Chapter 1019 - Not the Right Person
Once an emotional rift occurs, even if it is repaired, it will never disappear, and it only takes a fuse to shatter.
With Jiang Fan's departure from the front line and his transfer to Long Yuanxing, Jun Xuanmo felt that the problem between the two had been solved, but in fact, it was not.
After 5 or 6 years of calm and no quarrels, a dragon beast incident broke out in Longyuan Star, and two dragon beasts that appeared out of nowhere (suspected to be from the depths of Longyuan) wreaked havoc on the cities on the planet.
A high-level monster with a fire attribute, and a technology weapon that is almost useless.
On weekdays, there is infighting and fighting, which is called an active, but when it is attacked by a big monster, the two families of Ning and Xia choose very unanimous and "We don't have this ability!" Only you guys can get on! ’
The conundrum of the drake was thrown to the Imperial garrison.
The army of the Emperor Regiment stationed on the planet does have the responsibility to protect the planet, and Jiang Fan, who already knew that she was pregnant, had to fight.
The advantage of having a family is that in the event of an emergency, you can ask for backup if you can't beat it yourself.
A lone ranger without a family, even if he knows that it is a tough battle, he can only rely on his own desperate efforts.
As a person with the attribute of 'stubbornness and fierceness' in his character, he has already broken off with Lin Jianpeng, so Jiang Fan naturally can't ask Lin Jianpeng for help, relying on his connections to ask the Lin family for help.
And the Jun family, although Jun Xuanmo gave her a few contacts and told them that if there was an emergency, she could find them, but if she was not a relative, Jiang Fan couldn't open this mouth when she was not ready to enter the Jun family with Jun Xuanmo.
The duty of the garrison commander to maintain order and security on the planet. If it was before, Jiang Fan would not hesitate, after all, he just didn't grasp the complete victory, it was not a sure defeat, and on the battlefield, he had experienced more dangers.
But now, as a mother, Jiang Fan hesitated, and the reality did not give her time to think and retreat at all, and the plan of 'turning the tiger away from the mountain' failed. Once again, the two drakes entered the city area, slaughtering on a massive scale, and the unarmed ordinary people wailed.
When she is vulnerable and helpless, there is no one else to rely on, her world is only Jun Xuanmo, but unfortunately, Jun Xuanmo's world is not the only one.
Jiang Fan used the 'same teleportation summoning card' left by Jun Xuanmo, but unfortunately, Jun Xuanmo did not appear at the first time.
In the case of casualties among the people, as the most powerful commander in the garrison, Jiang Fan must fight.
With the magic card and the assistance of others, the two dragon beasts were finally killed, but they were angry, and the child could not be saved.
When Jun Xuanmo 'accepted the invitation to teleport' and teleported to Longyuan Star with the magic card, it was already 2 days later, and the space passage left by Jiang Fan when he lit up the magic card, the ruined city, was in a mess.
His heart trembled, and Jun Xuanmo, who knew that something must have happened when he received the call for help, anxiously searched for it, and then ...... He found Jiang Fan, who was safe and calm.
Seeing that the person was fine, the heart that had been tense relaxed, and then inexplicably became nervous, although he has never been so witty emotionally, but Jun Xuanmo also found that the atmosphere was not quite right, it was too calm, so the storm was coming.
Really......
I was tired and didn't want to hold on anymore, so, we're done. ’
As a person who is very serious about feelings, this is too sudden to break up, Jun Xuanmo can't accept it at all, in his opinion, if there is any problem, you can discuss it together, and the two of you work together, there is always a solution.
Unfortunately, there are some problems that can never be solved.
'Our child, I am not in a position to protect her, and you are not there when she needs it. We are all murderers. ’
A pot of ashes, in a word, stifled all his explanations, and he could no longer open his mouth to hold it.
In the face of death, all explanations are so pale and powerless
I still remember that it was a sunny day, and the sky was unusually bright without a trace of clouds, just like the woman when I first met, hot and brilliant.
On that day, he held the ashes of his child, looked up at the star of the dragon, dazzling white, just like the mood at that time, and the whole world was dark......
Some things are doomed to be irreparable, and some people are doomed to be inappropriate.
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"So, were you directing the battle at the time?"
There is a little blood, but a very realistic tragic love story, Xia Jinxiu sighed, and then broke the silence after the story was told.
"Yes."
"Don't you explain?" Holding her head, Xia Jinxiu felt very sorry that no child was willing to separate her parents. Oh, those scum parents are exceptional.
"No explanation." With a helpless sigh, Jun Xuanmo's thoughts drifted for a moment, his emotions gradually precipitated, and he said very calmly, "We know each other very well." She knew that if I didn't show up, there must be a reason why I couldn't leave. And I know that she is a very strong person, and she will not ask me for help if it were not for the danger she could not face.
But if I chose to stay and continue to command the battle, that would mean giving up on her. As a commander, I can't leave while directing the battle, and as the commander of the planet's garrison, she has to keep the planet safe. We all have our responsibilities.
So, it is right that a child dies and sacrifices one person in exchange for the survival of many more. Even if it is grief, even if it is impossible to forgive yourself, but this ...... That's right. ”
"So, because your child died, you broke up?" Xia Jinxiu didn't understand a little, in fact, she didn't hang up.
Oh oh oh, no, it's the unformed child hanging, she's coming, but it's not fully formed fetus, she definitely belongs to the fetus, it can be said that she is the child. Yes, she is!
So, maybe it's because that scheming stepfather was already digging into the corner at that time! And the earth has been loosened by him!
Poor dad~
Xia Jinxiu sympathized.
"No, that's just a fuse, and most importantly, we're not suitable." Time can dilute everything, more than 20 years, although it has not been forgotten, Jun Xuanmo has seen it, thought about it, and let it go.
"After the separation, I thought about it a lot, and then suddenly it became clear that there was a fundamental problem between us that could never be solved. Her father has more than a dozen wives, and the unequal status has created a woman who can only be dependent on the man. Her mother, to her father, was like a used tissue that was thrown away. So, in fact, she is very sensitive and insecure.
At that time, I was the most important thing to her, but in my heart, there was something else, I couldn't give her enough security. So she can only use her own methods to make her feel safe, work hard, follow my steps, reach my heights, and match me with love, so that she can feel at ease.
It's just that she is too young, my pace is too big, she can't keep up, and between us, the gap is too big, which makes her too heavy, so in the end, too tired to want to continue, it's over.
I couldn't give her the security she wanted, and she wasn't on par with me, so we were doomed. ”