Lin Yuan's emotions were also a little out of control, and she cried: "I know! Otherwise, I wouldn't have made up my mind until now! I've been thinking about this for a long time, a long, long time! Do you understand my suffering!!! ”

Su Xin didn't want Lin Yuan's mood to fluctuate too much, so she comforted: "Don't worry, can you tell me slowly, maybe, your mood will change, anyway, you want to die, what are you afraid of before you die, you always have to give your family an explanation, I will help you pass the word." ”

Lin Yuan was silent for two seconds, Xu felt that this proposal could be considered, she raised her red and swollen eyes: "You know about campus violence, right?" ”

"You were beaten?"

Lin Yuan shook her head and wiped away her tears: "It's not that serious, it's between verbal violence and hands-on violence." ”

"You say, there's no hurry."

“…… Well, I'll tell you...... Su Xin, I think, I feel that except for my family, all the people in the world in front of me, all the people, are from the darkness, and they use the knife of words to stick them in my heart one by one, and every time, I close my eyes, and my mind is full of evil ghosts from hell, evil ghosts...... And all these demons have those people's faces! But I can't hide from it...... What should I do......"

"I envy those good-looking and skinny girls, they can get along well with everyone and not be treated as a joke in other people's mouths......" she began to whimper again.

“…… You should also know in the class that those boys, every time they make a joke, they will say, 'Lin Yuan likes you', and another boy will say, 'Fuck you, Lin Yuan likes you', or shout to the class: 'This thing likes Lin Yuan', and then the whole class burst into laughter, they never cared about me, didn't care about how sad my heart was, how sad I was, is it natural for people like me to be treated as a joke? ……”

Su Xin patted Lin Yuan's hand with some distress, and Lin Yuan continued to choke: "I'...... I want to be pretty, too, but was it my fault that I was born this way...... I'm afraid to take pictures, I'm scared, I'm most afraid to be with my classmates, they will think that I am a stain on this kind of photo......"

"As a girl, I don't dare to let others know that I have mirrors, others will say that I look so ugly and so stinky and beautiful......"

Lin Yuan wiped her tears: "I also like others, don't you think it's a big joke?" Anyway, I'm dying, I'll only tell you one person, please don't say it, and keep the last dignity for me......"

"......, I like the representation of math classes,...... But I never confessed, I just hid this liking. ”

"One day, however, the math class representative gave me a note...... I was a little happy that he asked me to stay after the evening self-study class, but I also knew that he couldn't like himself, but I still waited for a long time, but he didn't stay, and I was named down when I went back to the dormitory in the evening......"

"Later, I, I asked him about it, and he laughed at me...... At that time, I felt that my heart was being trampled on...... He said that this was the punishment for losing the bet, and he made me know a little bit about what he looked like, and he would never look for me privately...... You never know how glaring his sarcastic smile seems to me...... Hehe, it's just me stupid......" After speaking, Lin Yuan's tears gushed out again.

Encountering this situation, Su Xin was a little at a loss, she went to her bag and pulled out a few tissues and handed them over.

Lin Yuan took it and cried while wiping her tears: "How good it would be if I was also beautiful, those people would not pour chalk ash into my cup, would not throw garbage on me, and would not verbally insult me every day...... Why is minecraft dark, why! If the sleeping pills don't work, then cut the pulse, I really can't stand it......" As she spoke, Lin Yuan buried her head on the table, hugged her head and cried.

Su Xin didn't speak, just listened carefully, and it wasn't until Lin Yuan calmed down a little that she said slowly: "Xiaoyuan, do you know, in fact, beautiful girls are not necessarily as smooth as you think, I ...... An older sister, she is recognized as good-looking. ”

"When I was in high school,...... My sister has a more outgoing personality, both men and women can get along, she is also a good student in the eyes of the teacher, and countless people in the class envy her, but many things are just appearances. ”

"You, never be self-righteous and think that you are the saddest person in the world, there are people who are more miserable than you, everyone has their own helplessness, everyone will have different desperate experiences."

"Before my sister was in high school, everything was fine, but in high school, everyone had a sense of beauty and ugliness, most boys like girls and have become only looking at appearances, and between girls, the contradictions will increase a lot,-for-tat, one set on the surface and one behind the back, these, I believe you have also seen it."

"I ...... 's sister, because of her personality, she was secretly said by many girls, they said that she was too close to boys, scheming, vixen...... In short, a lot of ugly words. ”

"Actually, my sister's personality is more domineering, but despite this, after knowing these words, she is still a little sad, she began to restrain her behavior, and began to sit in her seat and not move around, and she would not join the chase and fight of those men and women."

"But even so, those girls will still make fun of my sister's use of skin care products, saying that my sister is stinky and beautiful, and it is estimated that she has makeup on her face, and she knows how to hook up with boys when she should study......"

