Chapter 161: Hurting Each Other
Chapter 161: Hurting Each Other
"Give up, give up!" Chen Hongmei seemed to be angry, and seemed to really have the determination to break the boat: "Being an ordinary person, you can still live." But if you fall into the fire pit, you will suffer for a lifetime! ”
"I'd rather let her not go to school here than send her to the fire pit with my own hands!" Chen Hongmei said stubbornly.
At this time, Song Shanmei spoke: "Mom, I know that you are for my good, but I also have my own ideas. My way, I have to walk on my own. You can keep me in mind for a while, but you can't keep me in for the rest of my life! ”
"What kind of character I am, you know, what I recognize, unless I change my mind, otherwise, the nine cows will not be able to pull it back!" Song Shanmei said firmly.
After Song Shanmei's words fell, there was silence outside. Then, Chen Hongmei's muffled cry came.
"I raised you so big, your wings are hard, I can't control you!" Chen Hongmei cried, "You only have that kid in your heart, do you have your parents in your heart?!" ”
"You take a step back, Mom also takes a step back, okay?" Chen Hongmei wiped her tears and said, "You promise Mom, don't go to that kid." Mom will promise you that you don't have to be bound by your previous marriage contract. You can find anyone but that kid. Even if you marry far away, you can't come back! Mommy begs you, okay? ”
"Why are you making it so hard for me?" Song Shanmei only felt helpless to be forced, and a sour feeling of not being understood came to her heart, and she was in a dilemma.
"In my life, I will only love such a man. I recognized him. In the future, whether he can wake up or not, I want to stay with him for the rest of my life. Song Shanmei thought of Pei Shengyang, who was still lying on the hospital bed, and felt sour again, "Mom, I beg you, you just let me go!" ”
"This is my own choice, no matter how hard I will suffer in the future, I will not complain, I will bear it myself." Song Shanmei said, "Mom, please!" ”
"Bear it, can you bear it?! Silly boy! It's not a momentary freshness, it's a lifetime! If you follow him, your life will be ruined! Chen Hongmei was heartbroken.
"I can't think about it now, it's okay, you just have to be quiet, wait for two days, and you'll think it through. When you think clearly, Mom will let you out. Chen Hongmei wiped her tears and said.
"Mom, how can you do this? You open the door! Song Shanmei was anxious, slammed the wooden door hard, made a thumping sound, and said without words: "Mom, you are illegally restricting personal freedom and illegally detaining!" You're sinning, you know? ”
"Tell your mom about crime?" Chen Hongmei was about to turn around and leave, but when she heard this sentence, she trembled with anger, "Bastard thing!" I shouldn't have left you alone! You should have died in that wasteland in the first place! ”
"Hongmei, what are you talking nonsense!" Seeing this, Song Yanqing hurriedly grabbed his wife.
"Mom?" Song Shanmei was stunned. The mother, who has always been kind to her two daughters, even said such hurtful things in a hurry.
Although Song Shanmei knew that her mother was sincere to her, she still couldn't help but shiver and cry bitterly when she heard such a curse. She only felt that her heart was going to be pinched together, and she was stabbed and hurt at will, so sad.
"If you really follow him, you don't recognize me, I will be without you as a daughter!" Chen Hongmei shouted angrily again. When he was done, he turned around and left.
"You two, what are you looking at?!! Get back to sleep!! Whoever of you dares to let her out, whose hand I chopped off! Chen Hongmei stared at her eyes, looking fierce.
However, anyone can see that behind her fierce expression, there is deep pain, helplessness, worry, and exhaustion.
Song Suyan had never seen her mother like this, she trembled with fright, and asked weakly, "Mom, you sleep on the sofa, where do I sleep?" She said as she picked up the quilt on the couch.
"You go back to the house and sleep, let your dad come out and lay the floor!" Chen Hongmei was still roaring.
"But, but doesn't my dad have an old disease on his leg and a new injury, what if he hits the floor and gets a cold on his leg, and it hurts again?" Song Suo-yeon asked.
"If it hurts, it hurts! Let him remember how useless he is! Dare to help my daughter! Chen Hongmei didn't choose what to say.
Song Yanqing was holding the futon out, and when she heard this, she looked at Chen Hongmei silently.
Chen Hongmei stiffened her neck, without the slightest gentleness on weekdays.
Song Yanqing only felt cold in her heart. He was useless. But, how deeply this sentence came out of the mouth of his beloved wife, how deeply it pierced his fragile nerve!
He lay down a little numbly. But his eyes were kept open, and he couldn't sleep.
Chen Hongmei lay on the sofa angrily, pulled a quilt indiscriminately, and covered herself.
Song Yanqing looked in the direction of Chen Hongmei.
When she was young, she was also gentle and beautiful.
The ruthless years and the torture of life have turned the girl who loves to laugh into the vulgar appearance she is now.
Perhaps, in the tempering of the years, some things have gradually deteriorated, right?
Song Yanqing's eyes were a little moist.
This woman shouldn't be dragged down. It is too shameful for him to stay in this house and enjoy the care of this woman.
Long pain is better than short pain, if time can be turned back, he will definitely not be like now, stealing life again.
But now is not the time for him to leave.
Song Yanqing thought about it, and the more she remembered many things in the past, her mind became more and more confused, and she couldn't sleep.
And the same insomnia, as well as Song Shanmei, who was locked in a small house, and Chen Hongmei, the hostess of this house lying on the sofa. These two people, who are also deeply in love with each other, have broken out today, for the sake of outsiders, the biggest conflict in history, and the most intense conflict.
Such a conflict deeply hurt the hearts of the two people. The two of them were like broken glasses, full of cracks.
Chen Hongmei was lying on the sofa, secretly wiping her tears, and she also remembered a lot of things and felt unable to sleep.
Song Shanmei, on the other hand, was disturbed by the two opposing thoughts of submission and non-submission.
On the one hand, she felt that she was really a white-eyed wolf, heartless, and deeply hurt her parents who raised her, which made her feel extremely guilty;
On the other hand, she couldn't convince herself to give up Pei Shengyang completely. She never thought that Pei Shengyang was so important in her heart.
You can't have it both ways.
But Song Shanmei wants both. She lay on the bed in tears, and suddenly showed a self-deprecating smile.
She suddenly remembered what Teacher Wei had said.
I can't have both, but I want both. It's so greedy. In the end, it was not only herself who was hurt, but also two other parties.
So, it's better to break it.
Either give up family affection and be a disobedient unfilial daughter, or give up love and live as a walking corpse from now on.
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