545, unrequited love 85, are you trying to get pregnant? Still don't want to get pregnant? (Warm)
When Jin Changning came in from outside, he saw his little wife lying there with a miserable face and couldn't move, so he hurriedly leaned around and asked:
"What's wrong?"
"Birth is coming? It hurts. Silk"
Xiao Jinghuan looked at it with a blank face, so aggrieved.
I once heard female classmates say: menstrual period is never a day of human life, and that faint pain is really a living sin.
She also witnessed the tragic situation of her mother when her menstrual period came.
But she is special, or rather God's favor, and she has never hurt since the first time she came to menarche.
Who would have thought that after the child was lost that year, this kind of woman's physiological pain actually came to her cruelly.
"Pain? Why haven't I seen you hurt before? ”
Jin Changning hurriedly sat down, put his hand into the quilt, covered it with a warm palm, and gently rubbed it for her, feeling puzzled in his heart, thinking: In the past, every time this girl's menstrual period arrived, she still jumped and jumped, just like a person who was fine. How did this happen now?
It should be the root cause of that miscarriage.
It wasn't something that could be pleasant, either for her or for him, saying it affected the atmosphere, so she bit her lip and didn't say anything.
Jin Changning thought that she was so painful that she couldn't speak, so she became more and more worried, and asked in a low voice:
"What should I do?"
In this regard, he is really inexperienced.
Xiao Jinghuan thought for a while: "You go and cook me a cup of brown sugar water." ”
Jin Changning: "......"
If there is no woman in the family, where can brown sugar come from?
However, he didn't say this, but said:
"Well, you wait, I'll cook it."
"Hmm!"
She wilted, her eyes closed, and she was weak.
Jin Changning took the key and went out, ready to go to the convenience store at the entrance of the community to buy it - as soon as he got out of the elevator, he ran like the wind and fire, and when he bought it, he rushed back at the speed of a 100-meter race.
But everyone who staggered by him turned around and showed surprise one by one: Mr. Jin, who has always been steady, what's wrong today, like a storm?
Jin Changning went upstairs in one go, cooked it and brought it into the room.
"It's a little hot, you have to cool off, you sit down, I'll blow it for you."
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Xiao Jinghuan saw sweat oozing from his forehead.
"You went out and bought it?"
"Well, not at home."
"Why are you running so fast? And there's no hurry. ”
She pulled out a tissue and wiped him:
"Leave me alone, just lie down and don't move."
He took the tissue, wiped it himself, and began to blow again.
After a while, he tasted it: "It's ready to drink." ”
She took it and drank it slowly, the brown sugar water was sweet, the temperature was just right, and when she swallowed it, the esophagus became warm.
"I'll bring a bowl of rice, you eat a little, and then sleep for a while......"
She wanted to shake her head, her stomach hurt, how could she have any appetite, but seeing him so nervous, if she didn't want to eat because of the pain, he was afraid that he would die in a hurry, so she nodded.
Jin Changning went to serve half a bowl of rice, plus a small bowl of soup and chopsticks of fresh vegetables, the taste was very fresh and fragrant, her not very good appetite was actually seduced, and she quickly ate it all.
"Sleep! I'm in my room. If you really hurt a lot, just say to me, let's go to the hospital. ”
He told her while covering her with a quilt.
Xiao Jinghuan smiled unconsciously, feeling that he was taking this matter too seriously, to put it bluntly, it was nothing:
"No, you don't. I'm equal to half a doctor, okay......"
"Come on, you're only a three-legged cat......"
He scratched her nose: "Sleep......"
If it were normal, she would definitely argue with him, but today, she didn't want to fight, closed her eyes, and her heart was soft.
Thinking about the previous few years, when Shao Feng was there, she never dared to worry him about this matter, so whenever she had a menstrual period and her stomach was uncomfortable, she would find an excuse to hide, soak in a glass of brown sugar water alone, and shrink herself on the bed
Tang, drank water, and fell asleep with a stuffy head. Sometimes I slept all day, and when I woke up, I was hungry, so I could only force myself to get up and order some takeout to eat.
Later, Shao Feng was gone, and it became more and more like this - it was always hard to survive this day alone.
Every time she had her menstrual period, she would say to herself:
"Xiao Jinghuan, you don't have a man anymore, and in the future, you can only rely on yourself. It's painful, it's tired, it's bitter, I can only endure it, you know? There is no such arm bay to pet you and protect you again. You also don't need anyone but Shao Feng to walk into your world. ”
In this way, she stubbornly lived her lonely life.
Until today, she suddenly felt that it was good to have such a person by her side to take care of herself on this special day.
Jin Changning went to get a book, and after turning it back, he sat on the side.
As soon as she opened her eyes, she could see him, leaning idly, sitting quietly on the side, and as soon as he came into contact with her sight, his big palm covered her forehead:
"Close your eyes and go to sleep."
"Why don't you eat it?"
She stroked the back of his hand and asked softly.
"When you're asleep, I'll eat. Well, close your eyes. You don't know how pale your face is right now......"
With a gentle voice, the forehead was kissed.
"Okay, I'll sleep right away, I'll ...... right away"
In order to be able to get him to eat early.
She yawned, her body uncomfortable, but her heart was peaceful.
Because of what?
She thought quietly.
Because of him.
