......" Teacher Wei said.

Song Shanmei: "......"

"I know you're treating me like a stranger in your life." Teacher Wei said, "There has been a small intersection, but they will part ways at the fork in the road, and from then on, there will be no possibility of seeing each other." ”

What Mr. Wei said was a little sad, but that's the way it is.

In life, in everyone's life, there will be countless people of all kinds. Perhaps, I have crossed paths with some people, and even had very deep and indelible feelings. However, time passes, and with separation, the bonds between these people and people change.

Song Shanmei was scared that she was standing at such a crossroads.

She was afraid that she and Pei Shengyang would be separated like this, and if she didn't do it well, there might be no more intersection.

She will become a passerby in his life.

So, what about him? Will it also become a passerby?

Song Shanmei was a little stunned and a little confused.

"Shanmei, are you planning to turn me into a stranger like this?" Teacher Wei asked again.

Song Shanmei hurriedly said: "How come, aren't you still a teacher here, I took the graduate school entrance examination, if I go to graduate school, aren't I still in this school, can't I still see it?" ”

"That being said, but when the time comes, I won't teach you, how will I know where you are? The school is so big, I can't, block you at the school gate, right? Teacher Wei said.

"......" Song Shanmei: "Teacher Wei, what are you going to block me for?" ”

"Well, that's it, it's okay, I'll talk to you." Teacher Wei said. He was a little helpless. There are some words that I want to say, but when they come to my mouth, I can't say them. He felt that he was a little too shy. I was so old that I learned to be shy.

Or maybe it's not shyness, it's the fear of rejection that keeps him from speaking.

However, even if Teacher Wei didn't speak, Song Shanmei knew his thoughts. Song Shanmei silently stretched out her fingers, stroked her hair, and shook the diamond ring in front of Teacher Wei's eyes.

The noon sun is very dazzling, and the light refracted by the diamond ring is also dazzling.

Teacher Wei was stunned for a moment and said, "The diamond ring is good, it's quite flashy." ”

"Thank you." Song Sun-mi smiled.

Along the way, there was silence.

Teacher Wei's expression seemed to become disappointed, regretful, sad, lost, in short, not so pleasant.

There is a love affair that has ended before it has even begun.

I was aggrieved in my heart, and I couldn't even confess. To be bluntly rejected, you can't.

This is not something that anyone can experience.

At this moment, Mr. Wei is in this mood.

Song Shanmei felt a little guilty, did she go too far?

However, it is not clear now, can we talk about it later? It's obviously unintentional, but you have to drag others, it's not good.

Soon, we arrived at the station. After a long time, Teacher Wei said, "Shanmei, I suddenly felt that the book I gave you was not appropriate. ”

"Huh?" Song Shanmei was a little confused.

"Or will you give it back to me?" Teacher Wei asked.

Song Shanmei was surprised, this Teacher Wei is so stingy? I know that I can't be a girlfriend, and I can't even give this book?

"No, it's my reward for hard labor." Song Shanmei pouted and didn't buy it. She hugged her bag tightly.

Teacher Wei looked at Song Shanmei and looked entangled: "Shanmei, it's not that I'm stingy." ”

"Otherwise, you can open the book and look at it, and you'll know." Teacher Wei said.

Song Shanmei was a little puzzled, reached out and opened her schoolbag, and took out the book.

The book is a little thick, some drums, and it seems, in the middle, something is sandwiched. At the page, a red rope was exposed.

Song Shanmei followed the trace and opened the book.

In the middle of the book, there is a shiny ring, perhaps for fear of losing it, tied by a red rope.

Song Shanmei picked up the ring, only to see that the label on it had not been removed.

It was a brand-new, sparkling platinum ring.

Song Shanmei raised her head and looked at Teacher Wei.

I saw that Mr. Wei's face was flushed, and he said, "Can you give it back to me?" I'm sorry. ”

Song Shanmei handed the ring to Teacher Wei and said, "I should apologize." The ring is beautiful and romantic. But, I'm sorry. ”

Needless to say, superfluous. Teacher Wei will also understand that she has a boyfriend and can't accept other people's expressions of love.

"Take good care of it, don't lose it. Send your girlfriend later. Song Shanmei said again.

"I won't give it to anyone again." Teacher Wei said.

Song Shanmei didn't know how to answer.

"You're going to meet the right girl." Song Shanmei said again.

"I'll take the book." Song Shanmei said, "No problem, right? ”

"Okay." Teacher Wei nodded, he took a deep breath, and tried to smile.

Song Shanmei put the book back into her schoolbag.

Both breathed a sigh of relief.

When the bus came, Song Shanmei hurriedly carried her luggage, got on the bus, and waved to Teacher Wei, "My QQ number is *********, if you have something, you can contact me!" ”

On the platform, Teacher Wei nodded, smiled, and waved at her.

The car started, Song Shanmei turned her head and looked back. Through the car window, she saw that Mr. Wei was taking off his glasses, as if he was wiping tears.

He is quiet and unobtrusive. However, it was that kind of action that made Song Shanmei suddenly feel her heart sank, her eyes were sour, and she almost burst into tears. She hurriedly turned her head and stopped looking at Teacher Wei's lonely figure.

She only felt that she seemed to be too cruel.

It's like that for parents, and it's like that for men who love themselves.

However, her heart was given to Pei Shengyang, and her parents were so much less; Her love, given to one person, cannot be given to others.

She couldn't split a heart in two, and she couldn't.

At the same time, the boys and young people in the carriage turned on their mobile phones one after another, and hurriedly stored the QQ number left by the beautiful woman who had just gotten on the bus, but Song Shanmei didn't know anything about it.

She just turned her head and looked out the window with a pair of slightly desolate eyes. It's quiet, it's like a painting.

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