Chapter 186 I just can't get over that hurdle in my heart
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Pei Mei knocked on the door of the president's office three times, "Mr. Chu, Miss Shen is here." ”
Then, open the door, wait for Shen Yuyao to enter, and close the door of the president's office again.
Pei Ji's steps became brisk, and her mood was different from when she was just now, with such a loss of schadenfreude, she sat down and deliberately gossiped, "Hey, do you know who this Miss Shen who often comes is?" ”
Seeing that they ignored her, she didn't care, as if she was talking to herself, "This Miss Shen is the daughter of the Shen family, the Shen family is such a daughter, she used to be a recognized pair with our Mr. Chu when she was in school, and later, it seems that Miss Shen went abroad, and then Mr. Chu took over the Chu Group after graduating from university. Miss Shen has just returned to China not long ago. ”
The speaker has a heart, and the listener has an intention, of course.
Su Liangqiu listened to what Pei Mei had just said, and the thoughts in her heart turned a thousand times, what did Pei Mei want to express?
Do you want to tell her that the relationship between Chu Zhixin and Shen Yuyao is not so simple?
In fact, even if she didn't say it, Su Liangqiu had already guessed it.
The two of them used to be a recognized couple at school, so why didn't they get together later?
Office of the President.
Chu Zhixin and Shen Yuyao sat on the sofa.
Chu Zhixin's legs were folded together, "Why did you come here suddenly?" ”
"I miss you, no." When Shen Yuyao said this, she stared carefully at the expression on his face.
"It's not funny at all." Chu Zhi said solemnly.
"Okay." Shen Yuyao shrugged, "Although I came here because I missed you, but it's not a serious matter to miss you, Pei Sha's death day is coming, are you going?" ”
"You've been going for the past few years, are you going?" Chu Zhixin looked at her, "Are you going or not, didn't you leave at the beginning anyway?" ”
"Zhixin, I knew that you must be blaming me in your heart." Shen Yuyao smiled bitterly, "At the beginning, Pei Sha was emotional and did such an impulsive thing, I really couldn't accept it, I didn't think that one day, because of the matter between us, a young girl would impulsively jump off the building and commit suicide, Zhixin, I know that this matter has been so long, you have always taken good care of the Pei family, and I also know that your secretary outside has a person named Pei Mei, who is Pei Sha's sister." ”
Chu Zhixin looked at her and did not speak.
If Su Liangqiu came in at this time, he would find that the relationship between Chu Zhixin and Shen Yuyao now is not like what they met when they met in the Chu family's old mansion.
"The past is gone." Chu Zhixin obviously didn't want to mention anything about the past.
"Zhixin, may I ask you a question?" Shen Yuyao's eyes were filled with hope, "If I hadn't chosen to leave abroad at that time, would we still be able to be together?" If I hadn't left at that time, wouldn't it be us who are married now? ”
Chu Zhixin's dark eyes stared straight at her, and the corners of his lips raised a smile of unknown meaning, "No if." ”
In this world, there are no ifs, only consequences and results.
So, there is no if-and-go between them.
"Zhixin, how long are you going to lie to me?" Shen Yuyao obviously didn't believe it, she spoke softly, and her eyes gradually reddened, "If I hadn't left at that time, I would have stayed by your side, maybe now our children are older, Zhixin, I also regret it, I really regret it, I have thought a lot about going abroad for a few years, I once fell into depression because of Pei Sha's incident, and it was good to be treated abroad for a long time, do you remember?" When I first went abroad, I had no contact with you except for a phone call, not only you, but also many friends, and even my grandfather didn't know about it. ”
Shen Yuyao smiled sadly, and then said, "During that time, I didn't even dare to sleep, as long as I slept, I would dream of Pei Sha, her eyes in the dream were full of hatred, and then I would dream that the two of you were together, during that time, my heart was like crazy, I couldn't eat, I couldn't sleep, I just went abroad in the days, I lost weight to 79 pounds, I was 1.63 meters tall, 79 pounds, in fact, it was a skinny appearance, I didn't dare to look in the mirror, as long as I looked in the mirror, I would be scared by my appearance." ”
"At that time, I didn't dare to contact you anymore."
Chu Zhixin's expression was a little moved, pursed his lips, and did not speak, but the fingers placed on the armrests of the sofa gradually curled up together.
"My condition took nearly a year to recover, the beginning of the time was very serious, and then after getting better, it will be repeated, at that time I returned to China very little, even if I came back, I didn't dare to look for you, I only dared to stay away and hide, look at you twice, I left in a hurry."