When she was a child, he was able to bring her a strong sense of security, and now, that familiar sense of security has returned.
*
Xiao Jinghuan had another nightmare.
In the dream, she was hunched in a chair, blindfolded, unable to speak, but could hear the people talking.
One said, "If you don't keep this child, you must get rid of it." ”
One said, "How?" ”
One said, "Take medicine." ”
They gave her an injection, and she became weak, and then, her mouth was pried open, and then, something was poured down, and then, after some time, she felt fluid flowing out of her lower body...... Hot gurgling ......
She wanted to shout for help, but she couldn't, only tears flowed uncontrollably.
She wanted to struggle, but she couldn't, and her whole body was turned into zongzi......
She felt out of breath, and her whole body was constantly spasming ~ cramping......
"Huanhuan, Huanhuan......"
Someone was filming her.
Finally, she was woken up, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Jin Changning's worried face, followed by her, and her body was pulled over.
"What's wrong? Does it still hurt badly? Let's go to the hospital! It was dawning. You're like this, it's so worrying me......"
At this moment, it was four o'clock in the morning, nearly twenty hours had passed since she had eaten lunch, and at dinner, Jin Changning saw that she was sleeping deeply, so he didn't call her to get up, and originally thought that if she was hungry in the middle of the night, he would get up and cook a bowl of noodles for her to eat. Who would have thought that she slept so deeply and never woke up.
"Oh, I...... I'm not having a stomachache, I'm just doing ......"
She didn't go any further.
"Nightmares."
"Yes!"
"Can you tell me what dreams I had?"
Her hair was wet, and she was struggling desperately, as if she was trying to escape from something.
He was woken up by her swing.
"Oh...... I can't remember it for a while. In short, scared. ”
She lowered her eyes.
"Alright, alright, don't be afraid!"
He hugged her tightly, patted her back gently, and kissed her hair:
"I'm here!"
"Hmm!"
"Does your stomach still hurt?"
"Much better. Every time my menstrual period comes, it hurts on the first day. Get through this day, and the rest of the days will be fine! ”
"Oh!"
He responded, thought for a moment, and asked:
"Haven't you seen this problem?"
"It's not a disease. There are a lot of girls who come to menstrual periods. ”
"It's never going to hurt like this...... No, in the future, let's find a time, let's go and have a look! I know you've learned a little bit about medicine. But you're not a professional gynaecologist, are you...... Check it out and rest assured...... The body is the most precious thing in a person, and it must be taken care of......"
"Good ......"
She agreed very tamely.
The two of them talked like this, and her emotions gradually calmed down, and her face recovered.
"You go to sleep again, I'll get up and go buy breakfast."
"Sleep a little longer. Don't move. ”
She didn't want to let go, so she leaned on it like this, and there was an indescribable comfort all over her body.
His eyes lit up with a smile, and he lowered his head and teased: "Are you coquettish?" ”
"Can't you?"
"Okay, okay!"
He kept kissing her hair.
The corners of her lips curled.
The taste of being pampered is good.
But suddenly, she propped up her head and looked at him very seriously, because she thought of something.
"What?" He asked.
The big eyes flickered, and she asked in a low voice:
"Changning, I'm not pregnant, will you be disappointed?"
“……”
"Those days should be a dangerous period."
“……”
"But I'm not pregnant......"
He laughed, leaned over to look at it carefully, said with surprise, and ridiculed, and shaved her face badly:
"Your tone, it's weird. Huanhuan, are you trying to get pregnant? Still don't want to get pregnant? ”
She didn't smile, her expression was still serious: "Changning, of course, when I aborted that child, the medicine they gave me seemed to be a forbidden drug. The doctor said that this could affect my future pregnancy, and I accidentally caught this at the time. Now that I think about it, it might be true. ”
Otherwise, how could she not be pregnant?
When Jin Changning heard this, he finally suppressed his laughter and hurriedly comforted this cranky little woman:
"No, it won't. Various aspects can affect conception. Don't think about it. You were well raised at that time...... It is impossible to leave sequelae. ”
"Don't comfort me!"
She interrupted sullenly.
He laughed again.
"What are you laughing at?"
"You were the one who said you didn't want to have children, and now you are the ones who want to have children. Well, then I'm not comforted, I'll work a little harder when I look back, and I'll make sure it turns out that you're actually worrying about you......"
“……”
Xiao Jinghuan was amused and punched over.
Jin Changning grabbed it, leaned over and kissed her lips, two or three times...... After several clicks, he jumped out of bed: "I hear your stomach growling." Now, I'm going to get breakfast right away. If your stomach doesn't hurt, just wash up and have a hot breakfast in fifteen minutes. ”
"Good!"
Xiao Jinghuan hugged Jin Changning's pillow and answered lazily, her heart full of happiness.
Oops, it's a good day to have him by your side.
*
When Jin Changning went downstairs, it was already past seven o'clock, because he was afraid of disturbing Jing Huan's sleep, last night, he turned off his mobile phone, so that as soon as he turned on the phone, he saw Wen Zhuo calling.
He immediately called back:
"Arwen, what's wrong?"
"Hmmm! I found out what you asked me to check. ”
He listened quietly.
Wen Zhuo intermittently reported:
"Mr. Jin, that number is a woman named Geng Liwen. What's more, last night, Chu Yilai was also hit by someone. "--- digression--- first update.