"My sister hasn't changed at this point, she still uses usual, there is no need to give up her skin care because of those girls' words, don't think that my sister only has troubles about girls, and the same is true for boys, there will always be many people to confess, my sister refuses to have one less friend at a time, in addition, there are some people who verbally harass ......"

"My sister has never been in love, but many people have confessed to her, when she was a child, once a boy secretly put a piece of paper in her desk, on which were painted a lot of flowers, with my sister's name written on the top, and his own name at the bottom."

"My sister is a fool, and she ran to the boy and said, your flower painting is so ugly, if you want to learn from me to teach you, haha! At that time, the expression on the boy's face was very complicated, but in the end he turned around and left, my sister still felt inexplicable, and later, my sister knew that the boy was confessing, but he was more reserved...... From here, you also know that my sister's personality is definitely different from what those women say. ”

Seeing that Lin Yuan's expression was still the same, Su Xin continued: "This is when I was relatively young, and later, when I grew up, some people were more direct, and they came up and said to the whole class that he liked my sister, so every day there will be some skinny boys who say to my sister, 'Eh, then who said he likes you, hahaha!'" ’……”

"My sister is a little overwhelmed by these things, she doesn't like those people to make these jokes on her, the words of girls and boys make her at a loss, and her grades have dropped a little, at that time, grades are very important in her eyes, my sister's parents were still busy at that time, my sister didn't want to make trouble at school and make them worry, due to all kinds of pressure in her brain, my sister was depressed for a while, but then she got better, and people who knew her would never believe that she would be depressed with such a character......"

"One of my sister's friends is the same, but that friend's personality is different from my sister's, she has always been quiet, but she is very good to people, sincere to people, and she will help with her heart when others ask for help."

"As a result, you know, those girls said that she was a green tea, White Lotus, and after knowing this, she didn't have the same ability to resist stress as my sister, so she continued to be depressed for a long time......"

"So, what about later?"

Later, my sister and her friend became best friends, the two enlightened each other, my sister also became indifferent to other people's prejudices, and when it was time to solve some things, she did it directly, she no longer deliberately caters to others, she is not RMB, even if it is RMB, there are people who regard money as dung! Anyway, no matter what you do, there will always be some people who don't like you, and they don't like you all the time. ”

The light in Lin Yuan's eyes lit up, and it became even more dim: "Then she is very powerful, I ...... But I have to be careful to please those people, even though I hate them, because I am afraid of loneliness, and I want friends. ”

"Xiaoyuan, you have to remember that friends are not for you to please, to cater to chasing, it is for you to improve your ability and aura and attract, things gather by like, people by groups, all you need is to make yourself better, so that your organization can find you, those people will be the ones who really like you and understand you, don't let yourself become someone else's talking point in order to cater to others, then you will only be more sad."

"Will it? I don't believe anyone will like me except my family, no. ”

Su Xin held her hand tightly: "There will be people who love you in the future, and I like you." ”

Lin Yuan still lowered her head: "Thank you, I want more than this......"

Su Xin's mind brightened, and she hurriedly comforted Lin Yuan: "You sit still, give me a little time, and I'll be back immediately." ”

Su Xin ran to the office, it was empty, and she rushed to the principal's office in another building according to Mu Chen's prompt, and borrowed a mobile phone from the principal, after all, the school has always accepted mobile phones.

She came back with her mobile phone, but fortunately, Lin Yuan was still waiting.

Su Xin opened the webpage, searched for "where is the artery", and found a post, she handed the result to Lin Yuan: "Who said that no one loves you, if you want to take sleeping pills, I will take your sleeping pills, if you want to commit suicide in another way, there will still be many people who love you who will not agree!" ”

Lin Yuan took the phone, slid down the content of the phone, and after reading a few articles, she couldn't help it, and the whole person completely burst into tears and cried loudly.

The phone is full of heart-warming answers.

Question: "Where are the arteries?" ”

Reply:

"There are no arteries in the hand"

"Don't look for it, I love you, many people love you......"

"Don't be stupid, I love you......"

"Little baby, the arteries are hidden by me, and I love you!"

"I love you, little fool, how can people have arteries"

……

Su Xin was also poked into tears, and she took Lin Yuan's hand with tears in her eyes: "Did you see it?" There are still a lot of little babies who love you in the world, and there are still a lot of good people in the world, we can't be blinded by these people around us, because there are still a lot of people in the world who want everyone to live well, you haven't seen the world well, and there are many beautiful things that you haven't seen, how can you bear to give up now? ”

Lin Yuan's tears couldn't be stopped, she rushed over and hugged Su Xin tightly, as if she had been redeemed: "Thank you, really, thank you......"