"Zhixin, I know that you took over the Chu Group after graduating from college, although I did not return to China, but I can know your news from your grandfather's mouth, know how you have an accident, know that you have grown the Chu Group again, I also know that you have never talked about a girlfriend, I always thought that we should have the same idea, I thought you were waiting for me, as a result, when my condition stabilized and I was ready to return to China, I knew the news that you were going to get married, at that time, you didn't know, I felt like the whole sky was treading and the world was black. ”
Shen Yuyao cried silently, like a fragile porcelain doll, she looked so pitiful, she stood up suddenly, walked over hurriedly, squatted in front of him, held his knees with her hands, and said with a sob, "Zhixin, you still have mine in your heart, right?" I didn't want to abandon you at the beginning, I just couldn't get over that hurdle in my heart. ”
Chu Zhixin sat there, looking at her.
Is there her?
He just......
Bang bang bang –
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door to the president's office.
Shen Yuyao stood up, wiped the tears from her face, and sat down.
Chu Zhixin's dark eyes looked at the position at the door of the office.
Su Liangqiu came in with the brewed tea, and she put the tea in front of them, "Mr. Chu, Miss Shen." ”
When he raised his eyes, he felt that there seemed to be a treacherous atmosphere between the two of them, and besides, Shen Yuyao's eyes were a little red, and the tip of his nose was also red, as if he had cried.
Ever cried?
With this cognition, the expression on Su Liangqiu's face was also a little unnatural, and the hand holding the teacup was also a little as if she didn't obey the call, she was thinking, why did Shen Yuyao cry? What did the two of them say to each other? What did you talk about that would make Shen Yuyao cry?
Or is there something between the two of them that she doesn't know?
For a moment, it was like a kitten living in her heart, scratching and scratching in her heart, and the more so, the more she felt that there was something between them that she didn't know.
Shen Yuyao smiled reluctantly, "Thank you." ”
"You're welcome." Su Liangqiu's body turned sideways, and he looked at Chu Zhixin with bright eyes, "Just now my mother called, let's go back to dinner in the evening?" Do you have a party at night? ”
"Aren't all the schedules arranged by you? Don't you know if I've socialized? Chu Zhixin squeezed her hand, "Go straight to the night." ”
Su Liangqiu smiled sweetly and left.
Shen Yuyao looked at Su Liangqiu's smile just now, she pursed her lips, took a sip of tea, and waited until Su Liangqiu went out, she continued, "Zhixin, is your marriage a punishment for me?" ”
"All I can say is that you're thinking too much." Chu Zhixin said in a deep voice, "My marriage has nothing to do with you, whether you believe it or not, it doesn't matter at all." ”
"Do you think I believe it?" Shen Yuyao pursed her lips and smiled palely, "How good we used to be, if we ......"
"There are no ifs." Chu Zhixin directly interrupted her words, "If you don't have anything else, let's talk about it later when you have time, I'll have a while in ten minutes, so ...... It is not far away. ”
"Zhixin, this time since I have come back and have dared to face my sincerity directly, I will not give up easily, whether you are single or married, I think, I want to fight for myself." Shen Yuyao stood up and said firmly, "I believe that there are so many pasts between us, you can really let go." ”
After speaking, Shen Yuyao picked up the bag and walked out of Chu Zhixin's office, as soon as she walked out of the office, Su Liangqiu's eyes met her inadvertently.
The corners of Shen Yuyao's lips hooked, and she left with a chuckle.
Su Liangqiu sat behind the office, thinking about what the two of them had just said in the office.
Since Shen Yuyao left, Su Liangqiu's mind couldn't focus on work.
Next, she made a mistake.
"I asked you to proofread the documents, how did you proofread them?" Pei Mei threw the document directly on her desk, "Didn't you see that the decimal point on the document was wrong?" This time I found out in time, if it was found out when the contract was signed by both parties, who would bear the loss at that time? Is it me, or are you? Also, you are now the president's wife, and the loss will definitely be borne by me at that time, but I don't want to carry this black cauldron. ”
"I didn't." Su Liangqiu picked up the document on the table and looked at it, it was indeed the decimal point on the back amount that was wrong, the decimal point was wrong, and the price was many times worse, "This document is my fault, I admit it." ”
Pei Mei snorted coldly, "I don't dare to say it's your fault, but don't say it's my fault." ”
Su Liangqiu pursed her lips tightly, did not speak again, but sat down obediently, concentrated, and then began to continue working.
Inside the pantry.
Wang Xinxin looked at no one left and right, and whispered to Ai Qiqi beside him, "Qiqi, I used to think that Su Liangqiu should be here, arrogant and domineering, bullying others, why is this situation now, it is different from what I think, Pei Mei was not like this before." ”