"You want to see it?" Lu Yinchu kissed her on the cheek and asked her.

Nanxi reads the head, "I want to know you!" Lu Yinchu, you said it, give me a chance to get to know you! ”

Lu Yinchu pursed his lips, his eyes were quiet and deep, what was hidden in it Nanxi couldn't understand, his right hand was on his left hand, a pair of hands with clear bones and good looks.

He said, "Nanxi, you know? I wore this ring on the day of Satsuki's funeral eight years ago, and for the first two years, my little finger was treated, and the ring was taken off and put on countless times......"

"Feelings? I have had numbness and pain, but after so many times, I noticed that I seemed to prefer pain to numbness, so years ago, I gave up the treatment and put this tail ring back on, and never took it off again......"

Nanxi's eyes trembled slightly, pursed his lips, and watched him reach out and take off the ring as soon as he read it!

Maybe it's because he has been wearing it for too long, he has a little effort, and his eyebrows are wrinkled, he should feel pain!

…… His little finger can still feel the pain, which means that the sensory nerve is still there, it's not that it can't be cured, it's him, he doesn't want to be cured!

After a lot of effort, the ring was finally taken off, and Nanxi saw that there was another incision on the little finger, and the shape of the ring was attached to the scar, slightly white......

Her eyelashes twitched, and her hand reached over, but she didn't touch it, but asked him in a soft voice, "Does it hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt...... he pursed his lips and said lightly, "Already, I don't feel any pain!" ”

Nanxi felt that her breathing was a little stagnant, he said that he didn't hurt, but she felt that she was in pain, and her whole body hurt so much that she couldn't breathe!

"Tell me about it...... How did it hurt? She asked.

"That day, it was a coincidence! I personally sent Wei Huan, who skipped class, to school, and drove back to the company, the traffic on the road was suddenly jammed, and someone said that there was a car accident in front of me, I didn't care, but I was inexplicably irritable, until the radio in the car inserted this car accident broadcast, when the announcer read out the license plate number, I was stunned, because, it was Xiaoyue's car, the car, I gave it to her, I remember......"

"At that time, I had forgotten what I was feeling, I pushed the car door and got out of the car, ran in the direction of the traffic jam in front of me, I fell on the road, and my body was not like my own, but I knew that I had to go to Satsuki's side, I had to go...... When I arrived, the police were trying to pull Satsuki out of the twisted car, and I saw Satsuki, covered in blood......"

Lu Yinchu stretched out his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, his voice became unstable, Nanxi's heart moved slightly, and he wanted to comfort him, but he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say......

"I don't know what I thought at the time, I rushed up, pushed away those policemen, hugged Satsuki, the police pulled me, they said I would get hurt like this, I don't care, I just want to save Satsuki out, I just want to save her, I finally dragged Satsuki out, but at that moment, the twisted car suddenly overturned and smashed towards Satsuki, I didn't think about it, I hugged Satsuki...... Then, my shoulder was smashed by the car door, and my little finger was cut off by the car's glass......"

"Actually, I forgot a lot of details! I was direct, the ambulance came, put me and Satsuki in the ambulance, I was reluctant to let go of her, because I felt that if I let go of her, she would leave, so I had to hold on to her firmly......"

"Satsuki died on the way to the hospital, and he died in my arms......"

Lu Yinchu took a deep breath, "Actually, I used to think that life has its fragile side, but it is even stronger!" I have never been afraid of life and death, and I have never been a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death! However, when Satsuki lost her breath while reading in my arms, I realized that I was ridiculous! I just know how stupid I am......"

"Nanxi, can you feel that feeling? Obviously, in the eyes of everyone, you are omnipotent, and in the eyes of your family, you are also the most solid and trustworthy existence, but in the face of the family you love is about to leave this world, you can't do anything...... There was nothing to do but watch her leave this world...... Nanxi, can you feel it? ”

At this moment, Nanxi is already red-eyed, but she tries not to let her tears fall!

She knows that Lu Yinchu at this moment needs her support and reliance!

Lu Yinchu took the ring and sighed, he said, "This ring was given to me by Xiaoyue when she was seventeen years old, she said that it represents cherishing and trust, and the person she wants to give is the most important and trusted person in her life!" She also playfully asked me not to tell Mo Yan......"

Lu Yinchu smiled and laughed self-deprecatingly, "However, the brother she considers important and the most trustworthy has failed to protect her well, so that her young life will end forever at the age of ten...... I failed Satsuki, you know? Nanxi, I failed her......"

"No......" Nanxi bit her lip and pulled Lu Yinchu's hand tightly with both hands!

She knew that he was enduring it, enduring the sad emotion, enduring the heart-wrenching pain, and she couldn't help it......

Nanxi was distressed for a while, biting her lip and said, "Lu Yinchu, you listen to me, it's not what you think, Xiaoyue's departure was an accident, I really don't blame you!" There are all kinds of dangers in this world, we are human beings, not gods, we can't predict everything, and we can't save everything, so don't blame yourself, don't blame yourself, okay? Lu Yinchu! ”

"No......" Lu Yinchu shook his head, "Xiaoyue's death was not just an accident, that day, she was not feeling well, and she originally planned to rest at home and not go out, and the doctor also instructed her to let her recuperate at home...... If she hadn't gone out, she wouldn't have had an accident and wouldn't have died...... She wasn't going to go out, she was ...... No......"

Lu Yinchu's voice was very soft, but it was very cold, his fingers tightly grasped Nanxi's hand, Nanxi was scratched, but she didn't say anything, just looked at the man with a surprised expression!

"Lu Yinchu, you ...... What did you say...... I don't really understand, Xiaoyue was not feeling well that day, and she didn't plan to go out, so why did she go out? ”

"Because, someone called her......" Lu Yinchu stretched out his face, his voice was very soft, and he trembled slightly.

"Because someone called her, she had a reason to go out, and because of that phone call, Xiaoyue, who was not feeling well, drove out of the door......"

"Who?" Nanxi opened his mouth and asked, her voice trembling faintly, "Lu Yinchu, who called Xiaoyue and asked her to go out?" Who is ......?"

"Wei Huan's mother, Qi Qun!"

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