Just because I gave birth to a daughter, my status in the palace plummeted.

The prince has not appeared since I gave birth, and the queen only came to see the child when he washed the three dynasties, and gave the little princess a small golden lock as a gift. She is now teasing Xie Jiu's son every day, and it is too late for Hanyi to tease her grandson, where is there still time to come and see my daughter.

Because I was afraid of the wind during the confinement period, I couldn't go out, so I couldn't take care of things. Xie Jiu just took the opportunity to take over the East Palace, as if he was the hostess of the East Palace.

I don't care so much about anything else, what I really care about is that even the prince is not here, does he dislike that I gave birth to a daughter?

It shouldn't be, the prince doesn't have the concept of children in his heart at all, let alone men and women. Then why didn't he come to see me? Because I can't play with him anymore, I can't make him happy anymore, and he doesn't even bother to look at me? Could it be that the prince is really such a heartless person?

Throughout the confinement period, I, a woman who thought I was strong, often shed tears unknowingly. In the end, even Xiaocui couldn't look at it, and one day when I secretly wiped my tears, she picked up the child and said, "I don't think this child will have a good life in the future, so I might as well ...... her now" and lifted the little princess high and made a posture to fall.

The little princess burst into tears, and I was furious, and for the first time in my life, I yelled at this girl who had been with me since childhood: "Put her down!" You've scared the little princess. Also, if you dare to say that sentence again, even if you are my personal girl, I will never forgive you! Whoever dares to touch a single hair of my daughter, I will kill him! ”

Xiaocui took the little princess into her arms and coaxed her heart for a while, before she turned around and said to me with a smile: "This is like my master, my master has always been the strongest, bravest, and most imposing woman." I don't know the sick and crooked person who only hides and cries. ”

Listen, is this what a girl said to her master? It doesn't matter if it's big or small in the Prime Minister's Mansion, it's a well-known savage's nest anyway, but now that you've entered the palace, you're a senior servant, at least you have to learn some rules.

I lay back on the pillow, slowly calmed my fierce heartbeat, and said to her helplessly: "Even if you want to provoke me, you can't make such a joke on my sweetheart, you see that you scared her into tears." ”

"Don't worry, it's okay, my little princess is the bravest little baby." She held the princess in her hand and spun it around, and the little girl stopped crying, but looked around with wide eyes and excitement. Those sparkling eyes really look like her father.

Once again, I was secretly saddened.

"Gotta get it, don't come again, that trick of self-pity isn't played by a woman like you, aren't you awkward?"

Where did I play any tricks, are people really sad?

A handkerchief reached over to help me dry my tears, and Xiaocui hugged the little princess in front of me and said, "Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the little princess." If you don't cheer up, it won't be me who scares her in the future, and some people will bully her. ”

"Who? Who would dare? I am also the crown princess, and I will be the queen in the future, my daughter is the most precious princess, who dares to bully? ”

Xiaocui looked at me disdainfully and said, "As you are now, what about the future queen, are you sure that you can keep the position of the crown princess?" Right now, this East Palace is about to change its hostess, and it will come in the future, you can dream about it. ”

"Do you mean Xie Jiu?"

"Who else is it not her?"

"It's okay, let her be addicted to the hostess for a few days, she won't be proud for long. After all, I am the crown princess, and Mr. Zhang is also my person. In the past year, whether it is by the prince's side or in some important positions in the East Palace, I have basically had a big blood change, and there are my people everywhere, Xie Jiu can't make the climate. She is now only acting as the acting hostess, and when I go out, no one will listen to her. ”

"This is like my young lady!" Cui gave me an approving thumbs up.

As he was talking, a report from outside the palace said: "Mrs. Guangcheng Jun Guo has arrived." ”

It was the mother who came.

Mother is still a little princess who came to the day of the three dynasties, after all, this is a deep palace, and it is not so easy to enter and exit casually.

As soon as I saw my mother, I couldn't help crying again when I remembered all the grievances in the past few days.

My mother hugged me and said, "Baby, don't cry, you are now a confinement mother and child, and crying during confinement will hurt your eyes." If you have any grievances, just tell your mother, no matter who bullied you, even if she is the queen, your mother will go to judge you. ”

When she said that, I couldn't say anything. No matter how powerful my father is, he is just a courtier, how can he compete with the royal family? This harem is not a place to reason at all. There is only power here, and there is no truth. Whoever is the most favored and the most powerful, whose word is the truth.

My mother looked at me and said, "Feng'er, my mother will tell you about my mother's personal experience, but you are not allowed to laugh at my mother." ”

Before I could say anything, Xiao Cui had already urged with interest in her eyes: "I promise not to laugh, madam, just talk quickly." ”

A certain lady just moved her mouth, and her old face was already showing a girlish flush.

Yes? There was a lot of drama, and even I was interested, pulling my mother's sleeve and shaking it and saying, "Mother, talk about it quickly." "In front of my mother, I have become the carefree and lawless daughter of the former Prime Minister's Mansion again.

The mother blushed and said, "Back then, on the wedding night between me and your father, as soon as he lifted my hijab, do you guess what he told me?" ”

Xiaocui and I shook our heads at the same time, how do we know, even if we let us listen to the room, but we were not born at that time.

The mother said, "After he looked at me a few times, he actually laughed and said; Your father was so embarrassed to accept 10,000 taels of silver from me as a dowry. Just like you, pulling one back on the street is a hundred times stronger than you. ”

"How can my lord be so hateful? Talking to the bride like this, it doesn't make people live. Cui said incredulously.

I was also surprised by my father's badness, indeed, if I met a thin-skinned bride, this sentence alone was enough to make her jump into the well.

Mother recalled that she was indignant and indignant, "More annoying words are still to come, he saw me bow my head silently, and said: '10,000 taels of silver are enough for me to buy back a few top cards in Wanhualou, and you can also throw it away after playing.'" But I took 10,000 taels of silver to marry back an ugly monster who couldn't throw it away and couldn't shake it off. ”

Xiaocui and I have been stunned, oh my God, no wonder my father is known for his shamelessness, is this still human talk?

The mother said: "I was so angry that I was about to go crazy, I was too dignified and too guarded to be a prostitute in his mouth, is it unbearable?" I cried and threw myself at him, but he didn't catch it off guard, and I threw myself to the ground. I don't care about three-seven-twenty-one, ride on him and beat him around. After beating for a while, I accidentally saw his eyes, and oh my god......"

"What?" All three pairs of eyes, including those of the little princess, were wide open, waiting for her to tell the best part.

A certain lady's face turned even redder, and she said hesitantly: "His face is flushed, and his eyes are rippling, so ......"

"Lewd, why do you talk halfway." A wild girl who was not ashamed quickly answered the next sentence, and then slammed her mouth again.

Speaking of this, after clearing her throat, Zhengse said: "Don't think that I was born so fierce, I was also a quiet young lady when I was in my mother's house." But if you marry someone like your father, he likes this tune, and he can't control him if he is not fierce. Since I married him, I had to cater to his tastes, and over time, I really became a. ”

I understood the meaning of my mother's words, she was telling me that people must actively adapt to their environment in order to survive. She married a man who liked to be masochistic, and she became a sadist for him. I married a little prince who was not very sensible and gave birth to a daughter, so I had to accept this reality and try to find a way to break through the predicament and get out of my own world.